In my dreams, having a level of consciousness that is as close as it is when I am awake is something I always try to achieve, and recently I've been able to hit an extremely high level of consciousness via DILD (which used to be almost impossible when DILDing). However (in the non-braggy sense) I have hit consciousness in dreams that is too perfect.
Twice now, I have become lucid, and been so aware that its ruining the dreams. For example, I became lucid the other night and decided to take everything in. I walked around, looking at the sun reflecting off the cars, and the detail in everything around me. I thought how amazing it was I was standing in a world that was in my head. With such a high level of consciousness, the dreamworld began to feel really fake. Everything began to feel external. The best way I can describe this is like watching a movie. You become so engrossed while at the cinema with the simulated sound and images it feels like you are inside the movie. But then you realize its just a movie, and you once again feel as if you are just watching a screen.
It truly began to feel like I was watching a computer monitor. In fact I started to see what looked like a box, as if my head was enclosed in a cube, pressed against a television.
What could this be? Am I becoming so aware I am losing the ablity to be immersed in the dream? Is it that the feeling of watching a screen was just my subconscious and that was in fact part of the dream? Is it that I am becoming so aware I am starting to wake myself up, creating a feel of fakeness as the dream falls apart?
Has anyone else every experienced this?
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