Thread: YoursTruely's Workbook

Thank you, NyxCC.

Yeah, I think it was the first time something like that happened to me.

Interestingly enough, I had another lucid dream this night and I became lucid in the same fashion.

Spoiler for My Lucid Dream from My DreamViews Journal:

Non-Dream, Non-Lucid, Lucid

I found myself in the void again and realized that I'm dreaming. I somehow felt as if I was in the void and also felt my physical body a bit and I figured out that I have to let go to go into a dream. I felt as if my physical body was going downwards and going downwards it looped to come back from the up to go down but in the reality of the dream. I found myself on the bed and I thought that I dislike this environment of my bedroom and I want to go somewhere so I rolled on my bed thinking that it will lead me somewhere and I appeared in a room where floor was made of naked women. Like it was a bit arousing but a bit horror like too. Then I found myself in some post-apocalyptic scenario being chased around by sexy naked women zombies. I was running away a bit but then I figured out that I could take advantage of the situation. And decided to be devoured by sexy naked women zombies. It was somewhat appealing but not really. For some reason I got this idea in my mind if I will think about something not happening it will happen and after a while I managed to change the women into actual women and not zombies. But then they started to age. And it was sort of okay to some point. They were somewhat attractive to some age and fitted this stereotype of sexy older women, but then they started going beyond that point. Also I felt as if I was being observed during this whole thing by some guy I thought that was like some private investigator type of guy. And I felt as if he was thinking, "Yes, he is giving in. He is doing exactly what we want him to do." Then I started loosing the dream and I thought that I need to keep plugging my nose to know for sure that It's not a false awakening but eventually I reached the actual reality.

Again, It wasn't a relatively stable, anxiety-free lucid dream, but I at least explored some environment that wasn't my bedroom. Also, whenever I have a lucid dream I get motivated to have more so that's good.

I think I probably should refrain from trying to have any sexual activities in my dreams right now. I think it would have gone much better if I focused on maintaining stability or something. And anyhow it would have been more enjoyable if I made the dream more stable.

Also, in the past I remember having one lucid dream where I got really anxious during it that I won't remember anything from it because it was getting too long and I decided to wake myself up. During the one today I was getting a similar feeling but I figured out that it's better to just enjoy as it happens and then I will worry about not being able to write it down. Anyways, it's odd but whenever I try to write something down that happened I have this believe that I will do it badly but when I do it I start to remember things I wouldn't otherwise.

I reached my goal of 14 Dream Views Journal entries so I'm going to change that to 25.

I remembered to do the nose plug during a dream so that was a little accomplishment.

Spoiler for My Current Workbook:

Reality Checks:
- Every time I open my laptop I do the nose plug.

Dream Signs:
- Sking. Being in the mountains. Snow.
- A person of authority requesting me to do something absurd/being really wrong. Usually a teacher.
- I had maybe four dreams somehow related to New York. Going to New York, being in New York, etc.
- Worrying about my musical ability.

Short-Term Goals:
- To have a somewhat stable worry-free lucid dream. ( getting there )
- Meditate in a dream.
- Create something re-occurring. An item, place or a person. (Preferably a cat named Lautrec)
- Get 25 entries in DreamViews dream journal. ( 14 / 25 )

Long-Term Goals:
- To remember at least one dream every night and write it down no matter what.
- To try to somehow connect dreaming with some creative activity. For example, composing a song based on my dream experience or writing a short story in similar fashion.
- To create a persistent realm.