Hello there i am Steve and im here because i want to give LD another chance.
Basicly im not that new to lucid dreaming, the first LD i can recall it's when i was 7, the second one i recall was few years ago; Here's what happened, i've seen an article about lucid dreaming and i remembered i had at least one before and i decided to give it a go. From the first day I started with a reality check and trying to remember my dreams, haven't been using a journal; after 3 days i've had my first lucid dream, i was skying and just realized that im bad at skying and i knew it was a dream, for the next 40-60 seconds i decided to just fly untill i lost control and woke up. The next day i haven't had another lucid dream, same with the next 2-3 days so i just quit.
Now i am here to try again today i am on my third day, the first day i remembered about 4 dreams (i randomly wake up at night like 3-5 times each night) and the second night it hit me not a lucid dream but a WILD (I THINK!), here's how it happened and why i need some advices to be sure what it was. Basicly i was kinda tierd, when i went to sleep i looked at my phone and i had 6 hrs of sleep till i had to go wake up, so i decided not to start keeping a DJ. I went to bed and started saying inside my head "I remember more dreams" or "I dream lucid tonight" and i kept focusing on what i was saying when i felt that i was about to sleep but was still concious, after 2-3 seconds i started hearing music and saw a party and realised im dreaming and wake up, the thing is i kinda knew from the beginning im sleeping, i wasnt able to control the dream but more like i was looking at what happened from above and that dream(?) was 2-3 seconds long, well i decided that il figure what happened the next day and tryed getting some sleep but guess what the same thing happened, now i was walking on a street and realised again im sleeping, again this was about 2-3 seconds long and i had no control over it, maby like looking at a movie, and this thing happened 1 more time. Well can anyone explain me what was that?
Thanks and sorry for my english as it's not my native language.