Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

It's a beautiful day. The sun is shining, the birdies are chirping, it's 70F and the back door is open.

A call came in. A family friend, our accountant, has died.

I thought about him the other day, meaning to call and see how he was. Turns out he was already dead by then.

He died alone, with no family.

I wish...

Zhay that sounds awful, but your husband sounds like the sweetest most amazing man ever. The world needs more people like him, and they're always under-appreciated. Give him a big hug from me... Cuz hugs from random people over the internet is what makes everyone feel better...

Originally Posted by Dianeva

Trusting a human is about as stupid as trusting the air to catch me upon jumping off a cliff.

Bridges are closer though. I want to test it, but for now I'll just drink.

Not all people are bad. If you ever need to talk or anything, I'm in IRC like... 16 hours a day, lol. Also, it'll get better,

And Zhalyin, you have gall bladder problems? Cause so does my mom, and she says it hurts like nothing else... except childbirth (derr). She's suppose to get it taken out soon, but of course our great Canadian Hell care is give her the workaround.

Alyzarin, NOOOOOOOOOOO (Click the button)

The iPad 3 is coming out next month. Didn't the iPad 2 just come out?

Gosh darn Apple, always forcing consumers to upgrade every 12 months. Those poor folks with the iPad 2... so behind on the times.

Originally Posted by OldSparta

Alyzarin, NOOOOOOOOOOO (Click the button)

Yep, sorry OldSparta. I need to take a break for a few different reasons, but most importantly so that I don't reverse my anxiety progress.

My daughter hands me half a Dorito that she has already bitten off of. I cringed and pressed the NOOOOOOOOOO button.

Melanie. Sorry to hear about your friend

OldSparta... my gallbladder pain has actually become worse than the pain of child birth. But that's not saying much seeing how my longest labor was 4 hours. My gallbladder attacks last well over that. I wish your mom luck on getting surgery. I've heard there's nothing to it (if you can even get seen that is

Patrick, thank you for his hug and kind words. He can be a bit difficult, but I love him very much and today reminded me why

Preserver, just think about us poor saps who are still using the first generation iPad

No complaints here. I've refused to do ANYTHING today other than rest and recover. I just woke up from a great nap.

I'm very sorry Zhaylin, that sounds awful.

Originally Posted by OldSparta

Not all people are bad. If you ever need to talk or anything, I'm in IRC like... 16 hours a day, lol. Also, it'll get better,

Thank you for the concern. I do not see anything getting better anytime soon though.

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

OldSparta... my gallbladder pain has actually become worse than the pain of child birth. But that's not saying much seeing how my longest labor was 4 hours. My gallbladder attacks last well over that. I wish your mom luck on getting surgery. I've heard there's nothing to it (if you can even get seen that is )

That sounds terrible. Well, on the bright side... you don't have cluster headaches, do you? ._. (I used to ask myself that to remind myself how any situation I was in could be worse, they say cluster headaches are significantly more painful than childbirth and they can happen multiple times a day, for up to hours each time, for weeks or months at a time before they stop for a while, but they come back again later.)

Originally Posted by Dianeva

Thank you for the concern. I do not see anything getting better anytime soon though.

Well, whatever is I hope it does start getting better, and remember that you can always talk to us about it.

Nothing too big, but my Tutor canceled the Chemistry SI Session. Here I thought I had to get something to eat really quick so I won't be too tired throughout the day.

I hate feeling rushed, only to find something was canceled....BLAH...

Oh well, might as well finish things early now, and get some sleep....but still man....UGH..

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

Well, whatever is I hope it does start getting better, and remember that you can always talk to us about it.

Thank you

Originally Posted by Dianeva

Thank you for the concern. I do not see anything getting better anytime soon though.

Lives being, Lives change, and lives end in a few precious seconds. Everything can change in a sec. So keep your chin up, Things will get better.

Originally Posted by Dianeva

Trusting a human is about as stupid as trusting the air to catch me upon jumping off a cliff.

Bridges are closer though. I want to test it, but for now I'll just drink.

I'm feeling pedantic.

You can trust the air to not catch you right? Well then now you know that you can trust this particular person to do whatever it is that they did!

Says the misanthrope.

- Frei Brothers Pinot Noir 2008, +1
- Gritty day 2 Fondue, -1
- Danny making an impromptu dipping sauce for my homemade ciabatta that was supposed to go into the day 2 fondue, +2

I just lost my long, well-thought out post complete with research on the subject I was debating to an errant click of my mouse button.

Time, thought, all those words....gone, with one click.

At least now my time is free to pursue more trivial activities.

I don't know what is wrong, Dianeva, but things always get better. I wouldn't say this lightly. I remain optimistic despite a world full of challenges that would defeat many others, yet I'm still here.

I don't even know you and I have respect for you, simply from a few of your words.

I hope you don't close yourself off to trusting humans. It never turns out well.

Most people are good. If you didn't know that, you wouldn't come here every day and trust your emotions with complete strangers.

I raise my beer to you, and better days.

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

**EDIT**
You should be a writer, Link. You have quite a way with words even if I don't understand all of what you say sometimes or agree with you

I remember my AP English teacher telling me I should become a writer, in fact, she thought I would become an English Major...I almost wanted to laugh at her.

No one will understand what I think. Oh well.

Originally Posted by Dianeva

Trusting a human is about as stupid as trusting the air to catch me upon jumping off a cliff.

Bridges are closer though. I want to test it, but for now I'll just drink.

Oh, nvm.

"No one will understand what I think. Oh well."

I wouldn't say that, Link. I'm just a bit daffy daft. Not saying that as a put-down but as a matter of fact. A lot of stuff just goes over my head.

**Edit**
See, I even got THAT word wrong

^^^ It's the thought that counts

[HUG]

@Zhaylin, don't worry, I don't take anything as a put-down here on DV. I mean, it IS Internet after all.

In fact, even if it is a put-down, I actually enjoy it even more, because I'm just messed up that way.

I wouldn't say that, Link. I'm just a bit daffy

Just messing with you, I didn't even see you make the edit until 5 minutes ago
Rant:

Spoiler for O.O:

I find older women attractive....maybe 5 years year older or more than me. I know there's an obvious flaw with that preference, and I know the outcome of that, but I still can't ignore it. It's like taboo to me, but that's what makes so fun!

Sure age is just a number but like, what if the person I like that's way older than me turns out to be all wrinkly and shit...I mean, looks aren't everything, but with how society labels the ideal age range for young people, it would be weird being 30 years old dating a 40+ year old woman.

I could always ignore what people think, but I think there's a point that if I were to find an older woman who likes me, reality would slap me in the face and say "you bloody idiot."

Now it's harder to consider finding older women attractive as taboo.

I tell myself it's not a big deal, but it's obviously an issue.

I think it's because the younger girls here in Texas still look under-developed...I swear, some of these girls must be 15 years old or something, and it really bothers me.

I have to look at older woman just because they fit my ignorant scope oh how an 18 year old girl is suppose to look like?

I think it's because I grew too fast when I was younger (14-16 years of age?)

I don't know...I find that older women are more "proper" in being a lady...I just find it....relaxing....

Screw this, I don't know what the hell is going on with me now.

I have a terrible hangover, it turned out that the doctor was right and I'm really ill. I haven't bought the meds still and don't feel like going out with my high temperature and cough. And it's not enough, I must think of making an excuse to my bf, only that I'm pretty bad at excuses.

But, spending Valentine's day alone and doing what you want feels soooooooo gooood!

This water I'm going to drink is what my virginity feels like. Natural and processed through a 7 leveled filtration system.

But I'm sure like, ya know, you're just 28% drunk when you're not really drunk, Dianeva ( I don't know if you remember what you said in the last DVdrunkparty on tinychat )

Hope you feel relaxed after drinking, because you seem to be really cheerful in that state. Well, I'm going to sleep before I say things that don't make sense.

Happy lucids everyone, because I'm sure as hell am not going to have any tonight...

Now spin around really fast with your arms outstretched and follow your fingertips with your gaze while you spin.

Now fall down.

This is what tequila tastes like inside a drier at the laundromat.

[HUG]

Spoiler for Flowers:

Well, I guess I'm going to pull an all-nighter. It sucks.

I get all cozy in bed. I start to fall asleep and then it hits me. A stupid thought, something I could've done without. I could've dreamed tonight, I could have had a lucid dream, for that matter. Do you really want to know?

No, but I suppose I should say it since I'm already here and going. Tomorrow, my husband is going to get his nipple pierced (third time and no he doesn't have three nipples).

The only problem is, he's going with two of his coworkers, one male and one female and they've all made this cute little fucking pact to get them done TOGETHER. Whyyyy does this make me uneasy? How would you guys feel about it?

I'm looking for objectivity, I honestly am, but if you'd like to tell me what I want to hear (which is that I have a right to feel that way) then I'm all for it. If you can slap me out of my silliness, I dare you.

I just think it's a little inappropriate for him to go. I guess this girl says she won't do it unless J does it and J won't do it unless my hubby does it. So, in a way, it's all to get this girl's nipple pierced. Hmm, I'm trying to bite my tounge, but is this not a little... sickening to girls out there?

I mean, fuck, why not invite me along? Do you guys plan to have an orgy afterwards or something? like... I dk.... sure, I might've taken it overboard. All I told him was that it made me feel uncomfortable but that I won't stop him from doing it, you know. I just wish he would understand....

It doesn't help that I already lead a pretty lonely life here at home taking care of his kid all day and gee, thanks, baby I get to go to CLASS on tues and thurs. Then it's back to the fucking pin.

I can't tell if I'm upset because I'm jealous that he can go and do whatever he pleases, or if I'm insecure and am afraid of him leaving me for some little 17 year old bitch he works with, or... a mix, whatever...

Too much resentment for one person to handle.

I have something with my right leg called patellar mistracking... Basically, one of my quad muscles is too tight, so when I bend and flex my leg, my kneecap will move in a funny way... It's been causing the sensation of a small bone shifting around in my knee for a while now and it's crazy annoying/uncomfortable.

Thank goodness I actually went to the doctor's yesterday to find out what it is, but now I need physio... Great. And I don't even know if my health insurance covers it... >:C

And the head student of our school keeps sending out messages and instructions to the prefects at 11:00 at night... For next-day stuff, like "get to school at 8:00 in the morning". Hah. Well, I'm often in bed at that time, and who the hell checks their email that late? =/