I don't know what is it with these grocery baggers. Whenever they see me, they finish whatever they're doing and leave me, and I end up bagging the stuff myself. And I know if it gets busy that they have to rotate and shit, but if you're going to leave me every fucking time, it makes me think like they don't want social contact with me.
Like I just went to groceries to get some stuff before I leave to go back to college. This cute girl is bagging this smelly old guy's stuff, and I'm behind him. When she's done, she leaves, and the place isn't even BUSY...like what the hell, you can't be that afraid of a guy if you bag an older person's stuff?
I'm not paranoid, I know there's something up with these people. And I know their managers are watching them too, because they wouldn't want a customer to be the one bagging everything, it'll look bad on them for being lazy asses.
Fucking hell, can't even come in contact with GROCERY BAGGERS..fucking BAGGERS LOL
And I still don't know what to do with this $100 I got as a gift. I know that if I spend it on games, my father will start complaining why I'm doing that when I should be focusing on college (and you want me to fucking socialize with people as if that doesn't constitute as my free time; and having friends = the temptation to put things off; and I didn't even play video games during college, it was just too fucking stressful to even set up my Nintendo Wii o.o). It just motivates me even more to become overqualified in everything again and just make everyone look like shit, but if I do that, I'll probably won't have any friends because I'll end up being condescending again looool.
(I still can't get out of the habit of being condescending because separate thoughts make themselves apparent whenever I talk to a person who just looks weird and makes me want to say things to humiliate them) =/
Fml, I would like to be normal around people, but this degree I'm going for requires you to think you know everything (of course I'll be retaining an inferiority complex to dilute that a little bit) to get any success. Now I have to find someway to get back to that behavior again, and it's going to succccck because I've been acting like an idiot on purpose to forget the stress from college.
sigh...
I feel you Zhaylin, I hate cleaning up stuff, I still have to get everything else set up for the trip back to college. =(
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And damn it, I probably have to do a stealth mission just to buy a Used PS2 and MGS3 (which should just take like half of the 100$) away, and hope that someone won't ask me how much money I have left >.> Because if I do that on the banking account, it's going to pop up, and he's going to question me on what I bought. Man, fathers these days.
And fuck, it's better for me to not get it anyway, since he'll wonder what a PS2 is doing there (then again, he doesn't really pay attention to what consoles I have anyway) It's only when his friend's children comes in that he's concerned since he wants them to have something to do while I deal with their whining. You see how bullshit this is? I should give the games to the children so I don't have to deal with his contradicting intentions.
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