Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

I probably won't be in bed before midnight tonight.

Tomorrow should be better.

Don't worry, I'm not blowing you off...

Oh, you.

Gavin.

lol ColdCrisis. Yeah, those two things usually aren't related in my experience

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I feel your pain Khh! I had no sleep on Saturday. On Sunday, I went to bed at 11:30 and woke at 6:30 on Monday. Then I didn't sleep again until 6:30-11:30 this morning. What the freagin heck?!

Aly, they don't bother me at all anymore. I started having them when I was about 13 and I even had to wear a heart monitor for a while. The Doctors didn't know what was causing them so they blamed it on the single Dr. Pepper I liked to drink after school.
But I had them even when I didn't drink soda. Almost a decade later, I learned they were caused by anxiety. (Of course caffeine and stress etc could make them worse though).
I'm used to them and think they're neat lol

Originally Posted by fOrceez

Just claim it, make it seem really manly >:3

hehe, I usually do. Like, "nahhhh, ya just give em a good punch in the nose and send em on their way".
Chase (from House) is my role model for turning foreign girls on with my Australian-ness.

I'm craving some Pumpkin seeds but don't have any. They are my favorite snacking food.

Originally Posted by GavinGill

It hurts when I laugh. :[

It hurts when I school:'(

I was preparing to go to bed early today, but then I remembered the physics test project that is due tomorrow morning. So I made some half-assed lame project and I don't even care much about the test. I'm a second semester senior with an A in the class. I would just skip it and sleep in, but then I'd have to retake the test, and my dad would be mad.

I am such a natural at not giving a damn I should do it more often

And my nose itches and it's driving me crazy so I took some benadryl to go with the cetrizine I took before.

Now I'm mad because I wanted to go to bed early and now I'm going to be late again.

I'm awake.


I went to bed at 11 and woke up at 3 to a sauna.
My mouth tastes like blood and my throat (?) is sore at a spot I don't think I've ever experienced before- it's so high up it might as well be my nose. It's very odd and VERY annoying.
I just took 2 allergy pills. Hopefully I'll go back to sleep soon and my throat will stop bothering me!!

Ah I hate having to talk to people I don't know on the phone. Especially if it's "someone important". Today I have to repeatedly wait to get called up by the bank... And I've only had 3 hours of sleep which increases anxiety.
Oh well, it's only a few hours.

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

I'm awake.


I went to bed at 11 and woke up at 3 to a sauna.
My mouth tastes like blood and my throat (?) is sore at a spot I don't think I've ever experienced before- it's so high up it might as well be my nose. It's very odd and VERY annoying.
I just took 2 allergy pills. Hopefully I'll go back to sleep soon and my throat will stop bothering me!!

That sounds really rough. I hope the allergy pills work.

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

lol ColdCrisis. Yeah, those two things usually aren't related in my experience

Happens when you are happy and can't express the feeling and then you start to complain just to release it

You have to be bloody kidding me.

I have a lucid that is remarkably stable, vivid, and perfect enough to where I don't feel any attachments to waking life.

The thought of finding Kaomea came to mind, I met a DC to help me find her, but as we're going inside the vehicle, I had the temptation to just say to myself, "Wake up! Wake up!"

I hate that! I really FREAKING HATE THAT! It's those moments when you're lucid, and my face is so still that my eyes start moving towards my forehead or looking at my nose, and I get the sudden urge to wake up.

That could've been an amazing lucid where I could've met Kaomea! gfadkhjgndfhkjgnjksdfgnjknjdknikdnffkgj

That would drive me crazy Link. It sounds pretty much how all my lucid dreams end come to think about it. For me to be lucid, I have to be on the edge of waking up. I become aware of my*self*. So I let go of the lucidity to continue the dream. It's as if the physical sensations of self want to wake me up but ignoring them returns me to dream land. I wonder if I could use that now that I'm aware lol

hehehe, COldCrisis. Why can't you express your happiness?

Thanks Khh. The meds did help. I went back to sleep at 4:30 and woke at 11. And I slept pretty soundly for a change too
I hope your anxiety is manageable And that you've gotten some more sleep.

I'm ranting because when I woke my nose was clogged. I blew it and out came painted boogers and a smidgen of blood. I blew my nose so hard and for so long that I now have "mold in my nose". It friggin smells just like mold. I've not had that in a long while now and it's going to drive me bananas before it subsides.
Also, I woke up to the puppy puking on the edge of my bed. Yesterday, I found some wet spots and thought she peed on my bed. I rewashed all my blankets, and now I have to wash them again But why the heck is she throwing up? It's a foaming yellowish puke too, which makes it all the more odd.

I just started some laundry and I'm drinking some water, but I need to venture out for some dog food. I didn't realize how low it was. I'm going to put it off, though, until at least 1. That's when hubby goes back to work. He's on a lunch break, napping, and the perimeter alarms will wake him if he doesn't have the volume turned down.

The family dog got spayed this week. I can't help but feel bad for her. I'd be really pissed off if I were her.

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

hehehe, ColdCrisis. Why can't you express your happiness?

I just don't know how

Let's begin. We (not just me) were born into a world were mankind, of all the possible creatures, has to be the dominant species. The world is filled with corruptness, murder, theft, ignorance, drugs. On the other side of the spectrum there is boredom, repetance. Every day the same damn thing. And we happen to be among some seriously stupid folks, who act as if their IQ doesn't reach the 20. They find it necessary to insult people who are just minding their own business. They find it necessary to start fighting eachother over a game of football, which is supposed to be fun and friendly. The world in which one idiot burns a book knowing that people will start rebelling, and the other idiot blows himself up in the middle of a street with innocent people because of it. The world in which we find it normal to have racism and hatred around us.
And most of all, the world in which humans fight eachother, not realising that working together is much more effective. One in which countries do not want to work together because their preprepreprepreprepreprepredecessors insulted eachother.
I mean, seriously, how is it possible that most of mankind doesn't even realize all this? How is it possible that we leave all the people in Africa to die of hunger, while we start attempting to sue to government if we don't have electricity for a few minutes.
And we're all locked in this world. We have no other option than to live with these undeveloped racistic hating ignorant neverthinking creatures. For as long as we live we'll have to see on the news how yet another murder has been committed, and yet another war over some stupid issue has been waged. We will always have to see idiots blow themselves up.
And last but not least, we will forever have to listen to people justifying their utterly wrong causes with the argument of religion, which has never been proved. Believing in something you haven't seen is fine ofcourse, but judging and treating others based on some morals written down by a rich dictator back in the middle-ages claiming that it is God's word can just ptfo.
And don't get me started on religious intances. There are a lot of good people who are working in them to help others because they feel it's right. I respect those people and I am glad that they think about others, really. But there are also a lot of people working in it who are as corrupt as can be. The types that teach little kids what's right and wrong according to some book, and then rape the children afterwards, only to teach others not to do that the day afterwards. The hypocrits, who are not the slightest bit better themselves.
Suicide might seem like the only way out of it, but no way am I going to just run away from this world. I had the luck to be born into a rich country, where there are almost no calamities, and where I could grow up without any big disorders and lead a succesful life. And for as long as I live, I will attempt to show people how stupid their actions are, trying to show the world how it should be done. I don't need the world for myself, or more money than I can count and everything made frm gold. But I DO want power, to be able to show people the difference between justice and the idiotic stuff we live with right now. What this world needs is one single leader that can distinguish right from wrong. But the problem is that almost every single person would use such power for his own selfish ends. And then again, who is one person to decide how others have to live? I can't deny the truth in that. I hate to admit it, but there is no simple solution. We'll just have to cope with this nonsense until the day we die, and make the best of it.

Sorry for the wall of text, but the truth of the world can't just be written in a few words. I will probably even have to add more in another post.

Double spaced paragraphs are our friends, Spyguy.
I'm ranting because I just said that.
I feel you were making some good points in your text, but then my eyes just get all googly and I can't focus anymore.

Grrr... that reminds me. I need to set up an appointment to have my hubby check my vision.

Thx Yeah, I know what it's like. Losing focus is really annoying. It's not necessarily a problem of vision, but it is quite likely. Good luck with the appointment, hope it's not too bad!

hehee... I've had better than perfect vision my entire life, but hubby swears everyone starts having problems at around my age and beyond. And I've never had my eyes dialated so I'm nervous lol
If anything, I might need or come to need reading glasses

I'm now somewhat ranting because a storm system just blew in. Now I have to hang up the laundry in the bathroom. BUT, I DO love storms

As much as I hate to say this, the days are getting quicker now for me. Soon, I'll already be taking my final for Biology and Chemistry Labs 3 weeks or so from now.

It seems like a while, but damn, it does pass by quickly. Which means I'll have to listen to my father nagging to me eventually about getting a driver's license, and me finding a small job to do, even though I already have personal savings that can last me a while....

sigh.....I better start job hunting once I take care of these exams, I honestly do not want to hear him talk about things like this anymore. :/

I wish I could just tell him that I want to stay in College Station over the summer, but him being weird, will want me to come over for the break.

Then again, I could just sign up for summer classes so I can keep myself occupied, but I don't know.....guess I'll wait a bit before deciding. But I just want to find a clear solution already!

He just wants to see me working, so he can just nag at me when he'll know I'll probably be inexperienced in what I'm doing until I get the hang of it. Ugh, it's like he's a sadist or something

Or maybe I'm just being paranoid like usual about him.

This just isn't true!

I was supposed to buy food after work and i totally forgot about it...Now i have to buy it tomorrow in the early morning! Dang it!

I hate doing things. I do things an then I wish I was sitting around at home, and then when I am sitting around at home, I wish I was doing things. Does that even make sense?
??

Yeah, I have a paper due tomorrow, don't want to do it, but I want to do something so I don't feel completely useless, and when I am doing something, I look forward to doing nothing, but I can't think about doing nothing because that will lead me into doing nothing, which gets nothing done, and then I want to do something to get it done so that I can do nothing, and then I'll want to do something again instead of doing nothing.

Makes perfect sense, dave.

Been doing history homework for hours. It's getting to the point where I could care less and am writing stupid answers like "he was a person" and my latest favorite, "They probably hated the north so much. They probably thought 'what are they doing!?' a lot and other stuff. They probably made D: faces, too." I was going to compare the Confederates to Justin Beiber, but chances are he might actually read this homework assignment (usually my teacher doesn't even check to see if we do the homework, he just gives us a quiz on it next class).

Originally Posted by Taffy

Been doing history homework for hours. It's getting to the point where I could care less and am writing stupid answers like "he was a person" and my latest favorite, "They probably hated the north so much. They probably thought 'what are they doing!?' a lot and other stuff. They probably made D: faces, too." I was going to compare the Confederates to Justin Beiber, but chances are he might actually read this homework assignment (usually my teacher doesn't even check to see if we do the homework, he just gives us a quiz on it next class).

I remember in middle school where if I had to do an essay, I would write so much (like you see me typing crap here a lot too quickly), I think the teachers based mine on "TL;DR" and gave me a good grade.

Even some of the kids were, "WTF man, I can't read all this." XD

And most of the time, I would BS at the end, because I doubt they would read everything. XD