Thread: 365 days w/o Jerking Off: A self control challenge

An update on the no fap journey.

I have decided to not look at porn either, because I am making the active decision to aim for internal presence and not external stimulation.
My year started rough for my mind, first day I was stimulated by a girl all day and sure it is nice but hell I get lazy!
Second day my friend wanted me to go out and drink beers with him because he was going abroad for a long time so it would be the last day I would see him. Unfortunately another friend had an identical reason to get me drinking the next night.

My swag and game with girls dropped, my productive work during the day dropped, my presence in general and during meditation dropped.

I noticed that after an orgasm as a guy my presence and awareness during the day (and in my dreams) was more disorted. And since presence and awareness is the key element to success in every area of life (and self-discipline) the course of the ship has to be changed.
And even if the fap isn't having an impact on my life on it's own (although it does), The act of no fap is a representation of my attitude torwards my larger scale goals.

Here is a motivational video to illustrate what I talk about: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3DU8gsZPHtA

But either way for now my opinion is no fap/porn for life!

I restarted my day count from new years just to make it easier to know what day I am on.