Quote Originally Posted by Sorgeloos View Post
Natural? Like I said. My dad commited suicide. I kept having nightmares of him coming towards me or me seeing him commit suicide... I learned myself, reality checks, many times. Sleep paralysis, all the things. I have lucid dreams every night, multiple times in night. I have more lucids then non-lucids. I want answers why my dad left me behind and I want answers of other things and I'm looking in this other world for answers and Constantine supports me. I just... in a way.... want to leave this world behind to be in that world forever. It's such a beautifull place. But Constantine says I have to go on as I do.
Ohhh my bad man i missed that. wish i could help but this sounds like something you have to do on your own. Is it even possible to stay in the Dream World forever?