2 DILDs one non LD
It's nighttime, I'm in my bedroom with a boyfriend who is a combo of my husband and ex. We are in a hilltop village which feels peaceful and quiet. I'm upset because he won't have sex with me any more. I give him an ultimatum, I may have to find a "side boyfriend".
I go outside to walk around and cool off. I'm walking along a quiet dirt path and realize spontaneously I'm dreaming.
My vision comes and goes here. I rub my hands together. I remember reading about a dream yoga technique and I try it. I close my eyes, plug my nose, and try diving into the ground/into the heart center. Well, nothing happened. I notice a black sky with hints of sparkling stars.
I walk along the path and remember the dream contest goal of walking through a big solid object. I see a house and with confidence walk through the wall. I'm inside now. I start exploring hallways and rooms. I remember my goal of kissing a dc. I say, "when I come around the corner I will see a man". As I go around the corner I see a man laying in a bed. He seems a little too dad like, yikes. I try to transform him by willing it to be. I think his hair changed a little but not enough. I move on continuing my exploration of the house. My body feels big and heavy. Again remembering my dream yoga book talking about losing the dream body, I attempt to become a single point of consciousness. I think I become a little smaller and lighter. I remember I can float instead of walk and do so which feels much better than walking.
I walk outside. I feel down to see what my body feels like. Feels like I'm naked (as I often am in dreams which usually feels great, no embarrassment).
I meet a girl and wonder if I should kiss her for my dream points. No, I don't want to. She wants to show me something. We walk to a parking lot where there are a bunch of men who are interested in us. "I think I'm less lucid here as it didn't occur to me to face these DCs or to not be afraid though I'm still somewhat aware I'm dreaming". There is one huge, 8 ft tall DC who seems quite scary. Luckily he walks by us. We get into a truck and try to leave the parking lot. There is a bunch of work equipment in the road but I believe we make it out wit the girl driving. At some point during this dream I noted that it felt very long and I hoped I would remember it all. When I woke up I went over it in my head but didn't write it down.
This one is a little vague in spots. I see myself about 30 feet ahead. I'm naked and I notice distinct tan lines. I'm then in my body. I walk up s ramp into a house. There is someone there instructing us to try to create 3 children. I create a clover with 3-4 leaves. Not quite right. (Lost some here) I go back down the ramp carrying a huge bundle of random objects. I become lucid and realize I don't or can't take any of this stuff with me. The realization feels great so I put it down and feel unburdened and free. I walk away empty handed.
Another long dream about a hospital, huge DCs, a lovely homeless camp on a hill above the ocean with makeshift homes and a little pond with a baby otter. Possibly moments of lucidity but I'm not positive.
1 WILD with poor visuals and one lucid DILD portion within a non lucid dream. I completed 2 of the 3 part goals, dancing and asking the dream how I can be more peaceful.
2nd WILD I've had, yahhhh!
I woke up and did WBTB. Up for 40 minutes. Closed my eyes and felt vibrations and heard a whooshing sound. I tried to relax into it and waited for a visual scene to form. I got flashes and moments of visual clarity but most of the dream was dark. I felt I was floating on the surface of shallow water facing the ground. Kind of like snorkeling. I was examining the ground looking for seashells. The ground went in and out of focus. For a moment I saw a blue shell. Lost part of it here.
I'm then fly/floating above my back yard, maybe 150 ft up. It's nighttime and I briefly see my neighborhood bathed in starlight. I look up and see a beautiful starry night sky. I remember to try dancing. I'm floating in the air so it feels awkward and not much like dancing really. I think I heard some music at this point too. I then remembered the second goal which was to ask the dream for advise. (How can I be more peaceful?) I ask the dream. I then feel I'm telling myself the answer but it feels like I'm coming from my most wise and happy place. I tell myself something like you have to come from a broader perspective, etc. it felt true for me. I forgot the second part of the advise.
Still floating through the air. I see a balcony and decide to investigate. I think i would like to have sex. I see a man in there and am very forward with him. We have sex and it's really fun. He feels guilty for some reason. (Often my DCs feel guilty about sex but I never do...not sure what that's about) visuals were vague here and I kind of felt I was making parts up as I went instead of watching the dream unfold. I then woke up. I decided not to write the dream down as I wasn't very tired and I was afraid I wouldn't fall back asleep.
This one starts as non lucid. I'm in a bedroom several stories up. I believe it's nighttime. I see a bed on the floor where I've been doing dream work. I also see a yellow baby cockatiel I found outside who needs care. My friend's bossy aunt arrives for a visit. She is critical of the bed on the floor and tells me to get the bird some bread/seed with water. I feel I may have neglected the bird. We go into the living room. I see 5-6 little fluffy feeble baby animals (not sure what kind). Two may be dying. They need to nurse. Oh jeeze I hope they make it.
Not sure if this is the same dream or not. Walking up a road with the aunt figure. I see a nice nature trail surrounded with brown bushes and suggested we take that instead. The aunt wants to stay on the blacktop road. We pass some small houses in a row with perfect grass and a fence. They are very clean and sterile looking. I really like them for some reason. We make it to the top of the hill and sit on someone's doorstep. I become lucid. I remember again to ask my dream what I can do to be more peaceful. I ask the aunt. She says I can focus on collecting ancient antiques. I think that makes no sense and even think it's kind of funny. I think to ask the dream itself. I look to the sky and ask the question. I hear nothing in response. I see partial writing on pieces of paper or on the ground. I decide against trying to decipher it for some reason. Loose lucidity here. Dream continues.
I see a big newly built wooden house on a hill surrounded by a gorgeous field.. I'm annoyed they built in nature. The house us hard to make out at first but becomes 3 dimensional and clear. I think, well, I would like to live there. As we walk along a pleasant town street below the house my friend tells me she married her husband so he would have her friends and family and especially her sisters as how own. I then woke up. Crystal clear dream with very good recall and string pleasant feelings.