Originally Posted by juroara
My daydreaming world started when I was about the age of seven... (long post)
I was about to post something, and you basically gave a perfect example of it.
Many daydreams are often expressions of parts of yourself that are not accessible to the conscious mind, usually revolving around various personal fears or issues that have not surfaced.
To use a metaphor, think of an issue in your subconscious as a seed beneath the earth. Your conscious mind is at the surface, above ground, and all it sees are the plants sprouting up from that seed. You can work at the level of these plants, cutting them back, but the seed will continue to sprout new ones. So whatever lays in your subconscious mind will automatically find ways to express itself through your conscious thoughts, in many ways taking over the function of your will. Hence these daydreams seem to play themselves out automatically almost without your input. Its as if a layer of your consciousness has gained an autonomy of its own and is "controlling" or at least influencing your mind because you are unaware of its existence.
This is basically what Jung calls a complex. It can come in the form of thought patterns, and often does, but daydreaming provides an excellent way of viewing these complexes in action. By paying attention to the themes and ideas that are being played out in your daydream, you can begin to understand the root cause which is spawning them.
For instance, a rather simple example is that I used to imagine myself in various social situations where I was gaining the approval of other people. Doing some amazing feat, making witty comments, etc. Obviously the root cause is an insecurity with myself, hence the need for other peoples acknowledgment. So by facing that root cause, bringing it to the attention of my consciousness, the daydreams largely stopped and I became more secure as a person. The seed has been destroyed simply by becoming aware of it. It can only continue to exist without the light of consciousness shining on it. One's shadow cannot exist in light.
Juroara, perhaps the reason your daydream characters vanish when you focus directly on them, or are lucid in a dream, is because for these complexes to operate they require a certain loosening of the will. Because they are in many ways autonomous, they will only be able to take over your thoughts, daydreams or dreams when your control, and your conscious awareness, fade slightly. Then they have a chance to come to the surface.
All that being said, I think there is still room for healthy creative visualization. The imagination likes to be stretched. However pay attention to what you are imagining, note any recurring themes, and then ask yourself "why does this keep coming up?"
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