I have been neglecting to write up my dream journals at length. These are notes from the last month sans narrative. 1/11/20 Hanging out with Korn Nate doing back up vocals for them I scream with them in a performance Upstairs in one of their rooms Monkey says cool we have enough fans I say ok in that case you guys suck ass Why don't you make some good music? They laugh They are doing an acoustic set practicing new music in their living room It is a large room with many mementos I sit off to the side and listen The girls are brainstorming what to decorate themselves as I recommend fairies or elves, they love the idea There is a fancy marble stair coffee table that has a fancy chess board in the center of the room 1/13/20 Jeremy's truck pulling trash bin Nate's tequila pond idea with Chris and Andy Party in the backyard people jump the fence into my neighbor's pool In the basement of my middle school, there is another shadow school I attend a guest class with other adults It is about lucid dreaming, Smile is teaching There's a list of dream websites I ask him if he used Dreamviews he says no Park my car at a strip mall and go into a costume store Everyone wears different costumes Turns into a sickbay by the entrance I see Mel teaching different craft classes for kids She talks to me about the teacher from my middle school I wander the parking lot at night clicking my key fob trying to find my car, other cars keep beeping instead I see other cars that are my model but different colors Eventually, find my car and drive away 1/16/20 Old times video game flea market I stow away in a minivan with two girls in the back Aleeya likes me, her friend texts me an offer, and her picture Ride all the way home with them Hide from the parents Their family runs a BBQ Restaurant that is incredibly popular People line up around the building waiting for them to open I gather their brisket is world-renowned I am in downtown Kyoto Part of a school trip but we have wandered off from the group to explore Huge skyscrapers all around and fancy shops Feels like a mall I am with a friend at first but we get separated I am dressed in all green/pirate pagan wear I put on a foam life jacket I find by one of the booths Look in many stores Fancy glass store The woman asks me if I need anything I smile and say "I have no needs" and continue to browse. She tells me the clocks are in the back I am blown away by the detail and variety I ask my friend if we can just book a single night Airbnb and stay downtown away from our group, he isn't sure 1/20/20 Guy shows me the tomatoes he grew, hands me three I accidentally eat one and feel bad about it It tastes good One of my friends Elijah eats the other one I only have one left out of the three he was showing me and feel bad because he did not offer me to try them I am babysitting his kids while he is at work at a church My shower has drywall over the tub and I am using a smaller section There are three showers in my bathroom I am on a video call with Leyanna I am more buff than IRL 1/21/20 Who is Erwen? 1/22/20 In Spanish class Smoke some weed and put in eyedrops Class votes on who's drawing is the best on the board in the back Everyone votes for Cody's pop can Everyone knows he's dead I leave the class without looking Come back and ask the teacher to show me We talk and I tell her he was my brother Start to cry while I talk The teacher is compassionate She is younger now We are now in Bosnia/Romania My car is in a side lot It is glistening purple electric in the sun Another person is telling me how to take care of the paint with a special tool I get in the car and three black guys get in the back seat as well I ask them where we are going fellas We drive down the street and they are content I am with a girl who is my interest We kiss occasionally We are on crowded city streets and walking between cafes We swim in a pool together, maybe skinny dipping, I have no shame I am in front of a restaurant Using a special tool with metal spheres on the end of it to break the glass corners of a structure at the entrance As one side breaks, it sprays fine glass shards down one side of my face I gather I am making the entrance into something new A car with an older man pulls up and watches me work for a few minutes He is confused I try to explain to him what I am doing He shrugs and drives away 1/26/20 Parents decide to go out to dinner with another couple, they are meeting another couple at a restaurant. I am upset and tell them I disagree with their choice because it isn't safe to be meeting in groups of six yet. I crawl into the car to express my dismay and they have a daughter of the friends in the backseat. The daughter decides to stay at home with us and so does the father but he quickly disappears somewhere. It is G myself and her hanging around the house for the night. It begins storming outside and we notice 2 tornadoes forming in the distance so we all rush in and go to the basement to bunker down and wait it out. The wind and rain are very loud In another house Rundown and flooded in one entrance The other door has a large hornet hive on the outside of it that buzzes viciously when I touch the door The home is decrepit and seemingly uninhabited for quite some time I walk back and forth between the two entrances trying to decide how to get out I am in another room with several people There is a young African American boy being violent with myself and others I warn him to cut it out He continues so I tackle him to the floor and pull out a shotgun I find on the floor and press the barrel against his cheek I say now you stop this now or I'm gonna put a huge hole in your floor directly behind your head. Someone else in the room giggles He nods his head slowly with wide eyes I pump the shotgun several times to empty the shells from the barrel Only 2 or three of them are good cartridges the others seem to be crumpled and bunk At a certain point, he finds a gun on the floor and starts waving it around jokingly aiming it at me I scold him and tell him to never aim his gun at anyone, never let the barrel point at another person he doesn't intend on killing. He moves the barrel to the side and up and down trying out the technique, I nod. I am back in the house from earlier in the dream, only now I know it to be an Airbnb type setup and the family is away but coming back today. We have only lived here for a couple of days but I feel like cleaning up thoroughly Opening the windows and scrubbing counters and doing dishes I realize the house was much dirtier when I started than the mess we made Check out is 3 pm and it is almost 4 o'clock and the family gets home while I am cleaning For some reason, I have a large pot of water on to boil for mac n cheese I almost throw away a series of canisters like garden pots or trash cans that are all stacked together The owner tells me they are "odds and ends" I gather this is a hoarding family and may not take to my cleaning house that well. Oh well, the kitchen is clean and the fresh air is starting to clear the space. 1/27/20 Driving from the passenger seat Keep changing seats, driving from the backseat A cop turns around and follows me into the neighborhood I attend church, Will Smith gives me a turban, Shaq shows me how to put it on Boys and girls are separated We celebrate afterward and I learn Dave Chappelle was there too Beginning of a middle school Sunday school class, I joke they have to audition People go along with it we all laugh 1/31/20 Get hooked by a helicopter fishing line One large hook goes through my right foot The other is in my right hand They land and still pull me along My toes and top of my foot have been mauled and gory My knee and leg are torn up too It doesn't hurt but I gather I am in shock I am driving someone's white truck back to the spa I select quick travel and the truck appears across the street from the spa and I am standing inside suddenly Nothing looks recognizable There are dozens of employees just standing around Several clinic-based modalities have been added and I gather there are several doctors working for her now It is more like a doctor's office than a relaxing spa Mel is kind and tells me to have a look around One of her eyes is all red There are many new walls and walkways I have no idea how to get around. The float section of the spa has been dumbed down and all the old murals have been painted over As I walk back I try to walk through a room that has people laying on cots/hospital beds A doctor across the room talking to another doctor raises his hand to me and shakes his head as if to gesture not to come this way I try to go around but all other walkways lead to this room I take the long way around and exit the spa I am in a mall now and the spa has an entrance with many signs above it So many partnerships it isn't even recognizable as a float spa I am sad 2/02/20 In a big church service Everyone had taken off their shoes It ends with a congregation in the back wanting to sing a long traditional song The pastor wants everyone to sing it The smaller congregation is from an older church and wanted to sing it for everyone else Everyone tries to sing it at once and it sounds horrid An older man in the group at the back is pointing at me I cannot keep my balance Everyone else is turned around watching them I am standing in front of everyone The pastor has everyone restart the song but has a favorite kid begin the lyrics They are on an overhead projector at the front of the room It has like 5 verses 2/03/20 Boxing fight hug punching Food festival giveaway large tent with a band Tryst with Em, put up a tarp from rain They cut people's hair Nighttime kings island run Bathroom with ancient symbols I have seen the real thing Shoot purple energy from my hand I am magic and elusive The invisible one is someone else and threatens our family 2/04/20 I am in Hank Greens classroom talking to him Just happen to be there We shake hands he's happy that I'm a fan We are in a food garden Outdoor pavilion, many vines, and varieties I eat part of a huge avocado The seed is soft and makes me sick and woosy A cult wears blue and white They are super defensive I am wearing all blue and questioning them I see my old guitar teacher in the leader's inner circle I try to introduce myself but they scoff in metaphor and riddles I don't understand a word they are saying to me The leader looks like Kenneth Copeland We have a 1 on 1 exchange He has glowy red night time eyes He talks for a few minutes and everything segues to much later, we have all been put in a trance The leader is deposed somehow We party at his end playing musical instruments like a bluegrass jam band I play a stand-up bass on its side We are in a theatre We witness a boat coming down the snowy icy street very quickly and doesn't see the water's edge As he approaches the intersection his boat plunges under the water by the angle he was turning and he goes under the ice I gather this is a problem and he might need help I see his boat barely surface and his body is limp I jump in the fridged icy water and swim towards him He's in bad shape, I pick him up and get him to the shore, he's not just knocked out, his body is pretty messed up His eye is all red His limbs are eviscerated and barely holding together I pull out my phone and begin to dial 911 I gather he's not going to make it He starts to come to I tell him he's going to be ok Just relax, just relax, you're ok man, don't worry you're going to be alright I am deeply worried he will realize how bad it is and freak out in his final moments The more I look at him the worse it is In the final second, he realizes how messed up he is, his eyes go wide, and then still It is over 2/07/20 Meditating at the bottom of a pool Slow-motion choreography fight Android woman all metal Dad's backseat with spiders Victor's party house, escape from police The horn says $500! Ben wears cyber goth BDSM wear to impress a young blonde There are different tribes of post-apocalyptic gear wearing folk 2/08/20 In theatre to watch show laying on the floor in front of seats, I have a ticket Argue with people in front who are mad I'm not in the right place Use light to read the ticket and find the right seat I sit in the very back There is a massive explosion elsewhere while I'm in the theatre I feel shockwave On phone with a Russian girl, I am undercover Sitting on a pergola next to the house smoking a cig, it is disgusting Rick rolls up in a wrecked green car held together by duct tape The car rolls over when parked wrong on a wooden grass divider I help him escape Stalked by an ancient mummy In a hospital, I press the "feeling down" button in the elevator Makes an appointment with someone I have a badge They don't let me in the employee's area Another nurse talks to me I vent some and describe being stalked They don't believe me Christopher Eccleston is with me I am in Jamaica With a disabled family Most of them are in wheelchairs/hick like They tell me it costs 4k a month to live there It is a large family celebration They eat chicken tenders, sliders, and cheap pan pizzas One of the siblings is a sentient hand in a jar I want to find Mokko I have no money or supplies, just my clothes They point me down the road I walk by myself for a while There is a large music festival going on by the path Some white girls notice me but I keep walking I see Matthew walking by in a crowd, I call to him He is somewhat annoyed for me to meet him He tells me he is doing a collab with ML7 His hair is a large purple fro I ask if he can show me the way to Mokko He agrees and we walk down the path Many run-down communities and farm places It starts to rain hard and it is night There are 4-5 feet of water we are traveling through They are walking on bundles of straw that are standing up in a field We are all soaked Matthew goes ahead and I lose him The friend is not ML7 but we walk together He is short white and wearing black-rimmed glasses He tells me ML7 is overrated and only good at Anna, we laugh together We walk into a large tree community Carved pathways and many rooms people/families are living in I lose the friend I am by myself for a while I befriend a jamaica guy We talk about Jamaica I am passionate and he can see I have no money so the panhandlers leave me alone We see a couple of girls dressed as fairies One tries to do magic and makes a small boy levitate My guide climbs behind him to the second floor and reveals the kid was on a string It was a sham to get money out of tourists I have no money or possessions The Jamaican guy tells me he can see a part of jamaica inside of me Something is here for me to find
12/22/20 I am in some shower house E is there, long hallway with multiple showers in it. Just about to get in one when the whole house jolts to the side. There are electric pulses running through the walls and the ceiling I gather the house has been hit by lightning it must be storming outside. We go outside and it is storming hard. We try to duck and I warn other people coming to the house to watch out for the lightning. I am with my brother J. I gather we are in some kind of highschool/middle school combo, both have girlfriends our ages who are our companions. We venture around the school for a while then begin being chased by the security for some reason. I understand there is a terminator type character coming after us. We leave the property in different vehicles. He has a big blue van I end up driving later on. I have multiple sets of keys in my pocket. My companion is with me. We go to a restaurant and know that we are wanted by the law. The other people in the restaurant are older folks who don't know who we are. We get a table and sit down to eat. After some time people start to become suspicious of us, there is a tv which is broadcasting our pictures and mentioning that we are being pursued. I now have the blue van my brother was driving and he is no where to be seen. It is my companion and myself we narrowly escape as I fumble for the right set of keys to get the older van to start. It has blue carpet inside. We are back at the school. It must be lunchtime so I stand in one of the lines to get food. There are only drinks at this line in a cooler on the ground. I keep pulling bottles out which have been drunk out of. I want chocolate milk and pull out a milk shake base which is melted in some kind of container. I don't have any money and gather everything here costs something. The lady at the register just gives me a drink after I pull a small carton of chocolate milk out. I walk around more and notice many different lines for people to get food but they are all different types of desserts. Like chocolate pies and candies and brownies and everything sugary. I ask someone if there is any actual food here and they seem surprised none of the lines have food ready. They tell someone else that we're down to chocolates and they need to prepare more. I find a line in a back room that has some old pizza on it. After I get a couple pieces and begin walking back to my table I notice more food starting to get brought out like dumplings and tacos of sorts. I shrug it off and continue back to my table. Towards the end the whole thing feels like it has been a movie production of a sorts. Everyone is happy that the shooting has ended and just hanging around with that satisfied completed feeling. I see some kids who I thought were in middle school and I ask them what grade they are actually in, they say fifth and I am surprised the production used actual correct aged kids for their roles as middle schoolers. We are all walking in a line beside the building in a field back to the main area. I am with my companion again and she is happy to be with me. As we are leaving the lot she shows her ID to the guard. He stands there looking at the ID suspiciously for a few seconds. Looking back to her and the ID, I ask him if he wants to take a picture and start to pull off. He reluctantly tosses the ID back towards our open window and I catch it with one hand. We pull off and start driving away, she tells me she is happy that I'm here, we hold hands while I have one hand on the steering wheel and the dream fades as we pull out to the main street.
12/20/20 Lucid fragments I am laying in bed and G pops her head around the corner and asks me if we have a t-shirt with the word NASA on it. Cause someone is here who wants it back. I know immediately this is a dream and tell her no one is here because I am dreaming. I nosepinch and affirm it. Several times I start to wake up and partially open my eyes to see my bedroom and re-enter the dream with a nosepinch. One of the times I pop back into a bedroom which is larger than my own and I gather I am in a large house. There is a girl in the room who looks like Amanda Seyfried who is fawning for me. I understand I am not supposed to be there and her father is in the house looking for me. So I wander through some rooms and find myself in a large walk-in closet, the dream starts to collapse several times so I rub my hands together to bring it back. I am in the closet so I reach out to feel the clothes hanging up to get a tactile sensation making the dream more anchored. I notice there is a makeup vanity set up in the corner of the dark walk in closet. She slips in the closet and kisses me a few times as her father draws nearer, she then walks out to distract him while I hide in the large dark closet. Starting to wake up again I nosepinch and re-enter another dream. I am in my bedroom again and there are 2 random people in the room. I know this isn't real because I'm quarantined and don't have company. They disappear and I sit up to start talking to the dream. I say 'I am aware I am dreaming', I nosepinch again and the dream gets clearer. Everything is very bright crisp and the layout to my room is slightly different than IWL. I say out loud 'I know I am dreaming right now, I am listening, show me what I need to see' I look around and partially notice a couple attachable lamps/mini electric devices hanging from my bed frame. I say again, 'I am listening, show me' and suddenly the two devices light up with life and begin buzzing around my head like small single propeller drones. One of them hovers inches from my face looking directly at me. I am cautious in the first instant but immediately calm myself acknowledging this is the dream communicating with me. It is a white plastic device which has a rounded cone end like the tip of a rocket and buzzing propeller blades which keep it aloft. I calmly watch it for a few seconds while the second one buzzes around to the right of me. I say 'Hello, show me what I need to know' it hovers bouncing inches from my face for almost 30 seconds with no indication of changing. I repeat again, 'I am watching, show me' I feel the dream start to collapse but maintain the awareness by feeling the sheets in my hands without changing my vision. It flies over to the second one on the right of me. I look down my bed and see the two of them circling each other like small bats in flight. They are pointing towards my stack of books at the foot of my bed, flying towards them then away in a "Look here" type manner. The dream fades and I awake in my dark bedroom. Note: there are ~50 books stacked against my bookcase at the foot of my bed from a library sale last year, perhaps my answer is in here?
Updated 12-21-2020 at 03:31 AM by 51110
12/1/20 I am at a school lock-in at a large period style manor with my old classmates. I saw her dressed in an all black victorian style dress walking calmly, standing out in the crowd she is graceful and glancing at me out of the corner of her eye. We walk by each other, I notice her notice me but I do not acknowledge her as I walk slowly with my hands behind my back. I don't see her again. I am with a group of guys who look like power lifters wearing singlets. We are all cutting up laughing. We put wigs on and joke loudly about starting a strip club, girls line up for us to jokingly grind on them while trapy thump music plays in the background. The joke gets old. It's time for bed and we're all herded into different rooms. They are large dormitory style rooms only the beds are also large, some have several pillows on them. I don't see any open beds really so I sleep at the foot of one of the large beds. They are all kids now, I am unsure if I am also a kid. Another kid lays down next to me unaware there are pillow positions. I ask him if he wants the other bed next to us, he says no, I am fine with it and fall asleep anyway. In the morning time the old nanny-like ladies are waking us up We are all standing around them as the introductions are happening. There are laminated numbers hanging from the ceiling. I gather we will be here for a few weeks. The room starts to rotate and I see out the windows a line of coloured small circus style tents outside that the african american boys were sleeping in. I think I want to sleep outside the next night as the segregation is totally unfair. I look and most of the boys inside are african american too, I am confused. The caretaker (who looks like Paterson Joseph) outside tells us while standing on a ladder that this place has history and our water comes from the creek which has had slaves shitting in it for centuries and we should feel lucky to have this history in our water. We are all sprayed at once to shower and brush our teeth. I continued brushing my teeth after and am scolded by one of the nannies. The morning chores begin I am the oldest one so I am unsure what to do and wander around. They are preparing food in the kitchen so I offer to cut stuff up. Everyone is using their hands instead of utensils and all the counters are cutting boards. He hands me a few slices of pineapple to dice. I take them to a station and grab a knife. The blade has been bent twisted sideways so it is not straight holding the handle. I cut them up anyway. Walking around more they are spreading new concrete/floor sealer in one of the rooms and a boy is being charged with the activity with two adult guardians. The older guys tell me they do this every 2 days or so. The kid does a horrible job spreading as the coloured dye on top doesn't swirl right and they bash him for it. I tell the guys I am massage therapist and kind of the all around guy so I can do many things. One of them asks me about a rumour he heard about Massage therapists having all the right words to sell their craft but their skill is sometimes lacking. I go in on the topic of there being too many therapists in my state so there are plenty who don't take their practice seriously. He tells me he can tell I am smart one and we should get along just fine. I am in a cooking competition like master chef. Another stressful one. It is the first challenge and we are tasked with making a dish that describes us, we only have 45 minutes. We can only use the ingredients we brought with us. I wanted to braise some pork but don't have the time. I am standing next to that one bald guy with glasses and neck tattoos. Everyone is far more experienced than I am. He mentions going across the street to get some ingredients and asks if I need anything, I still haven't decided what I will cook and spend most of my time brainstorming. My box is full of frozen meat and reminds me of my deep freeze. No time to dethaw. I end up cooking some small chicken pieces that were marinaded. There is a small garnish station set up so I make a small salad like garnish on the side. I remember I have some rice as well and make a fried spanish rice in a cup form next to my chicken slices on a long plate with the leafy greens on the end. Gordon yells at me for making a salad. This is the worst meal I have made in my entire life. I am ashamed. There are maybe 20 people all at their desks in the competition. A kid who only got one vegetable on his plate ends up going home. I am relieved but still believe I am the worst one here. Snipers pin down me and some kids at a hilly mountainous home. Drama drama drama A mounty looking navy seal guy shows up and I task him with helping us. He sees the snipers and throws me his huge binoculars. I hold a 4 wheeler while he starts it on a hill to go to a better vantage point. He dies a gorey death sliding down a skiing lift cable, gets cut in half and his upper half lands on top of a cooked hog sitting on a picnic table. He screams the whole way. Things wind down and the house is now a run down hillbilly home with just 2 somewhat disabled people living in it. I walk down the driveway and they have a vendors tent set up selling only various types of plastic pencils. One of them looks like an ice cream cone and I ask if this is the only edible one.
Updated 12-02-2020 at 12:56 AM by 51110
11/29/20 I am back in my old grade school. All of my old classmates are there, we are all dressed in our uniforms. But we are all our current ages. It's like a combination of a class reunion and an assembly/lunchroom gathering. All the teachers are treating us like kids, all the classmates are acting exactly like they were when we were younger. I say the word Ass while talking to a teacher and the whole table gasps and the teacher starts to get mad. I seem to be the only one who knows I'm 32. I sarcastically ask her, what??? Are you going to do?? Give me a detention?? Ha! I kind of shout that we are all between 28 and 32 but no one seems to have changed. Everyone is exactly who they were when we were kids. I am partly disgusted by everyone's demeanour. The first girl I met when I was visiting my middle school as a kid was there sitting next to me. I try to talk to her but she is visibly bothered with my attitude and thinks I am bad for cussing. It figures. In school an older woman lets me play her musical instrument which resembles a hang drum, only the underside has many springs in it. She tells me she bought it for $8 and was able to tune the springs to make good sounds. I love playing it because it sounds awesome. She tells me I can have it because I obviously enjoy it more than she does. I take it apart trying to figure out how it is a chair. I cannot get it back together and once the lady is gone I cannot get it to make the nice sounds again. She has it in her car for me to pick up when I leave. I was friends with Karl Urban. As a joke we spray tanned his face and dyed his hair blonde. It was funny and he was in on the joke. We were both dressed like cupid and running around the school like idiots laughing. I have the datsun car, it is parked at an old school. It has been broken into while I was in school and the windshield is broken and one of the change holders was unscrewed and taken. While driving to Bob Evans, Karl was in the car with me. I notice the glove compartment has a dollar hanging out it and open it. It is filled with money. Various denominations all in bankroll paper bands the largest I found was 20 $50 dollar bills. I told Karl I just found a thousand dollars. I am super confused because the car was running when I came back to it so I assumed I was robbed. But there was all this money in the glove compartment. I gathered that maybe someone stole the car for a ride/escape and stuffed a bunch of money in the glove box as a sort of 'sorry' for the repairs before returning it to the parking lot where I had it parked. We are driving and I tell him to go back to the lot because I forgot to get the pan/chair stool the older lady told me I could have. We go back and I get the pan, Karl is confused because it doesn't look like a pan, I took it apart and can't get it back together. I take it anyway. I gather we are supposed to meet some people at Bob Evans, but there are 3 Bob Evans close to us and I don't know which one they have gone to. No one is answering my calls. We go to one and I walk around the crowded restaurant. I don't see them so I call the other restaurant from the lobby. I ask the hostess if they have anyone by the name of our friends and she kind of scoffs like 'how would I know' I ask her if there is any sort of sign in sheet for people she is taking. She says no. I am frustrated so I hang up. I am at a church waiting to go in. There are tons of old ladies. We are standing along a border fence that's really just a tall wired fence with huge gaps in it. 2 mexican boys try to make a run for the fence (from our side) and I know they are being watched so I try to encourage them not to do it. One changes his mind one tries anyway. The police run after them. Church opens up and the people standing in line all file in while the border police are running the other way to get the kid trying to jump the fence. When I get inside I notice one of those interchangeable letters poster boards with the lines on it. There was a post-it note on it warning people not to change the letters. They were all mixed around to make funny statements, something along the lines of the Taco Lord is Coming to Save us All.
11/28/20 I'm in a large dimly lit room with various beds and chairs in it. I notice an old friend Micheal laying towards the back of the room across some chairs. He's using clothes to keep warm while sleeping. I shake out a large heavy blanket for him to sleep with and drape it over him. There's a rough looking english guy who looks like ed sheeran sitting on the couch leaning on a girl who's laying on one side. She doesn't like it. I make fun of him for it, he gets an attitude with me so I mock a British accent singing the Beatles "she don't caaaare, she don't care". She likes me. We end up cuddling and making out. She mentions having a troubled past. At some point we are making music that's sort of punk and I'm yelling lyrics. It's still night time but I know no one who is sleeping will mind. Something south park related I am watching a livestream of some girl. She gets knee'd in the face and the phone gets picked up and the stream goes dead. I am concerned for her even though I don't know her. I tell Matt Smith who is suddenly around. All I remember is the address on the screen which said 305 S th. I tell him and he does some sciencey thing to locate her. We are at a strip mall and walk outside. She is sitting at a park bench across the street. I find it incredibly lucky. She has blue eyes and straight dirty blonde hair, she is dainty and fair skinned. I am enamoured. She assures me I don't want to get mixed up with her. But we are still concerned for her well being. Dodgeball tournament mixed with overwatch. They take all of our things in our pockets and put them all together before the match. We win barely I remember I was kind of rude to the Symmetra and knock her off the second story rail with my shield. I don't play rein usually but somehow we win. I am confused. I apologise to her after the match saying it was nothing personal. The coach of the other team is kind of mad at me for beating his team. He complains they were going to make state finals and his team worked so hard to get to where they were. I am walking to my car and I see the fair skinned girl again. I invite her to come with. I don't have my phone and have gathered it went missing in the big pile of peoples things. There is a nokia in my car I call the coach on. I assure him everything will be ok and I am sorry his team lost. But I am sure they will do better next time. He is surprised I am so supportive of my competitors. I wish them well and tell him I lost my actual phone at the competition, I say goodbye. She is now completely nude standing over me. I motion for her to come here. She lays on top of me straddling one of my thighs. She is petite and incredibly soft. I just caress her skin from the neck down her back, her arms and sides and legs. I tell her I cannot believe how soft she is. And I could just touch her skin all day, I count her freckles down the side of her body. She is comforted and we just lay together in each other's arms. Nothing sexual, more sensual. We are incredibly close.