Lucid Dreams
[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR] [COLOR="lightblue"]Middlestate[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Many of the people who are taking part in my school project have written to me and said that they somehow attained higher awareness of their dreams, by either experiencing their dreams differently or remembering more of their dreams. I did the second part of my method "Opening The Minds Eye" I can't let my people skip ahead so I will not tell what I did. Anyway I accidently noticed one of my awakenings during the night and fell back to sleep. I had some dreams before this ,but I don't remember them anymore.[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I had a dream about me standing outside of my house[/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]I looked at my hands, and become lucid. I was in the dizzy state that I hate, but this time I remembered that I wanted to try the spinning technique. I started to spin and thought to myself "The next thing I will see is a dream, I am dreaming". In the middle of it all everything turned black and I got a little disapointed. But then I found myself standing there again and I did the spinning once more, and now I was fully aware of my thoughts, I was as aware as I am in the waking life. I could remember what I wanted to do and so on. So I started to feel the texture of a brick wall with my hands. but later on the dizzy feeling came back...[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I was now laying in my bed, and I went to my computer to write down this dream, but when I started the computer, it shut itself off, like it sometimes do. But this time I got a message saying "There is a problem with your harddrive[ would you like to restore?" I clicked Yes "Then I had a terrible realisation. All my work about the Dream Project is on the computer and I only have one old backup, which means that I have to rewrite alot of stuff. As you all might have guessed this was a False awakening nighmarish (not really I didn't felt that scared, just frustrated).[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up in my bed, although I could have chained this dream, I wasn't paying attention to that.[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]So the spinning technique is a way for me to get more conscious in that sense, that I can remember real thoughts and concerns in the dream. But after I have spinned I should stabilize it alot more, and if I wake up I do a reality check.[/COLOR]
Updated 09-09-2011 at 09:32 PM by 49122
[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR] [COLOR="lightblue"]Middlestate[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Right now I am doing the exercises that I tell the people in my school project to do. And although I have already pracctised my awareness alot, it's still a good pracctise for. This evening before falling asleep I just looked at my hands nothing more. And I had some vivid dreams and even a short lucid dream.[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I dreamt that I were in school and were listening to my history teacher. I normally like history, but this time I didn't undertstood anything she said. And she kept repeating that this was something that we should now by now. She described different peoples life by drawing, weird lines and dots on the board. I raised my hand and told her that I didn't follow. But she only got angry and then she kicked me out, after I had a breakdown haha. I was aware enough to realise that something was wrong, the school flelt different, everything felt different.[/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]The dreamy feelingitself made me realise that I was dreaming. I looked at my hands and it stabilised a bit, although I forgot my old goal to use the spinning technique. Instead I foccused on the lockers and the surounding. And I saw that everything become more clear. I thought for a second (Why I don't know) "Who am I in love with?" Then I see her walking out of the library and I was not surprised to see who it was.[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Unfortunately those feeling made me lose my lucidity, although this was the end of my 4 day dryspell :)[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]I am glad that both my conscious and subconscious agrees with something.[/COLOR]
Updated 09-08-2011 at 06:50 AM by 49122
[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Normally I would say, I were out last night and went to bed late.. So I did no attempt because I was to tired. Or .. The battery of my Iphone died so the alarms didn't wake me up all the way. But this time I did all the misstakes that I have allways blamed my not succesful attempt on, but I still succeeded![/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]I got to bed really late! But I just changed the timer so I slept the same amount of hours. When the alarm wakes me up. I feltl really uncomfortable so I moved.. and then I fell back to sleep again.[/COLOR] [ATTACH=CONFIG]2476[/ATTACH] [COLOR="blue"]Then I had 4 False awakenings in a row. I know that they were false awakenings, because my Iphone died long before those awakenings... But I dreamt my own alarms! On the fourth false awakening I thought about vaccation, and the exact same words that I thought about I now heard my mom say in the other room "We should go to Spain". But I didn't become lucid... Then I woke up and saw that m Iphone had died... So I thought "Ok I failed no big deal, I know that it would have worked if my Iphone hadn't died.[/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]Then I close my eyes and I see that it's a yellow cloud on the back of my eyes! I observed it and my last thought of a location I were on the previous day becomes my dream. Either it was a False awakening that I WILDED in, or it was a normal awakening I don't know, but it doesn't matter because I got lucid anyway. I was now standing on a parking lot and (I'm am chocked and ashamed over what I did) my bestfriends crush M. is looking with horny eyes at me and my dreamy me thinks "This is a dream, it wont hurt my friend". I don't even like her that much in reality... But then she jumps at me and tells me that she want to have sex. I stabilise the dream by feeling her lips when we kiss and touching her body, and rubbing the.. hands haha. I scream I am dreaming! It stabilise only for a bit. But I am still in a dizzy feeling, then I just forget that I want to stabilise and I have sex with her. Then my friend shows up next to me not even bothering! And then he joins and that feels a little weird so I left. But he followed me so I thought hmm the last day we were bragging about how we knew how to impress girls, even if he didn't know them. So I tried to imagine the location we had been at. And the dream changed, but then it morphed into something random. I thought "Were do I find nice girls?" Then it started to appear lot of McDonals restaurants! And was like "WTF?!" Then I just went into one of them, and there were nice girls alright :shock: I walk up to one of the girls, and say "Hey what's yor name?" and she answers "Annie". But then she says alkjhaaöhwfwaf :? ... And then I say to my friend "Come man you have to dare to fail to succeed. Then I pushed him to talk to someone and I talked to a girl that was 15 years older than me, it felt weird to hit on her :/ Yeah I was a total jerk in this dream... [/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]I think it's pretty interesting that dreams tend to draw my attention to forbidden thoughts Sex with my bestfriends crush, hitting on older girls. Maybe that is the stuff my subconscious is fighting with holding back. The norms and my conscious mind believes it wrong, but my subconscious loves and hates what my conscious hates and love. I did stabilise properly in this dream, but it still didn't work, it got stable only when I stabiised, the second I stopped the dream become more unstable. Subconscious VS Conscious 1 - 0 ... I think I am going to try the spinning technique next morning, because that is something that many people have talked about and sais that it works. The truth shall be told![/COLOR]
Updated 09-05-2011 at 05:26 PM by 49122
[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]This morning I had 3 lucid dreams and got own experienced knowledge about how the dream environment is. I had one false awakening, but I didn't reality check, in that moment I were so motivated that I wanted to WILD, instead I switched position in the dream and fell asleep. Then I woke up to the alarm and realised that I had a false awakening, although I didn't reality checked on this awakening either, so I am not completely sure if it was a dream or reality. I started to think about my previous dream , but I wasn't trying to WILD. [/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]I felt a switch of consciousnes and I was now standing in a store, I immediatelly remembered to stabilise so I started to touch a brown desk that was infront of me. I took my hands and touched my legs and used my body as a stabilisation technique through the sense of touch. Then I saw a girl and even though I was lucid and didn't had to care about her, I did... So she told me that we should steal some of the watches that were behind the glas. I thought to myself this is a dream I can do whatever I want, so I broke the glas and she pointed out one of the watches and I grabbed that and gave it to her. I wanted something cooler so I looked for a really cool clock, and I found one (I didn't find any real picture of this watch design, so I am going to try to explain it) it was like a big stone and the design of the screen was looking like a shining star. Golden spikes pointing in all directions.[/COLOR] [ATTACH=CONFIG]2472[/ATTACH] [COLOR="silver"]Short after this I heard the next alarm and I woke up. I was surprised to my behaviour in the dream, why did I wasted my precious time on a girl that I didn't even know, to steal a watch? Normally I would be satisfied with this dream, because it was vivid and lucid, so I usually just went up and wrote down the dream, Not this time. I were still perfectly still and thought that maybe I can chain this dream, because I will still remember this dream, so no reason to worry about that.[/COLOR] [ATTACH=CONFIG]2473[/ATTACH] [COLOR="red"]So I started to think about the same dream again, and felt the switch of consciousnes again! I was now standing at the same spot that I woke up from. A little more aware of that I don't need to follow that girl I remembered that I had told a fried in reality that I wanted to go to the universe and find out what my subconscious mind believed that was out there. So took pace and started to running out the street and then I jumped and levitated. But I wanted to get speed, but it was hard to imagine, so I did a sound with my mouth that reminded me of Ironman flystyle. I started to accelrate through the sky, really fast it almost felt like I had engines on my back, I couldn't even control it. Then it felt like I flew straight into an invisible wall and I fell. And I fell ... I fell really hard and I closed my eyes and I were in my bed and I still felt like falling. I knew that this sensation must be a dream so I imagined myself getting out of my bed. And the imagination become real as usual, and I went down to the door. And I remembered that I wanted to visit a waking life location to see if it felt as real as reality. So I flew (calmly) to my first school, but it didn't look anything like it so I tried to visualise how it really looked like, but I just made it change texture to red brick. I associated school with my old interest which was Harry Potter, so I saw castle textures and buildings appear. [/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]I woke up again and chained the dream again, but I think I thought about Narnia for one second, because the dream started out in the room were the locker is located (the one they use to get to Narnia). Although the locker wasn't there! All I saw was a woodwall I ran through it and imagined myself gettig to platform 9 / 3/4. And I was suddenly looking at the Hogwarts express! I stepped into the train and remembered that I wanted to complete the Hogwarts Challenge on Dreamviews, but then I was on the wrong place. I needed to go to the Diagonalley to get a wand. Instead I started to ask people n the train in panic if they had a wand I could borrow. For some weird reason the Requiem for a dream music started to play in the background. I later decided to wake up, and I associated the woodwall with waking up, but when I walked through the wall I woke up![/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]I learned alot from these dreams. Some of these things I have allready heard from Stephen LaBerge and other, but this attempt prooved that it was true. Robert Waggoner: "The sailor never controls the sea". Likeways the dreamer never controls the dream, the dream (your subconscious) control about 90 % of the dream while the dreamer control 10 %. You just control where to go and what you might experience, but the dream is what creates everything that you see and experience, it might give you some information, but you just flow along what the dream creates. Which is a good thing, because what if I was a watch designer, if I controlled everything then it wouldn't be anything different compared to reality except you might be able to control the elements and physics better. But now I asked to see a cool watch and then it just appears! Another thing that I got confirmed was that dreams are built of thoughts and associations and emotions and that is why it's hard to have good control, because who can control both their thoughts, associations and thoughts? Although my goal is to use lucid dreams as a paradise and to be able to do that I need more control. So I am going to work on how to do that. And last but not least, chaing dreams might give you more lucids, but they are harder to remember each time you do it. For example I forgot to mention that I met the Harry Potter characters on the train =) Hermione :loveyou: :content:[/COLOR]
Updated 09-02-2011 at 06:57 AM by 49122
[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR] [COLOR="royalblue"]Semi-Lucid (I'll erase this one)[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]I decided to try to become lucid without any reality check at all, but that was a stupid idea because I got lots of false awakenings so I could have become lucid much earlier. So tomorrow I will use visualisations as a reality check.[/COLOR] [ATTACH=CONFIG]2471[/ATTACH] [COLOR="red"]But on one of the awakenings I started to visualise that I went out of my bed, but in the visualisation I lost myself! I started to dream very vivid, but ignored that I was lucid even if I was, but when I come out to the yard and saw a really hot girl walking by I remembered that I was lucid. I have never had lucid dream sex, so I wanted to try. So I flew over to her looked her in the eye and well we did it on the grass. This sex lasted for 40 seconds or so, so yeah a quick one,[/COLOR][COLOR="silver"] but the next alarm woke me up. I am going to continue to use these alarms to see if it's 100 % sure to become lucid with them, one downside is that I only lucid dream for a short period of time, until the alarm wakes me up.[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]So if it really is a 100 % sure way to lucid dream, I am going to make the alarms longer.[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]I just want you to be aware of that a dream is a thought! At first it feels like a visualisation, then it becomes vivid and then it's a dream the trick is to stay aware long enough to experience the switch between these two, but with the timer method it's like a DEILD so it only takes a few seconds, but if I am lazy and fail the DEILD attempt the dream is still so vivid that I might become lucid in the dream. I will call the inductions different names depending on how I become lucid, but it's basically all EILDS, because I am doing nothning, but the alarms does everything. But I am going to start reality checking on every awakening to notice my FA:s.[/COLOR]
Updated 09-04-2011 at 04:48 PM by 49122
[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR] [COLOR="royalblue"]Semi-Lucid[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]This morning I got two lucid dreams! And I would actually call the WILDs, they were DEILDs but the transitions I did was WILDs. And they were also the most vivid and real dreams that I have ever had.[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"] The alarm wokes me up and I hadn't yet decided what reality check to use, so I ignore that and just start thinking about something.[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]I thought about a girl, let's call her A. Nothing happens I am just thinking about her. It becomes a little more vivid, but when I concentrate on it it dissapears.[/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]I stop thinking about her and I get an impression of seeig a mall. And then I feel that I am still thinking about A without consciously doing it. Suddenly I see that two other people that I didn't think of is sitting next to her, and then a table and a cofe shop appears! I get surprised. Everything becomes SO VIVID (The most vivid experience I have experienced!) and I am standing there! I can fell, see, hear and smell everything. If you want to know the feeling, it was like a dizzy image, becomes clear. It almost felt like reality ! This is a real WILD with a real transition, but from an awakening so I guess it was a DEILD, but my DEILDs are never that cool. Anyway I am standing in the mall and I am looking at A. I am so excited and I feel my feet touching the ground as I walk. I then found a mirror and I wave to myself in the mirror, and it matches my movement, so that was pretty cool. Then I walk into a store and see some weird clothes and I decide to fly just for fun. But then..[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]The next alarm wakes me up. [/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]I turn of the alarm and go back to sleep.[/COLOR] [ATTACH=CONFIG]2470[/ATTACH] [COLOR="silver"]I noticed one of my awakenings! And I try the visualisation thing again. [/COLOR][COLOR="red"]and now i am standing in a inventory I think it's called. Anyway this was also really vivid, I see a piano and I try to play "Linkin park - New Dive" intro and for some weird reason I manage to do that! Then I remember the Hogwarts task again and I think about Harry, Ron and Hermione and they appeared in the other room! I shake hands with Ron and Harry, but with Hermione I get to an embarrassing moment. We can't decide if we are going to hug or shake hands, but it ends up with an awkward hug. Then I ask if they know how to get to the Diagonalley and they told me to follow them. We go to a pub, next to the building I were in. And then I see it, the wall! I see the wall and get excited, maybe to excited...[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Because I woke up..[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Tomorrow I am going to stabilize the dream as much as I can![/COLOR]
Updated 08-31-2011 at 07:02 AM by 49122
[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR] [COLOR="royalblue"]Semi-Lucid[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]I become aware that I was dreaming this night, but this time I didn't try to become lucid, I just wanted to sleep because I went to bed late. So I didn't wrote down my dream upon awakening. I was lucid for just a brief moment, then I was semi-lucid then it become a normal dream again.[/COLOR]
[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR] [COLOR="royalblue"]Semi-Lucid[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]10.pm looked at my hands until I felt that I am automatically thinking of my suggestion "I see my hands in my dream and when I do I will realise that I am dreaming" then I went to sleep. [/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I walked pass a soccer ground, on a location I have never seen before in my waking life. Then a bird appears and talks to me, it tells me that he wants to race. He points with his wing were the end is, then he sais ready, steady go! and I wasn't prepared at all, so I thought "stupid bird, he can fly but I can't. Then I looked at my hands and[/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]become lucid so I thought "But now I can!". I flew faster then the bird, it felt like real freedoom and this is the best flying attempt I have ever done, because it was controled and steady, but still as fast as the sound. Ok I am exaggerating a little, but this flying attempt felt like my best. I ignored that I had won over the bird and started to think, hmm what to do next? My dream was allready kind of stabilised, because I had examined my hands, for a while after I became lucid. Although now I wish I had concentrated more on stabilising, just to see how stable the dream can get. This was a DILD/MILD and surprising enough, very vivid. I was aware enough to remember that I wanted to do the Hogwarts House Challenge, so I thought "How to get there? This is the first time I am going to succeed teleporting if I do.." I remembered that dreams are built of expectations and associations, so I started to think about an english pub, to get to the Diagonalley. But in that moment I thought more about the Harry Potter movies, so when I opened a door I saw something .. This is going to be hard to explain, but sometimes in dream you see stuff that you think you know, but it's the dream tricking you to believe that you know. This is called a False Rememberance "Stephen Berlin". Anyway I saw something that I thought was a village of the Harry Potter world, but I thought "No this isn't were I wanted to go" On my next teleport attempt, I were in a old house. I walked down from the stairs and down to total darkness, it was a little creepy but on a desk I saw a wand! I picked it up and shouted Lumos! nothing happend... I thought that I maybe have to imagine it happening at the same time. So I did and "Lumos!" a white circle of light expanded through the tip of the wand. but also through me and I could see that I was standing in a kitchen, the excitement of this moment made me[/COLOR] [COLOR="royalblue"]lose some of my lucidity, so the dream environment changed. But I was still lucid. I were out on a yard and saw Harry and Hermione. I asked them "Where can I find the sorting hat?" and they gave me a hat that didn't looked at that hat at all... So I said "No I want the sorting hat!" Then Hermione said "Look again." And the hat came to life! I put on the hat, and waited. I thought to myself not Slytherin I am not mean" But then I remembered that there is nothing wrong with Slytherin even though they all are a little cocky. But the hat didn't say anything, so I put it off and tried to do Flipendo on a rock, and it moved! But in a game animated way. Then I saw a screwdriver, I think someone wrote about that in the Challenge thread, so I associated that with Wingardium Leviosa and then I made it levitate. Hermione looked impressed at me and our eyes met alone for the first time. Someday.. haha![/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]I woke up and was surprised that my WBTB hadn't woke me up, maybe I had over slept, but when I look at the clock it was now 02.45 am. I started the timer alarm and went back to sleep. I had no dream on the first alarm, but the first alarm was bugged, because I haven't changed anything, but that alarm had no autosnooze so it just kept ringin while I tried to lay still...[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]Then I had a dream about me and my parents was going to watch a Soccer match, and I met a guy I haven't seen for a long time. Then we got V.I.P seats, and saw an epic game. Then I remember that I was a warrior girl, for some reason. Like Lara Croft look a like and I was on the top of a truck and shooting terrorist in a car machine gun battle. I made building collapse and my mission was to save a kidnapped man in a van. I opened the car doors, then I hear "Well well, it's you" and I feel a pain in the back of my head and I get knocked out. But then I wake up and time have elapsed, so the same dream was still continuing and me and another guy, that appearantly have feeling for me because he speaks out his love. It felt weird, but I wondered why he did this now. Then I hear an explosion and the building collpase and I die... But it wasn't scary because this felt like I was just a character in a movie, even if it was vivid. [/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up 07.00 am[/COLOR]
[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR] [COLOR="royalblue"]Semi-Lucid[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]This night the WBTB alarm woke me up. So tonight I made an attempt! On my first awakening, I tried to look for images, listen for sounds and even imagine myself swimming, but none of these worked so I was not in a non-physical focus. On my fourth fourth awakening I felt that my my right foot were outside of the bed and was not covered by my blanket, so it was freezing to death. Then I felt that the rest of my body started to vibrate slightly and then it felt like my whole body was going to get on fire. Everything became so hot that got chocked and that made everything slowly fade back to normal. I said to myself, that I am not going to give up and continued laying still, and constantly checking if I were in a non-physical focus, but I was unfortunately laying in a really weird position, so I couldn't fall back to sleep either, so it was either la there for eternity uncomfortable with no effect or move and get back to sleep. I gave up and closed the rest of the alarms and just went back to sleep.[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I had a dream about a girl named Johanna, we used to be ehrm in love when we were kids, and when we got older we broke up even if it wasn't that serrious. In this dream I met that girl and said "Hey, it's been a while", but she was shy and seemed a little bit angry at me, so I leaved her alone.[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I was standing in my old Taekwondo club and was going to change in the locker room, but when I there I saw that I was standing in the girls locker room. I felt embarrassed and I went to the other, but when I opened the door there was standing a girl changing, then she looked at me and said "Oh I am sorry I must have taken the wrong floor again.." I said "That's ok I forgot my (taekwondo) clothes anyway.."[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I were in a small room with nothinh except a big mirror on the wall. The characters from the tv-serie Chaos was standing there too, and they told me to smash the mirror. So I stepped back and smashed it with my elbow and it hurted. Behind the mirror my old teacher looked surprised at me, then the dream changed but it was still the same room, and I met my friend Jacob and he told me that they were going to watch a movie at his place and he wondered if I wanted to join.[/COLOR] [ATTACH=CONFIG]2456[/ATTACH] [COLOR="blue"]I saw a girl and she walked up to me and asked "Do you wanna have sex?" She was way out of my league, so I ... [/COLOR][COLOR="red"]become lucid haha. But at this point I felt soo tired that I asked myself while I was lucid, do I really want to do this? I just want normal rest right now[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"].. then I woke up. I took the blue pill.[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]The next night I will start with the original Lucidology training, so this week I will just keep falling asleep through all the alarms.[/COLOR]
Updated 08-22-2011 at 06:48 AM by 49122
[COLOR="red"]Lucid [/COLOR] [COLOR="royalblue"]Semi-Lucid[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I had a dream of me playing StarCraft II. But when I started to play, everything started to run much faster. My opponent could for some reason keep up with that pace and then he smashed me with his army.[/COLOR] [COLOR="slategray"]I woke up and saw that I had forget to turn the volume up on my Iphone so I had overslept one hour. So I had to spend 7 minutes on fixing the timer setup on my Iphone app, but everytime I changed something on the Iphone it changed back, so I even thought I was dreaming, but I was just so tired that I messed up the buttons. When I was done I got right back to sleep. The alarm woke me up 4 times (8+4+8+12=32 minutes) but when I got the feeling agains I gave up and moved... I then started to have a pretty vivid dream[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I dreamt that the characters from "How I met your mother" was going to be my new neighbours. I got really happy and excited, then Robin comes and say that she hated this neighborhood and that made everyone to change their mind. For some weird reason I went down to hug Lily before they went away. [/COLOR] [COLOR="slategray"]I woke up and thought damn I want to have my fourth lucid dream, I have to go back to sleep.[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I had a dream about me having a dog and it was so cute, then I don't remember exactly because this was just a fragment when I woke up the next time.[/COLOR] [COLOR="slategray"] I woke up and remembered a fragment of a dog, and were still dissapointed that I didn't had my fourth in a row.[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]Then I had a really vivid dream about me and my friend talking on Skype, but I can't remember what we talked about...[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]I woke up and thought "That's it I can't, maybe I have a normal dream today and a lucid tomorrow no biggie" and I fell asleep. This next dream was so vivid, and that is why I remember this one the best.[/COLOR] [ATTACH=CONFIG]2452[/ATTACH] [COLOR="blue"]I was standing in a arena, and all my friends that I have known through out the years was standing on a blue square with a white circle on it. We were jumping sideways on the edges of this circle, and had foam balls to throw at each other, like a wierd version of the game I used to do in school on sports. Then I got the ball and throwed it at a guy next to me and he said "no you can't throw it on people near you it has to be someone far away from you. And they were far aware from me right, I almost needed binoculars to see them, I took the ball and aimed to a girl but the ball bounced in the ground 10 times before it reached her. And that didn't count. Then everybody just walked away except me and 4 others. So they said ok new rules you can only throw the ball at someone next to you, so now you have to run![/COLOR] [COLOR="royalblue"]I ran really quickly I run so fast that I was almost touched to ground with my ear in the curves.[/COLOR] [COLOR="royalblue"]Then I also went out of there, and opened a door and was inside a squash room,[/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]and there from nowhere I just realised that I was dreaming! I got excited, too excited... I said to a girl that I saw "What?!, yes! yes! I am dreaming! [/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]and I woke up... still counts as a fourth to me :) [/COLOR]
Updated 08-19-2011 at 02:35 PM by 49122
[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR] [COLOR="royalblue"]Semi-Lucid[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I remembered one dream before my WBTB. I was playing the old school game Counter Strike with someone named Axel and it was too easy. [/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]This timer attempt was the closet I have ever been to waking sleep paralysis, but I fell for one of the body's test signals. On the second alarm (8 + 4 = 12 min after my WBTB) I woke up and I felt that my muscles had the small vibration feeling, (like the feeling you have when you yawn). Then my nose tip started to itch like crazy, I thought that this was just another test signal, so I resisted for some seconds and my muscles started to get more paralysed, but then I just couldn't resist anymore and I got up and scrratched my nose... Then I turned off the timer and went back to sleep.[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I had a dream about me and my family eating breakfast. We looked out over the water and sat on a stone staircase. But the breakfast was 1 km (0.6 miles) away, so I had to walk through a park and to a table places in the middle of nowhere. I started to make my sandwishes and pancakes, then I see three guys approaching me and they want to steal the food! I said "Hey what the F* are you guys think you are doing" and they gave me a (stay out of this or I will crush you) look and I had to run away. When I ran I felt that I only had to take one step then jump and I levitated a bit,[/COLOR] [COLOR="royalblue"]and that made me a little more aware. When I came back to the others they looked surprised at me and asked "Where have you been?" and I went through everything that I had done in my head, and I said to my dad "That can only mean one thing".[/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]I AM DREAMING! This time the lucidity was so high that I could easily understand that my parents and my friends were Dream Characters. I thought "Wow now I can try to do things I would never dare in the real world" jumping from high heights, doing flips but the first thing I did was walking up to a hot girl and talk to her ... I said "Hey I am not nervous to say anything because this is a dream and you are not real" she just laughed, then I did a double backflip and she was amazed. Hah random pick up techniques. Then I climbed to the top of this staircase and saw the first girl I fell in love with. My lucidity dropped... but still very aware. I said "Hey Liza how are you doing?" and she answered "Is this one of your impress me things? Because it wont work" ... I then thought Hmm if I have superpowers she might get interested in me . My emotions were stronger than the lucidity, so this hyper lucid dream was wasted on girls... So what did I do? I made an attempt to crush the glaswindow and fly, but I couldn't even scrath it so I fell down to the floor in pain. [/COLOR][COLOR="royalblue"]Lucidity dropped I hope, because the next thing I did was gay and embarrassing. I started to zone out and had one of my Stewie Musical moments (Watch this and you will understand http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DI6BEFWUU0k&feature=related) (I am not like this for real!) I started to sing and dragged her with me and I danced and sang like a love musical. I don't no where I got the inspiration and above all the lyrics, but I went well. [ATTACH=CONFIG]2450[/ATTACH] When I finally was free from this curse, I were standing in Santas workshop and the Santa thought that I had been so nice so he gave me the power of flying! So I flew out the window and in super speed (I couldn't even control it) I flew straight into a building... And when I turned around I saw that it was my friend's apartment. So with all my powers I tried to fix it with telekinesis, but I only made the bricks shake a little. [/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"] Then I woke up and for the first time ever I felt exahausted, I don't believe in energy ways or something like that, but when I woke up I felt so tired that I thought for a second that it was because of wasting enegry in the dream. Emotions - Lucidity 1 - 0[/COLOR]
Updated 08-18-2011 at 07:18 AM by 49122
[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR] [COLOR="royalblue"]Semi-Lucid[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]This timer attempt was a disaster. I did my WBTB earlier so that I would have more time to dream, but instead I couldn't fall asleep at all. So I were fully awake through 3 alarms, then I gave up because it's was no point in laying still if I can't fall asleep. But when I tried to move I felt that I were in partial sleep paralysis, which means that if I could have endured one more alarm, I woul probably had come in full sleep paralysis! 3 alarms is 15 min + 8 + 4 = 27 minutes of laying still, and just focusing on falling asleep but failing. I did a reality check right after I gave up so it wasn't a false awakening. At this time I didn't remember a single dream, so I turned the timer off and went to sleep to dream.[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I don't remember exactly what I dreamt frst but I do have some fragments of it. I were in my cousin's house and he was moving out. So he offered me his gaming mouse, then he changed his mind. I then walked out of his house and to something that I think was supposed to be my home, but it doesn't look anything like it. I was taking a cab and opened the left door and jumped out of it. I jumped high and almost reached the sky, but then I fell down on a grass hill that is outside my real house in my waking life. [/COLOR][COLOR="red"]From nowhere I realised that I was dreaming! For the first time in my life I remembered to do what I had planned in the dream when I get lucid, but for this time it was something totally different. The Lucidology workout said that I was going to wake myself up just to experience waking sleep paralysis, to do that I have to think of my sleeping body. So I started to think "Wow this is a dream, but now I want to wake up (thinking of my sleeping body). Everything turned black I had no weird sensations what so ever, but then I just found myself back on the grass hill again.[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I was dissapointed and woke up, I thought... It turned out later that this was still a dream. So in my false awakening I got out of bed and wrote down my dreams on a piece of paper near my bed. [ATTACH=CONFIG]2442[/ATTACH] I was now standing in a grocery store, but this one only sold tapas and snacks. My friends were there so we were appearantly going to have this for lunch. I had problems with picking the tapas food up, and then I fell and hit my head in the table. I were now walking around dizzy and I bumped into my friend Simon and he dropped his tapas on the floor... When my friends were long gone, I now hade trouble with deciding what to choose. Then when I finally made up my mind. I didn't know where my friends were. So I started to watch some tv and I was watching Urban Legends, but the show was more like Myth Busters. On this episode they were going to see if they could determine if the water in a lake is shallow or deep by the temperture of the water, I saw a girl dive into the water. Then suddenly I was there! I swam a few lenghts with her and there were 15 other girls and then I also saw my friends on the other side. I started to swim my fifth lenght, but then I realised something embarrasssing. I was naked! For a really weird reason I turn to the hottest girl of them all and points down and say "Ehrm I need to you know get underwear" and she said "that's cool you can come and change with me later" Relieved I then heard my friend pointing and laughing. Then I walked away with the hot girl and thought "HA jokes on you!" ...No I am lying I woke up and felt naked and embarressed[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Then I was going to add this dream to the notes, and I saw that there was no other dreams added! So here I realised that I had had a False Awakening. Tomorrow I will WBTB early again, but to make sure that I can fall asleep I will get back to sleep immediately.[/COLOR]
Updated 08-17-2011 at 07:57 AM by 49122
[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR] [COLOR="royalblue"]Semi-Lucid[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]On this Wake Back to bed I were only up to go to the bathroom and I did put on socks to keep my feet warm, then I fell asleep with the timer on. A great tip that helped me fall asleep, focus on your breathing, if you are really good at meditation you might keep awake, but if your not you will black out. I counted up to 5 alarms before I started to have a dream[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I were on a school and was going to park my bike, but I just couldn't lock it. So I stood there for a long time and raged over my bike.[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Then the sixth alarm woke me up, and I blacked out again.[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I was watching Tom and Jerry, but not from a TV perspective I was there and I was transformed into a cartoon bear. Some of my friends thought it was a game and I chased them. Then I couldn't find them anyway, so I looked out through the window and saw that they were out on the garden. I climbed out to the high roof[/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]and the phantom beep from the alarm made me aware I guess, because it came from nowhere. I looked down on my worried friends and I thought that I really should try to fly down from here. But how? If I don't believe it I will fall straight down. I thought "I will do it I am AWESOME!" So I took a leap of faith, but it was a bumpy fly attempt, because I didn't really had control over it. And because of that I lost my lucidity immediately...[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]The dream continued and I crash landed on a hill and started to roll down in pain. Then my friends just stopped playing and looked at me with sad faces. I asked what's going on? And then I saw a newpaper with a picture of my mom and the headline said (I don't remember) but for some reason I realised that she was dead. So I started crying, but then the dream morhped into a tv-serie I can't even explain it because nothing maked sense. It was wierd.[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]I then woke up in my bed.. When I wrote this DJ entry I knew what alarm I were on, but while I was doing this I had no idea, so when I woke up I thought I had missed the 20 minute intervalls, so I tried to go back to sleep, but I just couldn't. And I gave up and looked at the timer and saw that I had slept through all the alarms, and the reason to that I became lucid was the phantom beep. But in the future I have to be more aware of what alarm I am on, and every time I get lucid I have to remember to stabilize.[/COLOR]
Updated 08-16-2011 at 06:44 AM by 49122
[COLOR="red"]Lucid Dream[/COLOR] [COLOR="royalblue"]Semi-Lucid[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR] I recently started with the Lucidology 102 program, so my primary goal right now is to get to waking sleep paralysis. I Wake Back to Bed 6 hours and I stayed up for 35 minutes not sure of what I was going to spend that time on, but I used it for the Lucidology 101 part 5 Relaxation techniques. Then I went back to bed and start doing Stop, Drop and Roll and the Sleep starters that he mentioned in Lucidology 101 part 4. I know what misstake I did, but that doesn't mater here. But anyway I did get to partial sleep paralysis, but at that time I thought I had failed for some reason, so I started daydreaming, and blacked out, and started a normal dream immediately. [ATTACH=CONFIG]2433[/ATTACH] [COLOR="blue"] I was dreaming that I were on my way home from the gym. I was taking the bike the same way home that I usually take when I get home from the gym, but this time an old creeepy man was following, but there was also a nice looking girl on a bike next to me. The creepy man started to talk to the girl and said "Hey hot stuff! What year were you born?" She answered 1992" I thought hmm only one year older than me .. nice. Then the old man dissapeared and the girl stopped and yelled to me "Hey stop you haven't fixed my website yet" but I didn't remember a thing about fixing a website and to a girl this hot, I don't think I would ever forget. I realised that this girl was the girl from the Kick-ass movie, then I woke up.[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]I woke up and wrote down some keywords from the previous dream, then I fell asleep again.[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I am waking inside a store and I don't know exactly how,[/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]but I realised that I was dreaming. I were not lucid enough to remember to sabilize the dream correctly, but I screamed "I am dreaming" and while I was screaming I become more and more aware, so aware that I was afraid that I had screamed for real aswell. I met two of my friends and I knew they were DC:s but I still wanted them to be as excited as I was for my lucid dream. So opened a door and imagined a playboy mansion, but when I opened the door I were just out on a street and[/COLOR] [COLOR="royalblue"]I lost some of my awareness, but not entirely. I asked a random DC if they knew were I could find my Dream guide. He answeered by pointing to a bunch of people sitting on a bench, so I walked to them and was about to ask, but then one of them screams "NO I DON't KNOW!" So I walked to a another bench and asked "Hey are you dream guides?" "Yes we are" they said. Then I followed one of them which looked like my old school mate Kenny. We went to a dark forrest path and then he started running around and then he just stopped and started dancing silly and laughed out "Haha I have no idea what a stupid dream guide is.[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]And I woke up pretty disappointed...[/COLOR]
Updated 08-15-2011 at 01:40 PM by 49122