Dthoughts

Older notes ; Dreamed of machines, Pondered upon creationism in my dream.
Someone in my dreams told me ; I like ur dreams.

Hey if someone of here is trying to share a dream with me don't be shy to let me know.


6/6/11

People from my school sitting around a table. I passed a note to N and asked her something in that note.

Later a friend of hers called me in and told me what she wrote down, apperantly N wrote down on the note ; Fack you !


I was walking down the street with an old or maybe even a new friend, he said;
"remember when u told me about DMT? "
i said "Yeah , sure"
"So, let's do it man. i'll make the DMT at my house u take care of the ingrediënts"

I am 95% convinced this was a shared dream , as i planted some seeds about DMT with people and i believe they hatched. So i'm probably getting DMT soon.

I just noticed i wrote down another dream sometime ago. Possibly lucid, i don't remember.

Just organizing some of my notes.

"DVD/ game"
"I was on a mission to get information"
"Doesn't look like my own dream"
"Tentacles man/female"
"Charlie sheen was in it... :S" don't even like the ego-tripping mothefucka
"kwas lan is led zo/~ze" <=== i don't know what the hell i wrote down, gotta figure this out.
"Someone or something might have tried to prove a point to me"

Yesterday i watched a documentary on the History (such a bullshit channel) channel about giants in folklore. 2day i dreamed about giants. I have a cold also and i kept waking up at night. Used these opportunities to try and WILD everytime i woke up. No luck. Good dreams tho, been weeks since i had these vivid dreams.

I dreamed i was at my family for a birthday or something. I was standing and watching a documentary being played on TV about some kind of bird deep inside a cave. I was pretty captivated by this docu for some reason.


It kinda looked like this but more ninja-birthlike less wizardlike

I am standing outside my elementary school. I'm taking sprints to get some speed then i jump up and fly for some moments. I do this for a while then when i got to the end of the street i saw that bird from the documentary and it was carrying a beautiful Rainbow disk/ring. I thought he was gonna give it to me but then the bird threw the rainbow into the air . Over the building across the road, the bird followed it. Then i took a sprint again and prepared for lift-off. Only this time i can not fly anymore. I keep trying and trying. I lose grip on the dream and wake up. (totally non-lucid, thought it was real life)

Last night i had a long vivid dream wich involved meeting some old friends at the local coffee shop.
Later i went to a garage for somebodies car or something. There was a girl there and she was very mad at that guy i met in the coffee shop about her car or something and she was gonna go there and make a fuss about it or something.

So while i was there i suddenly stepped into a car and began riding in the street . I kept driving in circles and i drove on the sidewalks to, i made super amazing movements where i either shrunk the car or drove on 2 wheels so i culd stay on the sidewalk and manouver the spaces normally reserved for 2 people to walk trough.


Last night i had an even weirder dream and once again thought it was all normal or atleast never had a clue about ever waking up in my bed before.

It was a fairly epic and long dream im guessing but i remember practicing to fly.
To my suprise i was actually doing pretty good and i flew around buildings and forests or something. However clumsy.

Then later i noticed a cute girl i know from school. She was riding on a bike and she was carrying a huge trailer behind her normally reserved for cars. It was loaded with baggage and covered with a green blanket.
We may or may not have talked a little bit but when she drove off i wanted to catch up with her again and i tried flying again. Only this time it didn't go so good and i kept falling and jumping. I tried visualizing wings for myself.
It was interesting i tried to visualize beautifull wings i thought it was pretty important. I didn't see myself or any wings i just imagined wings and i imagined trying to fly with them. I took off a little but and floated a little bit but this failed to.

Here ends my memory.

Recall of a goldfish.

Remember i was at a barn, i believe someone took me there. Don't remember a face...

There was some kind of shit covered across the wall that looked something like squashed births or something. there where a lot of those on the wall and when i looked at them from left to right at first there spots on the wall looked like squashed birds then they started to resemble mouses hanging on the wall.

Before i fell asleep i tried WILDing as usual and focus on third eye meditation.
The problem is that after my body gets numb i get so hot, really i sweat like a pig. All the blankets start to feel annoying on my skin, my nose starts to itch my patience starts to lose it.
It feels awkward enough for me to just give up and roll in my bed till i fall asleep normally.

heres what i remember

My mom forced called the supermarket and forced me to get a job there, i went over to the supermarket and met my boss. 2 chiefs atually, but one of them was a lazy bum the other one was a pretty cool guy.
He showed me around the supermarket but forgot to tell me what to do so i left him and went around exploring the place by myself. There where loads of employees but i don't recall any interaction.
I didn't really feel like working there so i wanted to just leave but then i thought what the hell might aswell work for 2 hours and get some money out of it.
I never did tho i just chilled,i think.

My second dream was way more interesting

I was in a school-like environment but much different from my actual school since this one had nice greenfields around it, countless of entrances and exits.

Anyway i remember seeing a girl i used to go out with. We never really got together officially due to some issues but it was a fun ride nontheless. Oh and she's hot ! i mean smoking beautiful makes me growl like a hound.
So we where in a class together i think or outside.. or both at the same time and then she said she lost some weight. Just look at my tummy. And she moved her shirt up a bit.
It was all flat and shiny beautiful and she said go ahead to touch it.
So i did feel her up a little bit, then she bended over for some reason and while i was touching her stomach at first i suddenly found myself grabbing her gorgeous ass like a maniac. She was perfectly okay with it but i stopped when i realized what i was doing cus i respect her soul at least as much as i respect her body.
EDIT: I just remembered she actually stripped down naked ! She's so smokin'

Me and her and some others where lying in the grass, i was leaning over her face and i remembered she used to take a lot of naps and sleep a lot when i knew her. So i asked her what she dreams of. Then she said : I lost my dog..
wtf?

In probably still the same dream i met some guy and we got a long real well. At the end of the day/evening whatever it is, when he was about to go home i asked him where does he live cus i wanted to give him a ride home. He looked at me like i was crazy and he ran off into the forest.

I remember going inside the school and seeing the girl i was telling u about and a friend of her who currently goes to the same school i do and i thought they where talking about me when i heared her say, sometimes he can be really cool and funny but other times hes just plain annoying. So i gave her the middle finger and said fuck u ! She said, nonono we're not talking about you we're talking about Turuk. Some marrocain kid i haven't seen in like 5 years.

Oh yea i remember greeting some marrocain gangster boys right there and for some reason we hugged lol.

Wrote down : Party
School
Bullying
Stole 1 card
My bodyguard gave me 3 cards.


Just a strange dream. i only remember near the end i was walking toward my classroom with my bodyguard (?) and he gave me 3 cards. While i walked to my seat i stole a card from some guy.

Something tells me cards are girls but i don't see why it restricts to that. weird

First thing i recall i was already lucid in a place i've never seen before in my life.. atleast i don't think so, loads of open fields there where some buildings. Probably some DCs but i don't remember them, they might have all been sleeping.
I floated around and i kept bumping into buildings, it was pretty hard to get any direction going.
The ecstasy i felt in this dream was unlike i ever felt before. Better than any high.
I know i examined the dream thorougly but i simply don't remember, mainly because i had a False Awakening and tried to write my dream down but no ink came out of my pen, really frustrating

So next thing i recall im at my ex girlfriend's house, haven't spoken to her in years. The house didn't look at all like it used to.
For some reason i wanted to sleep there. I slept on the sofa . The next day i had a talk with her dad (we never liked each other)
and we sorted things out and i have found new respect for him. He seemed to feel the same, for some weird reason i lied in his arms for a while watching t.v. my ex girlfriend was barely in this dream, i mean she was but it was like she was half asleep this whole time.
I rocked out with her dad for a while listening to some good albums . Then i asked permission to sleep there another night, he was reluctant but he agreed and i slept in a bed this time. The next day my family was looking for me and my sister arrived at their house . Not sure what happened but at somepoint everyone was holding me up with their hands like in a concert diving into the crowd. They put me on the sofa with my ex girlfriend, she was sleeping. I gave her a kiss on the cheek and apologized for all the shit i let her go trough.

I woke.. clock ticked only 2 hours away.. I'm so glad i still got to recall that lucid dream al tho the details are fuzzy i still vaguely remember how good it felt.

Again, bad recall i know this dream was much longer. It was one of the most epic dreams i ever had tho.
I woke up 7:00 or something on auto-pilot, went back to bed for about 2 hours.

The first thing i recall is that i was walking around my house and bombs came from the sky bombing the road in front of our house. There where loads of bombs but i only recall one particular one that bombed a Transport wagon for some kind of company.

Later in the dream a KLM airplane crashed in the closed parking space behind my backyard.. I think there was no background scene until i looked at it later the place where normally stands a Christian church looked like some kind of evil landscape with loads of small houses . Reminded me of the Dark ages.

I'm not sure what happened.. i think it was a truck but i could be wrong but some solid object started to transform , grew bigger. until what ended up looking like a 8 meter tall witch creature with BIG dark wings. It seemed to came right at me. Last thing i recall is that i woke up 1 minute before my alarm is set to go. Right awake, very tired.

I have really awfull dream recall. This is one of the longest dreams i recalled in weeks even tho i forgot 80 % of it.
It's mostly fragments really..

I had a long vivid dream wich i don't recall. I wrote down in my notebook it was about a girl i kind of like and me and a boy where fighting over her. I only recall a tiger coming out of nowhere and startling me awake.
I took a piss went back to bed and attempted to WILD, no luck .

Like most of my dreams im in a school-like enviroment. I remember seeing stacked beds around me, me lying in one of them. so it might have been a school camp instead.

The next thing i recall is that its mid day and sunny again. I talked with a muslim girl i know from my real school .

Next up there are about 20 half naked girls lying on the floor and me and some guys (unclear who they where) where playing a game with them. We walk trough the girls and if you like a girl you put a piece of chocolate in their mouth and break it. If you don't like a girl you put a piece of chocolate in their butthole and break it. WTF?! whose idea was this

I remember dutch top model Doutzen Kroes was chilling in my bed aswell.