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5 hour sleep . Remember that it was full of action. That's it.

WBTB. Checked out the pyramid. Tried to incubate and not get distracted by thoughts. Don't quite remember much. Not sure if this was tonight but i suddenly remembered walking around my house with my eyes closed. Could see everything around me no problem. I've been trying this in real life so i guess i thought it finally worked.

Slept for 12 hours tho... something must have been going on.

Dreamed of being in a big hall i think. Loads of boys and girls. Loads of computers there. A lot of chatter went on but i don't remember a thing. Later i found myself in a Gym(?) area or something else. There was a girl sitting in a chair alone near the wall. And i think there where chairs in the middle of the gym.
The girl was wearing a skirt or something, cus her legs showed.

Again, around 30-60 people there.

I was having dreams on and off with my mate Orhan in it. He's coming back on monday and he let me know just yesterday.

So after doing loads of stuff with my mom. Me and Orhan are sitting on a fence in my street.
A woman and im guessing her daughter pass by. The woman looked at me with a dirty look and that really pissed me off.
I go on a rampage and i call her all sorts of shit for being such a judgemental whitch. Bla bla bla bla ! Then i turned my pointing finger to the girl. She was blonde with short curls and a small nose. She didn't say anything. She was mostly staring at the concrete floor. I point my finger at her and say. AND YOU GIRL! You look very sweet... She smiled to herself.
Orhan was exceedingly impressed and laughed out loud. I walked away while he kept following them.

I always used to imagine fighting. I never won, as a kid i culden't even control my imagination. No power in my imaginary fists.


last hour of sleep

I'm sitting at some kid i used to hang around with 4 years ago. I'm playing playstation. Really enjoying it 2. Thinking of getting one of these myself. A tad later i'm trying to get to sleep. I had a blanket and i'm sleeping right in front of the door. Some guy thomas was also there nd he started fighting me. I fight back a little but there's something wrong. He's blocking off all my kicks like a trained boxers and my fists have absolutely no power. I get annoyed.

Earlier a dream involved DV forums. I'm pretty sure it was a dream because some avatars where missing..

2Night I took some 5-htp supplements. Which resulted in a good deep sleep. I must have forgotten to put my alarm for WBTB cus I slept 10 hours straight.

Remember a dream fragment tho ; I was on this forum, reading the advanced serial dreaming RPG thread and I posted that i wanted to hear more about Wakingnomad's Denn dreams.

Then he posted something back something like ; "Yeah, well that's too bad ! I asked someone else I didn't ask you anything"


Somewhere last week i had some sick hallucination. I just have to post this lol.

I was trying to just get to sleep and I guess i was starting to get into SP. Suddenly i felt myself thinking about snakes. I thought to myself ; man probably gonna turn into a snake now
And yup.. a few seconds later i lost feeling of my own body. My arms where gone, my tongue was longer. I felt the inside of my body turn completely hollow. My skin felt thicker and thicker more like leather. I was feeling 5 times heavier than normal. I stuck my imaginary tongue out kinda like a snake and i wiggled about moving like a snake. I did this purely by instinct.
Normally when i get some animal hallucinations i can feel their feelings. A snake doesn't feel much. I just had a strong urge to go kill stuff and feed myself.


About at the point when my body turned hollow i started to get scared. I didn't want to be a snake. When i started moving like a snake i forced myself awake. Got out of bed and immediatly moved my arms to check if they are still there. Luckily they where... i don't ever wanna turn into a snake again, atleast not for now man.. it's scary.

Older notes ; Dreamed of machines, Pondered upon creationism in my dream.
Someone in my dreams told me ; I like ur dreams.

Hey if someone of here is trying to share a dream with me don't be shy to let me know.


6/6/11

People from my school sitting around a table. I passed a note to N and asked her something in that note.

Later a friend of hers called me in and told me what she wrote down, apperantly N wrote down on the note ; Fack you !


I was walking down the street with an old or maybe even a new friend, he said;
"remember when u told me about DMT? "
i said "Yeah , sure"
"So, let's do it man. i'll make the DMT at my house u take care of the ingrediënts"

I am 95% convinced this was a shared dream , as i planted some seeds about DMT with people and i believe they hatched. So i'm probably getting DMT soon.

Recall of a goldfish.

Remember i was at a barn, i believe someone took me there. Don't remember a face...

There was some kind of shit covered across the wall that looked something like squashed births or something. there where a lot of those on the wall and when i looked at them from left to right at first there spots on the wall looked like squashed birds then they started to resemble mouses hanging on the wall.

Wrote down : Party
School
Bullying
Stole 1 card
My bodyguard gave me 3 cards.


Just a strange dream. i only remember near the end i was walking toward my classroom with my bodyguard (?) and he gave me 3 cards. While i walked to my seat i stole a card from some guy.

Something tells me cards are girls but i don't see why it restricts to that. weird

First thing i recall i was already lucid in a place i've never seen before in my life.. atleast i don't think so, loads of open fields there where some buildings. Probably some DCs but i don't remember them, they might have all been sleeping.
I floated around and i kept bumping into buildings, it was pretty hard to get any direction going.
The ecstasy i felt in this dream was unlike i ever felt before. Better than any high.
I know i examined the dream thorougly but i simply don't remember, mainly because i had a False Awakening and tried to write my dream down but no ink came out of my pen, really frustrating

So next thing i recall im at my ex girlfriend's house, haven't spoken to her in years. The house didn't look at all like it used to.
For some reason i wanted to sleep there. I slept on the sofa . The next day i had a talk with her dad (we never liked each other)
and we sorted things out and i have found new respect for him. He seemed to feel the same, for some weird reason i lied in his arms for a while watching t.v. my ex girlfriend was barely in this dream, i mean she was but it was like she was half asleep this whole time.
I rocked out with her dad for a while listening to some good albums . Then i asked permission to sleep there another night, he was reluctant but he agreed and i slept in a bed this time. The next day my family was looking for me and my sister arrived at their house . Not sure what happened but at somepoint everyone was holding me up with their hands like in a concert diving into the crowd. They put me on the sofa with my ex girlfriend, she was sleeping. I gave her a kiss on the cheek and apologized for all the shit i let her go trough.

I woke.. clock ticked only 2 hours away.. I'm so glad i still got to recall that lucid dream al tho the details are fuzzy i still vaguely remember how good it felt.

Again, bad recall i know this dream was much longer. It was one of the most epic dreams i ever had tho.
I woke up 7:00 or something on auto-pilot, went back to bed for about 2 hours.

The first thing i recall is that i was walking around my house and bombs came from the sky bombing the road in front of our house. There where loads of bombs but i only recall one particular one that bombed a Transport wagon for some kind of company.

Later in the dream a KLM airplane crashed in the closed parking space behind my backyard.. I think there was no background scene until i looked at it later the place where normally stands a Christian church looked like some kind of evil landscape with loads of small houses . Reminded me of the Dark ages.

I'm not sure what happened.. i think it was a truck but i could be wrong but some solid object started to transform , grew bigger. until what ended up looking like a 8 meter tall witch creature with BIG dark wings. It seemed to came right at me. Last thing i recall is that i woke up 1 minute before my alarm is set to go. Right awake, very tired.