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Something about love. Reading words on the internet.

Love
Love
= Energy? :/

Made me think something while awake.

Getting close to a girlfriend. Promised myself not to get her bra off. Which I didn't but she was kind of going WTF? Just a little. Cus I managed to sex her with her clohes on like some kind of interdimensional space monkey. She was rather unphazed , completely neutral Woke up bathing in colours and jewels, mostly black looked like galaxies.

(Kind of disappointed that I didn't do more fruitful things considering my amount of contrl but very energizing experience non-theless.

I don't know where to start, heh. Tiny little bit of sleep deprivation cus of skipping a night earlier but i did take some rest last night i just felt i wasn't fully rested but i didn't feel like sleeping i had plenty and enough energy for the day. Slept at around 3-4 AM.

Took around 60mg~ Ketamine and lied down meditating on body warmth. I skipped it because at first I got a weird scary audial hallucination. A bit later I kept sinking in my bed and I got an electric pulse in my hips that was so strong that my hip jolted upwards. Quite painful. I stopped trying and went outside and decided to sleep later.

@ sleep I had nightmares for 2.5 hours. In the sense that these dreams had a force that overruled my own. I was suprisingly lucid and I was able to take control but it took about 30 minutes each time for me to overcome it. The nightmares involved somewhat of an inability to use my voice and a "Demon" or presence of sorts that kind of manhandled me. It felt a lot like sleep paralysis in the dream. It took a lot of force to find my force but I found that being able to finally use a voice could abolish the nightmare. I can't remember much details except having (someone who was sleeping over, a friend) lay behind me in bed while I was paralysed and sort of strangled me. Not literally but I felt strangled on my entire body. I kept waking up falsely.

I woke up falsely went to (I live with "guardians" you know professional psychiatrists.. I really don't need them at all though, Never really did) these guys for help with what I was experiencing (this strangling nightmare).. There where 3 people sitting there. One of them looked like a typical psychiatrist in an armchair. He came across as... well... not very nice. As I think of most psychiatrists. He talked about a similar "patient" which he said had similar symptons to me. Who was in a hallucinatory state and delusional and said he thought he was a pink rabbit or something. He ended up concluding that this patient was not human and he refused to help him. It pissed me off that he said he was not human and I looked him in the eyes and told him that.. I felt like I dominated the conversation and got my point across then I woke up. Falsely, I believe. But I thought it was real and still saw him. I felt like he was really somewhere and I was still communcating with him in a sense.

I dreamed again. Got strangled. Got to use my voice and felt free. I walked around me room, thought of going behind the PC but said no. I am dreaming I am flying out. I fly out the appartment building and as I looked behind the appartment complex was different. Like I ended up in a parallel universe, my flat was still witnessed but way in the back there where new buildings in front of it and I end up with a bunch of student-looking very handsome fellas. Messing around with each other. Having conversations. What suprised and fascinated me was the fact that it was hyperintelligent. More intelligent than ur average human, more playful than ur average student. And suprisingly heartwarming. I could really appreciate this. I had no body and felt like they where not aware of my presence. I followed them into a house. There was a woman there. And she talked to me and I asked her if she knew who I was. She said Heck no, and it was like she was just used to talking to strangers about personal things. Then I looked at her and she started shaking in her throat sort of like epilsepsy. I thought it was my fould because normally I get these symptons while in altered state and felt like they where channeling out to her. I thought having sex with her right there would clear things up. A voice guided me and said I could do whatever I want and have sex in whichever way I want and that she would enjoy it anyway, of the sorts. I definetely felt a tantric presence. We had sex on the bed but the sex felt.. Well... I had no body. So it was different. More like pure tantric energy. Anyway, I believe it relieved some of the symptons. I came. In a false awakening. Which is fucked up, I didn't want to lose the dream. Then my friend who was sleeping over began shouting about this dream he had but I was in intense pain. This orgasm became very painful. And persisted. Probably because (un)consciously I didn't want this orgasm at all. I coulden't use my voice again because I was strangled but I told him to shut up. As he got angry I told him that I would smack the living shit out of him. He got pissed but I was paralysed so i coulden't do shit. I got fearful as he approahed my room with a 16kg weight ready to smash my head in and i coulden't protect myself. I partly begged and partly commanded him to drop the weapon. Which he did as the dream ended. The fear never materialized... So and so.. I had a very wet orgasm. In the false awakening (thought it was real) and woke up... I was like.. Oh wait a minute!!! Felt my pants and as I expected. There was absolutely nothing there.. Fascinating. I decided to wake up for a minute and not go for another run before I recall all the moments of this night. Something of this dream in the way it transpired leads me to conclude that all the people in my dream are/where actually non-human entities perceived as humans by my brain/mind-filter. It was fascinating how lively and vibrant everything was. And teh fact that I was basically being in multiple dreams within dreams all the time. Glad I wrote this down. I feel like the voice technique is a genuine AP technique. And that Sleep Paralysis is the scariest shit that can probably happen to a person. But also teh best way to travel out of body.

Dreamed of watching a Television Program. A movie about an ex-Soldier who used Syrian Rue a.k.a Ayahuasca to change himself. It was a Autobiography on his life and family (I think) and how the Rue helped him. He made this documantery because he wanted others to know about this.

I don't remember much of the dreams.

As I was waking up I drooled at the vivid thought/dreamlike sensation of putting butter on my sandwich. Hmm.

Oh, 2 days ago dreamt of getting a PM from Shadowofwind

Some reason at school. A cool dude is trying to bully some guy behind me. An old classmate, then he bullies me. I kinda deflect. I like the guy irl, i asked his number for if he has some weed for sale. Not sure if i should be ashamed. Haha. Never had any trouble with him irl. ^^ He's a not abully either. lol.

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I remember trying to get away from an event with bikes but things not working.
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After-concert. Or something. Or some backstage thingy. Went out hanging with Maynard at his home. He showed us around. We are dealing with a topless Maynard. And a very muscular one at that. Eventually he showed us his Arcade machines. 4 of em. He was busy with showing my friend around. I crack some jokes about the letters on the arcade machines that you could shift to cocaine and cubensis and it woudl say something funny. He looks at me pleasantly suprised (i think i hit his sense of humour) and laughs. Good times good times.

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Sufficiently tired though. I forgot quite a lot of dream content and slept a lot. So wasn't lucid to find Xanous unfortunately. Keeping at it tho! And getting closer

Felt quite good about a particular employee in our building. She can be a nuisance but i've been thinking about it a lot and why it is so. Otherwise she is quite sweet and innocent.
She was guiding 3 of us as we where like playing with building block or learning... Like a kid. Well there where some cookies. I took the last one, gave one to someone else and "accidantilly" shoved an entire cookie in my mouth. I looked at her, and she is a woman of discipline. But to my suprise she says its okay! It's the brown spice ain't it? . . I'm like, Nah I think it's the sugar content that my body craves. Her reaction was blank. . Upon waking up I figured that maybe complying with other people's thoughts is more conductive for social positivity. That's what I took from this dream.

I saw the younger sister of an old muslim friend yesterday. Who is a weird dude. Went to jail for a year. Came back even weirder.
I also made an application to work in a Hotel as a cleaning lady (lol). Or boy. hah. These things seemed to have influenced this dream content.
Also happened to see American Beauty last week which features a (Gay) scene not unlike this one.

Had a lot of dreaming which I forgot but eventually me and O came to this Hotel. He started to lay in bed and he actually went to ramble for a little bit about how he is not gay or some anti-gay thing. I respond normally I think saying ye, well. I'm not gay either. (Nothing against gays!) . So I feel kind of tired and lay down in the space next to him and just after he said this his leg started to move towards me. He's getting awfully close and he reaches for my private parts. I'm like.. Naaa thanks dude.. . The thing is. 5 minutes before this happened in the dream he actually checked if all the windows where closed and the door was locked. When I denied he tried to grab me and whispers in my ear something slightly vulgar, I think. Basically saying "Your not going anywhere and ur going to be phucked". Hell fucking no I ain't. And I resist but he is considerably stronger than I thought. I know that in real life he underestimates me big time and thinks he can handle me.. In this dream this followed the same scenario and he was suprised at my resistance. He wasn't moving me. I was guiding him towards the window though and I kicked it in and started screaming for help. I had some trouble with my voice. But I succesfully screamed. Making it sound serious. The thing about my voice feels like a choke in the throat. As if from fear. I often have it in dreams. Well, O didn't wait for help to come and he jumped out of a 10th floor window into the bushes some serious distance away.

It looked like he already planned this escape route the bushes where a pretty good aim. He still fell out of a 10th floor building or something and I'm pretty sure bones where broken. He tried running but the police where already there and captures him. I kept screaming; "You are lucky" towards him because he survived the fall. Then later on I was in this hotel room with a sort of cousin of mine who owned this place or something and called the housekeeper who didn't want to clean this mess for me untill i told her this story. Then she finally understood or something. Weird scenes.

I'm in the shower with some dude.. I think it was the same guy who tried to rape me earlier. We are not touching though, it's actually more like a shared army shower. I look through the mirror and I try to eyeball a girl who I can barely see through it. I suddenly get a good look on some mature boobies. I try to look outside the window and eyeball another woman. I take care not to get caught though that would be kind of creepy. I hide from being seen and try to keep to myself.

Later dream scene. Walking around town. See an old friend of mine I happened to bump in to last month. He is very succesfull at school and does really well in Uni. He sees me passing by on the street and he asks me how to make money. I say "Just be a rapper like me and make a mili".. Lol.. ?! Later on he is with me in my house and I tell him i don't actually have a million. He says "Its okay.." .

As far as I remember I was already lucid because: My dad reminded me that he thought he saw an UFO in the sky. I'm like, Okay! I'll check it out. Imagined a piece of my consciousness in the sky which was attached to myself and catapulted right out of the window and flew at the direction where he saw it. Enjoying the thrill of the flight. I'm thinking. I better calm down soon before i lose lucidity (myth or real). I look at the buildings. Yup, this is a lucid dream and things look pretty detailed. I land and investigate. I get sucked in by all the dream activity.

I am rapidly experiencing scene after scene after scene after scene after scene after scene. Indoors, outdoors. A common theme i was witnessing was the presence of long tables and long benches. They where there in at least 3 dream scenes. In one of the scenes it was a round table and some chairs. In that dream I was seeing a kind of crush and her ex boyfriend who i have never met. I kind of rested my face on her boob and she seemed okay with it for a second. Then another scene I was harassing a girl from my appartments and people where commenting on her reaction saying; Look, he would have never grabbed your ass if there wasn't a connection in the first place. At some point I crawled on my knees and she rode me like a poony. Then in another scene a crush from the past was present and talked about making plans together. I interrupted the conversation to hit 3 dudes to the ground. It was very crowded! Everything was crowded. I saw a boy from school get into a fight and weirdly later on I held this boy in my arms like a baby (he was the size of a baby) and walked trough a wall to guide him to this table but asked my nefue on a table near it to protect him because hes my buddy. And I saw the start of the fight I was witnessing earlier. At some point I walked with 2 dogs like my watchdogs into a doggy park and saw dozens of big scary dogs and my dogs blended in nicely. One of the meaner variety of these dogs seemed to check up on me and glanced at me while I respectfully glanced back and walked slowly. There where long tables and benches and I saw about a dozen of people sitting. On closer inspection I noticed these people where dogs and there was but 1 human. I talked to him and had a conversation.

In the middle of this conversation he started morphing and I finally realized that the person I was talking to was not actually a human. He was... An.. Ostrich bird.. So weird. This was a very serious moment. I was having a very serious although lighthearted conversation with this animal. I remember that he simply said in a kind of highpitched but somehow stern and authoritive voice; "Yes i am an Ostrich bird". Strangely intimidating.

Later on after almost 2 hours I found myself indulging and craving for applepie. I was back in a building where I also saw people from my appartment building. They handed out apple pies last week and I saw one and almost picked it up and thought to myself; No. I'm in a dream. Overindulgance might mess with my lucidity. And this was actually the most lucid moment of the entire dream. And I asked my subconscious a serious question; "What do i need to do?" ... A voice was heared "Breathe"

I walked to a mirror and looked at myself in perfect detail. I didn't breathe. Not consciously. I looked in the mirror and said; "I want to see my higher self". Nothing happened. I tried to make a 'dream spin' to make it work but nothing changed. I was feeling a little eery and vulnerable. Someone was at the door though. And I saw someone from my appartment building coming in. She didn't look me in the eye. I asked if she was my higher self. She seemed to be thinking for a moment and said. "Yes, i am". I did not believe her, questioned her. She looked inside the cabinets of my room and still woulden't look me in the eye and said she was definetely my higher self; "Did i ever lie to you?" . I don't completely trust this person. I try to give her the benefit of the doubt and slowly wake up. Pity.

went to sleep for an hour or so. maybe less. I lied in bed satisfied until i lost consciousness. had a very hard time waking up from this one. did not feel rested at all. only increasingly tired.
can not remember the dreams until about the end where i woke myself up from very negative thought-patterns. insecure self-hatred. insecurity towards other people. a song played during this all: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vHP4VbhtGJ4
as soon as i realized and felt bad for the negativity. and gotten more lucid before waking up , tis song played;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2BZp2dxpwF8

it said : "I want to be.. Part of ur worldd... "

Went to bed around 3 AM 16th of april and had significantly vivid lucid daydreams before falling asleep.

Had a few hours before going out to bed for school and just figured i would lie here and dream a little bit.
I thought of Steph and started to imagine a girlish woman in a sort of redish-coloured hallucinatory form. The image was immediately alive and started communicating with me. Not unlike how I imagine a Tulpa is alive as well.

I wondered if I had permission to proceed and she responded with an overtly elongated way of saying; No. She kept insisting that I was not welcome until I could not supress or hide my slightly hurt feelings anymore, to which she reacted with playful engagement and told me she was just kidding. ! I joyfully engaged as well and dream scenery began to form a little, and we where sitting on top of some grass. We got a little closer and I was hapilly holding her in my arms for a little bit when I decided that I did not want to engage in this intimacy for too long. For some reason out of my control I bit her a little bit, perhaps this was spurred by my subconscious imagination because I consciously decided to shapeshift into a wolf for this moment and told her to ride on my back. She did, and I could feel her weight on my back and she hold on to my furry neck which i thought was quite pleasant. I ran through a forest whilist thinking of something to do and within seconds thought of showing her my tree-hut that I planned on dreaming after deciding to climb a tree first. Climbed the darn tree with her still on my back and realized there's no hut unless I envision a way there and started to force my paws unto the wooden floor of my not so well thought out treehut to get to my non-existant entrance.

I fell from the tree with her still on my back and immediately as a reaction envisioned a jetpack to fly upwards. To which I decided not so proceed because I am a wolf and do not have a jetpack so i kept on falling. I coulden't think of any other escape soon enough before hitting the floor and to my suprise. Steph (Who I had forgotten by now) .. Came to the rescue with a jetpack and picked me up before I hit the solid ground! It didn't last long, we flew a bit to above the trees before falling because Miss ran out of fuel in her imagined jet-pack. I teased her bout it said ofcourse this non-bio solution of yours consumes energy like a mo-fo but thanks anyway atleast we now have more aerial time.

I wanted to save the day this time and just before hitting the ground imagined my treefriends to grow some roots fast to catch us and it did. We roots and leaves broke our fall. Atleast, they did for me. Might have just forgotten about Steph here. It is about now that she started to walk away from me without saying anything. She walked towards a mountain entrance. I asked her where was going and she said she was being called by her boyfriend and had to go.

I thought Oh okay, and opened my eyes to write down the daydream I was having. After a minute or so I heared her call again and I asked whatsup? I got something of a hot-tub and I wondered if she wanted me to sit in a tub with her. I tried to.. But it didn't feel right or quite as vivid in the sensory department as that other daydream I was having. I thought I was just having a fluke and this whole tub thing was part of my imagination. I skipped the exercise and my subconscious nagged at me for minutes to write down hot-tub anyway because it is important.

I read Steph's dream the next day and thought it was a significant link that she dreamed of sitting in a bath-tub with her ex-boyfriend on a mountain on that same night. Pretty clear HIT I am guessing?

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Kind of wokee up, got out of bed a little and went back. Had no more interesting shared dreaming experiences afaik. This part might be of value to some to see if they can understand this part of my subconscious;

Later dreamed of some foreign kids/criminals that hang out in our city who tried to crucificy me like jesus with the thorned wires, except they tried to tie me up to branches of trees. They made numerous attempts I think on different trees. All of them failed because I didn't feel any pain and the wires woulden't quite stick to my wrists. For some reason (maybe a bad reason) I got along with them. Had some explicit vulgarity on quite hostile activies (I think.. vague dream) and some foreign kid was pissed at me because his little brother was listening. As I was being crucified tho , the ~14 year old kid looked intrigued and looked as if he learned a lot from me. I thought it was just valuable lessons.

All this is boring. Really. It doesn't tell me much either. The dream kind of made a fluent switchover to having the principle of our school calling me from a distant office to go and teach kids in a classroom at a beach I was seeing on a screen (I think the screen represents my life and the story of my life.. I had to go finish the story I was writing.. My life literally was on the line here, things would definitely not be the same if i skipped this class) and to get out of the damn bed. get ouf of bed. get out of bed. and i walked towards her office. noticed that i had my front door open thought it was weird and a moment of lucidity hit me and i woke up. Realized i was late for school , which i already knew on a subconscious level but I got the fuck out of bed anyway to do the damn test because I would feel absolutely horrible if i didn't do the test and would probably lose any chance at finishing my mid-school exam with a positive grade. (thus ruining all my chances at one of two papers I still need to go to univerity! I really need to study more..)

Also, still haven't posted my awesome lucid. Which is so awesome that is really almost beyond words. There's some good parts in it tho that is englishable and doesn't require the vantage point of my shitbrained mind to be enjoyable. Had a lot of fun tho, met all of my crushes in the same dream. 2 hours of straight up lucidity. Wow!

Night #11-9 2:00-4:00 . Drank 1 beer. Stretched my body before sleeping

Was watching a really weird TV. With strange dreamlike programs. Went out to smoke a cig. Had to exit through window.

Jumped right into a dark alley. A bunch of youthes immediatelly grabbed their stuff and got the fuck out of there. I said Peace man and calmed down.

Proceeded to walk. 3 alternative-looking cyclists passed by. One of them was a girl with loads of piercings.

Got into a room that was like a giant playroom. It was full of toys. It had a stage and up there where paintings. The paintings where moving pictures. They followed a person, in this case. Terence Mckenna was headed my way. Like i was watching security cams of what's happening around the corner.

I tried playing piano. It was too hard. So i grabbed a Guitar. This guitar was twisting and turning in all kinds of ways and i was thrilled to make music and having fun playing with toys. I got so excited. I probably wanted more. I screamed.Trying to achieve something. Then a red light came from a room that was next-door. I thought whatever i was doing was working. I moved to the room and there I saw a Clown on a tiny little bike fading away. I screamed again but accidantilly with my waking body. And woke myself up from that.

[ Here's a very funny dreamscene I like to share ]

I'm in a kind of air bubble under water. I'm hiding under a table inside a car.
There's only a little bit of air in the car, everything else is flood with water
My friend is there with me and he tells me to take a deep breathe
I do
He then tells me to exhale
I breathe out.
My friend proceeded to rip out a huge stinking fart
That's when I realized it is too late...

This journal is mostly for myself. I'm deciding to only upload Lucid dreams from now on. Or stuff that will help me keep track of my lucidity in dreams.
Perhaps they will grow to be kind of entertaining someday but as of right now my dreams are still a little dull !


Date between 01-06-12 to 30-08-12

Night #1 - Train

I was late for my train
Illogically I took place on TOP of the train between wagons on orange sandbags.
The train lost track. Sped up faster and faster. The train flew through the air like a rollercoaster.
I was having trouble holding grip {when someone came to help me out} I got the vibe from this person that he thought it was stupid im not lucid
He took me somewhere with a Taxi.

That's when i became lucid.
Middle of the street where cars passed i sat down and started meditating.... I floated, In my mind i saw a buddha posture. My hands naturally flowed to this position. I tried to silence all of the sound around me. {My chakras lit up.}

--Weird flying dream--


Night #2 - Lucid

People where ordering me around. Telling me to go places. I became lucid. Invented a shower machine that washed your penis when you go to the toilet. Got horny, tried chasing a girl and woke up.


Night #3

Amazing, chaotic dream. Loads of familiair and unfamiliair faces. Test out some girl's flying carpet. I begin thinking to myself. Gradually gaining lucidity.

Wake up in FA. Dream is showing me all sorts of illogical bullshit. I don't notice it until someone violently beats me with a pillow. {possibly screaming}

Wake up in FA. During a conversation in the kitchen I start to wake up to the dream. {possibly, screaming}

Find myself in a nearby park. I have Ulta-vivid sensory perception. Just didn't see much because I had Tunnel-vision.
I get primal urges to run as fast as i can. I do so, feel the rush of exercise, jump up buildings. Enter a back alley.
I want to create a portal back to that kitchen from earlier. Revisit the scene with full lucidity. Close my eyes. Turn around to make a portal appear. (I did not have a clear image of a portal in my mind!! probably the mistake) I doubted myself and woke up.

Protip : Use your voice in dreams

There was a bee. And there was something about this bee that made me fall madly in love with her. The bee was in a sort of castle. The interior had chairs arranged like a church. She spun herself into a cocoon.
I was so obsessed with her that I was telling someone how great she was. I brought a woman with me to the church and showed her the bee sleeping in her cocoon. I said: "Look. Isn't she perfect?"
At some point i was in a cocoon some feet away from her. I think i had a hamburger inside my cocoon. Out of the bee's cocoon flew a wasp, she was her spawn or something. Eventually me and the bee where reunited and we moved away from the castle. Onto a bridge over a river. The bee turned into an action figure. It was a masculine action figure, with silvery metallic colours. She carried me with one arm and used her other arm to crawl across the bridge. I was feeling very happy. In the meanwhile her wasp was flying around us.

Then this woman from earlier came running out of the castle and yelled: "You forgot ur hamburgerrr!" . And she threw it to me. I catched it and said thank you. Then i telepathically told her "Ur sweet, i love you." I was moving on my own two feet now and i heared her yell again, she said: "I love you too!" . I was suprised to get a respond. I got excited and yelled: "That's right! I LOVEE YOOUUU" and kept walking.

Later in the same dream I was in an unfamiliair neighbourhood walking 3 dogs. We have only 2 dogs. But in my dreams there's always a third dog. I wasn't carrying leashes and there where loads of people walking there dogs. So there's a bit of a chaos with my dogs harassing all the others. They started running down the street and frustrated I was swearing at the dogs. This man that did have his dogs on leashes was swearing too. As if in perfect synchronisity we yelled the exact same thing. It was pretty weird. He looked at me with a face like, What the fuck?
Eventually my dogs walked themselves back home. Then i woke up.

I woke up with a buzzing sound and a sensation at the top of my head. In my closed eyed vision was patterns of different colours. Quite faintly but i did. There where little white stripes coming in and out of focus. Like a damaged tv set or something. I refrained from writing this dream down to see what might happen if i kept focusing on the sound and colours. Eventually i did write it down. I checked the clock and i slept for less than 2 hours. Quite a lot of content for only 2 hours of sleeping. I went back to bed and the colours where still there, so was the sound. The colour turned into "white noise" type of visual. I slipped into unconsciousness. If you got this far I advice you to stop reading any further if you are underaged and prudish. I post if cus it's funny

I dreamed of meeting a woman somewhere on the street. She was a white blonde/brunette. She had nice curly lips and beautiful eyes. Her body wasn't bad either. She looked mid-twinties of age, about 5 years older than i am. I flirted with her and she liked it. We went to her bedroom and we cuddled a little on her bed. I went to finger her a little. I gently played with her cunt but she kept telling me i'm not doing a good job.. She said not to touch the "long part" or something. I was like okay, and i went over to her clit. It felt like i was touching a little thin toothpick of sorts. Not quite natural. . Then she said with an annoyed voice: "Noo. ur still doing it wrong". Goddamnit. Okay, and i went down to lick her instead. But she didn't like that either. Then she said, go sit on that table. She was making ready to give me a BJ but then i started to slowly wake up.. I don't know why I always wake up in these dreams when things are just about to get good for me but it always happens.

I got back to sleep and i was hiding inside a small building with no windows, only a door with a window. A man was shooting out of the door's window. He got killed tho and I picked up his gun and replaced him. I was holding a Battlefield3 style machine-gun and placed a bipod thingy on the door and shot everyone that seemed to be rushing toward our way. There was a lot of pressure and i was having trouble. I shot bullets to my heart's content and woke up eventually.

27-11

I'm watching a video of (waking)nomad on youtube. I checked the date and it was from today. (That's what i thought in the dream, but it wasn't the same date as awake)
He was wearing his glasses and was making a serious video, i thought it was his best video up until now.

28-11

Some professor in a weelchair is playing golf in the middle of the streets. We walk and he asks me if i've ever been to planet X?
"No."
Then he says: "Oh my god how can you call urself a real (@#$@fuzzy@#$) if you've never been to planet X?!!?

23/24-11

I walk down a narrow dungeon stairs into a just as narrow dungeon alley. To my right are prison cells. In one of those cells there is a naked blonde woman chained and dirty. She keeps calling me. But when i move closer she swears at me and yells for me to go away. Then i move away and there's this recording playing of her luring me in with sexual promises. I walk back and forth and eventually when moving away i notice a cabinet with shelves on it. There's candy on it. And some food i have at home, which is rotting a little. I eat some of the candy and it's all rotting aswell. Then she calls me again. And the dream ends.

25-11

I'm walking on a road on the country side with my friend. There are no people around. I am telling him about UFO's. When a bigass white saucerlike white blending machine soars through the sky. I turn to my friend and say. SEE! As long as you believe it they will be around!

26-11 I'm working as a dish washer in a pizzahut. Then some 10 year old says he wants to take over my work. I say fine, and the boss tells me to go deliver some pizzas with some other guy. This guy rides a pizza van. He rides off without me tho, and i try to catch him but i end up walking to my destination. Once i got there, i realized i didn't have to deliver pizzas and i came for no reason. Then i find the guy with the van and i tell him i'm an idiot. He quite seriously agrees and he says ; Yeah, you really are an idiot.

Didn't write date in my personal journal so i'm not sure. Sorry I posted it so late but i coulden't find the shared dream journal.

I was lucid in a town with (ancient) chinese looking aesthetics. Small alleys, pyramid roofs and wooden buildings.
Ran into groups of people and i talked with some of them. Can't remember the conversation.
Attempted to make a portal to Katsuno, i rationalized that the alley i was in was too small and decided to fly somewhere else and make a portal. It was at this point that i forgot about my intention and i got distracted by moving around looking for treasures or some kind of quest i was doing.

Later i woke up and had another dream where i had a DILD and woke up because i forgot to stay level-headed and mistook a DC for another dreamer.