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8:04am woke

little girl abducted. And there was a little pink blood on the nursery wall. Parents and me feel sad, sad, sad. I didn't like that dream.

Next dream started off nice but I was feeling bad, bad, bad by the end of that one too. Whyyyy?

I got long raiils to push several people in wheelchairs. One man in wheelchair but didn't do that cos it seemed not practice.

Then man was in old coles in-store shopping trolly. Trolly then collapes and was empty. Man was in a heap and in pain on ground some distance away.

Later I was in trouble. I wanted to say sorry to man who fell through my shopping trolly. I asked room Cleaner, I asked " do you know what room he is in? "Yes" will you tell me? "No".

Later I was folding cloths, A kind woman warned me I won't be able to get another job in the this industry. And I will be sued.

I went to my boss to apologize, boss had a blind eye. Then I asked if I could apologize to the disabled man that dropped out of the trolly I was pushing and he snapped at me " No!"

Dreams, both of them left me feeling bad.

Just now I remembered an incident when I was about ... ummm ... less than 9.

A mother or someone had to go to the loo and I.said that would look after her little toddler in a push chair. She didn't want to leave so young a child in her charge but she needed to go to the loo.

The woman instructed me that if the infant wakes you can let her out off the push chair but don't put her on top of the top of the sun cover, no matter how much she asks.

The little girl did wake up and get out of the push chair.

Then she kept pointing to the sun hood. So l talked with her and understood that she wanted to sit on the sunhood.

Finally I put her on the sun hood but she wobbled and fell off into the ground.

She cried a bit and I put her back in the push chair.

When mum cane back I never told her.

When ever I think of this, which is almost never, I wonder if the fall led to brain damage.

I think the two dreams make me feel so bad cos they brought up that bad, long forgotten memory.