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I'm in a class room studying maths.
I'm copying some numbers and letters off the board.
Then Im drawing a pink out line around my work.
I see a red pen and use that instead to outline my work.

I'm making a grid (a table) in red to put my answers in.

Donald Trump is the class teacher
He says somthing nice about my Dissociative identity disorder. Then it is little lunch time (10am) so we all go outside.

Then I look back at the class room and there are three students inside so I go back to class.

We have a new teacher now.

I look at the red table in my maths note book and wake up.

Yesterday I asked the Dreem Views forum staff
for the code for Dark Green font.

Dolfin replied with the code.

I wanted to put all my dreams from now on
in green font, in my dream journal
To separated then from all the dreams before.

I drempt of friendly German Shepherd dogs
So no hit there. But

I like the green synchronicity
(The photo was ferns and the only color in the picture was "shades of dark green" with a little shadows in black)

I could have chosen blue or red or brown but at the time of asking I only wanted "Dark Green"

A car moved forward on the road then litup
and span around its axis very fast then slowed and stopped

A second car in competition with the first,
drove up the same road,
passed the first car
and did a wheelie in the gutter
spraying a lot of water over a man on the pavement,
under a wooden bridge.

The boys in the cars were showing-off

I can't remember the dream before this or after this.

4 rooms

I am walking into a big messy house.
I'm going up stairs.
The first floor is messy
with white paper sheets with strips cut into them
like children do to make Jack-o-lanterns.

There are 4 doors in the corner
and I shout out to someone
"there are 4 bedrooms.
Then I hold up the 4 fingers of my right hand
and shout again "There are 4 bedrooms"

Now I'm thinking that to afford the rent on this house
I'd have to move in with another woman.

Then I'm seeing a neat, casually dressed in brown man.
He's talking to the man letting the house.

I'm thinking, "maybe he'll get the house, not me"

Next I'm in a car on the passenger's side.

Every time the female driver stops the care and gets out
the car begins to roll forward.
I grab the steering wheel and steer the car right
so it bumps into a wall or pole and stops.

This happens 3 or 4 times (end of dream)

Dreamed of⚘ wanting a bath ⚘
big enough foor a 6ft man to laydown in.

I told the woman
where I last had a bath (24 years ago)
that I was going to buy my own long bath.

She, showed me the Table tennis shed.
Maybe put the big bath in there.
I said
I will boil 4 steel-buckets of water
on the 4 burner stove
and use those buckets
to fill my long bath when I get it.

Behind that table tenis shed
there was an old man in a caravan
with extended awning blue. (Eod)

Just realised
that my new Gym's swimming pool
is that big bath.
So
I will go to that gym
just to enjoy soaking
and playing in that heated pool.

⚘Woke from⚘ a dreamlet.
I look down and all my toe's are gone.
Except my "big toe"

My big toes look lovely.
Bigger and healthier than in real life.
With a natural deep brown nail.

⚘My Big Toe⚘ is an acronym for

MY BIG THEORY OF EVERYTHING

such a strange dream
that it might be a hit
to Bobbie Ann Pimm's
RemoteViewing Experiment

That big Toe Dream may be
Our Dreaming Mind's reply
to this 4 beat per line, chant:

Our Dreaming Mind
what is in The
Bobbie Ann Pimm
envelope now

Our Dreaming Mind
what is in
The Bobbie Ann Pimm
envelope now

10pm Wednesday 28-Nov-2018

11am woke

Spencer street
I walked down garden path to the street.
then I asked a woman
"where is spencer street"?

"At the end of this street" she said

There was a big ⚘steel framed⚘ wicker chair.

Hexagonal button
with womans face on it (yellow),
maybe military button
12 noon woke from nap
Wednesday 21 November 2018
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A journey begins↘️
Woke 8am Wednesday 14-November-18↘️

In a full car driver male, two passengers and me
There appears a litle chubby puppy
Driver wants puppy out
I pick up puppy
Driver says " if it makes a mess it's out"
Puppy then wriggles off my lap
And had a big human size poop and wee
Then begs to get on my lap again.

The driver stops the car so puppy can get out
I say Im staying with the puppy
They let me out and they give me a long single handed trolly.
And a small tarpaulin for puppy and me to be under in rainy weather.
The car drives off and I am happy.
A few nice things happen

But

I cross a road-bridge under which flows a kind of
Thick, black, fast to medium flowing, river.

Then still pushing this long single handed trolly
It front of me
It is night time now
I see a man
sprawled out on the other side of the road
on the grass verge asleep (or dead)

Next I peak over mt side of the grass verge
And down a bit I see a spotlight
and two Disney Cartoon characters.
Porky Pig and a small character that I cant remember

I follow a path to go and see them
I lay out the things from the Trolly
Because this seems a nice place to sleep (eod)

I wake and its 8am Wednesday 14-Nov-18

Awake and I see the dream refers
the the Zero card of the Tarot

The Fool and the puppy about to go over a cliff
(The Porky Pig and friend was in a spotlight below the road)

I crossed over the river Styks befor I saw
the cartoon charactersin the spotlight.

The very long, single handled trolly
represented the stick and handkerchief bundle
tied to one end, over the Fools shoulder.

I the Fool with my puppy dog have stepped off the cliff
to be with the Disney cartoon charactors
And are now fast asleep.

What a dream

Im doing a Jungian couse online
We 6 months in. We are up to:

The Collective Unconscious and Archetypes
We already done the "Shadow"

Maybe the puppy
with the tiny, slightly brocken, human-looking teeth
IS my shadow

My and my shadow (2:21)

https://youtu.be/i-4uKgXRnpI

Booby traps.
⚘Over and over again.⚘
I dont see any go off
But he resets them
I and others try to be carfull
Woke at 11:11pm Wed 13/11/18 ↗️

https://youtu.be/VJmiIekAZXQ

I am puttinf lucidbunnie's dream
in my dj so I can always find it
I add ⚘ where lucidbunnie separated paragraghs
Because I always format paragraphs to the my almost illiterste 5/6 year old can follow
(I havr DID there are three of me)

⚘Creating alternate timelines...⚘

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Hi there,
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Has anyone of you experimented with time manipulation? Like changing any past events? Please share your experiences.*
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I had an experience today that I felt like sharing. I have been pretty down with the anniversary of my SO, Kana, passing away come and gone. I have one of my emotional breakdowns and cry myself to sleep. Pretty common for me when I'm out of my antidepressants. I had this dream:*

Alternate Timeline (time-dilated dream).
I'm not sure what to make of it.

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lucidbunnie

Alternate Timeline (time-dilated dream)

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lucidbunnie
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*, Today at 07:55 (40 Views)
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Note: For Privacy reasons, I will leave out
the dates and some of the details.
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I find myself in an unusual world, it felt surreal,
but I'm not a stranger to this kind of experiences.
I didn't have a body.
I was a floating point of consciousness.
It seemed everything was made up of
pieces of reflections.
It's hard to explain.

I ask my guide where I was
and I hear her voice in my mind -

"The Fractal World"

and she explains it interconnects different realities.

I was fully lucid all this time.
I decide to go into the past and try to save Kana.
I didn't focus on a time,
I just wanted to be taken to a time
that will ideally help me save her.
One of the fractals pulsates.
I go towards it
and all of a sudden
the world collapses and I wake up in my bed.

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I was groggy.
I do a reality check half-heartedly
and confirm it's not a dream.
I look around sleepily and
was surprised to see I was in my old bedroom,
the one I shared with Kana.

I look to my side and she was lying there awake
looking at me curiously.

I become wide awake.

She looked so frail.
I grab the phone and look the day,
it was the day she was taken to Casualty (ER)!
I try all possible reality checks multiple times
and none of it shows I'm dreaming.

I have had time-dilated dreams that are so realistic that reality checks become unreliable.

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Kana says weakly that it's not a dream.

She says that when she finds me doing reality checks repeatedly. I feel her temperature and she was chillingly cold as if there was no life left in her... exactly like it was that day.

I didn't care if it was a dream or not at this point.
I am not going to let it happen again.
I insist we go to ER right away
and this time we go to*another*hospital.
The hospital we were going didn't have our best interests.

Something I didn't know back then.
I had my own health problems
leaving me sort of crippled,
but I fought through it despite the pain.

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The hospital we were going to were unprepared to treat her from day 1, so instead of letting her survive and seek treatment elsewhere, they kept making her go for tests day after day without telling us what's up.

It only became clear after she passed away that they were unprepared to treat her condition. So, essentially they were milking us of any money we had until she died instead of letting us go get treated elsewhere.

They even refused to admit her in a room saying they were full.

It came up later that they didn't admit her because they couldn't treat her.

It was easier for them to have her die outside their hospital.

So, long story short, not only did they not save her, they made her suffer a lot by having her do the same expensive tests over and over.

However, what actually killed her was not her condition... it was septic shock from a procedure they did without anesthesia in ICU without consulting anyone or asking for Kana's own consent.

Not only it was traumatic for her to endure the pain with no sedatives, the area got infected from contaminated equipment leading to all her organs shutting down.

They didn't even do resuscitation when she flatlined a day later the proedure saying there was little they could do even if they revived her.

She managed to hang on for around 1 day after the procedure saying she doesn't think she's going to make it but didn't want to leave without talking to me.

That night, they didn't let me stay beside her holding her hand as she wanted.

They said they don't allow "visitors" after visiting hours.

Next time I was called in it was to let me know she has passed away.

During her last moments, we had given her tests and scans to another bigger hospital which was quite a bit farther away. They said they were well-equipped to treat her, but now it's too dangerous to move her because her body was shutting down from septic shock.

They were furious why we didn't bring her there before the procedure with contaminated equipment. It was still safe to move her before they did that precedure which pretty much sealed her fate.
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So,

in this dream reality, I wanted to make a difference.

I knew how it'll play out if we go into the same hospital.

There is still a chance to save her if she doesn't get contaminated.

I try to get Kana up from bed, she had no energy. She says she was too weak to go anywhere. I ask her to do it for me and she gives in.

I manage to take her to the big hospital. I'll skip over the details. Few days pass. The flow of time was realistic. She was under treatment. She was in ICU for a day but got her own room when she was ready. She had some surgical procedures to treat her actual condition. The day she passed away comes and goes and she was still alive! I did reality checks every chance I got...

it was still not a dream.

I was happy, was I stuck in a reality where Kana survives? I was overjoyed. I go back to her room and tell her about this other reality where she doesn't make it. I give her a long hug and sit down beside her. She holds my hand tightly.

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Kana: "I'm sorry..."

I look at her confused as tears fill up her eyes. The world around me distorts into fractals and I "wake up" in this reality, 3 years in the future, back in a world without Kana. I don't know what to make of it. Was it just a "dream" or did I experience a parellel reality where she survives?

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Tags:*astral,*fractal world,*hospital,*kana,*lucid,*nightmare,*time dilation,*time travel
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LighrkVader*-*Today*13:04

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That is completely mind blowing. I don't really know what to say. I hope you're ok.

⚘Bleeding money⚘by DemiDevil17 13:02

LINK to dream journal
I could not find a comment box
So I will put it in my dream journal

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https://www.dreamviews.com/blogs/dem...5736/#comments

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so I was layed in bed in the astral plane
before this became a lucid dream

the events take place in 4 places
that lead back to my bed
before I wake up
so as I was crucified in my bed
with only the ceiling and the floor to see
and a couple of props for place one
as I start to dream

I can feel my body fading
as a dark light gesture where I see myself
walking out a door
from where I'm laying with my eyes closed
as if I were playing a third person video game

as my conscious was attaining lucidity I teleport
to a cash register where the second place started
where I reach in my pocket and pull out blood⚘
*
as I drench my hand in the bleeding cusp
and try to pay him ✔
with the drenching blood dripping from my hands ✔
as that happen

I was in a seemless car ride
where I only seen car moving on the side of me
but there was no being in the vehicle
it was jus the dash the sky and the car

for place three at the fourth place
I was in abandon warehouse
where I reach from where the cash register was
while still in lucidity of the blood
I sit down to make sure I'm not dying
as I stand up I see

⚘money falling from the ground in a upward motion⚘
like the sky was upside down
and the ground was the sky

then I fade out
where my hands were in my pocket
then wake up jus staring

OMG Coincidance

Just stopped listening to The Penny Arcade by Roy Obison.

To chech the front pade of Dreamviews your dream was at the top. This song is about those machines in Australia we call "the pokies"

They metaphorically drain people dry
Not of thier blood
But their livelyhood (money)

They sometimes sound a bit like cash registers
When you win.

I was playing this song about the pokies just before comming here abd seeing your dream (about an hour ago niw. I got two other folk on Messenger messenger ing me)

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Penny Arcade

Roy Orbison

A light shown in the night some way ahead,
blue turned into green then it was red
And stirring the night love music played
the light I saw in the night was a penny arcade (pokies)

Hey step up and play
each machine seemed to say,
as I walked round and round the penny arcade
Just ring the bell
on the big bagatelle
and you'll make all those colored lights cascade
And music played
at the penny arcade,
yes it played and it played, played all the time
Roll up and spend your last dime

At first
⚘I thought it a dream⚘
that I was in,
lost, lost in a sea of glass and tin

But no,
so dipping⚘ my hand in the back of my jeans
I grabbed a handful of coins to feed the machine

(...)

Roll up and spend your last, roll up and spend your last, roll up and spend your last dime!

Songwriters: Sammy King

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https://youtu.be/FvqdEopJ2SI

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⚘I am so happy Bappjif⚘
That you are Hosting a drve
(dream remote Viewing Experiment )
that this happy ear-worm has began

Toot toot
All aboard

Chattanooga Choo Choo

I will focus my dreams toward your target
And put the dream results here in mt dream journal

I will Train my dreams to reveal your targetd 💕💕💕.

The Andrews Sisters

Pardon me boy,
is that the Chattanooga Choo Choo?
Track twenty nine,
boy you can gimme a shine

I can afford
to board a Chattanooga Choo Choo
I've got my fare
and just a trifle to spare

You leave the Pennsylvania station 'bout a quarter to four
Read a magazine and then you're in Baltimore

Dinner in the diner, nothing could be finer
Than to have your ham 'n' eggs in Carolina

When you hear the whistle blowin' eight to the bar
Then you know that Tennessee is not very far

Shovel all the coal in, gotta keep it rollin'

Woo, woo, Chattanooga, there you are

There's gonna be a certain party at the station
Satin and lace, I used to call funny face
She's gonna cry until I tell her that I'll never roam

Songwriters: Mack Gordon / Harry Warren

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https://youtu.be/bGBwmLRNLJ4

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