Deep Inside The Lucid Dreamer's Subconscious

The dream starts as I'm in the car with my mom in my driveway. There are some suit cases in the seats and she says that my friend Mason is coming to pick me up. I get really excited and believe that we're going on vacation to the beach or something. I look up to my street and see that his family's jeep is parked sideways with his parents in the front seats and him in the back telling me to come. Apparently, my bags weren't packed all the way so I tell my mom to stall as I run like an idiot to my front door as they watch me.

After that, Mason and I are in a club of some sort. This place is dimly lit with many different colored lights flashing around. There's this table thing with a huge staircase where him and I were sitting like there was more to this place. Around us were many attractive girls, so I told Mason to keep himself busy. I go down the stairs to this lab place with even more people all dancing on this dance floor. Seeing that, I go back to get Mason. When I get back, half the place has turned into a bowling alley, though it still has the club atmosphere. Mason is talking to some girls dressed like strippers as they're overcoming him. This makes me laugh for some reason, so I sit down next to him and some girls come over to me too.

Another dream I'm in my friend Moo's backyard. It's a bunch of people from my high school like a flashback of some sort. The backyard is completely cleared of trees unlike IRL, and there's a pool and a small house. There's some dialogue between the people. We go into this house and we're in some kitchen when my friend Katie sneaks up on me and hugs me. I'm not sure why, but she climbs up onto me like she's straddling me while I stand, sorta like a sex position. We're just chilling in this position as we talk for like 10 seconds, and I'm even making thrusting motions while I'm doing this which is weird. Someone signals that we're here for someone's surprise party and the person was a guy I know named David. I see him and his friends walking from far away as everyone is suddenly outside. He walks through this crevice part in the ground and we all jump out, but no one is saying surprise or happy birthday, it was quite bizarre. I was behind him now trying to at least shake his hand or whatever and when he turned around, it was a different friend named Adam S.

In my last dream, I'm in my dorm building. Everything is really compact like a kid's playground or something. I look down this opening and there's a room with this girl named Tiana I know from home who's a sophomore. She's lying on the ground and some girl I don't remember is telling me she's drunk and wants to have sex with me. I chuckle because this girl is like 3 years younger than me, so I start to crawl through the tight space to my dorm. My dorm door is like a really small dog door as I crawl through and then tell my hall mate Jason that our dorm is really freaking small. Next, I'm suddenly in bed with snakes in my arms. Two of them fall out onto the ground and start to slither but never travel any distance. I remember trying to count how many fell on the ground so I could know how many snakes I'd have to look for.

This girl and I had been talking for a month, but we never found the time to actually hang out and see each other in person, so we kept it digital. A few weeks ago she dropped off and stopped responding to me completely, which has made me pretty upset... and now she shows up in my dreams.

Three nights ago I kept waking up every 30 minutes, causing me to have really short dreams. My last dream started with me walking in a parking lot to a small white shed. I walk into the door to a very small room that has a desk that seperates the room from a kitchen. In the kitchen looking through the opening was Beth, the girl I had been talking to. Immediately, I'm swept with these crazy feelings of anything I consider to be for lack of a better explanation love. It's that feeling that causes me to lose my breath and get a very heavy sensation in my stomach, causing me to be nervous. So I walk up to the window and ask her for some ice cream and I can see she has a unicorn tattoo on her cheek maybe because IRL she's connected to being one. In the kitchen is a bunch of silver kitchen instruments and Beth's IRL producer working on some ice cream. Beth asks me what kind of flavor I want and then she decides that I want cookies and cream so she starts stirring something in her hands and screams "YOU'RE GETTING MY SPECIAL COOKIES AND CREAM ICE CREAM" and the dream ends.

Two nights ago I was having this dream about this gigantic water park and I was in a huge lazy river with a bunch of random people. The river was coming to the end so I was preparing to exit as a bunch of lifeguards were on the sides yelling. The lazy river was probably 30 feet wide and there was no ceiling. I remember the walls being pink and purple drapes and curtains along with jagged green crystals sticking out. Anyways, I step out of the lazy river and then I'm suddenly at my friend Mason's house in the back. That's when Beth and her friend Jessica step out from the back door and walk closer to me. She sees me and smiles and I smile back. She walks up to me and I sit down onto my car that's behind me as she sits on my lap. We start to kiss and I feel all of the emotion pour out of me as this overwhelming feeling comes back to me and I'm struggling to breathe as we continue to kiss for what seems like forever, but in reality lasted probably 10 seconds. We pull back and smile at each other before the dream fades...

The idea is that I'm at either my house or a neighbor's house with my friends. It's me, moo, kolby, and mason. We are idealy on the outside of the house on this huge deck that overlooks a forest on the right and an open field to the center and left. Moo and Kolby are on the right side of the deck that wraps around the house and it's in front of the forest. In the dream there isn't really much perception of being outside and inside the house, it's mostly switching from them both. Moo and Kolby are packing a mini bong and they plan on smoking it. Mason and I are on the center part of the deck about to jump off into the field. Out of nowhere comes this girl named Kerstin and she starts talking to us. Mason disregards her and continues to run off the deck. The way of floating into the field safely is by tying arm bands onto your phone sort of like a mini parachute. He jumps off but realizes he only has one band so he falls pretty quickly but lands safely. I take my two bands and jump off and float into this huge field and I'm having a really fun time.

Suddenly, I'm back on the deck and I turn inside to see Moo and Kolby running from a room in the house coughing smoke. They are laughing saying that my mom and neighbors are outside on the right side of the deck and they walk in. I teleport to outside of the house that's now my old house that I lived in IRL. My dad's dogs are in my front lawn (my parents are divorced but live 1 mile away) so I decide to take them home and also get a blanket from my dad's house to use as a parachute. I start to run but then realize this will take too long so I see my car behind me and jump in. The dogs and I get to the house and I start to look through baskets in his garage for a blanket. All of them are way too long so I go inside to look. I end up in a room that isn't usually a bathroom, but is for the dream. There's a huge shower and some guy is on the top of it yelling things. Also, one of my neighbors that's really young is crying and the guy is telling him to shut up.

I'm having a hard time remembering how I got to understanding I was dreaming. I was in some room with many windows and a high ceiling. My understanding is that I'm in some building that is supposed to be recreational for kids 10-18. So I'm in this room, and I realize I'm dreaming and there's no one else in the room. Immediately after I figure out this is a dream, the dream starts to collapse and the room is getting dark. I start shouting "clarity now!" as I'm looking up at the ceiling that starts to get fuzzy and darker.

The dream exits out and I'm in dark matter alone with my thoughts. I'm thinking to myself 'did I cease to exist? this isn't right...' and then I feel my body land onto something under me. Of course it's me laying on my bed, but I can't see anything and I'm unable to move. I keep breathing heavily trying to wake myself up but nothing is working. Suddenly, I emerge into this really bright room sitting on a bed. The walls are covered with long streaks of blue, red, and orange and the ceiling seems to open up into the bright yellow sky. I take one look at this place and conclude that the last room I was in was simply a dream and that now I'm actually awake. This place seemed too real to be a dream... this is experience was surprisingly very freaky and scary for the amount of stuff that didn't happen.

Lately I've been feeling pretty detached from reality and the world in general. I guess I can only explain it as being on auto-pilot where I don't really think about anything thoroughly sorta like in a dream. My brain isn't constantly monitoring what seems real and what doesn't seem real, and I think it has been screwing with my lucid dreaming and my mind as a whole.

The other night I had a dream where I couldn't even decipher what was real even with an obvious gate to becoming lucid. I'm in some field with my friend Lauren talking about something that doesn't matter. I tackle her and we start to kiss pretty intensely from what I can remember, but without any tongue. This is pretty bizarre behavior because this girl never does anything sexual at all. Eventually I stand up and we agree it's weird that this is happening. We turn around to walk into a kitchen where some people are sitting at a table. It comes into my mind that I was probably dreaming. I remember this so vividly...I think in my mind 'is this dreaming? I can't even tell' and then I double check one more time. It's obviously a dream at this point, the entire dream has stopped in its tracks... then I decide it's not a dream and it continues while I lose consciousness of the whole situation.

The dream starts as I'm in my car trying get out of the parking lot at my school. School had ended and for some reason the lot was very crowded with cars, more than usual in IRL. Everyone in the cars are the idea of the people I talk to in school and in my brain we're trying to figure out plans for the rest of the night.

The dream skips to an image of being at sonic talking to some friends.

Then it skips to me being at my house. I'm on the phone talking to my friends Sam and Kolby about plans and it concludes with them saying they're coming over to my house. I'm in my kitchen when I hang up the phone as I can see the bathroom door open. Out comes a girl that I sort of have feelings for named Ellie. She's only wearing a black bathing suit as she walks up to me and strikes this sexy pose. I think in my mind, 'am I going to have time to do this before my friends come over?' but I decide I don't care so I go over and pick her up. She has her legs around me as I lean up against a table. We start to make out and this part is really vivid to me for some reason... like I can feel her lips and the ridges in them. While this is happening I notice someone from the grade above me walks into my vision behind Ellie's face..someone named Cole. Also, I'm only in my underwear. I disregard him and continue to kiss Ellie when I see my mom has now walked up next to Cole. Ellie jumps down and falls to the ground crying her eyes out so I get down onto my knees and comfort her. She gets up and kisses me one more time before I focus my attention to Cole. His friends are yelling at him to make plans on the phone so he hangs up and says that it's always their fault for not having plans.

In another dream I had, I had some paranormal shit happen to me. This might sound weird but I think it might've happened IRL, or something close to that. I'm laying in my bed when all of the sudden I get this crazy feeling that starts from my lower back and comes up to my shoulders. It's gripping me with something that feels really amazing but also kinda uncomfortable. I don't really know but I end up talking about it in another dream to someone. The feeling is something I feel sometimes between the transition of dreaming or being awake into a lucid dream. I also hear this really distinct chiming noise or song that plays in my head as this is happening to me.

Also this morning I walked outside and everything looked really different like in a dream... like the lighting wasn't right or something. I did a reality check and turns out it was real life... really creepy if you ask me.

The first part of my dream I'm in my friend moo's attic watching some movie with him but we fall asleep. I supposedly wake up two hours later and turn off his t.v.
The big dream that I remember starts with my friend Kolby giving me and some other people a tour of a house that his family might buy. At first we're in this room this looks like Moo's attic, but it turns out it's substantially bigger. I look at Kolby and say "this looks like Moo's house" and his eyes get wide and agrees. The room opens up to become something bigger than a museum as we're on the top floor and there are maybe three floors under us as I look over the railing. The room is laid out like a mall where there's walkways around the sides but open in the middle to look down. There's a platform out in the open part and our group decides to go over there. When we get to the platform (from floating there) we see it has rows of benches and a podium like a church. It looks out to the rest of the building which is now the size of that building in hunger games where all of the teams are introduced in costumes. We decide to start preaching gospels to this open part of the building but it seems very fake and mocking. I look to see my friend Logan preaching and I ask him if he's okay with this mocking and he acts like he is offended by it and walks away. I agree to go with him and we somehow end up on a beach.
I'm now a floating being with my back facing the ocean as I look at the row of houses on the beach. In my head I'm keeping track of where the building I was just in is in relativity to where I am. I float to the ground and start walking to the left of where I was facing. My friend Owen comes in with all of his youth group leader friends playing frisbee. It gets intense as he runs past my vision and jumps onto one of the guys on the ground with the frisbee. I should note that the ocean isn't really a flowing body of water but more like a giant wall that never actually crashes. Owen screams and the guy gets onto one knee as his eyes get very wide looking for someone to throw the frisbee to.
Eventually I end up in some building that's supposed to be a water park. The room has this wall of water slides with different variations like one that spins and one that curves a little bit, but they all go straight down in vertical lines. There's a catwalk that people are waiting in line with as I'm in line waiting. The slides are free so people start climbing onto them and they interact by lifting the rider up and down in a circular like motion. I say something about it lifting me 5 feet up into the air and two ride operators are yelling from the catwalk that it goes up 9 feet. This all doesn't make any sense if you haven't noticed. I turn to my left to see some old man dressed in tacky clothing finishing a song on a piano as a group of students cheer for him.Then I woke up.

I was outside at this building as a lot of alumni from my school were coming back from college to participate in a race. We all start and I'm running behind two other people towards a water park place across this open space. We get there and start running up steps. I jump onto a slide but then realize it's not the right way to go for the race but the life guard already sends me down so I'm not really in the race anymore. I run back across the open space to see the winner who is some skeleton character mumbling things at me. I walk to my right to see old coat racks of used clothing from some place like goodwill. I browse through and then see my friend Erik there. We exchange some sentences about how they are great bargains.

This lucid was short but I haven't had one in a while.

My friends Sam, Moo, and Johnathan were at Sam's house and his parents weren't home. We were upstairs when his mom showed up downstairs so they went downstairs as I was laying on a bed upstairs. Finally, I got up and went downstairs but I was really tired from laying down so I was stumbling around and acting really drunk but his mom didn't seem to care. We go to his kitchen were some overweight man is serving spaghetti but it looks really old and nasty so I tell them that I'm going to go home and get something to eat from my house and the boys say they're coming with me but I yell at Moo to stay for some reason. Then Johnathan, Sam, and I walk outside and it's actually outside of Moo's house but my mind doesn't pick that up. I look up to see the sky is at ceiling level and it's made out of black and white coca-cola bubbling or something like that. Ding!

That's when I knew I was dreaming. I think 'yes this is a dream, Grey this is a dream!' trying to get the dream to get even more lucid but it still seems pretty dim, so I remember to shout "Clarity now" three times and it gets pretty clear. I look up to the sky to see it's a very vivid blue that I've only seen in other lucid dreams. The dream started spinning for no reason and I couldn't stop to stabilize it so it crashed into nothingness.

I'm standing at the top of a hill in my neighborhood. It's right outside of the pool parking lot and it's looking down to another hill that goes up into another neighborhood. There are a lot of other cars that crowd the lot and I assume there's a swim meet going on. Someone calls me to go there but the dream collapses.

Another fragment I'm going to a party that has already started. I drive up to this parking lot with several cars in it. I park it horizontal to a parking space and step out to see body guards walking past me. My friend Moo comes through the entrance door with a smoking device and starts to smoke it as he walks towards me. I walk up to him and grab it then smoke it as the adults are still walking by. We go in to see it's some world of warcraft style view with orcs killing each other.

I'm at a party with my friends Katharine and Katie and some guys from a different school. One of the guys is hitting on Katharine as I'm laying down talking to some girl I don't know. We decide to leave so as the girls walk into the next room the guys start whacking off as I'm watching. I remember there being an abnormal amount of semen coming out.

The dream takes place at night in a fictional neighborhood with big houses, particularly one big one at the end of a culdesac. Recently some guys from school got in trouble with the law so that is the subject of my dream.

The dream starts as we're all in this big house and there are some other people in the house that I don't recognize. It's a party with illegal substances so the fear of cops is in my mind as I walk into this empty room. On this projector screen is mario-kart being played or something I don't really remember.

Suddenly I'm outside and we're running around this neighborhood at night trick-or-treating houses, and it seems like there's 100s of kids my age running around. I'm longboarding down this hill when a car rounds a corner and drifts right around me. I look in to see it's the guy who got a DUI from my school and I get spooked out. Then we're all inside drinking and dancing in the house. A line forms of people dancing as we walk out of the house onto the front porch and there's apparently another door that leads back into the house on the other side of the porch.

As the line comes to a halt, the police show up and they start busting people on the deck. IRL I've been in trouble with the law so I can't afford to get into anymore trouble, so in the dream I start freaking out at the cops. I look inside to see people hiding in the house away from the cops. Eventually they take me and put me on trial in the senate and I'm free to go or something.

IRL I've been in show choir (singing and dancing group) for about 3 years now and I'm now a leader this year. In our show I have two solos which means a lot of pressure to not mess up, and this pressure makes me nervous every show.

Last night I had a dream about show choir. Usually in my show choir dreams I'm on stage with my choir and I don't really know the moves or I'm forgetting them, but I don't actually care about messing up or get upset over it. This is why last night's dream was so different.

The dream starts as we are running onto my school's stage to see that the entire place is filled with people that are screaming and cheering us on. The lights are very bright so I can't really make anybody out in the crowd but the people on stage are the people in my IRL choir. The show is going okay as people are doing random moves to a song I don't know and I'm looking at other people to see what moves they were because I clearly did not know them. When the chorus comes up IRL it's very quick and most people have trouble at first remembering the words and sometimes the moves. The chorus in my dream turns into a disaster. As it hits, no one knows the moves and they stop cold in their tracks along with me. This thought comes into my head that goes "no choir has ever had their entire show stop because people didn't know the moves, this is all my fault" and I run down the stage steps into the crowd crying. For probably 30 seconds I'm standing in dark matter by myself crying in my hands unaware that there is no world around me.

I don't think I've cried this hard in a regular dream over something so stupid. It was like all the sadness that is in my mind went to this moment of just balling my eyes out for this absurd occurrence. Then I appear through a door into the chorus room where we have class to see our previous dance captain walking. I love this guy so much so I feel I ashamed him and this position. I walk over still crying into my hands and lean on his chest. I'm crying so hard I'm practically yelling my sobs.

That dream ends and this morning I had a false awakening. IRL my phone plays a song and vibrates to wake me up, but in the dream my phone only vibrates. I get up and turn it off then immediately get out of me bed. I head for the shower and see there are clothes stacked up on the sink. Then I wake up for real.

Where I was before seems to be out of my reach, but what I can remember it starts as me being late to school. In real life I can walk to and from school through this neighborhood and then a forest. In the dream I know I'm late to school so I start riding this bike in the same forest in real life. I ride up onto this hill that looks down over a small creek that separates me from the path up to school. To the right of me I see some person who I can't remember riding a small pony who is also late like me. I laugh and tell them that they are going to be late. I'm concerned about riding my bike to school because I don't have a lock so it could get stolen. At the top of the hill are maybe 6 bikes laying on the ground, so I assume there are students who don't have locks so they hide their bikes in the forest for safety. Somehow I end up outside my school at the back with this small black scooter thing that's really a bent piece of metal. I send a text to someone in my first period class of math which irl I took last year. My friend Austin has his truck in the parking lot behind the school so I jump into the bed of it but then realize I have to go somewhere else.

I appear at my Dad's house with my mom apparently looking to buy the house. We are upstairs and as we start to walk down the stairs we hear something else and my mom and I presume it's a ghost. Some girl walks out from a basement door which doesn't exist irl and we sigh because there really isn't a ghost. After seeing that girl I look back upstairs for a ghost not finding anything but having this spooked feeling. We go downstairs and then I say I can't find my wallet so I assume I dropped it when I jumped into my friend's truck. I end up there looking around and then I'm at some random house wanting to go back to school. I look at my mom and tell her that I'm going back for second period to be in show choir. I don't really remember, but I think I ended up at school.

The last dream I had was in this restaurant I go to a lot IRL except the outside of the place was an old house in a downtown neighborhood. This group of like 5 people walk in, all being guys except for one girl. The cashier hands me the receipt to sign and put a tip on it, so I write "1.69$" as I looked at this girl. I sit down at a booth and for some reason the girl ends up seeing that I wrote "69" and now she wants to get with me. The group of guys and this girl walk by me and the girl stares at me reluctantly as they all walk through the exit door. Somehow I'm suddenly in the game World of Warcraft talking to one of the guys from the group asking if I could have the girl's number.

Non-Lucid Lucid

Yesterday I got home from school exhausted so I decided to take a nap. I woke up after about an hour in this really tired state ready to go back to bed. I was laying with my eyes open when I noticed I was falling back to sleep without any control. This transitioned into that dark matter state where my body is asleep but I can start building into the next dream. My entire body was very locked up with this feeling of being high/pleasure, so I started to think of what I wanted to do.

I knew I wanted to lucid dream about something that wasn't sex because I always do that, so I start to imagine being in a bar or something. I lose track of what I was thinking but all of the sudden I appear into a bathroom stall in a bathroom. I open the door and suddenly am hit with this big realization that this is so real and scary and I thought that because I was scared I was gonna imagine creepy figures into my dreams. I turned on the sink and it was all too real to me. I decided I didn't want to do this so I jumped straight up and landed on my back as the scene faded. Again I was in this state of dark matter. My body was locked up with this feeling as I started imagining something else. I decided I wanted to go back to a previous dream I had in a inflatable bounce place. I started imagining and spinning around until something appeared.

It was this room with a low ceiling but was filled with this bouncy material filled with air. I start walking up the steps to some slide when the dream starts to collapse. I yell "ILLUMINATE!" two or three times and the dream stabilizes. I round the corner with my body bent over as I jump down the slide. I land on my stomach and I bounce up about to the ceiling and fall back down onto this inflatable thing in the air. That's when the dream collapsed.

It went into another dream where I was talking to this girl named Alex, but then I returned to dark matter and decided to start up a dream with Alex. Her and I had made out with each other in my bed irl so I started remembering that moment and soon enough I woke standing up on my dream bed. I look down and see myself and Alex laying face to face making out. I wanted to be the one making out with her, so I shoved my dream self over and started kissing her until the dream collapsed.

Non-Lucid: I'm in this dark room with about 6 people. There are some people dressed in weird costumes like alien shit but I disregard it and am talking to this black guy on a couch. Some white girl to the right of me starts sucking me off and I'm laughing because it's tickling me.

I wake up for maybe 20 seconds then I close my eyes. Before I realize it my body goes numb and I can't move, so I'm stuck looking at nothing until I can create a dream landscape. I decide I'll just go back to the dream I was in before to get my dick sucked again (classy right?).

Semi-Lucid: My view appears in this old town from Europe that I believe the dream was before. My view glides through this path in the town until I come to the end where there's a wall and a room to the right of me which I believe to be the dark room I was in before. I go in to the room and it's another old town room with like fake people dead in it or something. I fly past and then I start to pick up I'm in the video game World of Warcraft and I see my character running under my view. This makes me laugh and I think of how crazy it is that my mind can remember/make up the words and quests that appear on my screen. I talk to some people who I believe to be part of some brewfest event in the game and they give me quests which are lazely thought up in my head. Suddenly the dreamscape fades to black matter again.

Semi-Lucid: I'm sitting in this state of black matter and all I can think of is trying to get back to that girl sucking my dick (I know very mature of me) so I start to imagine a strip club. The black matter seems to shift with this loud noise from what I remember as a retro mario game noise. I keep thinking of different things in a strip club and they start to sort-of appear in my vision. Then I get it all together and all at once I appear into this strip club. To the left of me is a pool table that I'm sitting at but facing right to look out at the dance floor where there are strippers. I turn back to the table to see Bryan Cranston from breaking bad in his Walter White character to the right of me. I turn left and to see he's talking to some white guy with a knife in his hand. Bryan asks him a question and there's a response but I don't remember what they were, then I turn to the front to see an italian man with a goatee answering the same question.

Non-Lucid: Suddenly my view turns normal back into a normal dream and then I wake up.

This is all semi-lucid because the lucid dream was as clear as normal life but I wasn't fully aware of the power I had in controlling the dream.