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Dream Lucid Partially lucid

February 1, 2011: I attempted the same WILD method as the night before.
Slept for 6 or so hours, awake for 20+minutes, focused on breathing while lying on my back.
I felt close to success several times, but no vibrations. Eventually I moved to my side and had regular dreams and a partially lucid dream. I did not remember to do any of the things I meant to do.

Dream: Ricky Gervais (I think?) was swimming in a small pool. strange things started happening. His body did impossible things and a few times there were two of him. I was seeing this from a first-person perspective.

Then I was in the kitchen, on the floor. I knew I was dreaming, but I was not fully lucid. There was a cat who was being mean and scared of me. I had a false memory that the cats always act that way in my dreams. In fact, they don't.
I got up and walked to another room, saying dramatically that I had full power, but then remembered that I didn't because I was still learning.
The house looked like my grandparents' house (mother's side) but I thought it was someone else' (I was not thinking clearly because I did not seem to be fully conscious).

I pulled out a drawer from a dresser and dropped it on the wood floor. It bounced a couple of feet and surprised me. I dropped another one and it bounced higher.
There was a small mirror that I tried to break with the handle of a hair brush. It didn't break at firs. I saw my reflection and I looked crazy. The mirror did break after a few hits. Then I walked through the house breaking other things, like a glass table.
Soon after that I woke up.

I have noticed that when I am only partially lucid in a dream, I tend to start breaking things for no reason. I wonder why....