Fragment of Dreams
Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid May 5, '11, Fragment 1: Someone tells me a word that sounds like Chaklasharoo, or Shakrashlaroo, and tells me it is the name of the world. I look it up and it is a word in another language that means "One pig, one spider." Fragment 2: I lie on the ground. I realize there is a cow lying beside me. She is nice and we are friends. The cow gets up and pretends to be a mean big cat. I tell her to be nice.
Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid March 20, 2011: Terrible, emotionally exhausting dreams tonight. In one, I was in an army that was sent to attack and kill innocent people, unprovoked. Later, I walked through the area and saw the aftermath. There were dead and injured people all over, and lots of damage to the building. It felt like I was in a movie, but everything was real. Another dream, same night: I was in a restaurant that was attacked. The windows were smashed in. A bunch of people held out babies and used them as weapons. The babies vomited all over the place.
Dream Lucid Partially lucid Feb. 14, '11: Just a dream fragment today. I was running through the woods, on all four, like an animal. I turned around and went back because I forgot my Mountain Dew. I passed some guy who was peeing. Later, the guy asked me why I ran on all four. I said it made me feel like I was running really fast.
Dream Lucid Partially lucid February 5, '11: 1) I was having a bad dream that I don't remember now. I became lucid and was happy to not have the bad dream anymore. I sang and danced through the house. I went into my sister's room. She was in bed and turned into a cat. I picked her up and put her outside. I lost lucidity and the dream continued for a bit longer. 2) There was some kind of building and i became lucid, or partially lucid. This is extremely vague, but can't remember anything else. 3) A girl went crazy and ran away from her father. She was chased by a creature sent after her by her father. She ran into a house (a tree house?) and upstairs and into a portal. The portal vanished before the creature reached it. It jumped for it and hit the wall. I was somehow controlling all this, like they were dolls. The girl was then in a car. I was in the back seat. She couldn't see or hear me, but I somehow "talked" to her. I may have comforted her. I'm not sure. Next I became partially lucid, but not rally. I had some control over the world, and I thought similar to how I do when lucid, but I didn't think that I was dreaming. It's more like I actually thought I was a god of some sort. I don't feel like sharing the details of this part of the dream. I'll just say that I had some influence over people and I influenced them in such a way to fulfill my personal interests. But I didn't really have very good control. At one point I sat down on the stairs and put my face in my palms. I said "No matter how hard I try, some other force thwarts my plans." It's like there was another force that was stronger than me that kept me from doing what I wanted. It's the same in some of my fully lucid dreams. But then I did get to indulge my fantasy a little bit.
January 15, '11, I had a false lucid dream. I was in a neighborhood, lying in a hammock. There may have been a cat lying with me. I was thinking of my childhood until I fell asleep. I felt vibrations in my body and somehow focused on a point in front of my face, and I exited my body (my dream body). I don't remember what happened next, but then I had a false awakening in which I started writing down the dream I just had. (should have done a reality check after waking). I wrote that I had thought I was Homer Simpson. Then, in a later dream, I was in school, looking at an online comic. Parts of the comic moved and I thought it seemed very dream like. But I didn't pick up on the hint to become lucid.