insideout

This is a repost because the original was lost in the site crash.

Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid

June 6, 2011: I am partially lucid. I see Jacqui and I tell her to go do something. As she walks away she says "Here I go, against my will."

Then I am inside a shopping place, where there are long tables with lots of pizza. As I eat pizza I try to remember the tasks I wanted to do. Nothing comes to me.
I see someone and say to her that I had something to ask her. But then I just continue eating pizza. I eat until I am full.

I step outside, in an alley, and remember my task involving stars and the moon. But it is raining and all I see is clouds. I feel like I really have to poop. A goat person (like Pan) comes at me and I possibly kick him.

Back inside, I am looking for a bathroom. Then I wake up.


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Lucid, and partially remembering my task, I try to put a moon in the sky by lifting a car light into the sky. Then I see the moon in the sky, so I think it sort of worked.
Then I am inside the house, looking out a window. I want to make stars in the sky, but it is bright and sunny outside.

I attempt making the sky darker. I am straining, as if it is difficult to do. I realize I am making it harder to do than it needs to be, and I try a more relaxed approach, like it is easy for me to change day into night. But it doesn't seem to work.

I lose some lucidity and I am naked except for a towel. My brother and his friend show up. I pinch my nose and realize I am still dreaming.
I tell my brother and his friend that this is a dream. I want them to be lucid too. I try to prove it by pinching my nose and breathing through it at the same time, while explaining how the reality check technique workds. I very clearly close my nostrils tight with both hands, and still breath easily through my nose.

They don't seem to understand at first. Then my brother tries it. It doesn't seem to work for them. He ends up blowing snot on himself, then he gets angry, thinking it was a trick, and he chases me.