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I was at some sort of party and there was a bowl of magnetized olives to play with.

A fragment about which James Bond films I like and which I don't. I pretty much don't like Goldfinger.

A security auditor called a former coworker of mine H still mistakenly thinking he works for our team, and he said that he would insist that H be fired if H still worked for us due to how he responded to auditor. The auditor met in person with me and with my coworker J. He was very pleased with J's response. By the time the dream ended the jury was still out on whether I passed this test. I knew my answer was not deemed as good as J's but better than H's. would I keep my job?

I was going to change the water in the fish tanks when I discovered that all the fish were swimming in the kitchen sink. The kitchen sink was much bigger than in reality and the layout of our home was different. I caught two of the fish at once into my bare hands and carried them into the fish tank. As I was carrying them they were struggling in my hands and it occurred to me that doing two at once may have been a mistake. I would have to transfer the rest of the fish one at a time. The fish tank was almost impossible to see into, so I cleaned the lights, and that improved visibility. Then I told a woman (don't remember who but in my dream she was familiar and belonged) "When I cleaned the lights that did it." She was amazed that all it took was the cleaning of the lights.

Fragment: there was a large maelstrom in our toilet but it was not going down.

Another dream "False Friend": I was giving advice to my older son. Apparently another kid had told him that he wanted to be friends with him again, and did something for my son, and expected my son to do something for him in return now. And my son had told that boy that all he ever wanted was to be friends again. And I rather thought that the kid wanted to be friends again because he wanted something from my son. I advised my son to tell this friend that if he betrays his friendship again, he will not be his friend for good.

In this dream I got to rescue some fish from a fish tank that someone was closing down, and I put the fish loosely into my purse, and they somehow staid alive in there. Then I was actually inside a huge tank like a swimming pool, and I was supposed to release the fish. The challenge was how to release only the freshwater fish. When I opened my purse the saltwater fish got out and got away and I had no chance to catch them here. I consoled myself that even though they were saltwater fish in a freshwater tank, but all the fish in my purse had originated in one tank, and somehow survived, so maybe they would again.

When I woke up I remembered another dream or fragment, nut now it's mostly gone. I remembered there was something I wanted or wanted to do but my husband said it was obsolete, and then I got a phone call confirming it.

In my dream my husband wanted our almost 5 year old to take a potty training class (which he no longer needs). The class was to be held five times a week on every school day. he downside was that this class made cross dressing more likely. Now in waking life my five year old boy is in a phase where the idea of girl toys or the color pink are immediately dismissed as for girls, so cross dressing is more likely for my husband than for my son, and my husband is definitely not a cross dresser.

A strange woman? Troubleshooting?

While I recall no dream, but I also do not recall lying in bed awake at 3am worrying about everything and having a hard time falling asleep. So it was a better night than many recently.

I was supposed to suggest testers at work, but I did not respond in time, so my boss said it was too late to suggest, so I should just approve the list someone else suggested.

This was a NyQuil night. I slept like a log for the first part of it. Awoke after midnight. Drank warm milk. Spent some time on DV. Went back to sleep. This morning I don't recall dreams, but I feel better than in the evening.

Fragment 1: I was considering buying an abandoned house, just me without my family. But the light kept failing. I decided to buy it anyway. Was the house abandoned? Was there a man hiding there? Was it a ghost?

Fragment 2: we somehow found and adopted an abandoned girl into our family. My sons seemed to get along with her. She seemed a bit older perhaps than my older son. However, due to being abandoned there were things she did not know. I had to explain to her the difference between a boy and a girl.

In this dream I was not myself, and actually part of the dream may have been in third person. I was a teen girl.

the dream took place at some sort of gas station, which I remember being referred to as being on the 5400 block.

I was in the company of a teen boy. He had brought me to this gas station. the purpose seemed to be in order to reveal something about a boyfriend or brother of mine, anyway another boy. I am not sure though whether the revelation was that he was a thug or an undercover cop.

In the most memorable scene, some thugs pulled up in their car into the gas station. We saw them pull up. I don't know where my companion hid, but I very quickly and expertly climbed up on top of a very high sign and hid up there.

I heard one of the thugs say that they knew we were somewhere in the 5400 block (an this was not news to me - I think my companion had earlier told me the block). And then the thugs went off to search elsewhere on the block.

Out of some reason I now thought we were safe, and I climbed down and rejoined my companion. I questioned him how the thugs had known that we were at the 5400 block, and as explanation he revealed that my boyfriend or brother (anyway an important male in my life) worked undercover at a female veterinarian's office to gather information there.

I am not sure whether he was supposed to be working there as an undercover cop or working under cover to report intel to the thugs. I never did find out how that explained that the thugs knew where to find us. Where our whereabouts the subject of gossip at the vet's practice? oh and how come a vet's is such a hot spot for intel? And what was the significance of the gas station?

I don't ink any of that was explained.

I had a paranoid conspiracy theory type dream in which someone had at some point broken into system at work and probably had all the access now. I knew a friend who at some point had told me about a similar scale security compromise at his work. What we needed to establish was did the intruder likely know that my friend knew something because then whatever my friend knew would not be a threat after all. We had a meeting with several people about this, and first on the agenda was a discussion on whether the enemy likely knows about the meeting. We discussed whether the reason I knew that my friend knew was because he had told this secret to many people, or were we lovers and he spoke in his sleep. The friend in this dream reminded me of a friend when I was a teen, who told me he loved me, and I was embarrassed because he was just a buddy to me.

Fragment: In my dream my mother in law found out the percentage of our charitable donations, and she was making me feel guilty that it was less than 20% of our income. (Note: this is completely out of character for her.)

In this fragment I remember my son was under the misimpression that a restaurant we were going to was giving away free iPads.

Note: In waking life my iPad has been missing for a week. I am 95% sure it is somewhere at home just can't find it. It is out of power so cannot locate it from other device.

This dream involved ad issue that stuff needed to be updated in a database from a handheld and from computer and one could not have a server. This had something to do with a medical institute, and one of the patients came up to me while I was taking a break and wanted to know whether she could leave now. I explained that I was an IT person and could not decide that. Interestingly she spoke to me in Polish. While she spoke to me I was lounging in a chair on the patio.

So while napping I did stuff as a dream guide that was wrong. I don't remember what I did wrong but it was a few things and all of them involved gab somehow. At least one of them involved gab deleting a message I wrote. And then gab sent me a long PM about my "unhelpful behavior", and I woke up thinking that this was something I needed to fix in waking life because I like gab so much, and don't want her to think poorly of me. It almost felt like I had woken myself up on purpose because I wanted to fix these issues in waking life. But I do not remember for sure whether I really did do that - that would imply a tiny bit of awareness waking myself up like that after all.

Not long after waking up, I realized that all those issues with gab happened in my dream, that there is nothing to fix in waking life, at least nothing I know of. I tried to go back to sleep but could not, so I went into DV. I must admit that when I saw that I had a notification, I got a bit nervous. I opened it almost expecting it to be a PM from gab about my "unhelpful behavior". It was a notification about a Like.

Edit: I thought about why I had this dream. I think part of it is because in the forum where I belonged to before DreamViews I would get into trouble with moderators and part of my subconscious still expects that. However, more importantly I like to half-joke that gab is my muse - I had my first successful WILD due to gab when I first joined DV, and I still associate gab with WILD success. Today during the nap I was trying to WILD but I think I was too tired and just fell asleep unaware. But I dreamed of gab as a result.

Fragment: I think I was a young teen or college aged male, possibly an older version of my older son (not sure though). There was some school or college event that I was supposed to do something for together with two of my friends who happened to be girls but not girlfriends (one of the friends was an older version of a girl who is my son's best friend in waking life). However, I worried that I had not coordinated with my friends well enough.

Fragment: I have doubts whether I am good enough and my boss reassures me that I am.

Fragment: Something about a man going cross country skiing or hiking in the snow, and deciding to take off winter clothes because he knew that it was worth it in winter clothes, but needed to figure out whether it was worth it dressed in a t-shirt. He discovered it was not worth it.

Fragment: Something about in a school there being a staff shortage and they were not sure they could replace someone who had left. I was looking in an auditorium or some place for a place to sit, and found one, but was told I would have to sit on a bench facing students because I was not one. I think in this dream I may have been the middle aged woman I am in waking life.