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    1. Was that Eva?, House of Payne Character Ratings, Gardening, High School Biology Class, Solomon Moto

      by , 06-19-2012 at 03:16 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      06.19.2012
      Was that Eva? (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      Oh if you see me say "blonde," I really mean "blonde female," I'm just too lazy to type "blonde female" all the time, sucks I don't know her name, because she pretty much saved me.

      This blonde had to be a double agent.....and Eva was technically a double agent when she pretended to be a replacement for Adam in MGS3....hmmmmmmmmmmm, could the blonde had been her? Probably, but my recall is a bit horrible....visual recall on the blonde is what I mean by horrible...everything else is pretty much decent.



      Seems I'm at the outside of what seems to be a fortress, and Asuka Langley Soryu is apparently the one who owns this place, because I've had several encounters where she finds me if I go to a certain spot, and I have to escape out of the fortress again until she gives up on finding me.



      I believe I'm saving a blonde, that's for sure, but at the same time, there's other blondes, like Rika Shiraki, who ends up being a klutz, and some other random blonde that finds me at some point in the dream.

      The amount of dream resets, or re-entering in the fortress is so crazy, that I wonder how important this blonde I don't even know is to be going through this.

      Everything is kind of mixed, and my recall is a lacking a bit, but I'll try.

      I go into the fortress, and it's really really dark, and I believe the fortress is most likely set out at some uncharted island. It doesn't have any trees, at least from what I recalled, because the fortress itself took up the whole structure of the area.

      I tried sneaking in to the right side of the fortress, but Asuka finds me, and I get so scared of what she's going to do to me for some reason that I decided to make a run for it. There's some device floating above me that shining so many lights at me.

      Like really, there isn't any point of shining that many lights on me for one little machine, the whole fortress already knows I'm invading....ugh.

      Anyway, I have to go up a few stairs and descend down a bit to get out of the fortress, and I believe the dream resets itself. I think it takes me a few times to get it down, and to realize that Asuka chick is always going to be looking for any intruders on the right side of her fortress.

      I don't know why I'm presuming that she's the leader/owner of the fortress, but her voice....it sounded so dominating, like that bratty older teenager kind of voice, almost the perfect candidate for a tsundere.

      Spoiler for Tsundere Meaning:


      After going at it with the fortress a few times, I get closer and closer to other areas. There's one moment where I think I'm following a blonde, but I only see the back of her, and her long and curvy hair. She senses that Asuka is coming, and prompts me to duck under a table to the right of us.

      I just go with whatever logic this blonde is dishing out at me, and it seems the section of the floor under the table contains some weird objects, there's a lot of them, but I didn't bother worrying too much about them because Asuka is coming.

      The blonde, or whoever it was, damn it, it was someone helping me though, tries to play innocent with Asuka when she comes in. Asuka, being the observant bitch that she is in this dream, and I'm sorry for using that word, but she really was a bitch, god, I swear she wants to kill me in this dream!

      Or best case scenario, capture me, tie me up, and do sexual acts....something tells me that she was smirking every time she saw me....

      Anyway, Asuka gets closer to the table that I'm under, and the blonde quickly walks a bit closer to Asuka, and there's a bottle of Ginger Ale on top, Canada Dry Ginger Ale more specifically.



      Lol. Sweet, dream uses what I like to drink as a means for the blonde to save my ass completely. Even though I'm under the table, I'm able to change how I'm viewing the room with ease. It seems the blonde "accidentally" drops the ginger ale, and "accidentally" open it so that it sprays all over.

      Good, using all the sporadic spraying to distract Asuka, I like this blonde! Or whoever it is that's helping me. Asuka looks at her weird, and even though I can't tell her facial expressions at the moment, I just felt she was trying to be cautious, since I entered the fortress like.....2-3 times, even more?

      The blonde tells Asuka that everything is okay, and the blonde immediately gets on her knees and spreads her arms frantically under the table I'm in. She starts moving the objects on the floor surrounding me. I honestly thought this would be the moment where the blonde screwed up her clever tactic, but it's still going strong here!

      Asuka has that look that the blonde is just being silly with the Ginger Ale, and her constant awareness of being cautious dies down a little.

      There's a dream shift, but we're all in the same room again, and I believe the blonde that's helping me let's Asuka drink from the bottle of Ginger Ale. The moment Asuka gulps it down, she dies. Apparently, she was chewing tobacco, and since the Ginger Ale just fell from the floor, the blonde opened it, and the fizz combined with the tobacco being reactive somehow to it makes Asuka go crazy.

      She falls down, yep, she's dead. By this point, Asuka looked like someone else, but I'll just keep labeling her as Asuka because of the orange latex suit she was wearing most of the time in the dream.

      I believe there's another dream reset, and this time, I'm in the same room, except Asuka is not here. Rika Shiraki, the adult version of herself from Bible Back: New Testament *gulp* (I'm innocent here!!) looks at both of us.



      She's wearing some green outfit, like a green military uniform. She asks the blonde or whoever it is I'm following why am I here with her.

      Recall gets a little scratchy here, but I'm sure that if Asuka was someone the blonde could trick, Rika wasn't going to be that difficult.

      Another attribute that leads me to believe that could've been Eva, because she did manage to trick Volgin in MGS3 that he was her little plaything/secretary type of role, when she was just doing that to get closer to the Philosopher's Legacy roll tape (which had the locations of where the total sums of currency were located).

      Okay now for the part that still gets to me.....

      We're at the same room again, that same room that seems to be like an office of some sort. I'm under the table again, and this time, I don't have the ability to go into another perspective while I'm under the table. I tilt my head, and I see a blonde come in, she's in a green military outfit as well like Rika was.

      She turns around, and she already know I'm under the table.

      Shit. I felt as if I was going to be captured, but she just smiles at me as she turns her head at me. Seems like she's going to talk to someone.

      And she pretty much looks like Eva with her hair tied up....and it's not even me wanting it to look like Eva. I've tried suppressing the possibility of it being her, but my mind just keeps locking in on her smile that she gives me.



      Just add a smile, and bam.


      Okay...

      From this point, the dream shifts to another location, you know, going to the right side of the fortress and finding Asuka yet again...but you know what? I'm tired of mentioning her all the time, she's just a thorn on my side.

      Things get random after that Eva lookalike.


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      06.19.2012
      Tyler Perry's House of Payne (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I'm googling on the ratings for "Tyler Perry's House of Payne."

      I don't really have a liking for that show, guess I must've been really bored. One of the characters that I'm looking for a rating for is Malik Payne (Larramie Shaw). I read what one site has to say about his performance in the show, can't remember though.

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      06.19.2012
      Gardening (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I'm outside, and I'm 50 feet away or so from getting close to the entrance to an academic institution. It felt like a college, but the atmosphere was completely different, maybe it was, it's just my perception at the time, and the randomness with the dream that distracted me a lot.

      There's seems to be some kind of outdoor convention of some sort, or maybe all of the resources, chairs, furniture, etc. are being moved outdoors to fix something inside the building. I walk around a bit, and I see a table that had huge books resting, and I a few sketching pads with drawings of head models.

      I decide I should go ahead and sit down somewhere, since other people are sitting as well, and there seems to be an elderly lady who is probably a staff member, a teacher most likely, that tells everyone that they have to show that they're doing some kind of work.

      She doesn't want us fooling around, so I take that as pretending to study for something. I'm on the right side of the section outside, and there seems to be a mini-garden in front of me. Some student is watering the plants, but I'm wondering if that constitutes as "work."

      I look at the elderly lady to see her response to this student, but she doesn't really mind her at all. After that, I only remember the female watering the plants having a little difficulty setting the hose to the right setting.

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      06.19.2012
      High School Biology Class (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I'm walking down a hallway, and had that feeling that this classroom I'm entering would be one that I haven't gone to for a few days because of some circumstance.

      I see the Biology Pre-AP/K-level teacher I had as a Sophomore in High School looking and smiling at me. I think she asks me if everything is okay, and if I finished the Biology lab.

      I say yes, but I'm not really sure if I did finish it. I sit down in front row of the class, and that's all I remember.
      06.19.2012
      Solomon Moto is a Grave Robber (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      It's dark at night, and I'm near some graves, and I think I'm being informed that grave robbers are coming.

      So to find a place to hide, go inside a hole where a coffin was contained, and cover myself in dirt. I see Solomon Moto from Yu-Gi-Oh with 2-3 people wearing masks coming to take the coffin I placed above me.

      After they left, I quickly remove the dirt and get out of the hole.

      Weird...

      Updated 06-19-2012 at 06:25 PM by 47756

      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable
    2. Twin Flames

      by , 06-18-2012 at 05:27 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      I don't remember anything.

      Oh well.



      I love this woman.
      Categories
      memorable
    3. Akashic Records

      by , 06-18-2012 at 05:10 AM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      Not really a dream, but two videos related to Akashic Records, she has an interesting point on the records in general, and anyone who is interested should be able to find some kind of appreciation in understanding her perspective on what the Records mean, and how we interpret them.

      I already saw one video other than the Akashic Records, and I look forward to seeing all of her videos. I think I need to see more of these things, but still be careful to not be swayed completely into someone's thought process.

      The last time I watched a video on the Akashic Records, things happened.....wonder if they'll happen again, except with a better outcome?






      I guess you could say I'll be using this as an incubation, hopefully, to find Eva again.

      I could even say that watching the first part helped motivate myself to stop thinking the concept of dreams being self-fulfilled prophecies as a negative thing, but as a good thing. Because with all the possibilities out there, even if it may be a way of trying to gain solace that this isn't one path I can take, it did (and I hope the second part that I'll be watching soon will elevate that as well) help me that being open minded is key to believing certain things will happen.

      The same applies to how I interpret my dreams, if I believe something will come out of it, based on how I perceive, there's going to be paths of possibilities, and to temporarily refrain from mortal mentalities, maybe I can get into deep dreaming, and see other potential outcomes if I choose to.

      This feels very rewarding, not the only the video, but just a boost in confidence again.

      We have to believe in something, which will help us access other beliefs and outcomes based on those actions of now.....so whatever choice we make, we can't let the consequence so of it bring us down, but help us keep moving forward.

      Expansion.

      That seems to be a logical meaning to this life and other lives, not an absolute meaning, but a good one at least.

      Updated 06-18-2012 at 05:32 AM by 47756

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      memorable
    4. Dreamprofesser?

      by , 06-17-2012 at 07:21 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      06.17.2012
      Dreamprofesser? (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID





      Wait....did I.....nahh....but...maybe my recall is a little skewed, we'll see how this plays out.

      I took a nap like an hour or two ago, can't really remember, but I had a few weird dream I guess. I'll just combine all those frags together since it was a nap.

      Things start out in a bus, kind of like those Greyhound buses with the containers for storing small suitcases and stuff above the seats. There's this guy who is muscular, wearing a gray/white shirt, and looks like one of those gym instructors at that place I workout in waking life resting his arms on top of the seat he has his knees on in front of me.

      It didn't feel awkward until he started to sweat a little bit on me, so I turned my legs to the side instead of having them in synch with the direction of my torso. And it seems he can barely fit in the bus too, he's so tall, he has to duck his head when his sitting down, but I guess that's because he had his knees on the seat instead of actually sitting down.

      He gets up, thank god, and says,

      "I need to take a shower." I passively accepted that as something he would do later, but he's getting up to go to the back, and he opens some containers on the left side, and they have water in them.

      Lol, don't tell me you're going to try and fit yourself in there and take a shower....

      This guy is actually going to do it! He's carefully opening one container at a time, and then goes to the back of them to drain out whatever is left, and I think I helped out for some odd reason. As I'm draining the water out, I swear it went from transparent to a dark pink-ish type of color. I make sure I wash the container properly with some soap.

      It took a while for me to get the soap out with some running water because the sink was full of plates and I didn't want to container to come in contact with them. The container was basically a square that was cut diagonally. I think people wanted me to hurry up and finish washing the container, but they didn't say to me directly, I could just tell by their expressions that I'm spending way too much time on this.

      The dream shifts, and I believe I'm in the gym with my mother, lol, how does that work out? So much for reality checks.

      Anyway, my mother has her workout clothes on for a few minutes, and then suddenly she comes back again with regular clothes. She tells me she can't go on the treadmill, and as we're walking to the set of treadmills, she pointed at one that some lady just got off from.

      I tried to make her shift her hand somewhere else so that lady wouldn't think we're talking about her, but meh, seems the lady was clueless anyway.

      Apparently, the gym is set outdoors, and it rained a few minutes ago I bet, so that made all the gym equipment icky and stuff. Makes sense to not go on the treadmill, especially with all those people's hands on the bars of it, and the surface being wet as well.

      We get out of the area of the weird outdoors gym,
      (I swear that should've been another reality check lol.....who invests in expensive gym equipment and puts it outside for it to get damaged?)

      You know.....I guess it's time with each reality check, instead of asking if I'm dreaming, I should really be analytical of things, maybe that might help things a bit. I tried avoiding being too thoughtful about these things, but I guess it's time I do it again, especially since I want to find a certain someone again.....

      Okay, back to the dream, yeah, by this time, I believe me and my mother go our separate ways. I go to some random alley, and it's still daytime, but the gray clouds make it look like it's close to night or something. I see two black men, one a cop, and one I can't tell at the moment because of the angle I'm looking down at is a bit awkward.

      The cop is helping the guy carry some books, and since I was on top, I accidently walked on these pile of books, but I quickly get off. Seems I didn't affect anything, so I keep walking a bit until I hear one of them say something about people being able to donate any books they have for what seems to be a mini-library that is being set up near the alley.

      Hm...........I decided I should give a book for the cause, and the title had a "Pt. 2" to it, so I wonder where was Part 1 lol, but I just put it in the pile of books they were going to carry in. I go down, and I finally see the black man other than the black cop.

      He's wearing glasses.....


      He's smiling, he's wearing a dress shirt and some fancy dark pants as well. I didn't click for me as yet on who this could be though...I told him that I gave them a book, and I think I said the title as well when he asks me what it was.

      Then to add on to what I said, I believe I started to sing a short phrase related to the nature of the book. It just came out, just like that, don't know how I even concieved the thought, but hey, the guy digged it, so I guess it's wasn't too bad.

      The dream shifts again, and this time, I brought my mother to the same alley that I was in. We're back on the top of the alley, and since the pile of books were removed, I figured I should help bring my mother down through this gap.

      I take my time to get her prepared to drop, and when I do, she immediately collapses.

      Are you kidding me....oh god......what the hell do I do now?!?!?!?!?

      I jump into the gap, and it realized it's a bit deeper than it was before. I could've sworn that same gap was a least 5 feet deep, and that's enough for anyone to land safely.

      Felt like this time, it was 15-20 feet deep. Ugh.

      I panic a little, but I calm down, and I rush to the door where the books were going into, and I'm ignoring the same man at the time because I'm really worried about what's going to happen to my mother.

      I'm trying to find a phone, so I can call my mother....LOL, what logic is that Link??!?!? She's unconscious, and you want to call her in hopes that she hears the ringtone?

      GOD, I'm am so STUPID!!!!

      I even picked up a small cracker, and tried to dial in the little bumps on it, I was saturated with the thought of worrying that something bad will happen to her that I didn't even realize I'm fucking using a cracker to dial numbers....


      LOL.

      I'm sure the guy inside was just watching me, probably even mentally facepalming himself at the horrible skill I'm exhibiting right now. I open the door to check the status of my mother, and my vision of things right at that moment is blurred. I see a figure slowly get up, and immediately, I knew it was my mother.

      I rushed to her and asked if she was okay.

      While I was trying to explain, I was speaking at 300,000,000,000,000 words a second, so she looks at me weirdly, and then I started to slow down a bit and talk coherently.

      I told her I was trying to call her to see if she wakes up (stupid Link...STUPID STUPID!) and all sorts of explanations.

      And the same guy who was inside? I'm pretty sure that was dreamprofesser...but since I was so occupied with doing a horrible job of trying to get my mother conscious again, I couldn't take the time to absorb all the features of the man's visage.

      But the glasses alone, it could've been him.


      Some nap that was!



    5. Man in a Green Jacket, Princess

      by , 05-24-2012 at 04:32 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      05.24.2012
      Man in a Green Jacket (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      Everything is in first person mode, and I have machine gun in hand. The setting is very dark, and it seems I'm invading some kind of stone castle and fortress. I sneak in, and then I go check what's inside a small stone house that seemed to be an area where soldiers could get some ammo.

      I sense a guard, and I check the back window, and the guard starts getting suspicious, I turn around to make sure I won't get shot in the back, and then opened the door in front of me. The guard gets closer, and I tried to hide, but I was too slow to take cover.

      He notices me, and he looks exactly like the guards in Metal Gear Solid 3. I shoot him with a machine gun, and then immediately get out of the house, and I aim my gun at where the other guys might come from, and I'm right.

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      Just Exclude the "J" on his head, and that's how they looked, and the camouflage was a bit more yellow.

      There's at least 3-4 of them out to get me, and I'm already having the machine gun aimed at the head of the guard without even twitching a single part of my arms and wrists. I was dead accurate with aiming, but I still have put a little more bullets in the guards heads to even cause some kind of damage.

      And when I did shoot them, I'm not even sure if they died, this dream seemed to be those rare ones where my shots do not make a difference, and they will keep coming after.

      Then......the moment when I thought I was safe while trying to shoot and run, this man comes up closer to me and tries to shoot me.

      His hair, it's a mix of gray, and white as well, he looks like one of those people that could be a vampire of some sort, you know, the old guy who still looks handsome but deadly....the type of guy that you don't really want to provoke too much.


      He didn't have the jacket look swamp-ish like the one above me, it was a bit more of a regular dark green.

      He was wearing a red tie, black pants I believe, a large green jacket that extended near his ankles, and probably wore a white dress shirt with some kind of black vest on top of that. I couldn't see his eyes, he seemed to be one of those figures with the eyes that stay like this:

      " - - "
      (I would draw it out, but that's my best description right now )

      I continue shooting him, and I even see his life bar, but it isn't going down at all. After I ran out of machine gun ammo, I switch to a pistol/handgun, and started to barrage him with whatever bullets were left in side. This guy was also dead accurate with his shots, and I'm wondering why I'm not feeling any kind of damage....

      I'm still running while having my attention focused on this guy, and he's going really really REALLY fast to the point where I think he isn't even using his feet, he's just freaking levitating and zooming in on me fast.

      Then there's this "Mission Complete!" logo that comes up when I'm seeing things in third person view.

      Some stats show up, but I don't even pay attention to that, I'm wondering how I completed the mission if I'm running like my life depended on it?





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      05.24.2012
      Princess (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID



      I see a blonde female in a glittering and silver dress, I can't remember most of her visage, but I'm presuming she was at least cute. I think she's putting on make-up and some earrings as well.

      That's all i remember.

      Well, there's one more dream I remember, but it just involved me going through random things and meeting with random people....not really a good description huh?

      Updated 11-02-2015 at 04:36 AM by 47756

      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable
    6. Introspection in regards to dreaming and waking life

      by , 05-18-2012 at 06:08 AM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      Spoiler for This is a lot of st00fs:

      Updated 05-18-2012 at 07:28 AM by 47756

      Categories
      memorable , side notes
    7. Eva, Eva Again, Biochem Seminar, Melanieb's Older Daughter, Get Out, Ho-Oh, Sidney Poitier, Kidnap

      by , 05-10-2012 at 01:08 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      Had the alarm wake me up at several times, well, just 2-3 times, which is why I remembered a few dreams.

      Took 6mg of Melatonin before going to bed, had one moment where I could've done a DEILD, but gave up, had one moment where I could've used the CANWILD tech, but failed to cooperate....ugh...but I met a certain someone, twice.
      05.10.2012
      Eva in my Arms..... (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID



      I'm sitting in a gym, and I'm resting on a wall somewhere, and it seems that me and someone in my arms is in an area with some group of children and teenagers. She was resting on my chest, probably sleeping or something, because there wasn't a lot of movement on her part.

      I think she probably was injured, but I'm not sure. While I was wrapping my arms under her armpits and to her sides, I also touched near her upper thigh region. There were children around, but I didn't really care if they were going to see some awkward things happening.

      I didn't realize it at first, but I had to be holding Eva, because for some reason, I think I had a dream shift from a previous dream, and I don't know if it's the second time I held her in my arms below, or if that was first and this was second.

      Ugh...anyway, I had her wrapped on me while she's sleeping, and I had my hand close enough to where her private areas could be touched, but I didn't do anything else.

      Some child who looked like a kid I knew in waking life is looking at us basically groping each other, or maybe groping her, and tells me,

      "Hey you can't do that!"

      Just hearing this brat's voice pissed me off, I wanted to tell him to Shut the fuck up because he has no say in this matter, but I tell him in an awkward tone,

      "Yes I can! She's my girlfriend!"

      Uhhh did that just come out of my mouth in this dream?


      .....................looooool....

      The worse part about this dream was that I could only feel someone embracing my body, so it being Eva could be wrong, but it felt like her....I guess? Even though I never really knew how she was towards me?

      I guess she could've been alive, or I could've been a necrophiliac and had a near to death body....BAHAHAAHAHHA, that's not really funny....*cries* who knows....
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      05.10.2012
      Eva in my Arms.....again? (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID



      I'm playing Metal Gear Solid 3, or at least seeing Snake walk around in third person perspective, and I believe I'm controlling him without actually playing the game, if it is a game....

      I believe we were in the Swamp/Forest/Jungle part in the game, and I believe I was trying to hide from Ocelot, but I didn't notice until the dream resets just a little bit.

      I saw Eva disguised as Tatyana, her alias, and she was wearing the whole green outfit as well. She looked like she was waiting for someone, seeing as she was just standing there.

      There's some gaps in my recall on this, so I'll presume there's a dream shift, and it seems that I'm holding Eva in my arms again. I think there was some major fighting going on, since I saw Snake being pulled up from a helicopter, along with a few other DCs except for me and Eva.

      She looked tired and injured, like in the last dream. I go to an area in the Jungle where we can both rest. I believe I braced against a wall and sat down while holding her in my arms.

      The dream resets, and I say reset because Eva was standing in the same position I saw her in.

      This time she asked to herself,


      "Where is that asshole?"

      .........................................>.>

      ..............<.<

      ...............heh....hope she wasn't referring to me.....*cries*

      Anyway, while she's standing around, I hear the Caution music for MGS3 playing, and I think I'm playing as Snake again in third person mode. I think I had to lure Eva to go to a certain spot so Ocelot wouldn't see me.

      And the same item I had to use was a Croc cap....loooooool, okay, working with the logic, I throw the croc cop somewhere in front of Eva.


      (It wasn't the whole croc cap, just the package it comes in when you find it in the game)

      As she goes towards it, I go around this small boulder separating us, and I think I put her in a CQC hold, or in short, just holding her near her neck, but not really trying to kill or injure her.

      I think I had another moment where the dream resets again with me throwing the Croc cop near Eva's area, but I kind of threw it in an awkward position, so I picked it up, and threw it again.

      I don't know why the dream resets for me to be in that situation, but I get to Eva again either way, but I didn't get to hold her because Ocelot was still around.

      I thought he caught me, but apparently, he doesn't have any intention to kill me, he's just surprised that I'm here, I guess, and he wants me to take out all the weapons and items I have.

      The environments starts getting weird, I'm seeing Solid Snake in third person view instead of Naked Snake (Solid Snake isn't really supposed to be born right now, seeing as he's the son of Eva being the surrogate for Naked Snake???....but it's a dream, so oh well).

      The environment turns blank and has some colors of gray or silver. The whole place is dull, it's like this whole thing was simulation like in the VR missions you see in MGS2 with Raiden or Snake.

      Anyway, Solid/Naked Snake (I can't tell anymore) starts dropping his weapons and items, they just come out of him like that lol.

      Ocelot is inspecting them, picking them up, and while he's doing that, my perspective is kind of weird. I'm also checking them as well, in a weird third person perspective. I saw some letters like "p squared (p^2) and probably "q squared (q^2)" as well.

      For some reason, that has to be related to the Hardy-Weinberg equation of p^2+2pq+q^2=1......


      Hmmm, I wonder why the description on some items had elements of that equation???

      I can't remember much that occurs later on in the dream, except for Ocelot looking around and picking up all the items around Snake that he wanted him to take out.
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      05.10.2012
      Biochemistry Seminar Class (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I'm walking outside near my University, around clock tower, and it seems I'm headed for the Biochemistry Seminar course I had this semester. I see a guy wearing a fluorescent green shirt and black pants, along with a black packpack as well.

      I couldn't make out his face, but it looked like he was one of the classmates I had for the class, and he was headed his way to the classroom as well. I go the usual way to get to the class since there was construction going on from the last route I took the first semester of college.

      I tried to see if the construction still went on in the dream, but the place was gated, so I couldn't go the other way even if it was all cleaned up and brand new.

      Now here's the next part that I'm confused on which happened first......

      I go inside a building, and the carpet is green I believe, I head near a room that I assume is the class I have to go to. Then I see a blonde girl sitting near the door, and I sit next to her. She was wearing a white shirt and black sports shorts with the white lining on the sides of them.

      Then I believe I decided to head into the room, and I see almost everyone that took the class in waking life. I see that they're turning in some paper for a seminar, and it had the previous guest speaker's name on it...let's call him Pat.

      I realized something was weird and asked them,

      "Wait, didn't our teacher say that since it was our last seminar meeting, that we didn't have to turn in a paper?"

      They all realized this and some probably had a mental facepalm moment and said, "ooooh yeah."

      Even though I realized that we didn't have a paper to turn in, I still didn't do a reality check myself because I'm already finished with the course, so I guess it wouldn't have been any better to tell them that, but I guess it was better for me, because I would be panicking, because I didn't think I had a paper to turn in for the teacher.

      Since we didn't have a paper to turn in, and since it was our last seminar class last week, I told them while standing up getting ready to leave,

      "So I guess this means we can go........right?"

      I look at them, and it seems they're turning their face towards a Biochemistry Adviser in waking life that I've seen before. I sit back down and ask her a few questions like if the teacher is going to show up.

      Apparently, she's there just to fill his spot in the mean time. I was confused, and ask her why she's here, but I said it indirectly, which made it harder because she didn't understand what I was asking her, looool.

      She was talking about some theories on the white board, and was making some kind of weird model of some kind of hormone, RNA, DNA, or whatever molecule.


      She told us to watch out for any small green parts to the model being on the floor. I lean to my left side, and I check the floor, which was fluffy, and there seemed to be no green parts at all, so I get back up and watch her go on some wild tangent over random information.

      It was something like a Butter something Theory, where the hottest region in the universe would roll all over, like a dab of butter in the middle of the pan would be heated up, and the pan would lean to various sides, causing the butter to move around.

      She didn't really tell me all this, but the name of the Theory automatically made me associate it with that in the dream.

      The dream shifts, and I think the real professor actually is here. I forgot if I asked him if I can use a printer, or if he needed to get something printed, but I use the printer to the left of me, and it seems that it isn't printing right. As the paper is going down to be printed, it goes down too fast, which means things get misaligned. The paper even folds into two because of the force, and I look at the professor awkwardly.

      Then he starts talking about some stuff, and was using some headphones I had as a microphone, but I signaled him that he should use the microphone that's placed right in the middle of me. He takes it, and I move the wire away from the printer so he can have more wire to move around with.

      I'm not listening to ANYTHING this guy is saying, I just pretend that I'm interested in everything he's saying. Then I get some flashing clips of some lady in a shiny and silver latex suit, kind of like the suits one of the ladies from the Beauty and the Beast unit in MGS4 would wear when they had the name "Laughing (name)."



      Even though I'm seeing the ass of the woman, I think the lady had black hair or something, and she was crawling all over the place showing her ass off. I think it was probably Raging Beauty.

      Better view than listening to the professor....and I should've caught that the guy never taught in class, all he did was just have the filler role of guiding the guest speaker to the right place after they gave us a little preview of that they'll be talking about.

      I can't remember much after that.
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      05.10.2012
      Melanieb's Hot Older Daughter (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      Okay, this dream.....either I'm seeing someone in the future, or maybe Melanieb has a daughter my age that she hasn't talked about to me.

      Anyway, I'm looking at a photo of a hot blonde girl, probably around my age of 18, and there's this guy who has six pack abs and everything, a perfect trophy boyfriend for the girl.

      Melanieb is talking to me through some instant messaging program, but it's appearing as a small hologram instead of me using a laptop. She starts talking about how fine the guy looks, and I just take what she says about him.

      I zoom in closer on what might be an older daughter of hers, and she was pretty hot. Her lips were little big, but it wasn't a distraction or anything.
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      05.10.2012
      Get Out... (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      This same dream...I could've done a DEILD from the CANWILD tech I was trying to do...you'll see...

      I was arguing with my mother about something, and we're inside my apartment, lol that's weird......

      Anyway, I started to get serious with her, and eventually, she can't take it anymore and wants me to get out of my apartment.....um okay....it's my apartment, but okay, I'll get out if you lost the verbal battle with me.

      I look at the table to my right, and I grab a shirt before going outside. She's pointing her way to the door, and as I'm getting closer and closer....

      THE ALARM RINGS....and I wake up. Lol, I could've went for a DEILD, but eh.....I don't know what was wrong with me, that was the PERFECT association my body has made to signal me that the alarm was about to initiate.

      Oh well...
      _________________________
      05.10.2012
      Ho-Oh (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID



      I'm in this area where there's a few green hills, along with buildings with some stone gray stairs, and having an overall color of gray to them. There were a lot of areas where you hide under the stairs.

      I think I was playing a game with some random people, I can't remember exactly, and I believe I saw a Ho-Oh somewhere in this dream.

      The dream shifts to me just running around the place, trying to find the people I was playing with....

      What a boring dream......

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      05.10.2012
      Sidney Poitier Arrested? (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I'm in a house, and my mother and Sidney Poitier are with me as well. The doorbell rings, and I go check to see who it is by looking through the hole. I couldn't get a good view of them, because everything was blurry. I told the people inside what they looked like, but I can't remember the exact description.

      I head to go back to a room somewhere in the house, and the door opens. It was two cops in black uniforms that came to arrest Sidney Poitier.


      One of the cops comes in while Poitier is being hand-cuffed, and he's asking if one of us is the father.....lol wut??? I looked at my mother, and asked her if I should call my father (wait why would I do that???).

      The cop said I can call him, I think? I can't remember much after that.

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      05.10.2012
      Blonde girl kidnapped (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I'm honestly freaked out by this dream....ugh...

      There's this blonde girl who looks like she's around the age of 4-7, and she's wearing a light pink outfit. I believe she was going to walk with her friend to go home, but I think she disappeared.

      Then a random old man in horrible clothing, almost as if he's a homeless guy, comes in and grabs the little girl, and has one hand over her mouth so she wouldn't scream.

      He said that they would both have a fun time together...

      Ugh...disgusting.

      Updated 05-10-2012 at 02:50 PM by 47756

      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable
    8. Green Globe, Pool of Toy Balls, Is that a Dragon, Eva and Akashic Records??

      by , 04-22-2012 at 02:27 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      04.22.2012
      Green Globe (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID



      I don't really care too much to this dream, except for the fact that this possibly was a precursor to the dream I had with Eva and the Akashic records dream...

      I'm walking somewhere at my University, and I'm following a group of people, but the traffic and amount of people here started to irritate me, so I thought of trying to teleport somewhere....

      The opposite of that occurs, and I find myself instantly flying up pretty quickly. I look down, and was a little scared at first, but instead of trying to think about falling down, I looked up, closed my eyes, and imagine myself propelling upwards.

      Then a white light flashes before more, signaling that I teleported out of the dream environment.

      I'm now floating, and I see a Green globe, and I rotate it with my mind, and I decided I should go to Houston, TX.

      I feel a pulling sensation from this green globe, and feel like I'm being warped into the area I wanted to go to...

      I can't remember much from that dream..
      _________________________
      04.22.2012
      Swimming pool of Toy Balls? (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID




      I'm inside a play area that's full of what seems to be toy balls, or something like that? It was kind of dark though, and it seems there's always water in this area as well.

      There's this random lady who is fairly huge, and we're just floating around, minding our own business. Then the lady started to say, "Daddy?" out of the blue, so I presumed someone else was with us.

      I think I see a man who is shirtless, and is wearing dark blue shorts underwater, and the daughter I think lands on him. I was kind of concerned that her weight might cause his to open his air path in his throat, and possibly drown him or something.

      Then all of a sudden, when I go back up to the surface, the girl is floating as well, and she's wondering where her father was, and I think she's close to even crying.

      I go underwater again, and I see this white string near a drain that's sucking up the water, so the dad probably was sucked in there.

      I can't remember much after that, didn't really care too much about this dream in the first place....too random...and it was too dark for me to associate anything from it...
      _________________________
      04.22.2012
      Is that a Dragon? (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I was trying to convince some people to look up at the sky, because I'm seeing a large creature flying, and it looks like a dragon in metal armor, it had that silver color to it with some slight hints of blue.

      I think I saw a redheaded lady as well, not sure if it was Opheliablue, but I was trying to nudge at whoever it was to look up. Even when they did look up, all they did was shrug and have the "I don't know" expression on their face.
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      04.22.2012
      Eva and Akashic Records? (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      First of all, I'm glad I finally met Eva for once, she was a little bit more degraded from something...and man, this dream was scary.

      I honestly thought I wouldn't have met Eva AT ALL, but it seems the intention worked by watching a few videos about her and Snake.

      (I watched some short videos on the Akashic Records, and I wonder if this dream itself was the path for me to get there, seeing as you normally need a guide to shift you to the right path.....and clearly, I was following Eva like she was a guide....and there were guards.....so there has to be something precious within this library......)

      Watch this video first before reading the dream if you can, there are some things that the lady said like "Cairo, Egypt" and such that you'll find that my mind did some homologous association with it the people in white robes...you'll find out what I mean...I don't know why, but I was browsing through DV articles, and typed "are the akashic recrods real?" on a youtube search bar, and found this late at night before I slept.










      Things start out where I'm at an area that seems to be a green underground cave. I believe I'm in the lighter side of this area, and I finally see Eva.

      There's something odd about her, there's this type of loneliness within her, she looks degraded, used up, raped, or something...it was kind of sickening, but the fact that I still saw her, she obviously had the intention of actually interacting with me for once for a little longer.

      Her hair, it isn't blonde like it was before when she gave me the grey letter with the letter "M" on it with in a non-lucid I had a long time ago.

      It was light orange, but you see, it looked like it was like the color because someone probably fried her hair up a little, I'm not too sure.

      She looked exactly like Eva, she was quiet, but it was definitely Eva. She wore a very bright green military jacket, and she had it open.

      And I saw her breasts, she left them exposed with her opened jacket, and her nipples were pink, maybe a little darker than that. I think the point of her projection was to portray that she was used up by someone or something.

      As for her pants, it was the same with her regular biker outfit, it's just that the jacket was green instead of the usual Khaki type of color all over, and I believe she had black boots as well.


      Her jacket was way brighter than this, so imagine it being opened completely, and you can see her bare skin and breasts exposed to you, with the edges of the jacket hanging on the sides of her nipples.

      She gets close to me, but there's this type of barrier separating both of us, so she starts pushing as much as she can. I take a step back to let her open it fully, and I get closer to her.

      "Eva...."

      She doesn't look too desperate for small talk right now, seeing as how the look on her visage was a little bit depressed and sad. There were marks on her hair, and some of it wasn't complete. She was bald in a few areas, but she still had her long hair.

      I follow her, and we go up some stairs, we haven't talked at all, I merely pick up her non-verbal cues. There are two characters talking to each other, and I stay behind Eva, completely relying on her to guide me through what seems to be a library.....




      We wait for the two guys to finish talking, and it seems to be that they are wearing white robes like they're from Egypt....

      (Okay something is up...but you'll find out what I mean after)...

      I wait for Eva's cue to move, and she finally does, so I quickly go along with her, and we hide behind some shelves until the two Egyptian robe wearing characters move further to the left. Then Eva goes to a bookshelf perpendicular towards the direction she's going.

      Like, imagine being parallel to the back of a bookshelf, and one being perpendicular to you....so I quickly dash to the bookshelf, slowly moved my head up to see that there are two or so guards on the other side.

      I crouch back down, waiting for Eva to cue something to me already.

      For some reason, I decided to be a little bold, and I start making a little whistle sound to attract the guards. I believe I did that because I thought the guard was too far to hear the whistle, but they pick up the sound a few seconds later.

      I crouch down quickly since I saw the guard turn around immediately. I started to get tensed up for a little, feeling this weird tingling sensation in my head....I definitely made the horrible mistake in making that whistle....

      I have a gun in my hand, and I believe Eva didn't have a weapon at all, so I guess I had to be the support in case things get rough.

      (Normally, when I ignore a DC and get distracted with something else, they usually disappear, but she was still there....it's not my obsession with finding her that kept her there, in fact, my concern over her was temporarily faded because we're in a serious situation with the guards and everything).

      I have my gun ready, and it has a cyan laser sight, and once I realized this, I quickly moved the laser sight to the edge of the bookshelf we're parallel to, because the guard might find the laser dot....but I already knew my feelings of being tensed up and fearful meant the guards were already too suspicious.

      I wait having my gun aimed at the predicted path of where the guard's head should be...I started to get more tensed up, feel the guard coming closer and closer....

      Then I see the side of a face taking a slow peak, and I slowly aim my laser sighted gun to their heads, but they quickly so their whole body to me and try to aim at me, but since he saw that he's not going to win this one, he's shocked, and an Exclamation mark appears on his head....

      Definitely a Metal Gear Solid element there with the exclamation mark....


      (It was like this, but the mark was light blue)

      Anyway, since the guard was moving, I decided I might as well show myself to the others, but I didn't, I just popped my head over to the top of the shelf to see that the same guard told the other one that we're here.

      So I decided to shoot the guard trying to contact Headquarters through this big swamp green radio phone....I believe I managed to shoot him before he did...



      The same man with the radio phone wore glasses, a long brown leather jacket, and it he looked a lot like Ocelot when he was extremely old in MGS4.

      Once he's taken care of, at least, I'm presuming he's dead or knocked out from the gun shot, I try to aim to the other guard that alerted him.

      Then this other guard comes out from NOWHERE, and has holds a pump-action shotgun with one hand. I thought he was going to come after me first, but he's aiming at Eva, and she's still crouching down....I realized that she was too injured to react



      He came so quick, that I couldn't even shoot him because my gun didn't even fire any bullets. He shoots Eva, I get fucking pissed, and the gun magically works, I shoot the hell out of the guy.

      But instead of going to Eva immediately, I had to make sure there weren't any more guards around us, so I move forward to scan the area, and things are okay.

      I take a look at some kind of weird base in front of me, and I believe I'm looking outside the library, like the door was wide open. There was this area with grass, but the type of grass you see in video games, where everything on the floor is just mashed up together.

      I see the door to go to another base....and it's overall color is violet with some hues of bright pink....then I realized...

      "Eva!!!"

      I completely forgot about her, and I turned around, but I couldn't do it quickly, everything was going slow, the dream is starting to fade, and this would've been the point where I would've been lucid, since I felt so much emotion in this dream.....

      But the dream fades quickly..

      I wake up, but I still have my eyes close, I'm still thinking in my mind saying

      "Eva....


      Evaaaaa....


      Evaaaaaaaaa"

      I thought I should do a DEILD, but I might've forgetten the dream if I did...

      I find it funny that despite finally meeting Eva, who had a few alterations like having orange hair (redhead), green jacket, and some other qualities.......I didn't remember her saying one word to me. Not ONE little word at all...

      All she did was just guide me somewhere...and I honestly believe it was for the Akashic records, but obviously, because I was being stupid and whistled at the guards, I obviously wasn't prepared for it....

      I can't believe one careless mistake I made would cause so many chain of events.





      Updated 04-22-2012 at 03:34 PM by 47756

      Categories
      memorable , non-lucid , nightmare
    9. Kaomea as a Child????, Moving Away, Pharynx/Larynx, Obama and Homeless Tents?

      by , 04-16-2012 at 03:32 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      04.16.2012
      Kaomea as a Child???? (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I put this dream first so Kaomea can hopefully see it, and the similarities between the child and her is waaaay too accurate, at least for my limited knowledge on how she looked like before.

      Before I go on to remembering the dream, the reason why I'm assuming a girl that looks like Kaomea as a child, even though I don't know how she really looked as a child in waking life, is because of the red tank top she was wearing along with blue shorts.

      I know Kaomea has worn a red shirt and some blue jeans, along with some red sneakers in her dreams, and probably does the same in waking life.



      I'm probably in spectator mode, just seeing how things play out at an area with a lot of greenery to it. If you looked beyond the area they're at, you could see there's a large and open field, and the clouds are light gray or light blue, couldn't tell exactly.

      The atmosphere seemed like this was in the late 1980s to the early 1990s (well obviously, since this could've been Kaomea as a child). It was a vivid dream, and it had that "old-school" film feeling to it.
      (Don't worry, Kaomea, I'm not saying you're old or anything, it's just the type of ATMOSPHERE that felt kind of weird.)


      There's an adult or two supervising a group of children. The two children that popped up to me the most were a girl and a boy.

      The boy was Caucasian most likely, and by the way he's smiling, I'm assuming everybody is taking some kind of group photo together.

      He's really ready to get his picture taken, and I think they had to move around a bit, so I guess they were testing to find out the ideal order of who goes behind who and such for the photo.

      Now for the girl. She had fairly long hair, and the children here are probably around the age of 4-7? She looked like she was from Hawaii like Kaomea is in right now.

      Her skin tone was a little bit darker than the skin tone I normally see Kaomea in, but only slightly. She's wearing a red tank top with some fluffy extensions near her shoulder, well, it's not that fluffy, but it was fancy looking enough for me to pay attention to her.

      I think she was wearing blue shorts, and probably red sneakers as well, presuming whoever dressed her would want her shoes to match with her tank top.

      After one of the adults and the children move around for a little while to find the ideal positions to stand, sit, or crouch on, I get a zoomed perspective on the child that looks like Kaomea.

      She has this sort of mad pout to her face, as if she doesn't want to be part of the photo....LOL, it was so hilarious! xD

      Anyway, it was kind of cute seeing her like that.
      (in fact, I was just putting my hands over my face and shaking my head and going "awwwwww" )

      Then I hear a random voice that said how she would like a certain someone someday? I didn't know what that meant, but I'm assuming who she likes now....but it could be someone else entirely different.

      I can't remember much after that, I was just focusing on the girl who could've been Kaomea as a child.



      _________________________
      04.16.2012
      Moving Away (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I'm in a random house, and I have my laptop with me inside of a dark room. I didn't know that me and my father were going to move as yet.

      There's a T.V. flashing, but I didn't pay attention to what was showing most of the time. I get out of the room, and I go to the garage of this random house, and I see my father with a vehicle that has this large attachment to it.

      It's like a mini red truck attached to a Jeep or something, and it had a brown color to it. The driveway itself was kind of weird, a small tree was in the middle of it, and there's a really small dirt slit going parallel to the driveway's path.

      I thought it would prevent my father from moving this weird mini red truck attachment he had for another vehicle, but after looking on how it's structured, it wasn't going to hit the tree at all. Oh, and the truck itself was probably a normal red Ford truck.

      There were also random people coming on the driveway, some were merely passing through, and then there's some that stop in the middle of the driveway and just look at me or at the garage.

      I remember there being a lady with copper red or burnt orange hair. Her visage wasn't appealing at first, and the fact that she looked depressed kind of bothered me, seeing as she's one of the people just standing in the middle of the driveway.



      She's wearing a black dress, and it stops near the top region of her thighs as well.

      I can't remember anything else from that dream.

      _________________________
      04.16.2012
      Pharynx/Larynx (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I'm in a lecture apparently, but the room itself is way too short for it to be a decent science lecture. In fact, it seemed that either I'm the only student here, or there were a few people behind me that I didn't pay attention to.

      I was listening to a lecturer declare something about how it's important to remember some figure he has on the projection screen. The room is dark, so the only think shining is the screen, so I paid attention and got something out to write on to copy what's on the screen.

      I believe he was talking about something about knowing which part represents the Pharynx and which part represented the Larynx. I think he wanted us to even draw the structure of it
      (I didn't even remember what a Pharynx and a Larynx were in waking life until I checked that it's related to the throat).

      I'm drawing what he's pointing us to draw, but it doesn't look anything like what I saw what those parts were in waking life, but I blindly draw and label them down.

      It seemed like there were extensions that looked like veins on these parts, and for some reason, I decided to look a little bit more on how they looked like so that I could draw out more of the vein-like structures.

      I think the dream shifts, but I'm in the same room, and someone is talking to me one-on-one. I can't remember how they looked like at all, seeing as the room is still dark. They were giving me some transparent object.

      It looked like it was some dried up gel to preserve something that was inside it. A message inside of it said
      (and damn it, this is getting ANNOYING now...)

      "You can still pass! But you need to go to the SI Sessions!"

      (SI Sessions are short for "Supplemental Instruction".....and that's basically free tutoring that the University gives here. It's pretty helpful, but like the meaning says, it's "Supplemental"....meaning it's not wise to actually rely only on it).

      After reading it, I wasn't really surprised about what it was trying to tell me. I think I had thoughts of it either being Biology, seeing as it's only of the only SI sessions I go to other than the Chemistry one.

      (I don't know why it would suggest I do that since I go to both when it's appropriate....like I wouldn't go to one after we took a test, since those sessions would be cancelled because they wouldn't know what's going to be covered if we just took an exam....

      I thought it could've been for my Political Science class, but again, I didn't see how that could be it seeing as the material I was looking at on the screen was related to Biology in general).


      The dream shifts to where I'm outside now, and this area feels like an abstract of where I live because there's a black road in the middle, and it seems I'm sitting down on a brown bench with someone.

      The person is on the other side, not next to me. I didn't really pay attention to them that well, and can't remember how they looked like since I had my face down somewhere else.

      They were talking to me about some kind of offer, but I can't remember what. They obviously wanted me to stay a bit longer and think about it, but I'm still a bit on shifting towards rejecting it, even though I'm having feelings that I should accept it.

      I'm assuming it's something that's a big deal, especially if I'm still there worrying about accepting or denying, but I just don't know what the hell they're offering me!

      Then I decide to get up, and I cross the black road, and to my right, there's a light brown dumpster that's about 3-4 feet away from me. Behind it was a bicycle that looks like my own in waking life, and I think there's a black motorcycle next to it as well.



      Obviously, I go with the black motorcycle, and it looks pretty nice too. (I wonder if that could've been the motorcycle that Kaomea rides in her dream? Or maybe it was the same motorcycle I rode a while back in another dream where I was riding on a snake-y sidewalk that seemed to direct me in possibly finding Alyzarin? Then again, those dreams happened probably a month or two before this one...)

      As soon as I get on the vehicle, the Cowboy Bebop Ending music plays, and I'm surprised that I was passively listening to the music, even though there wasn't anything external in waking life that could've transcended to this dream.



      (I like the song, but how it played as soon as I got on the motorcycle kind of bothered me when I typed this dream out)....Obviously a song like that means something depressing was going on.
      _________________________
      04.16.2012
      Obama and Homeless Tents? (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID



      I believe I see President Obama walking in snow, and it was snowing very hard. I don't think he's even wearing a jacket, just a white dress shirt, blue tie, and black pants most likely.

      He heads towards a green tent, and it seems there's some activity inside of it. He crouches down and goes in, and I believe for a half a second, I was Obama in first person view?

      Someone inside of the tent crawls out and shows Obama what's inside the tent.

      That's all I remember.

      Updated 04-16-2012 at 11:25 PM by 47756

      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable
    10. I love you Mother, Eighty-Two

      by , 04-13-2012 at 05:58 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      04.13.2012
      I love you Mother, Eighty-Two (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I thought I didn't remember any dreams, but I remember two vivid ones....one kind of scared me, the other was............I don't know.


      Dream 1: I love you, mother



      My parents came to my apartment, though that really shouldn't be the case, it seems I still went along with the flow.

      The apartment is a little weird in its structure. Instead of having my bedroom at the end of the small hallway, there's one on the right side. There was a fairly bigger bed than the one I have in waking life.

      It's covered in white sheets, and I believe the bed head and bed ends were composed of metal. The overall color of the bedroom itself had different shades of blue.

      My mother comes in, and I'm half-naked from the top, but I still didn't get a good image of my dream body. I'm standing up and watching something from my Zune, and it seems to be some inappropriate things.

      I didn't want my mother to see what I had, so I tried tilting it from her view, and the fact that there was lotion to the right of me on top of a drawer chest made things even more awkward.

      She told me,

      "Let me see what you're watching.."

      "No....." I said with an awkward tone.

      I think she smiles and leaves the room. I get out of the bedroom as well after a few seconds had passed.

      I see my father is going to sit on a white fold-able chair, and he's most likely waiting for my mother so they can leave. I think I see him doing this while peaking out from the bathroom, but I don't know why I would have to hide and try to peek at him.

      My mother eventually comes out somewhere, and I said good-bye to them. I shut the door completely, quickly turning the locks to go about doing what I want to do.

      I take one or two steps before stopping completely, and then I had thoughts feeling how my mother would feel sad having to leave so quickly for a few moments with her son.

      I started to get depressed a little, and then I realized I should quickly open part of the blinds near the entrance of my apartment, and I see my mother is still in the process of leaving.

      Before she does, I tell her,

      "Mom? Hey Mom?"

      She turns around and looks at me.

      I declare, "I love you, Mother."

      "I love you too," she declared.

      I take my hands away from the blinds, and turn around, feeling even more depressed because I only said that to her to make her feel better, and it still left me speculating if I really love her in waking life.

      Dream 2: Eighty-Two

      I'm inside a building, probably at my University, and I see my current professor for Biology 112. She's wearing a brown shirt, and probably a long black dress with some high heels.

      I talk to her about something, but I forget most of them. As the conversation is coming to a close, she declares something about my grade for the class overall.

      She tells me,

      "You're going to get an 82 in total."

      (Something along those lines)...

      I'm a little surprised for an exact value that she's giving me, but I take it into consideration, and said good-bye to her while I'm walking my way to another class most likely.

      Dream 3: Where's the Hamster?


      It seems I'm in a warehouse, and there were some random things that were so unique, that it's kind of difficult to remember all of them.

      The warehouse, if you looked above to see the ceiling, it was pure black, and it was kind of spacious too because you can just hear the sound of air moving in and out, kind of like small echos of air that cover a huge surface area.

      I remembering holding a small hamster on my hand, or at least seeing one on top of something. I think I grab it and threw it somewhere randomly. Then I started to get worried, and tried to find it.

      Its fur was light brown, and its pupils were pure black, with some light glaring on it.

      My perspective shifts to where I'm looking at some kind of mini-map, and it's showing locations of where other small hamsters like the one I threw were. The landmarks on the mini-map where kind of confusing.

      I believe one was a white castle with pink roofs??? It showed a picture of the hamsters zooming in and out, and had a little alert sound like you would hear from a radar.

      (Not the submarine radars that make the deep and slow sound, kind of like a GPS system).

      I know someone else was there with me, but I can't remember exactly who. I believe I saw someone in a red outfit, but that's just pushing it before I start becoming too suggestible with the possibilities.



      Updated 04-13-2012 at 06:17 PM by 47756

      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable
    11. Kaomea & Tie Dye Blue Shirts, Ophelia's Twin Sister, Wrong Prescription...

      by , 04-06-2012 at 05:56 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      04.06.2012
      Kaomea & Tye Dye Blue Shirts, Ophelia's Twin Sister, Wrong Prescription...

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I remembered at least 3 dreams from the WBTB, but I decided,

      "Oh, let me just doze off again for a few minutes, no biggie!" Forgot most of them now, except one. I still have a lingering experience from it.

      Dream 1: Kaomea &Tye Dye Blue Shirts....
      (DILD)
      Spoiler for Speculation and Insight:






      I do a nose plug RC somewhere in this dream, and just saying, "I'm dreaming..." a few times. Then after I stabilized for a little while, I believed I could start running fast to find Kaomea.

      "Okay...let's do this!"

      I started to dash towards some gray wide road, and then I see that I'm at a high level somewhere, and I needed to land.

      I go back a few feet away from the ledge, then I started to run as fast as I could and tried to jump far. I did a regular dash jump, and was feeling myself floating down.

      This was a moment where I thought I would lose lucidity, I tried my best to accept that I was dreaming as a means to keep stable , and looking at the ground still made me have brief moments of predicting how it would feel to land, including thinking about a horrible landing...

      Throughout the process of jumping from this high ledge, I believe I was rotating my arms in a weird motion, probably my attempt to fly or something. I landed safely, still feeling that rush from jumping from a high ledge.

      The environment....I remember it looking as if it was going to rain....the sky....it was light gray....and I see this weird looking building in front of me.

      I want to say it was probably a pyramid/temple....it looked a bit old (go figure...), it was dark gold I think, a little dirty and all.

      (Maybe it was a desert....maybe it was a construction zone...I don't remember, but I do remember another lingering experience after this).

      I believe I jump on top of this abnormal pyramid structure, and I go inside some dark hole on the top of it. I land and find myself in an area where there was several light blue shirts, kind of like tye dye shirts, but with just various shades of blue.

      There were these stationary clothes hangers with some plastic chest torso bodies like they're being put up for display.



      As far as lucidity goes, that's all I can remember for this dream. I did remember seeing a lady in red, and I would love to admit that it could've been Kaomea.

      Maybe she (or some other DC that probably looked like her...I don' know...) told me to go somewhere because we both to take care of a few things, but I'll just have to leave this dream for speculation, or wait until Kaomea makes an entry of a somewhat similar encounter.

      Just didn't want to give up on the bits that I remembered...

      Dream 2: OpheliaBlue's Twin Sister

      My whole experience of this dream was sort of hazy. I believe I'm sitting down near the edge of some high building, and there's a few people there as well.

      I see OpheliaBlue, she's wearing blue jeans and a a semi-transparent shirt that has this mix of dark pink and diluted red to it. Her hair is most likely black, and it was bundled up into curls, like one of her photos I've seen in a thread. >.>

      Anyway, she tells me that I should come with her to see her sister perform some unique talent of hers, I think it was balancing plates with thin light brown sticks, something like that.

      I acknowledge her response to me and get up, but it's taking a little bit for me to stand up completely. After she started to walk a little bit, I felt like I should rest again on the floor.

      I motioned a "Give me a moment's rest" type of action to Ophelia.

      I laid down to my side, my body feels so tired and weak. I look at the ground for a little bit, seeing the little bumps on each tile of the flooring outside of this building. Then I look at what's in front of me, and I see the edge, and I'm awfully close to it.

      And the floor outside of this building I'm resting on is slightly slanted, and I didn't want to roll all the way down there, because it felt like I was at a really high elevation.

      So I get my left hand and make a fist to the ground to help with getting up, I managed to extend my left arm to where it forms a slanted L shape, but I can't get up.

      I believe I rolled to my side to look where Ophelia's going, but here's the part that was really confusing to me.

      She told me her sister would come, but to me, it looked like she had twin sisters, or I'm seeing another image of her.

      Ophelia has the black hair, and the other person that is probably her twin sister has her hair dyed red, with a few traces of black.

      That's all I remember for that one.

      Dream 3: Wrong Prescription



      I riding my bicycle near some parking toll booth entrance. In my hand, I was showing the person inside the booth about a wrong prescription apparently.

      I guess they analyze and do customer service with pharmacy related issues as well.

      The lady was asking me a few questions, and I told her that I never opened the bottle before.

      Then for some odd reason, I open it, and take a pill, but I didn't swallow it immediately. I let my tongue make various forms around it, and it tasted a little bit like any regular hard capsule vitamin/pill.

      Then I realized what I did, felt depressed, and said,

      "Never mind........"



      Updated 04-06-2012 at 06:10 PM by 47756

      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid , memorable
    12. Alyzarin and X.A.N.A., Melanieb works for a Private Company?

      by , 03-27-2012 at 05:46 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      03.27.2012
      Alyzarin and X.A.N.A., Melanieb works for a Private Company? (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      Okay, the second dream I remembered, I had no intention of finding Melanieb, but it seems when I was joking around that I would find her, my mind actually associated her being half-naked at one time banning me from the ban the person above you thread. (in waking life that is)

      Dream 1: X.A.N.A taking control of Admin Alex?

      I'm outside near the entrance of a building, a group of people are trying to help a person to get inside, apparently they were impaired or something like that.

      I wait for them to finally get the person in, and I go inside the building. I think I go on a computer where I started to chat with Alyzarin, I can't remember exactly what we said, but apparently, Admin Alex banned us from chatting with each other.

      It wasn't even Dream Views, it was most likely MSN chat, but I couldn't get reach of her at all. The environment I'm in right now speculating what the hell is going on is me in a mini-computer lab, but it had a resemblance of a small library as well.

      The carpet is dark blue mixed with colors, like most dreams I've had where I was near computers, and suddenly, the reason why Alex banned us was because X.A.N.A. took control of his network?

      I'm assuming it's the network since X.A.N.A. was a multi-agent program that would hack into things electronically, like disrupting a transaction of some missle weapons exchange for instance.

      Everything is in spectator mode now, I see Jeremy and Ulrich together, it seems they already know what's happening.

      There's music within this dream that resembles William's Theme 1, and some of the second part of it.



      Ulrich tells Jeremy he has to do something, and gives Jeremy two silver keys I believe. He told him he has to go to the factory by himself.



      I don't know what Ulrich has to do, but since it's a X.A.N.A attack, he must be trying to distract one set of enemies so that Jeremy can sneak to the factory and go to the Supercomputer.

      For some reason, there were some moments where I was Jeremy, and then my consciousness shifted back to spectator mode and seeing things in third perspective.

      I believe one moment where I was Jeremy was when Ulrich gave me the silver keys, and I started to dash out the building immediately for some odd reason, instead of asking Ulrich where specifically I should use the keys for in the factory.

      I think I'm out of Jeremy's body after a few seconds of running, and he calls Ulrich on the cellphone for a more exact location to use the silver keys.

      Ulrich tells him, and I can't remember where he said, but by the time Jeremy finishes his call with Ulrich, he's maybe 50 feet within walking distance from the factory.

      He had two options, go to the bridge where he would go inside the factory, slide on the rope to land on bottom level, head to the elevator and get to the supercomputer......or to swim to the other direction to make the sneak attempt more successful.

      This seemed to resemble one of those moments where Jeremy had to do something risky, because he was the brains of the group in Code Lyoko where he would do all the supercomputer work to transfer them to the virtual world called Lyoko.

      He picks to swim across a fairly wide lake. As he's swimming, his hand loses grip on the silver keys, and this is when I made another transfer into his body, went under lake.

      Underwater itself was scary for me, it was pitch black, and the water has a moss type of green to it. But I could not waste time trying to be a wimp, so I looked quickly for the keys, and found them still near the water surface going down slowly.

      I grab them before they go into the pitch black area underwater, and went back up to the surface. I'm back in spectator mode again, and Jeremy is trying to swim quickly.

      When I was looking at him swimming as fast as he could, no one was really behind him, so I wondered why he would go that quickly in the first place.

      I spoke too soon.

      A huge shark is maybe 5-6 feet away from him, and it opens its mouth and just charges for Jeremy. Instead of being afraid and just floating in the water, Jeremy closes his eys and starts swimming even faster.

      Jeremy finally gets on land, and rushes quickly to a remote section of the factory. The overall setting of the factory is dark green, and Jeremy is going to a room where there's scanners completely different from the main ones near the Supercomputer.

      He inserts some gold object on a smaller version of the scanners, like it served as a medium for an outfit he could wear.

      Then, the most craziest thing Jeremy did in this dream, was going into a SCANNER.

      He only went inside a scanner ONCE in Code Lyoko, and that was because he had to go into the fake reality X.A.N.A. created and save Yumi, Ulrich, and Odd that didn't know they were in one.

      The scanner doesn't look like it's closing, or it just has a transparent medium that closes. The scanner is starting to activate, and green armor or some type of material was being attached to Jeremy's body!

      After the scanning was complete, the last I remember of this dream was Jeremy going through the small vortex to get into Lyoko.

      Oh, now I remember. When he goes through the vortex, he meets a group of DCs that show him a portal to another dimension, but that's it.

      Dream 2: Melanieb Works for a Private Company





      I think I'm on some webcam software, and I see a female half-naked. At first it looked like she was only half naked.

      The quality was so amazing, it was like super HD, her hair and everything, it just amazed me, I honestly felt like I was in bed with her.

      I knew it was Melanieb, I don't know why, probably the things she told me later on in the dream, but let's focus on her being half-naked.

      I asked her,

      "Shouldn't you be concerned if people take a picture of you half-naked?"

      She replies, "I don't really care."

      So I'm assuming it's just a video cam between the two of us. But again, I don't remember using a laptop to see her, so I'm presuming I was in bed with her. She put her arms to the back to rest like she's leaning on the bed.

      It was like when I gave Kaomea her Gynecology exam, except Melanieb wasn't here for one, she laid there with her private parts exposed to me. I couldn't remember the exact color of her hair, it was slightly curly, and it probably was dyed at the time.

      She's in the Spread-eagle position, except she has her top torso elevated, and her legs are elevated a bit so she can give me a full view of everything, and I mean everything.

      I honestly do not know why I was not lucid, this was just that moment where she's practically exposing herself for me to explore and do anything to her, and I'm not aware of this.

      I look at her breasts, and they're pretty huge, like, not like huge huge, just huge to where it just becomes eye-candy. Her nipples are light brownish, like a really faded color of light brown.

      And how parts of her hair hanged out on her breast, seeing it stream down to the cleavage, and to the sides made it look like she was some kind of Amazon Queen or something.

      I could hear her breathing as well, she's doing it pretty slow, and I just don't know how to respond to this amazement.

      The bedsheets where probably brown overall as well, maybe white, but I do remember things being brown overall in the dream. I think it was at night she lured me to her bed in this dream.

      I couldn't do anything but just look at her exposing herself to me, she's smiling at me too, just waiting for me to do something.

      After just staying still and practically having my eyes twitching wondering if this is real or not, I have a dream shift to where things are in spectator mode for me again, and Melanieb is the narrator apparently.

      She tells me that Dream Views is a site that believes dreams aren't a reality, and the company she works for is in it for making dreams become a reality?

      I see several scenes pan over each other like it was some kind of trailer or something. I saw a library, office, etc.

      I can't remember anything else after that.

      I can presume that I saw the office and library because I think Melanieb said she was an editor before, which probably led my mind to associate things for that.


      (I just know it has to be her because she's the only one in the dream, and if I had a dream before where I see Kaomea up close, it just had to be Melanieb).

      Maybe she didn't remember this at all, but I just can't help but feel mad that I didn't do anything to her. She was just begging for me to touch her......






      Updated 03-27-2012 at 09:30 PM by 47756

      Categories
      memorable , non-lucid
    13. Lucky Streak, Parents and Store, 3-Pointer & Hallway, Alyssa & female, Kyoto Sushi, Wayne Brady?????

      by , 03-24-2012 at 08:51 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      03.24.2012
      Lucky Streak, Parents and Store, 3-Pointer & Hallway, Alyzarin and another Female?, Kyoto Sushi, Wayne Brady Attack (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I slept for a good amount of time, and woke up after a few dreams, which helped with me remembering certain categories before I slept again, so it helped tremendously with dream recall.

      Dream 1: Lucky Streak



      I'm in some type of old temple, and I'm getting all sorts of rare items on Runescape ranging from Dragon Implings to getting Verac's helm.

      When I was searching inside of this temple, I go to my right, and find all sorts of gold, actual gold, not game gold. I saw pieces of meat in this stash, and was moving it around, there was a lot in this stash.

      Dream 2: Parents and Store

      I'm with my mother and father again, and we're going inside this store that's fairly dark, and it seems that it's our first time in this store. There's this Asian teenager who is probably around my age, sitting down in the middle of the store, probably just waiting until we're ready to buy.

      My father is telling my I need a Transcription folder, I ask him why, but I can't remember if he responded to me. I shows me a folder that I can start using from the store shelf, and I go ahead and just take it from him since I felt I shouldn't care much over arguing for a folder.

      My mother is buying a purse that costs like $59.99, and it looks a lot like the purse she's holding in the dream, only this time, it's round. The purse has that light brownish straw time of structure where the base is composed of being layered, kind of like the top of an apple pie.

      I look at the purse she's buying and the purse she has on her wrist, and I almost wanted to tell her to not buy it, but I just stay in the back and let my father pay everything. After the finalize the payment and all that, I think the dream shifts.

      I'm in the same store, only this time, I'm by myself, and I go there to buy some gum. I head to the same section where I bought the folder in the previous even before this first dream shift, and find the pack of gum is right there.

      It's one of those single packs, and I thought it would be cheap, but apparently, 5 small packs of gum costs $7.00???
      (I wasn't concerned about the price in the dream, just when I was awake).

      I got one pack of gum, go to the cashier, and said I'll go and get more, I keep doing this for a while, and then he gets annoyed. He said he'll drop the price to where I buy a certain amount of packs for a what seemed like a cheaper price.

      But I keep going back and forth for a while, and now he's practically begging me to make a decision by trying to come up with random offers that tempt me to stop going back for more gum.

      I can't remember what happens next, but I do now there's another dream shift in this same store.

      Dream shifts, and I'm in the same store again, but this time, the guy is showing me some videos that he made apparently. I told him that I'll watch them, just to be nice because he already set me up in a situation where if I said "No," he'd probably be sad because no one wants to see his videos.

      I believe I sit down, and I watch the videos, and you know how you pretend to laugh just to make the other person feel better to think that they're funny?

      I did that, but to the extreme, after watching more scenes of the videos, my laughter started to augment to the point where I had to breath for air for a few seconds, and then laugh insanely, just to make the guy feel a little bit better.

      He didn't seem like the person to enjoy the job he has as a cash register in what seems to not be a popular store at all. After the video is done, I go up to him, still retaining my cheerful and pretentious acts of laughter and shake his hand.

      I told him, "Man that was funny!!!!" as I'm continuing to laugh. Then I told him, "See you later!" and he looked happy that I enjoyed the video.

      After I turn my back on him, I'm shifted into a different dreaming environment, and now that he's out of my freaking sight, it took a while for me to alter my visage because my cheeks were still a bit elevated from those series of false smiles and laughter.

      It felt weird suddenly being happy and having a demented demeanor, but I didn't care, I didn't find the videos funny at all. To the right of me, the Third Tsuchikage from Naruto Shippuden seems to be in a tight situation.



      Some type of material, it looks like it's a clay material or something that traps his arms and parts of his thigh region from moving.
      (Now that I'm awake, I think this is an association where I was watching Naruto Shippuden Episode 255 yesterday, but.......
      Spoiler for Spoiler:


      I believe I'm in third person perspective, or in spectator mode, and I see Tobi in his new mask and outfit from the anime. I can't see his eyes, the mask makes them pitch black, and he's looking down at the Third Tsuchikage as if he's going to use his visual prowess to interrogate him.



      There are also people or creatures in white that are holding spears maybe 1-2 feet away from the Tsuchikage's neck region, and they're all in a radial formation, probably to make sure that if he tries to escape, they can easily stab him and kill him.

      I can't remember what happens next.
      (It would make sense that I don't know what happens next because in Episode 255, there's another cliffhanger on what Tobi is going to do to the hostage).

      Dream 3: Insane 3-Pointer shot & Line created Hallway


      Now that I'm awake, this dream was so random and just plain weird.

      I believe I'm in first person perspective for this part. I think I'm part of a team in a Basketball match, but there isn't a crowd or anything, it seems to be just for fun or something. (I don't like Basketball nor have I played it as a sport, don't know why I wasn't aware of this in the dream....).

      Apparently, everyone is so amazing in this dream that it's really hard for both the teams to actually make a decent shot to the basket. There were several moments where it looked like one team was going to make it, but there were so many insane rebounds that it started to get irritating.

      There were a lot of mishaps as well, like the ball rolling down the court because one person lost control of the ball after the person try to do a steal, but it always ended up being one person getting it back really quick, and then another doing a another steal.

      After this really really irritating process, finally someone makes a shot to the basket, but they had to be really close to it so that they wouldn't get rebounded.

      Everyone starts to cheer for the team that the person who made the shot in, and I'm still not aware if I'm on that team or the other team. But while they're doing their little group together, a crowd suddenly manifests out of nowhere.

      I have a basketball in my hand, and I decided to why not try to attempt to make an 3-pointer? I go beyond the line that is needed for the shot to be a 3-pointer, and I make it with ease. I tried to remember how to hold the ball and all, and I honestly thought I wouldn't have made the shot because it was just awkward holding the ball, but I did it.

      I don't think the crows really cared much about the almost impossible shot I just made, maybe a couple of "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHs," but they were focusing on the winning team. I wonder if I was just the half-time segment, but the game was over, so I don't think it could've been me being the half-time "entertainment."

      Everyone starts lining up, and by this time, I forget about the basketball players completely. Everyone is forming a line from two sides to make a small hallway for random DCs to pass by them and touch their hands or something like they're celebrities.

      There were a few familiar faces, but just by the outlines and some basic parts of their visage. I noticed that all the female DCs that pass through this line created hallway wore transparent white gloves.

      And when I touched their hand, something felt wet, like they dabbed some hand sanitizer in advance before interacting with others.

      I wondered why they would do this if they were wearing gloves, but I guess it was for the safety of the fans or people touching them, since there were a lot of people where it would be a concern about germs spreading.

      Then things get even weirder, now the whole thing is like a miniature parade. I see glass containers passing by, and Stewie from Family guy is nearly in all of them in different positions.




      I put my finger near the glass, and Stewie is extremely engrossed with the movement of my fingers because his eyes are moving around to find the finger's path like a hawk.

      Then another glass container of Stewie appears, and the last one I believe is where he commits suicide by shooting a gun right at his face, but I didn't see the animation for it, he was just dead laying on the floor within the glass container.

      I can't anything else from that dream.

      Dream 4: Alyzarin or her potential Dream Guide?

      I'm in an environment that represents a section of Texas A&M at College Station. There are a lot of trees and most of the walking paths have the same composition with the gray pebbles and rocks plastered to make a smooth but slightly bumpy surface to it.



      I believe I was sitting down with a female. I think she was blonde, bleached blonde hair to be precise.
      (Alyzarin told me how her DG looked like she was bleach blonde in her last DJ entry where the DC appeared really fast near her, and how she tried to kick the DC out of reflex).

      I don't know what I was talking to the woman for, but I do remember her getting off the stone bench outside that we were sitting on, and she was about to walk over some weird looking puddle of water that made fairly long distance from one side to another.

      I tried to motion my hand to inform the girl to not cross it over. To me, I could feel like the water was acidic to where it could damage the girl. I believe she catches my hand motion, and walks to the left, avoiding the water.

      I couldn't tell her expression, and I basically watch her carefully, because I felt like she was a bit ditzy at the time, and I didn't want her to go over the acidic water. Even though she looked like she was confused
      (Alyzarin told me she does tend to do ditzy and random things in her non-lucids) she felt like an independent being rather than a DC that disappeared if I ignored them for a while. I couldn't really control her actions, or make her disappear

      (This is the reason why I believe it could've been Alyzarin or her potential Dream Guide, because most of the time I meet a blonde in my dreams, they were more concerned about me rather than me being worried about them).

      She goes somewhere safe, probably 10-20 feet of where I'm still sitting on the stone bench. It seems to be some stone structure that can be use as desk (to some extent) for writing notes or something.

      We're still outside of course, and after awhile, I decided to get up come closer to this female.

      I wanted to call out her name, but I felt that I shouldn't because for some odd reason, I felt like I was being watched by another person, or maybe I was just paranoid of the few DCs that were randomly going their own ways.

      So what I did is take out a random blank college ruled paper, and I believe it was folded already, or I actually was folding it a few times to make it into a smaller rectangular shape.



      I'm close to the female, a little bit too close, but that wasn't an issue with her. I took out a blue ink pen, and before I write anything down, I look around to make sure no one isn't near me, and I started to write down a message to her.

      I think it was acknowledging why I did the hand motions to her because I was concerned that the stagnant water was bit too acidic for her to cross safely.

      I believe the same female I'm near was wearing a green shirt (or some set of cool colors from blue to green), with a small dress jacket and wearing a dress bottom.




      (Now that I'm awake typing this, I noticed another DC, but I didn't pay too much attention to the person, but now I'm getting collective events from this, this really is something worth noting).

      The female (I'm sure it's a female because of the description I'm going to give right now) who is right next to this female I'm giving the note that could be Alyzarin's DG or her, she has short black hair.

      (Alyzarin told me the girls she met in a recent DJ entry, she had short black hair, kind of like the lady on Melanieb's avatar when I asked for more description of the girl she met in a conversation I had with her).

      The reason why I'm concerned about this, is because I know I was paranoid about other DCs near me, because I didn't want to them to see the message I was giving to the female that could've been Alyzarin or the bleached blonde she met in her dreams.

      And if there was a DC near the female I was with, obviously, I wouldn't have continued finishing writing my message to her, but I didn't even mind the lady with the short black hair's presence at all.

      In fact, I think I was mentioning this message to the BOTH of them. The short black haired female is looking down at the message I'm writing along with the bleached blonde.

      After I finish writing it, I think I give it to the female close to me.

      I can't remember what happened next from the dream. But from what I'm interpreting from it, there's three possibilities:

      1. I met Alyzarin in a non-lucid shared dream, who is probably blonde or bleached blonde in real life (or her dream body), and the black haired female is the person she met in a Dream Journal Entry of hers.

      2. I met the bleached blonde that had super speed in another entry Alyzarin had, and the black haired female with short hair was probably Alyzarin's dream body or both her waking life body and the dream body.

      3. I met both two women that Alyzarin met in her two entries, and not Alyzarin herself.

      So maybe I was giving a message to whatever possibility it could've been to the two females I'm close to.

      I can't wait to see Alyzarin's dreams now. But don't be suggestible to the things I experienced though.

      To contradict what I said about being highly suggestible, the bleach blonde I met, I believe she had freckles, and that just augmented her pure state.

      Everything about her was so....innocent and naive, and yet, I could tell that she could hold her own just fine. It's just...I don't know...that just made me attracted towards her.

      Dream 5: Kyoto Sushi Restaurant

      It's night time in this dream, and I'm at the intersection where there's several bars and other fast food mini stores in front of me.

      It seems I'm heading back to my apartment, seeing as I can see the fast food areas in front of me. When the green light turns on, I immediately get a good speed from my bicycle.

      I turned my face to the back to see if there were any vehicles behind me, and I wanted to signal that I wanted to go left to the area where people hanged out in bars and payed for parking.

      There's this red ford vehicle I believe, but before I could signal my left hand that I'm going left, it seems the person knows I'm trying to move to the lane they're in rather than me staying on the bicycle lane.

      But I was confused because they slowed down, but I also didn't want to advance forward even if I did acknowledge them slowing down for me to pass by.

      I let the vehicle pass, and immediately went on the other lane to my left.

      The lane to the left of me (which would be the right lane if I was going opposite) had some cars lined up, and normally when the "Walk" signal initiates , when it's almost close to 0, usually the lane to the left of me are able to go ahead and move.


      I believe I still hear the timer making the beeping tick sounds, so I quickly steered left to the shortcut I take, just in time before the vehicles lined up started to move.

      Then for a few seconds when I was steering to the left, probably a few seconds of slow motion, I see the Kyoto Sushi Restaurant that I go to sometimes. The lights inside the place are dim, as if they're closing, but I knew that they should still be open until 2 AM I believe.

      I had the temptation to go go park my bicycle to the metal bars for it to the right of the mini-restaurant, but I decided I shouldn't waste my money when I could just use the food at my apartment.

      But the dream shifts to where I'm suddenly teleported inside the Restaurant, and the blonde female waiter that I usually meet who knows what I want since I only come for Chicken or Beef Fried rice asked me if I wanted it To-Go.

      I say yes, and I'm still puzzled on why I was here. It seemed the place wasn't getting a lot of business tonight, and the blonde waiter was excited that someone like me came inside.

      I could see the look on her face that they finally got someone to place an order, and that sort of made me feel more sympathetic that when I got my meal (which I already ate even though it was supposed to be To-go), I told them I'll be back really soon.

      So in response to that, another waiter was nice to me to open the backdoor to the restaurant for me to head to my apartment. She had to push the door and stay on the side to keep it open for me to head out.

      I go outside, and now I'm walking to my apartment, and I tell them again that I'll be right back, and it seems they're really happy for this.

      Then I noticed, they have my bicycle inside the store, but I ignore this because I'll be coming back anyway. The dream environment is completely different now.

      Instead of going through Traditions at Northgate's parking garage (outside the entrance of them, not within them) and the bicycle racks set to the right like normal, the place is completely barren with just green grass.

      There's a gray metal fence, and I tried to find an metal door to go through, and I see there's one to my right that is open. I go to it, and it starts to rain a little bit, the path that I'm taking is a diagonal dirt road.

      I figured that since it's drizzling for a little bit, I can go ahead and run in this path without worrying about my shoes getting muddy. As I'm near the end of this off-road path, I see some people hanging around near a mini-apartment complex.

      It should've been an abandoned house from waking life that was near my apartment complex, but I ignored this abnormality.

      As I'm running towards the end, I hear some guy having a conversation with probably two females, but I didn't pay attention to their facades or body composition too much, just voices, and I knew people were outside.

      The guy was talking about how it could run from her to Katy Mills in under an hour. I'm still running to my apartment, and I have his words lingering in my mind for a moment.

      How could someone run from College Station to Katy Mills if getting to Katy takes at least a 90 minute drive with moderate traffic.

      This was probably the moment that would've made me lucid because I was analyzing for a few seconds on that abnormality of how he could run that fast to Katy mills, but the thought disappears sadly.

      I turn my attention to going inside my apartment, and I checked my wallet to see how much physical cash I had, since I didn't want to use the debit card for it to show up on the bank statement or whatever.

      I believe I had three dollars, just like I did in waking life, but as I'm going through counting the money anyway, I see one five dollar bill.

      Then another, and another, and another, and probably another one to where I think I have 30 bucks in cash. I was kind of surprised, seeing as I was searching for any dollar bills I had hanging around in my apartment.

      I can't remember anything else that happened after that, but I assume I'm heading back to the Kyoto restaurant to make another order and get my bicycle back.

      Dream 5: Wayne Brady Sneak Attack



      It appears that I'm in third person perspective, and I don't realize that I'm playing a video game simulation until later on in the dream.

      I'm balancing on a high ledge beam, and Wayne Brady seems to be patrolling around the area. I have to be careful of balancing on the beam I'm on, and the beams that I will be jumping off from, because if I hang on the ledges with my hands, Wayne Brady will figure me out.

      He was wearing khaki jeans and a light blue sweater or light blue shirt. When he turns his back on me, I jump from one beam to another.

      I continue this one or two times, until I find I can't jump from the last beam to drop down and attack him because there's a thin and long stone column separating me from jumping to it.

      I was right in front of this, and I'm positioned to where I all of my feet are on the beam rather than only the middle section on the beam.

      The only way I could get to the other beam is if I grabbed on the long and thin stone column, and make a radial rotation with my body to land on the other side.

      I didn't want to do that because there was the risk of me falling from the beam and hanging from it with my hands.

      So when Wayne Brady turned his back on me, I dropped down, slowly walked towards him, and found he was going to turn around, so I quickly move around so he wouldn't see me with peripheral vision.

      Then when he's walking back to near one of his guarding areas, before he could turn, there's a split second moment of white streaks of light shining, kind of like how you do a Speed Kill in Prince of Persia: The Thrones. (the video below is what I mean by flashing streaks of light)



      Then I realize I'm playing a video game, because my fingers are trying to tap on the game controller like crazy, but it's not working, so instead, I think my consciousness shifted back to actually being the character trying to attack Wayne Brady.

      Wayne Brady turns around, and before he could respond, out of instinct, I tackled him, which made him fall off the ledge into a deep bit.

      (Whoooooops seems I screwed up there, but I again, I'm assuming the objective was to attack and kill him.).

      Then I hear a voice that's mentioning Jay-Z, and how if he forces you to take my vitamins or whatever, kill him as well.

      I think I did, but I can't remember too much after accidentally pushing Wayne Brady towards his death into a deep pit.





      Updated 03-24-2012 at 09:33 PM by 47756

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    14. Parking Lot, Principal, Auron Passes Out?

      by , 03-22-2012 at 01:25 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      03.22.2012
      Parking Lot, Principal, Auron Passes Out? (DILD)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      Dream 1: Parking Lot



      I'm outside, and it's night time, and I'm just going around, but it seems all I'm doing is looking at all of the vehicles in this fairly wide parking lot.

      Dream 2: Principal




      I'm laying still in my bed, with my eyes closed. I notice that lights are on, and I hear some random song playing in the background.

      I asked myself, "Am I Dreaming?" I do a nose plug reality check, and I am. I'm still worried about opening my eyes to quickly, so instead of opening them, I slowly get up by first starting to lifting the top region of my body from the bed.

      And then I slowly moved my legs to the left off from the bed and as I'm getting up completely, my eyes open naturally.

      I'm in a completely different dream environment, I'm not in my apartment at all. It seems I was resting at a room in some type of school building.

      The first person I see to the right of me is a lady sitting on a small sofa chair. She looks like a ginger, with some orange to red hair, and I can tell she's fairly shorter than me.

      I'm smiling that I'm lucid dreaming for once, without caring if I'll wake up, and she's smiling too.

      I try to form words to talk to her, but things are a little bit difficult for me because I find that when I do speak, it's like I'm speaking through a fan, basically, my voice is distorted, and so is the lady sitting down.

      She looks like she is around her 30s or 40s, and she looks like a fairly cheerful person because she's smiling at me most of the time.

      I get closer to her a bit, and I go to the right side from my perspective, which would be her left side. I look down, and I try to talk to her again, and the words are sounding less twisted.

      I asked her who she was, and before she starts to speak, things are going a little bit slow at the time. So in my mind, I was thinking to myself some negative things that she could be saying to me, like "Just randomly try to kill to me or something!"

      I don't know why, it's just that I expected something bad to happen, but then I thought, "Nahhh, she's not going to do that to me," because she's obviously happy to see that I'm here.

      The last time I met a ginger, she tried to suck my energy, but I could tell she was a cheerful person, despite her needing my help by letting her suck my energy. This one was a bit more stable.

      I believe she tells me that she's the Principal or something like that, maybe "User Principal," but that's just pushing it a bit too much on presumptions.

      She's walking with me down the hall, and before I pay attention to her (I'm still walking with her, just thinking about something in the meantime), there are glass walls, and you can see what's outside and everything.

      To my left is a mini-pathway with a lot of plants, almost like a mini-garden, but I didn't pay too much attention to it.

      The principal DC was telling me some things, but I can't remember all that she said, I think I had another dream scene split for a few seconds where she said she had sex, all forms of it, but I'm not too sure on that, because I was expecting her to say that.

      I see we're headed for a dark corner in the path we're heading to, but I didn't mind, I'm just focused on the ginger short lady beside me. I see two people outside the glass wall to my left, and it's a boy and a girl.

      The girl has black hair, and the boy, I can't really make out a decent image from him, I didn't pay attention to both of them, just for a few seconds, and then found myself getting closer and closer to the darkness in the hall way.

      Suddenly, I can't freaking breath. Shit is getting crazy, what the fuck is going on!!?!? My chest is being pressed as well.

      I almost fall on my back, but my leg supports me in time, and my hand is near my heart, and I feel liquid coming from my chest to my mouth.
      (Now that I'm awake recalling this, it could've been spit building up from resting on my backside lol, and I was probably choking in my own spit).

      I'm still wondering what the fuck is going on, and while I'm busy trying to breath, I look to my right and see the short lady there by my side still, I thought she was luring me to the darkness to fuck me over or something, but it seems she's supporting my back to make sure I don't collapse.

      I think I turn around to the left to see the couple outside again, then back to the lady, and then I wake up.

      It was another false awakening, but I slept it off to even care. I remember the alarm saying it was 6 AM or so.

      Woke up seeing it was around 5 AM. God, that freaking dream, Kaomea, I swear, that better not have been a demon by my side trying to make me choke indirectly, but but....she was helping me not fall down though. Ugh...I don't know anymore...

      Then again, it's easy for me to presume that it's just spit building up and me choking from it.

      Dream 3: Auron Passes Out?

      I'm riding my bike down a road hill near where I live. I decided to steer left to stop and think about something. I get a flashing news video clip that Auron was a college student who passed out, apparently he used a hammer or something like that.

      I think he even made his own book, and is most likely selling it through the news promotion while admitting he lucid dreams.




    15. Laundromat & Coin Machine, Girl in a Pure White Dress, Tutor, Lizard

      by , 03-15-2012 at 08:53 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      03.15.2012
      Laundromat & Coin Machine, Girl in a Pure White Dress, Tutor, Lizard (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      Dream 1: Laundromat & Coin Machine


      I'm inside some random laundromat, and I'm waiting for a vacant washing machine to put my clothes in. After waiting for a few minutes, I see one machine is almost done, and the person next to it, I'm assuming it's their clothes.

      What made me assume it was almost done was hearing it do a Final Rinse, and everything sounded light, so once it stopped, I immediately opened it and then moved back quickly. The person was looking at me in a "okaaaaaaay?" face.

      It was as if I was trying to portray to them that I was pissed that they're taking so bloody long to realize their clothes are finished, but it ended with me just holding it back when I quickly moved back; it was sort of a non-violent aggressive attempt that ended with a few seconds of feeling ashamed.

      Since it would take some time for this person to take OUT their clothes, I decided that I should going ahead and convert the cash in my hand into quarters for the machines. I walk through this aisle of machines, ignoring all the people's facial structures, and I go towards the coin machine in the aisle right of me.

      From here, I'm not sure the order of what happened, but I'll just mention what I think went on at first.

      I try to put some cash (paper money) inside the machine, and it ends up printing out this paper of useless information that I can't remember. I'm wondering what the hell is this crap is, and so in response to this random printing, I chew on the paper and form it into a ball.

      Then when it's finally formed into a ball, I get a pair of scissors, I don't know where they came from, but they appear in my hand. I believe it was purple with some white inside the holes to put your finger in, which would make sense since I have a purple one in my apartment.
      (I guess it was easier for my mind to use that association for it to manifest a scissors without me knowing of it).

      It felt kind of funny trying to cut up the balled up paper saturated with my spit and everything, but I don't blame myself for doing it, it was my fear of certain information that could've been about me that I wanted to cut up into pieces, since I have a slight fear with receipts or papers that go to the trash, but could contain information about my debit card or something like that.

      I continue cutting up the balled up and wet paper, and I really try to cut this thing into small little pieces, then after a while, I just give up and
      throw the rest of it in the trash that is conveniently placed next to the coin machine.

      I put in $5 in the machine, and I have a cup in my hand that resembles the same small and transparent rice measuring cup that I use for storing the coins in waking lief.
      (don't worry I clean the cup when I'm going to make rice in real life )

      I hear the machine jingling and moving stuff inside a little, and the coins come out through the small semi-circular dome that's upside down to contain the coins. I get the coins with my left hand, and then I realize I have the rice measuring cup in my hand, and I put them in there.

      Then I put another $5 in the machine, but it doesn't accept it, and it comes back out. I look at the money, and I didn't really pay attention too much in this non-lucid, but the face on the dollar was Benjamin Franklin instead of Andrew Jackson.



      I was so irritated by the machine not accepting this cash that I didn't bother to check that I'm really trying to put $100 or a $5 bill with the wrong face on it. I also realized that the paper money came out with the face facing towards me.

      So I decide to flip it around to where the face is a away from me, and the machine finally accepts it. I don't know if I got the coins out of the machine, but I think I shift my attention towards a random DC that has their top region naked.

      The person looked like they came out of an Anime or something, then they turn around to me, and I see that it's Tobi from Naruto Shippuden. I don't know what I'm asking of him, but the conversation was pretty quick, maybe just me trying to know something and moving on with my path in this dream.



      Dream 2: Girl in a Pure White Dress

      I'm in an environment that feels like it's near my apartment complex. It's daytime, and the weather seems calm, the clouds seem just fine, perfect weather in fact. I don't know what I'm riding, it feels like I'm riding a car, but at the same time I feel like I'm riding my bicycle since it's my primary mode of transportation to get somewhere in College Station.

      I come up to the end of the road that I'm on, I look left and right for any incoming cars, and I have to move a little bit more since there were a few cars left and right that were blocking even my peripheral vision and direct vision as well.

      I move up, and I look on left side again, without looking at the right side again, and I continue to move forward to where I go into this somewhat run down area. I try to find somewhere to park the bicycle I'm on.
      (I know it's my bicycle now because I remember I'm not really steering any kind of wheels)

      The reason why it takes a while for me to find a place to park because in my mind, I feel lik I'm driving a car, but I know I'm riding a bicycle, so I should've looked for bicycle racks to lock my bike near to.

      I try to pay attention to these empty parking spaces, because some look like they're reserved only for the people who live around this area, and I didn't want to get the bicycle towed
      (LOL bicycle being towed...LOL).

      I go a little bit further and see there's some spot that says "Medium-sized Vehicles," and these vehicles really were medium sized, in fact, if I were to get close to them, they would only reach up to near the top level of my crotch region.

      I go to this area, and I get ready to lock my bike. I get the key out, and then I realize where the heck is the actual locking mechanism for the key to lock the bike.

      I search my backpack, and I move around my hand like I'm picking a random piece of paper in a magician's hat or something instead of actually using my eyes to see what's inside. I feel the bicycle lock
      (it's one of those with a small locking container with thick wires covered in black and flexible plastic material to wrap around the wheel of your bike) and lock my bicycle.

      Paying attention to my peripheral vision, I see three random guys sitting down near where I am, and they're just chilling. They're talking about something, and I'm looking over at one dude for a while for some odd reason, but then I noticed he had a Zune HD in his hand.

      I was going to get into a conversation about how he has a Zune HD, and mention that I have one as well. In fact, I was just about to engage in this predictable conversation with this DC, but immediately, a girl in a pure white dress comes in out of nowhere.

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      She obviously needs help, and she's asking me where some place is, I believe she asked where is room 208 located at.

      Because she came in at a time where I was just developing a thought process, I told her in a rushed voice, "Don't worry, I'll show you where it is."

      She pauses, and I can feel her shy and surprised state of mind, because it seemed she was asking the guys instead of me. I was going to start my conversation with the guy with the Zune HD, but I stopped and decided to walk along with this female in this elegant white dress.

      My image of her dress wasn't too vivid, but I know it was a white dress, and everything else was vivid to me. I continue walking with her, and I asked her again if it was Room 206 or 208.

      Then I realized she was talking about my Political Science Class 206, but she said she's looking for 208 since she already took 206. After that, I showed her to the room 208, and it just so happens that this is the room that I'm going to apparently.

      As we're walking down the steps to find our seats in the somewhat large lecture room, I could feel her trying to develop something to say to me as a means to thank me for helping her.

      So she started out by putting her hand in front of me to shake. I believe she said her name was Rosie (I didn't ask for her to spell it out unfortunately), and she's really happy for me helping her.

      I responded by shaking her hand and telling her, "I'm Brandon, it's nice to meet you." I thought she was going to go further to the front seats with me, seeing as it's probably her first time in this room.

      But a friend calls her by the name of "Angie," and she hears her and goes near her. I was going to go further to the front row, but I decided to try and sit one seat below her row by sitting at seat at the edge of the row.

      There was a person one seat to the right of where I was going to sit, so I asked him if anyone is going to sit here.

      He says "Yes," and I swore he was irritated by me asking, but I won't bother remembering his demeanor, I just know he was wearing a black shirt.
      (Now that I think about it, it was funny have the guy in the black dress shirt, and the girl I helped in the pure white dress just a few feet from each other....it was like seeing light and dark).

      So because he said "Yes," instead of me feeling awkward from this, I decided to move up to where Rosie/Angie was sitting by, and I asked if anyone was sitting next to her.

      Then her friend, that looked somewhat familiar, but I couldn't get a good facial pattern from her said something about me being left-handed, and that I should sit in between the two of them since the seats next to them where for right handed people. I didn't mind this at all, and was surprised she mentioned this about me.

      I can't remember much after that other than sitting between Rosie/Angie to my right and her cheerful friend to the left of me.

      Dream 3: Tutor
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      I am inside a review session for something, because when I see a student up front, I immediately assume it's just for review on an exam. They were talking about something, and I'm just in that passive mode of just taking information in without actually synthesizing it into tangible information like I usually do during lecture classes.

      Then I realize I should move to another room because another tutor is having a review session for something else. And the person in the room tutoring was a girl that looked like Erica.

      This Erica look a like was wearing a sweater with black tights that covered basically her thighs and part of her knees, and I'm not really paying attention to the things she's saying. After a while, I decided to leave, and I head for a few double doors, only to find that we can't go through because of some maintenance going on.

      I decided to go to the far left double doors, same thing, I can't go there because of the same issue. I see someone who looks like a security guard, so I decided to tap his arm a little bit, and then I found some people walking up from some other set of double door, so I told the guy "Never mind," and proceeded to go downstairs.

      Dream 4: Lizard

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      I'm outside, and I'm sitting near some bench with other students, and the teacher or whoever was in charge of some event that I'm not too keen of remembering well.

      We were doing a bunch of random things, and I swore I saw a lizard come out of a guy's pocket, but that's all I remember.

      Updated 03-16-2012 at 05:32 AM by 47756

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