non-lucid

12/29/11

Dream 1:

We had some class assignment, but I didn't know what the objective of it was though, so I assumed I had to draw a character or two and describe they’re relationship. So I decided to draw Shinobu Sensui and Karasu for some odd reason (I should’ve done Sensui and Itsuki). (But as I'm typing this entry, I realize that Karasu would probably be a more cruel version of Itsuki, since he was the type of villain that would savor every moment of his opponent panicking and worrying about death.

I'm probably wrong on this part, but sometimes he could fall in love with his opponents (if they were pretty to him, which suggested he was another epitome of a Yaoi character, but it's just a theory (I think)...but the fight between him and Kurama kind of made it apparent that he could really be into men as well).



When I was drawing Sensui, I was outlining his face pretty fast, and before I knew it, I was already trying to draw his lips. (I think I was drawing him when he turned his head in the Yu Yu Hakusho intro song during the Chapter Black Saga)

(The face I was drawing was at around 0:55 seconds, except it was the other way around I was drawing)



When I realized I made a mistake pairing these two up in the drawing, I had to find some way to erase it. (In the manga of Yu Yu Hakusho, it’s believed that Itsuki and Sensui had a relationship with each other, which would make it one of those few popular manga that had the potential for a yaoi relationship (I think))



(But really, their relationship was deeper than just homosexual love, Itsuki was really a sadist because he wanted to see Sensui fall, yet at the same time he loved his pure personality and the female version that would recite poems to him late at night to prevent himself from dying of a broken heart (paraphrasing what Itsuki said there)). But enough of that....



And if you go to this link and read the character analysis this person wrote on Itsuki, you will know EXACTLY what I mean. (It may be long, but it's worth the read to see a different type of love than the traditional practices today).

reflections_2: [YYH] Not Just Another Lovestreuck Bishounen: Yaminade no Itsuki

This is the "TL; DR" version of what I'm talking about (image below)

Spoiler for TL; DR version :P:

Then when I tried to fix the mistake, suddenly this big book was on the shelf, and apparently it had every Yu Yu Hakusho Character in the series. I wanted to look for Sensui, but ended up going to the “Y” section. I thought it would just be Yusuke, but then I see a picture that tells me that it’s Sensui’s son.

(To my knowledge, Sensui never had a son in the anime or in the manga). The picture looked like Yusuke when he was in full demon mode, except without the markings on his body. And his face was covered too.



I can’t remember anything else after that.

Dream 2:

I’m inside this house, and me and a few DCs are trying to find someone who hacked into a computer (I can’t remember if it was mine or not).

After we traced the source (someone had put a wire before we could do anything), the person’s name was nicknamed “Number Dash” or something like that.

Dream 3:

I think I’m playing a Metal Gear Solid Game, but it didn’t feel like a game at first. I got distracted and was doing something else, and when I turn back to the screen, enemies already found my location!



Fortunately I had a machine gun (it looked like the M16 in MGS3). After I kill the enemies, the dream scenario turns weird. I think I’m inside the game now, and I see a PSP underneath some small crevice.





So I decided to crawl (or maybe it was Snake crawling) and finally got it. I looked for the charger too, but couldn’t find anything, but I kept moving on to somewhere.

Dream 4:


I’m headed for some random place called “Te Dia” or “Te Mia.” I’m not sure what it was, but I overhead some girls saying “Te_____” or something like that.

I go in, and the front was empty. I had to go upstairs, and when I reached the top, there was some room light above, and I had to crawl under somewhere because the top region was pretty small.


After going through random areas in the top section of the shop, I look over to the right and see stairs going down, then I look at the left of where I’m crouching on the side and see another set of stairs going down.

I go down to the left side because the environment changed to where I was going into the living room of someone’s house.

I look to my right and there are 3 DCs sitting by couches. I couldn’t recall them very well, except their young daughter of course. I shook their hands and they were pretty nice to me.

I come up to the daughter and asked them if they’re still open to do haircuts, and the father said “Yeah” with surprised tone
(you know what I mean? Like if a small business doesn't get that many customers, they'll suddenly react to anyone interested in their services. That was an obvious emotion, but just wanted to elaborate on that because they looked excited for a while).

The daughter leads me near some cabinet with some magazines, and it was to show me what hairstyles they could do. She was a little taller than me, she looked like she was a redhead, but I'm not to sure, maybe dirty blonde hair or something like that.

(Too bad I didn’t realize in the dream that I already had a haircut not too long ago in waking life).

12/28/11


NON-LUCID
SEMI-LUCID



Dream 1:

I can’t remember anything from this because I was too lazy to type it on Microsoft word or even type it on my Blackberry.

Dream 2:

I was playing Mario Kart Wii. I was on a track that looked like a mix of Shy Guy Beach course and some other island course from Mario Kart: Double Dash.






When the “GO” light lit, I failed at getting ahead of the other racers because I went straight through the water that suddenly elevated a perfectly dry course.



So I restart and took a hard turn to the right this time. I did one of those moves where you flick the Wii Remote to get a mini boost when you land.





The track was crazy and so amazing, and I was in the lead, and there weren’t any item boxes.

The track turns into a white concrete road and I could feel the sensation of riding! (But I wasn’t lucid, just felt emotions)

I ended up riding to an area in my college as if I was going to HECC building area I was going up a small ramp near the plants and jumped really high on my bike. I go up another ramp and went high too.




Then I got stuck in the dirt which slowed me down (I still had the mentality that I was playing Mario kart, and normally if you’re off the course, you go REALLY slow).

I panicked because someone dashed past me. Then I realized I was on my bike (instead of wondering if I was riding a motor bike in the race) because I was peddling like crazy. Fortunately, the DC that was ahead of me stumbled on a dirt patch as well, and he was like “Come on! Come on!”

I ride forward and then I woke up.

12/27/11


NON-LUCID



Dream 1:

This dream is mostly at night I think. I’m at some party, and I was talking to a lady and asked where a certain person is because her jacket was left on the chair. They said something about her coming back soon.

Dream 2:
Random DCs want to find out another DC’s name, so they had to google images of him stuck in other images, and then they had to google them in reverse to find the origin and find his name. Apparently it’s Spence Hoffman or something like that.

Dream 3:

I don’t know what happened in this dream; all I could remember was some heavy breathing occurring. I think I was being held by someone, but I’m not sure.

There was this DC that was blonde, and she had a combination of “The Boss” from Metal Gear Solid 3 and EVA as well.












Dream 4:

I don’t know if this was a dream, because I was awake for a few seconds before it started.

I’m playing as Naked Snake in MGS3, and I’m facing Revolver Ocelot in an abandoned military factory. I’m trying to climb up a really high ledge, and I’m worried he might shoot me and make me lose my grip.



I had a Patriot (a gun The Boss used that Naked Snake eventually used to kill her) and aimed for ocelot. I swore I shot him in the head (which should’ve made him paralyzed at least). But he kept shooting at me, but he kept missing.



So I took advantage of this to find a surface above the ledge to the left and climbed there, opened an entrance on top of the roof I was on, and then climbed down.

Then Ocelot gets up, and I’m standing on something that seems to be soft, like a bed. My voice recorder is in Snake’s possession, and I don’t know why he has it, but he and Ocelot are moving in a circle paying attention to each other while talking.

12/26/11

NON-LUCID

Afternoon nap (I took a nap at around 1:30 PM and woke up a few minutes before 3:50 PM (since my Blackberry has an alarm that I have yet to set off, but at least it woke me up for once))

Dream 1:

I was with some random DCs at some random environment I can’t remember too well. We had some dilemma setting up some black poles or long strips of two metals that were far apart from each other. We were going to use black strings and some black tape to connect them together, but I had a problem trying to connect them.



So a random DC comes in and tells the other DCs to come help push onto the pole so the string can attach to it. It was really random, but after some excessive pushing, I couldn’t remember much of that part of the dream.

Dream 2:

I was with my father and I believe there was this guy he wanted to show some new music too ( I don’t know what though). When he went inside the small store the guy was in, the guy said that he’ll check the music later if he can get it the CD for it.



So this made me assume that my father would want me to burn some CDs later on so the guy can get a copy of his music.

Dream 3:

I’m at an environment that looks like the outside of Thornton Middle School in Texas. The back of it to be precise, there were the classrooms with the exteriors built to be sustained through hard weather like hail or rain or whatever.



I have some bags in my hand, and I’m trying to find a classroom to go in. The doors looked kind of weird, they were light brown with a hint of yellow to them, and they had wooden blinds.




These blinds covered the whole door, and apparently if the blinds were shut, no one could get inside the classroom. I go up to the ramp to get to one of these classrooms, and turns out that the blinds being open or shut didn’t matter since one opened for me.

This classroom was just like the one I had for Ms. East’s class in Thornton Middle School! I see maybe one or two student DCs sitting down in a random order, and then I turn to the right and see my Art teacher I had at Cypress Lakes High School.

Let’s call her Ms. J. She was sitting around eating something I think, and there was a T.V. in front of where I was standing at the moment (still at the entrance of the classroom). I still had bag in my hands, so I go up to Ms. J and asked her if I can put these bags under her desk for now.

She said something about she can only do for to just watch on them (that’s why I freaking asked you lol), so I said “Yes” to her anyway and put the bags down.

Then I asked her “May I go to the bathroom please?” She replied, “Yes.” So I head out of the classroom and while I was going down the ramp, I could’ve sworn I heard a DC in some dark gray shirt who looked like a guy named Cesar that I knew in middle school (but I never was friends with him, he was one of those tall dudes who looked like a nerd) said, “Hmmm.,” or something along those lines.

When I reached the end of the ramp, the area turns into the back area of where there were several fast-food chains, bars, etc near Northgate in College Station Texas that I lived nearby.

(This pic below is the entrance to get to the back of the fast food areas and bars.


Apparently I needed water instead of using the bathroom, and there were these random water fountains. I go up to one, but it shot WAY too high for me, so I move on to the next one, and it tasted funny (though I couldn’t actually “taste” it,) so I guess it was too cold for me.



Then I went to another one and drank a little bit from it (me finding the right water fountain was just like the plot of Goldilocks or something).

I can’t remember much after that though.

NON-LUCID

12/26/11

Dream 1:

I'm on YouTube and apparently every video that I posted on my account had at least 300k-400k views. I was pretty surprised since most of them were Runescape videos (I never posted a Runescape video).

One video was me falling all the way down in Dragon armor and a slayer helm.



I was going to kill dragons probably because I saw Super Antifire potions and a huge load of Super Restore Potions.



And people commenting on the videos were basically spamming random crap like they always do on YouTube videos.

12/15/11

NON-LUCID, SEMI-LUCID

Dream 1:

In school, couldn't take my AP exams because I was too late. I run to class, and I see a girl I knew (let's call her Ang and her friend "A." They were holding hands together, or not, and they were walking to class.




I end up in a government college class with a professor who looks like the teacher I had AP Government for.

He draws some circle and a "U" in the middle with two dots (that had to be a day residue of me typing an equation on google thanks to seeing this post -> http://www.dreamviews.com/f16/post-i...ml#post1795910 <-).

Someone asks me a random question as to why I took the class or something like that.

I told them that I was late to take the AP Exams (I wasn't late waking life though), and that I had to move to 4 high schools. Then one voice said that I'm just using excuses.

I turned around and said, "NO!" and was going to say something else (but I forgot what exactly I said).

That's all I remember for that one.

Dream 2:

I think me and other DCs are running away from something, I don't know what it was, but I conformed myself into panicking as well when I saw them running like it's the end of the world.

It was bright outside, but we were hiding in places that were fairly dark. I think the dark areas looked like Orochimaru's room in his lair in Naruto Shippuden (but I rather not make that assumption because I know I'll probably get tentacle-raped in future dreams ).



I saw someone find a perfect hiding place where it was really dark in the corner. So I followed them and at first though the spot was dead obvious for whoever is trying to get us.

But when I hear that they were getting closer, I went back to the same dark place, and had some cloak on me and adapted to the color of the environment.




I don't remember much after that one.

Dream 3:

I was running to class, the environment looks like the inside of the Biochemistry Department at my University. As I'm running in first-person perspective, I see letters varying from "L" or "M," which mean what side of the building I was in.

Apparently I had to turn back and look for a "E" sign to get to my next class.Then I'm in some class that seems to be a Communication Course (but I didn't take it as yet in college).

I had some Asian professor (now that I think about it, she looked almost like the Scumbag teacher meme!



Some guy was doing a presentation (let's call him Jon the Cool Dude). Jon the Cool Dude was doing an oral presentation on why he decided to pursue a biomedical major (though the paper said Biochem).

After he was done, the teacher told him that she couldn't find how what he said was related to the topic he was going to discuss, but she said he had a way with words, and he just had to use them right to make things more interesting.

I think he even mentioned on of my Dream Journals too! (How the hell do you know I have one?)

I was going to ask him about that, but I can't remember anything else from that dream.

Dream 4:

I'm in an Asian restaurant I occasionally go to, but when I went inside, the place was different. It looked pretty fancy, like the store got an upgrade in quality, but this dream was still fuzzy at the time.




I think I was refilling some soda, and I went back to my seat (I was sitting on those rotatable stools near the entrance of this restaurant.



I turn around outside to see some DC that looks Asian, and he looks suspicious to me. I'm not sure what he was wearing, but he kind of looked like Otacon in Metal Gear Solid 4.



I made the prediction that he was going to do something bad, and he did, he pops out a mini-pistol (future pocket gun I guess?), but not the old-school kind, it looked like some futuristic one that was simple and black.



He pointed the gun at me.

(I started panicking of course; I felt a lot of emotions during this time, even the feeling of helplessness too...wasn't really fun feeling like a piece of crap to him now).

He told me to get down and go to some section of the restaurant. I do so, but I couldn't comprehend WHERE he wanted me to go, and I didn't want him to get pissed off.

So I decided to go slowly and hopefully he would repeat what he said. He then said something like this, "I guess someone here isn't paying attention I said go over there!"

But I didn't know WHAT THE F*** YOU WANTED ME TO GO TO YOU FREAKING OTAKU!!
I just lie there like a fish on land trying to breathe.

I didn't know what the bloody hell to do, I turn around to the guy while still on the floor, and all I can see if just this person who is a nerd throughout a video game just turned into some psychopath.

(Guess he was pissed Naomi died....HA HA HA (that was a little side joke for anyone who played or watched walk-throughs on Metal Gear Solid 4))

Dream ends, I think I woke up out of fear.

12/24/11

NON-LUCID

Dream 1:

I was going all OVER the place in this dream. First I’m teleporting to random areas with my laundry basket. I literally went inside of it and was sucked into a mini-black hole that sent me to another dimension or something.





I was looking for a few items, and people wanted to know why, and I said random excuses like “because I’m actually stronger, and I don’t want to hurt people,” just things that made people shut up (but in a nice way before I started berating them).

Then I’m in fancy looking office that is HUGE. It was SO spacious! The overall setting had a woodish brown to it, with light gray tile on the floor.



There were random DCs, most of them were adults. One was this woman who looked like the principal of Cypress Lakes High School (I won’t say her name for obvious reasons). I was going on in some wild rage that people don’t accept this area I’m in as normal.

And the same DC I mentioned before was like “Yeah!” and looked like she wanted to fist-pump the air.

Then I meet another DC who looked like a total MILF (mother I like to be friend-zoned with hahahaha)

I think she had dark brown hair, or maybe she had a dirty blonde hair to it. She was wearing this fancy outfit that made her look like a CEO or high ranking employee.



It was a white dress shirt covered with a black top and black shirt. It really made her figure pop out (at least that’s what I want to believe). I go to this desk with small fliers and brochures in various colors.

Then the same lady who looks like a MILF hands me a brochure.

(You know those people by the entrance of a store like Wal-Mart, Krogers, Randalls, etc.? And how that if you come within a 5 feet radius, they’re start spamming shit at you like “Buy our product to help save the X amount of kids without a Rubix cube in their lives.”)

(This is when you try to go to the other side, or go through the door you have to OPEN yourself instead of going through the automatic doors to avoid the an awkward

Yeah it was like that moment, but she still caught up to me and handed a flier. (Now that I think about it, she was trying to communicate with me, but no, I was too hyped up with the phenomenon I explained before with people like that)

She even smiled and told me, “I’m sorry.” (Wait, if you’re sorry, why would you give me the flier? Maybe you really are trying to tell me something? Most likely, but with my socially inept façade, I was too stupid to realize that)

That’s all I remember for that dream.

Dream 2:

I don’t know if this was a separate dream from the last, but it had the setting of the last one. I was going to sit at an eating area of this huge and spacious place.

There were quite a few DCs, enough to start hearing the echoing of many voices (and yet when you look at people, you don’t really see them talking that much, isn’t that weird that there’s so much noise building up in a place that’s busy, but people are like “DERP….pause HERP…pause, instead of like “yapyapyyapyapyapypaypaypapyap to match the sudden influx of voices?)



Anyway, while I was sitting down, I think I see a flashing image of my High School Crush sitting down on black chair with a black table outside. It was like a photo, and it looked like she was outside because I could see trees or a blur of green in the background of the picture.



Then there were random pictures above and below it, like it was some film that was going to roll constantly. Then I realize this person in a black and yellow letterman jacket who looks like he’s Black took one of those sacky backpacks (whatever you call them) away from me. I didn’t recall having one before, but it looked like it was mine.





Since the place was crowded, I couldn’t just run up to him, I had to slide through DCs and I finally catch up to him and poke him on the shoulder.



I asked him kindly if he can give me my backpack back. He did one of those motions where he looked like he was going to punch me in the face, but I just felt his hand on my chin. He continued to move on without turning back.

I continue to follow him, but the dream ends from there.

(I almost thought I would experience this moment, and I would be the innocent guy turned evil...and I'm African American, well mixed, but whatever).

12/23/11

NON-LUCID

Dream 1:

I see my Pre-Calculus teacher from Morton Ranch giving us some sort of test. There weren’t a lot of student DCs in this one, just some familiar faces, but these were the people I didn’t know the names of in the class.

(I moved to this school my senior year, and I moved to other high schools (like 3 more), but it wasn’t for any big reasons, just personal reasons. But somehow I managed to keep myself in the top 25 and top 20 people in each school).

(Sometimes I speculate how crazy I was not to contemplate on giving up because I thought I wouldn’t go to college. Then I realized I was in the top 3%, but my mind still wanted me to do better, despite the fact that college would be a breeze for me to get in. Anyway, enough bragging, not even worth it, people have done better anyway).

The test was pretty short, and I was a bit worried since I just came in the class with no prior knowledge of this. I don’t know what I was doing, but I had some answers on the test. I ask the teacher if I could go somewhere, can’t remember where, maybe the restroom.

When I came back to the class, she was teaching something else, and was giving out an assignment that would be turned in a few days later. Then I saw my grade on the test, and I made a 96!




I wondered what the hell was going on here! I half-assed that test, and got an A?

(This was the only class in waking life I had as a senior where I made a C+ because I just didn’t want to try anymore, I was already accepted to my college, and I realized grades in High School didn’t matter to me anymore because mine were already TOO high).

(You know when you work on something and finish it, you speculate on whether or not you really did it? You ponder if it was another side to you that helped you do so? Like when you take a final exam that you study your butt for, and you do well, but after doing so, you forget it (of course) and just live life waiting for the next encounter).

(I’m going on this rant because I felt that’s what happened in this dream, at least that’s what I want to believe).

The next dream scenario (still felt this was me being in this dream) was me in my Chemistry class in Mayde Creek High School. Something felt weird, class times were cut short, and I see a clock in the class and I gaze at it for a while.




I can’t remember anything else from this dream, because it was a bit sporadic, and when I woke up, I probably only had 2-3 hours of sleep.

Dream 2:

I was in some limo van, and there was this lady doing some very inappropriate things with this man. I don’t know what happened, but I do know I was a spectator.




In the end of the dream, the guys got out because they were worried the cops would find out on what they were doing (there weren’t any cops when I looked outside). But I turned around to tell the lady, who is all tied up with her private parts exposed, “Good bye!”

When I get out of the vehicle, I see a dog that looks like a husky, like the insanity puppy meme. It was growling at me a little bit, but its owner signaled it to behave.




I have a random black backpack in my hand, and it looks like a mess. The insides were torn a little bit, and I think paper napkins covered in sand was in it. I tried dusting it off, but more sand was still apparent.



I decided to just wear it like any normal backpack and that’s all I remember for that one.

Dream 3:
I had a dream where I was sharing a room with a blonde in some apartment (BLONDE LINK BLONDE…WHY WEREN'T YOU aware....sigh). She was sleeping most of the time though. She was kind of cute sleeping, but I didn’t want to pay too much attention to her.



I think I went to other doors close to mine, but I realized there were random DCs, so I quickly left them.

I don’t know what happened in the dream after that.

Dream 4:

I’m in a classroom that is very dark. I think I was with my Physics teacher I had in the last High School where I was a senior. I was paired with a random DC to do some kind of Question Game on some projection screen.

I couldn’t remember the questions, but when they popped up, we didn’t know. Then I saw the teacher had three fingers up and counted down to 0, and we had to raise our hand up quickly after he did so.



After a while the dream changes, and we’re outside. The environment is a lot brighter than the classroom. We were doing some random crap. There was this big white creature in the form of a paper mache form mixed with some plastic.

I was on top of some platform and I think we had to roll some ball on the creature. Whoever rolled it the furthest would win I think?

I win the game, and we go down on the paper mache-plastic creature that looks like Appa from Avatar, and a blonde was slapping its behind.



Then a random DC comes out with a white laundry basket filled with Sharp Cheddar Cheese. The dream ends where the environment turns into night again.

+

I think I had night vision, and I see a blonde having trouble saying the word “Pervert.” It took her a while, one word she said was “pertable” (not even a word!) or something like that.

She finally ended it saying that “We’re all perverted.”

Dream 5:

I was in a store, and I was waiting on a cashier to serve me. Two DCs finally noticed I needed help, and one of them was a blonde I think. She was kind of cute and when I went up to her I said that “I’m doing fine, thank you.”

She didn’t say anything before that to make me say that, and she said I was starting too early with a smile on her face. She scanned some of the items I’m buying, but I can’t remember what else we talked about in the meantime.



Then I meet her again, and I waited for her to ask me how I was doing, but then the dream ends.


Dream 6:

I was talking to a blonde friend I sat in a round table with in High School, let’s call her Ashley. I don’t know what I was doing, but Ashley was playing around with me and some random DCs.

Eventually she left and I chased after her, she was running pretty bloody fast. And when I’m trying to catch up, I see Evergreen trees to the right of me, but that was using peripheral vision. As she gets farther away, I just give up.



Then I see her coming back, and it looked like she was mad, so I’m the one being chased. She catches up to me and asks where her Nintendo Wii Remote was, and I told her that I couldn’t have taken it.




I showed her my Black Nyko Wii Remote, because apparently she had the default white version. I couldn’t remember what I said after that.





Dream 7:

I’m inside the house I’m currently staying for my break from college. I head out to send a mail (most likely for the rent for the apartment at my University) and put it in the drop-in box.

(I didn’t put it in a mailbox, you had to go to an area where all the mail came from outside with a key)



Somehow, I had the key for the drop-in box, and I wanted to make sure I had enough stamps on the mail. So I opened it, slowly took out all the mail in it, and tried to find mine.

But there was too much, so I gave up and stacked all the letters neatly so it would be easier for the Mailman (don’t know why I wanted to do that in the first place).

When I lock the box, there’s this random door that appears out of nowhere. It had moss on it and the lock was hanging out where you could easily move it around to make it difficult to lock it.

I tried locking it, but then realized it would be a waste of time. That’s all I can remember.

12/22/11

NON-LUCID

Dream 1:

This dream was a bit weird, it was me in an office, it was pretty dark. And I think I’m with one of the characters named Hiei from Yu Yu Hakusho. I can’t recall much of what I did in this dream other than annoying Hiei a little bit, but he wasn’t pissed (thank god he wasn’t) at the things I did to him.




I opened a door and was wondering how I could balance a sign. Some DC that I can’t remember told me I can just level it against the wall, and I was like “Ah okay!” with a tone of relief, because it was really annoying trying to align the sign to make it stay steady.

I can’t remember anything else from that dream.


Dream 2:

I believe I’m in a school gym, and I’m near the exit that is a double door. I believe I’m in Thornton Middle School’s big gym or maybe I was in Morton Ranch High School’s gym (but the gym was on the right side in waking life instead of the left side in the dream).



Some guy was talking about how 158 copies of what looked like a racing car game (probably for the PS3 or XBOX 360 since he was opening an empty case of it I think) was stolen last night in a store.




Someone asked him why, and he said “The Patriots.” Then I realized he had to be talking about Metal Gear Solid 4 (because I was watching a few “Let’s Play MGS4” walkthroughs about a few hours before I slept).




The same guy who was talking about the stolen videogames had a PSP in his hands and was playing some random game while sitting down in the altering gym. A teacher was going to come in, so I wanted to tell him that they’re near and he should turn it off, but he didn’t mind and even turned up the volume a little bit.



I think also in this dream before it turned into a classroom, I see two familiar DCs that look like a guy I knew in my English Pre-AP class I had as a freshmen in Cypress Springs High School. Let’s call him Carlos. The other DC was a girl I had for my US History Dual Credit Course, and her name was Andrea I believe. I was talking to them about the incident, and I said that a guy named Carlos told me about it, and the guy who IS Carlos was like “Yeah.” (I didn’t realize I was talking to Carlos when I was mentioning Carlos knew about it at the time).

Then the gym turns into a classroom, and there ceramic looking desks with a shine to them and had seats attached. I see two familiar DCs. The desks were set up by having 4 people together, it they would basically form a square.



The first DC I noticed was my friend named Alyssa in waking life. She was sitting down on what appeared to be two seats stacked together. So I figured I should ask her if she could get up so I can give her the other chair on top, and she said “Sure!” with a smile on her face.

Then I realized there was already a chair for her, so before I sat on it, I saw some papers on the floor. I picked them up and one had the name of “Elsie” on top. Then I realized the DC that was diagonal to the right of me in the 4-people seating style of the classroom, and I give the paper to her.



She looks at it as if she’s surprised, but then she sees her name and she’s like “Oh, okay thank you” in a rushed tone, as if she was too shy to make eye contact with me.

(In waking life, she looked as if she was afraid to look at me directly…I would catch her looking at me at times, and she would quickly look the other way. I didn’t find that weird, it’s just something I see with a lot of girls, but I never really took it as a compliment for me being “eye-candy” to them).

(She didn't have her hand over her face like in the pic below, it's just that she turned quickly as if she was shy...which she was in waking life)


Then I give a random paper to Alyssa to the right of me and she said “Thank you!” I believe, and I gave the other paper in my hand to the last DC sitting in front of me (she was diagonal to the left of Alyssa).

She said “Thank You” as well. Then the whole class had to get up to go somewhere, and when we got out, I was bit conscious on whether or not my pants would be wet “down there.”

(I sweat a lot near my crotch, so I get a bit worried when I get up sometimes because I don’t want people seeing a small wet patch on my pants when I get up. But then again, you really have to look to see it, so I guess only people who have nothing to do but stare “earnestly” at my behind could see it).

We were walking in a line, and it seemed that before we left the door, we left the gym. So basically the classroom changes back to the gym whenever we got out. I’m walking sideways because I’m worried about the wet crotch on pants thing, then I gave up and just walked like normal.



Then it turns into a race where I’m running pretty fast with a few DCs ahead of me. I dash forward to pass one DC and three were remaining. I dash past the other one and two more remaining.

I thought I was going to be in the lead, until I realize the two DCs were running up the stairs and then headed straight. So I assumed I had to go up the stairs, but I felt I could just run straight.




This is what slowed me down, but I was still skipping many steps at once so it wasn’t a big deal. Then when I go straight, I see another set of stairs, and I hold on to the railing on the side, and take a HUGE LEAP down.
Nothing bad happened to me, and then I see a row of random DCs, so I assume it was the bell ringing for students to go to class.



I quickly dodge them before they went up the stairs and I see an old man sleeping in a dark gray sofa chair (the ones where you can pull the bottom front and you can rest your feet on it).



After a while, my clarity starts to get fuzzy, so I think I’m done with the race for now. I talk to the two random DCs who were in the lead what are we going to do next.

One DC said that we have to go to “Floor 7” to meet someone. I was wondering who, but he said females. I turn back to talk to the other DC, but he looked like some kind of mini-yeti. Kind of like the one from Twilight Princess, but it did had a combination that looked like it had the head of the huge mammal named Appa I think from Avatar that Aang used to ride.





I wasn’t spooked out by this and simply looked at it as another person and it said we’re going to meet someone. I didn’t know who they meant.

I woke up, and then I realized that these DCs where probably going to help me get to my dream guide.

Dream ends

12/21/11

Afternoon Nap

NON-LUCID

Dream 1:

I think I was inside a ship, like in Titanic. The ship was close to destruction, there was water gushing out in small holes on the ship. I couldn’t get good clarity of this, but for some reason, I needed to set something on fire to escape the ship.



There were people that were one floor above me, and everyone is rushing and panicking.

Then it hit me. As soon as I set the lit match, or whatever it was in my hand, There was this small line of fire manifesting itself from bottom to the top level of the bridge.

I saw people dying, I saw their pains turn into nothingness, I could see their innocence degrade as the flames continued to augment. Then I saw a familiar face.



Out of all the DCs, I paid attention to her the most. She was stuck, she was burning too. All I could do was watch. I loved this girl in waking life, and all I could do is watch her burn!

I turned around and had to escape, because I would join the rest of them quickly if I didn’t. While the water washed away people who had bonds, families, friends, etc., I was worried about how I reacted towards this girl.

It felt as if I had an obsession with her. I felt sad but mad at the same time. I felt so selfish, and realized that this girl is just someone I wanted to like, someone I was too quick to love in waking life.

When I boarded onto a safe area, which was a pretty weird installment inside of a bridge, it basically was some kind of missile that did an auto-launch so that if the operator wasn’t there, it could still save whoever was inside of it.

That’s all I remember in the first dream. I realized this same girl I was worried about being burned to death was still alive in the next dream.

Dream 2:

It’s as if I’m watching a film over the same girl I liked in waking life. Let’s call her “IH.”

“IH” was in a bikini outfit. She looked cute in it, no, she was beautiful. The environment was a small beach, kind of like the section from Super Mario Sunshine in Delfino Plaza, but it wasn’t a cartoon theme, it was like a real life replica of it in a way.



She was running inside the water, and she was fairly tall. After running around, she gets back on land and starts skating I think. There is a light blue sign that she turned to and jumped back to the water to start surfing.

I was wondering how she could surf when there were no waves, but I didn’t care. I saw her full body, and it was so natural. I focused more on her than on the actual environment after I saw she did the same thing over and over again.


I woke up, and I felt horrible. I almost cried. Maybe my subconscious is teaching me how to love someone again. Not sexual love, just loving someone for the internal beating of their heart.

My legs are still shaking from this.

12/21/11

Dream 1:

NON-LUCID

I remember I started out in an elevator in this dream.



I had to go to a specific seating area for a college class, and it looked like it was going to be the Chemistry 101 Course I already took, but with a different teacher.

Me and a group of random DCs had to go to “Floor E” or something like that. Once we headed out, we’re in the class, and it is REALLY HUGE just for a college class. In fact, it looked like an indoor stadium.



There was a big screen for the professor to use for lectures and working out problems, and on the screen, we were learning how to do ionic bonds. The thing that bothered me is that it wasn’t related to that, it was actually us learning about electron spin and how to determine whether there would be a positive or negative spin.




It was basically learning Quantum Numbers, but just step 4 of it and balancing ionic equations (it should’ve been balancing equations to make a NET IONIC equation), but I wasn’t aware (typical) at the time.



Everyone started complaining, but not too loudly that the professor could hear. It was one of those grunts and moans where everyone would go “ugh!” and start to laugh at each other because they’re sharing the same problem too (I hope I that made sense).

The dude to the right of me looked really familiar, let’s call him Richard. He was looking at me weird, but not in a creepy way. You know how you see someone you haven’t met in a long time, yet they still remain quiet as if they never seen you before?

It was exactly like that, and I did the same stunt he did on me. I didn’t really care to socialize with him because I was focused on the randomness that our professor is trying to instill into our minds.

And there was this other DC who was a student who tried to show off what he knew to the professor by saying the answers before she did. He did it so much, that I thought the professor was going to RAGE QUIT. I mean it’s obvious that he’s working hard, but let the professor do her job god damn it!

You declaring your knowledge of the course isn’t going to make US cognizant of it. I hate those kinds of people, but it couldn’t be stopped, I just let it slide and listened to him increasing his confidence in answering questions the professor dished out to us.

I couldn’t remember much after that.

Dream 2:

This dream was pretty short. It seemed I was in a small town, and I see my father near a house. I go up to him and he asks me how I did on my Biology Final. I told him that I passed, and didn’t want to give him the exact grade.

But he already knew the grade and said I got a 11/15 correct (I honestly don’t know how I couldn’t pick that up, since the actual exam was 60 questions long). I tried to explain to him that on college finals, they would curve it BIG time.

But he didn’t look like he was worried about my grade. I couldn’t remember much after that.

Dream 3:

I’m on a different planet; I HAD to be on a different planet. Everything felt so weird, the DCs that were apparent looked like humans, but they looked at me as if I was some kind of alien.

I guess I had a different visage in the dream, but I never really look at myself in my dreams. A voice told me that these people hated humans, and I guess they were just tolerating me for now.

It really irritated me that I’m in a different realm where people are secretly making snide remarks about me, but I couldn’t let it dominate my reasoning. Maybe it’s my subconscious trying to portray my repressed demeanor of just hating people in general because we all have to commit hypocrisy in order to prove a point or just defend our way of thinking, and I really hated that mentality. It just can't be defined or escaped.

But I didn’t want to think too much in the dream, I was riding on something pretty fast, or maybe I was dashing in short distances in less time. I end up near some gathering where these people are looking at me, but I ignore them.

I go around asking random DCs on where I am at the moment. It was like me running around with no head attached. I could see some DCs looked at me with a repressed “I really hate your guts right now, but I’m going to be kind to you” façade.



The area was a combination of a beach and very small hills with a lot of grass layered. The ocean looked beautiful; the sky was dark and ominous, despite of my fuzzy clarity at the time. I turn around and see this black building that led to a place underground.




It was pretty obvious this place was going to be dangerous, but I go in and I’m in a Biology course I already took in college.

(The place I was going to was like this, but the lights were red instead of yellow)


This area was kind of like a theatre. There were a few students in here, and apparently it was some kind of review session, but it looked like a lecture since students were turning in assignments.



I wondered what they were turning in, and then I realized it was one of those extra-credit assignments that the professor doesn’t announce online, so you had to attend class every time or hope you were lucky to attend the lecture where they declared it.

As I’m sitting down, I was worried because the professor at first was being a bit aggressive with his words on students who don’t attend the lecture.

(In waking life, he wasn’t so serious about it, he just made jokes on how he would give us extra credit since we attended his lectures, but he said that doing so would be unethical, but he still had that behavior of joking with us).

This dream was different. He was being aggressive yet calm, I was starting to go bat shit crazy because in waking life, I skipped some of the lectures to study for other classes because all he really did in waking life was talk about his life stories as a scientist and how he would go on a huge ego trip when he found something no one else knew.

I started to worry more because this extra-credit assignment seemed to add a lot to our overall grade. But apparently I did it in this dream, because where I passed the paper to the person left of me, who looked like a guy I sat with for a while in my AP Human Geography class, said my full name.

At the time of this dream, I didn’t know that I turned in the assignment, so when he said my full name, I was even more freaked out. Then I remembered I’m on a different realm where people hated humans, but they didn’t look like they hated me.

I couldn’t take it anymore, I was still going bat shit paranoia mode for no apparent reason, and this was a perfectly stable environment, but I left the room.

The dream scenario changes and I find it very odd that I’m suddenly recalling all of this, because it was SCARY to me at the time.

When I left the Biology lecture room, I’m being chased by random DCs. I see a battle spaceship with a charging unit. I didn’t know about the charging unit until later when I had to go into more battle space ships.

The ships were a combination of the Wraiths and Ghost vehicles from the Halo series.

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I got onto one, and automatically it set itself into space. I could see space from afar and something shining very brightly, as if that was the location I was going to next. My perspective was this time was being a spectator, and I literally was ZOOMED into space.



Now I’m in a different area, I leave the ship, and see a door in front of me. (This whole dream was sporadic and tense since I was running away from something I thought was after me).

I open the door slowly, and it’s another lecture class, but I didn’t know who the professor was. It was like being in another theatre type environment. Then I see a random DC who wore a Cadet uniform with dark green top and khaki or tan-ish brown pants.



I couldn’t remember what he was saying, but he looked suspicious to me, and suddenly it feels like I’m being shot. But I don’t know who is shooting me, so I decided to go back to the battleship station to escape to another area.

I think I did, but I’m back into a similar environment where I’m in another college class. More DCs that look suspicious started to pop up, and I even made a joke to them, “Mind if I escape using your battleship?” with a fake smile on my face.

By then, I knew that I could recharge my health in this station, so I was more relaxed than before, and I had some random DC who needed my help in escaping as well. I told him to get on the other battle space ship and guided him on how to go to another dimension.

But the guy was a complete imbecile. He couldn’t even guide the ship right, but I couldn’t blame him, since I was lucky mine did an automatic guidance mode to transportation.

So I decided to ditch him, and that’s all I remember.

12/20/11

NON-LUCID

Dream 1:

I was riding my bicycle at traffic. There were lanes for bicycles on the left and right, but there were too many cars passing by for me to zoom through. I eventually meet a stop light, but when I had the chance to move, it was difficult trying to move the bike again.



But somehow I managed to get through before the lights turned red again. I decided to turn to the left bicycle lane (there was someone coming in the opposite direction, but I didn’t care).

I kept riding and I saw a convenience store that looked appealing and wanted to get a bite of something. So I ride really fast to make my bike elevate over this pretty huge ledge (probably the length of the bottom portion of my legs).




I landed successfully, but it was kind of awkward, I was worried that people were looking, but the feeling faded quickly. I needed to find a place to lock my bicycle, and I saw a metal gray rod with a round-ish tip that came off the dirt as a start.

I go into the store, and I see that the fast food section of it (You know how there’s a mini-fast food in gas stations? Yeah, exactly like that), but to get to the fast foot section, and I had to slide into a crack.



After I got past the crack, I couldn’t remember anything else.

12/19/11 AFTERNOON NAP

NON-LUCID

I decided to take a nap in the afternoon and managed to get a few dreams in.

Dream 1:

I'm in a restaurant, this lady who looks Hispanic eventually offers her seat to me. I asked her if she was sure, and she said "Yes" with a smile on her face. I sat down and this random DC takes the other empty seat and gives me an overview on a slideshow presentation on people that were in my place of birth. I just went with the flow and agreed to everything he said. I think I was eating something while he was talking.

It looked like cake but when I cut it, it was like jello. I can't remember the taste, but it probably tasted good because I kept eating it. While the guy informs me more of these random people, I could recognize a few names, but I don't recall ever knowing them in waking life.



That's all I remember for that one.

Dream 2:


I was in my AP Human Geography class, and we were going to watch a movie that looked like Star Wars. It looked like it because apparently Anakin Skywalker was going through some drawing lesson in making swirls. The guy before him did a horrible job doing so, and Anakin did a better job. Our teacher said we can watch the movie and draw on the other screen while watching it, or we could do something else.



I decided to ignore the movie because I had a piece of paper in front of me with very small glass square within each square that was drawn. And if you could fill them all up, the teacher would give us extra credit. I counted how many I needed, and 6 or so were empty, so I asked the teacher and he ended up giving me 7.



After I finally filled the rest, I just sat there for some reason instead of asking the teacher.

This is when the dream starts to change to where I'm outdoors. I believe I was standing on light gray-black bricks and was holding on to the side of some medium that was layered in brick as well that had grass on top of it. I couldn't remember exactly, but I knew there was something on top.



I was looking around a little bit and saw random DCs, but couldn't recognize any familiar faces. I'm back in my AP Human Geography class I had in High School again, and I asked a student if it was too late to turn in the paper with glass squares stuck to them to the teacher. The DC said that you can, but he doesn't know if he'll change my grade on time.

So I go to the teacher who is a few feet away from us. I give him the sheet and asked him if I can still give it to him, and I also added that I wouldn't mind if he couldn't, and hoped he would still take it anyway.

He looked a bit worried at first, but he said I'll would be given points, but not as much as I would if I turned it in earlier. I thanked him and went back to sit. While I was sitting I turn to my right and I see a person who was on the Cypress Lakes Tennis team, but he moved to another school I believe. He was #1 I think for varsity, and his right left was amputated, and the casting was pink and black.



It didn't surprise me he had that kind of color for the leg, since he was a bit silly in waking life and would act immature, and I think it's because he has wealthy parents, so it made him a bit spoiled, but I won't assume anything else from him.

We waited for a while, and I was listening to the guy talk to another guy about something, and then someone said it was time to leave class, we all got up, and that's all I remember.

12/19/11

NON-LUCID

Dream 1:

I was in the office in a random school. I see the assistant principal of Morton Ranch High School in there, and I had to show her some information to get something back. I don’t know what, but that’s all I remember.

12/18/11

NON-LUCID
LUCID
SEMI-LUCID


Told myself that I will have a lucid dream tonight, and turns out it was a pretty effective MILD (that rarely works since I half-ass the mantras most of the time) (led to a decent dream that looked just like reality).

Dream 1:

I was in a store and was trying to find something to eat. I see a box of brownies I could buy, but it seemed that it was messed up and looked like a greased up and used up pizza box. I look for other items as well, but then I gave up since they all looked like crap.





Then the dream changes to where I have to wait in line because I stayed late at night for something, couldn’t remember what. There was some Asian lady maybe in her late twenties asking us to sign in a list with our name. Then when it comes for me to sign, I think she got my name wrong, but I corrected it and wrote my full name.




Dream 2:

A girl I knew in my Cypress Lakes High School tennis team (let’s call her M) was with me at some lunch table apparently. There was this guy next to us who wasn’t really bright at all. In the end, the girl writes on my Facebook wall on what she thinks about “our” child.

WTF?

Anyway, a random friend of hers goes joins the conversation. They talk about something random. Then another random girl texts me, (I think she was blonde) asking if she saw me with a group of people.


I’m back at the lunch table, but with different DCs. I think the point of this part of the dream was for the girl who was blonde to show me what she meant if she saw me. Apparently she sat with a group of people at a lunch table, and she was showing her breasts to them. (Yeah I don't even want to show a picture that's going to help me associate with that)



I thought she was just a complete slut, but zooming in on her face, she was hiding something, I just couldn’t tell what. Then more guys started to form around her, and I couldn’t see her anymore, but I saw one of the guys trying to grope her breasts. I couldn’t remember what I did in the dream after that, but I think I’m in another scenario.

Same lunch table, different DCs, some guy was trying to flirt with a girl. But apparently she rejected him. He wasn’t really handsome or anything, below average (not to be conceited, it was just plain obvious this guy was a reject) to any girl’s eyes.

He wore a red shirt and black punk-ish biker pants with some straps to them I think.




Couldn’t remember much after that.

Dream 3:

I’m watching people participate in a race, it was bright as day. It was so random, (because I knew I still didn’t get enough Non REM sleep as yet), but basically there was this racer who was in the lead, but got trapped somewhere, so the one behind him took the lead.

Then the same racer who got stuck decided to make an effort to make a final dash, and that racer was me. I screamed and exerted as much force as I could, and I could tell I wouldn’t be able to catch up because there was some interface right smack dab in my field of view.

Dream scenario changes, it’s probably late afternoon, and I’m in a different race, but it wasn’t just for running, you could use any kind of vehicle you want because these two people wearing brown winter jackets and brown pants were riding motorcycles or motor scooters. (I swear it was that girl from Fooly Cool, no wonder she was winning the race...she's CRAZY!!)



Some Asian DC guy who was small showed me the shortcuts of the race, which explained why he appeared ahead of the same people riding the scooters. When he showed me a shortcut that I didn’t really find to be a short cut, things started getting weird.


(just adding this so I can make an association quickly when I glance over this some time in the future)


It turns to night, and I’m going on top of a building because there’s a slanted area on the side to get there with ease. I peek over to see what was on the bottom of the other side, and apparently it was this state trooper cop who was trying to shoot me.




But I immediately dodge it and hide on the same slant I got on top of.

I jump down and find a gun.

It looked like the old school pistol with a fancy brownish coating to the part you used your hand to hold the bottom part of the gun and had a thin medium for the bullet to go through.I decided to jump on the side and see what the hell was going on, then I see a random pistol in the water. (I'm not that cognizant of parts of a gun, so I apologize for that).




I shake the gun a little bit because it was in water, and there was no ammo because I tried shooting it. As I’m trying to find where the heck to go, I see these dudes in front of me in a van get out and go my direction.




I decided to go up to one of them and use my gun to my advantage to ask them where the hell I am this late at night. When I stuck up one of them (I don’t know how, but I somehow instantly put the gun on the guy’s back to where if he didn’t answer, I could shoot him in the heart).

(Even though I had a gun, it had no bullets, so it was basically a "form my finger into a gun within a jacket and hope they fall for it" kind of moment, but with a gun, with no bullets...kind of freaking out at this point because I'm worried on how the DC would react, since they HAVE weapons LOADED).

Something felt very weird that moment, as if it was some reflex I developed, probably because I had a gun, I felt more secure, despite me knowing there were no bullets left. When I pointed the gun at his back, he complied with what I was saying and kept walking like normal. He said to his partner to the right who wasn’t paying attention, “Hey I think we got a problem here.”



From that moment, I thought, “Why am I trying to stick this guy up?” So I pulled back before the other guy noticed, so I assume they just kept going forward. As I turn back I see a guy on my right (which would’ve been my left if I didn’t turn back mind you) who was coming out of a vehicle.

He didn’t see me, and I think he was pulling out a weapon to help the guy that I was sticking up. It looked like a shotgun of some kind, because it took some effort on his part to throw it somewhere.

Then I see a black dude with a black durag. I think he was wearing a dark blue shirt and black pants. He looked at me as if he wanted to do something to me, but I wasn’t scared surprisingly.




I just glanced at him and see his earnest and almost threatening demeanor, but he kept going forward following the rest of the DCs.

Then I saw something wrong, obviously these two were trying to do something. The same black guy was holding some beer bottles with paper stuck on top of it, so I assumed it was a Molotov or whatever you call it.



Once they distanced themselves from me, I decided to have a barrel of gasoline with me (yay me for suddenly turning into a psychopath in this dream!)



My reactions to this dream were pretty much me being scared at those things I was planning to do to the DCs. I use the barrel of gasoline or something that looked like it had gasoline in it, threw it over near the black guy, and set it on fire with a match I think.



(If you look at the end of the video where Sasuke is looking at the fire, yeah, that I was basically me being excited for a few seconds (I was a bit too excited)...


The first thing that popped in my mind was to RUN RUN RUN!



I didn’t look behind or anything, I ran as fast as I could. Then I decided to be like Ada Wong from Resident evil 4 and start spamming the grapple gun!

I see a vehicle in front of me going my direction, so instead of running I aimed at it and shot the gun.




It shot pretty bloody fast, and once it got a good grasp, I pressed the button and enjoyed the ride. I think this helped me teleport to a different scenario.

Dream 4:

In this dream, I still had thoughts from the last dream, when I grappled the vehicle in going away from me, I can see an image of Ada Wong smiling, as if she was impressed that I did what she would most likely do if she set herself up to get killed.



I’m on the floor in some school, mostly likely Cypress Lakes High School because the walls had red and white and some silver to them. I think I was using my arms to head-lock someone, but I let go and they suddenly disappear.

I couldn’t remember what went on when I was head-locking (I think), but I became lucid.

I’m walking slowly, not getting excited. I see a few random DCs passing by me, and I spot this black girl who looked pretty cute. And she was in blue shorts and a brown shirt. I asked her if she wants to come my way, and I think an emerging quality came out of me, I think I flirted with her for like 3 seconds!

I sat down on the floor with her, and looked more and more into the environment I was in. I felt the dream was going to be stable, as long as I didn’t cross my eyes like crazy to wake myself up in the last lucid I had where I had developed a slight god complex.

Anyway, back to the dream. I’m focusing more on the surroundings, and I see this door to the right of me open. There were two DCs, one was a guy who looked really ugly to me, and a girl who looked ugly as well.

I was pretty cocky in this dream, usually in real life, I repressed those urges to compare people and just focused on myself, because it created unnecessary stress.

Deep down, I was cognizant that these DCs were projections of myself, so naturally I ask the guy if he wanted to go with the girl that was in the locker room with him.

I shook his hand in my attempt to be respectful, but I still sustained that judgmental facade behind me. I asked the girl who was in the room if she wanted to go with the guy, but she said that she wanted to be with me.

I just didn’t know how to react, I felt flattered really that a random DC didn’t just accept what I predicted it to say, which was “YES.”

But no, this DC decided reject my assumption, I felt shocked in a way, and then the guy walked away. I couldn’t tell if it was from disappointment or just because of the girl DC’s response in not wanting to go with him that he became nothing to me.

Then another DC who was a girl back in my direction, she wore a red dress outfit like she was going to Tango or something!

She was beautiful, at least in my eyes, and she looked really familiar (let’s call her E). She was Hispanic, and had black and long hair.

She looked like she wanted to come up to me because she had some interest in her eyes. I asked her if she wanted to sit with me, and she did, but before I could talk to the two girls (not the ugly girl who said no to me mind you), my eyes crossed, I had the feeling of waking up again.

I tried to retain my lucidity, but I woke up.


Dream 5:

This dream was short.

I’m in High School, and I go into a random classroom, and it appears to be the room where I had my Chemistry teacher in Mayde Creek High School. I just assumed it was my Chemistry teacher since parts of it matched the real one, but at the same time, it resembled my Biology Class in Cypress Lakes when I was a sophomore.
I see a few random DCs, but the one closest to me resembled a person who was on the tennis I was part of in Mayde Creek High School. Let’s call him “J.”

“J” looked as if he was trying to avoid me, and in waking life (I’ll give you some insight of him so you can know why I think he reacted weirdly in the dream)…. I don’t think he really thought of me as a friend since I never gave two shits about his being.

I thought he was complete and utter amphibian shit because he looked so pathetic, I would sublimate my rage against him while still maintaining a blank façade. It was like being violent but doing so non-violently. I would be helpful to him at times, but his incompetence really irritated me, I wondered if he was going to be anybody in the future, just some idiot.

What amazes me is people like him (please forgive me if I’m going too much into detail of my “violent non-violent hatred of him”) expect to do well, and still not work hard to get what they want. My interpretation of him is obviously narrow-minded. I can’t explain, but I can’t ignore it, I just HATED his EXISISTENCE. But that was before I got over it and just thought of him as another person we all have to accept and forget. Now, let’s go back to the dream.

“J” pretended he didn’t see me, or at least that’s what I wanted to think he was doing because of the complicated hatred and general respect I try to give to everyone, and yet still inverting into…whatever….

Yeah, so I ignore him and go up to my Chemistry teacher. She was talking to another student, so I patiently waited, when the girl was done talking, I go up to my teacher, but someone enters the class and wanted to say something to her.

But I quickly told my teacher that I would be moving somewhere and I was glad to have her as my Chemistry teacher. I honestly couldn’t remember her face, but it really felt like I was shaking hands with her.

That’s all.