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    1. Dogs, Party, Hypocrite

      by , 06-06-2012 at 12:08 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      I'm really motivated to start drawing out my dreams in the near future, especially when I think back on a few and can still remember the actions I did, facial expressions, etc.....maybe when college starts again for me, or some time during this vacation I might find one dream to do some drawings on.

      My ultimate goal is to even add music along with the drawings too. I can already tell that would take a lot of time, and I would have to do it gradually because of that, but it should be interesting.

      I'll just stop being reserved of what I can do and just use what I can do instead of wasting it each day I don't.

      06.06.2012
      Dogs (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID



      The environment was kind of confusing to presume what time of day it was, but I assume it was morning because the sky was light gray, and the weather was kind of neutral, so it had to be morning, otherwise there would still be glaring hot rays over here.

      Very calm environment, very nice as well, I could even push it a little and say that this would be an ideal environment to take a little stroll.....definitely at my University in this dream.

      I believe I'm walking to get to my bicycle at what seems to be College Station in Texas, more specifically, the area where the statue of Sul Ross is located at. Yes, I can see it now......large spacious area in front of me, the statue probably 3-6 feet away from me if I paid attention to it.




      I see there's a small chihuahua, light brown fur, and probably wearing a little pink cloth hanging around its neck was barking at me.

      The owner was right next to it, and looking at the dog, I thought it was kind of cute for it to bark down on me like that. It looked so fragile that I could've squished on it if I wanted to.

      Then when I focus my attention back to walking again, something zooms past me to my left. By the time I turn my head to the left, whatever it is already gone, and I'm still a bit delayed from this.

      I'm like "uhhhhh" while still looking to the left and to the ground, and then after a few seconds, I look where the thing was headed that went ahead of me. I see it's a dog.

      Okay, no problem, I'm a little slow that it basically looks like a double sized pit-bull, and that the owner trying to stop it, even though her weight alone and her holding on the leash should've been enough to prevent the dog from moving.

      When I said her weight should've been enough, she was pretty chunky and short. She looked very young as well, I'd say 15-16 or so based on what I saw from far away.

      This dog was obviously not within her control, and I believe it was wearing a dark blue cloth around its neck as well.
      This reminds me of the group of dogs in Okami that are supposed to be guardians or something.


      I'd say the dog looked like the 4th one on the bottom to the right, and wore a blue scarf or cloth like the one 3 squares above it. Oh, and it had the ears of the one 3 square above it as well.

      I believe it also has a deformed white oval extending from the bottom of its neck, all the way to its body. I look at it for a while, still being a retard until something clicks in my head.


      HO



      LY





      SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



      That dog was this close from freaking tearing my ass into pieces!!! I quickly look at it, it's still a good distance away from me, but if it could go that fast to where it takes a while for me to notice something passed me, the "safe" distance didn't matter.

      I'd say it was 20-30 feet away from me, and I saw that the owner was trying her best to stop the dog by pulling the leash very vigorously.

      I could've just played it off and ignore the dog, but this thing is too freaking twitchy for me me to be passive all over again. I finally get me legs in synch with the "holy shit" moment I just had, and the dog turns around 180 to see what's behind it.

      Something tells me that in that dog's mind, it was saying "Did I get him? Did I get him? Did I get him? Did I get him?"


      *sigh*


      But enough for instilling a Black stereotype on myself. I was still scared, just a bit, of this dog possibly coming after me. The owner finally had a good grip on him/her/whatever the fuck you want to label that atrocity, but I didn't want to take my chances.

      Me and the dog are both looking at each other from a distance, and it seems that it just happened to glance at me while it's looking at other people as well. I didn't want to take my chances, so I ran a little to the left away from it, built up some speed, and then prepared to do a twirl while jumping in the air like I'm some kind of Ice Ballerina.

      I actually pull it off with ease, and I think I land perfectly as well, I can feel myself twirling in the air, feeling as if I might fail and fall, but I land majestically, at least from what I experienced.

      When I landed, I bumped into one of those La-Z-Boy furniture chairs, so I guess the landing wasn't really perfect. It seemed I just happened to step on the lever that brings the sofa chair back, so I bend down to pull/push the lever to bring it back up.



      I can't remember what I did next.
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      06.06.2012
      Party (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I'm shirtless throughout most of the this party. It's held inside the house that I'm at in waking life. There seems to be a lot of young people here at first, and I assumed I guess I hosted the party, even though I never hosted on in my life.

      I walk around, see a few familiar people, and then I saw her...


      Isaura...sigh.

      She's not with her boyfriend. Why did she have to be in this dream?

      She's wearing a short black jacket that just hands half way to her waste, and I believe she's wearing a striped shirt going horizontally. She's also wearing a really short denim skirt with black stockings underneath and some pretty fancy dark red heels.

      Her lips as well are dark red, which makes her more enticing to have a conversation with. But she had a boyfriend in waking life, I'm not going to talk to her at all, even if it is just a dream.



      I'm waiting in line to get some food, wait, I have to wait in line if I'm hosting this bloody party?

      Wow.


      Anyway, while I'm waiting in line, I see some guy that looks like Ivan in real life (guy from High School that I kinda knew in one or two classes).

      He's shirtless too, though I don't really pay attention to the details, and I think some guys like myself were either wearing short black sports pants or some weird yellow or black cloth covering our private parts. Ivan asks a stupid question, like he mostly does from what I recall in waking life, and this query of this is wondering how he can alter the color of the cloth he's wearing.

      There's supposed to be an island cabinet in the middle of the kitchen (so much for reality checking), but the brown dining table replaces it, and some random person grabs Ivan's cloth, and you know the tiny little gap that shows from tables that can be split in two in order to save space when you don't need them?

      Yeah, someone puts the cloth between it, rubs it a little in between, and take it out, and it matches the color of the brown table.

      Okay.....don't know exactly why Ivan wants a change in color for his cloth, but not my concern, hell, I think I wanted mine changed too....LOL.

      Anyway, as I'm getting closer and closer to the food, I'm still waiting behind Ivan. Then I realize the food in front of me would be gone. Ivan goes around the table to where we're facing each other, and I see there's like 4 pieces of food left, like Hors d'oeuvres type of food.

      Sigh.....

      I let Ivan take it, and try to look around to see if there's any food, but the only thing I'm seeing are chips and some small packets of what seemed to be red salsa for it. I think there were Fruit Loops cereal as well.

      I get a bowl, and I think I put some chips inside, but I also think I put some Fruit Loops inside of it as well. I guess I forgot that I put chips in the bowl.

      The dream shifts, and I'm in the same kitchen, and I see bottles of some black stuff. In my mind, I thought they were overloads from Runescape.



      To describe what Overload potions are in a nutshell: Basically, you need 96 Herblore to make these things, but you can boost your stats up if you're lucky and get a 5+ bonus from Spicy Stew. When you drink a dose of an Overload potion, your combat stats go WAY up, making it useful for killing things faster, and the effect lasts for 5 minutes.

      If you're 99 in all combat stats, you're basically level 125 in Attack, Strength, Defense, Range (I think) and 106 for mage I think? (because having 125 Mage means you're a fucking god). Oh and if you drink potions that drain your stats, as long as you have Overloads and have the effect own, it boosts them back up to max, so it's the perfect potion when you use items like Saradomin Brews that boost your health way up, but drain your stats as tradeoff.

      Think of Overloads as Steroids in the game.

      Okay back to the dream.

      I'm filling out this black substance in different containers starting from as small as a regular bottle with a cap on it, to as large as a oil barrel.

      My second thought of what the black substance was is oil as well, the overload thing came into mind after I assumed it was oil. I pour it out in bigger containers, for some odd reason, and then I think I reached the point to where I just pour things out without really giving much thought to it.



      I think I drank some stuff from the bottle, then realized I probably took some of the black substance, panicked a little, but it was actually water, not the black substance.

      Then someone calls out my name, I turn around, and it's one of older people in their 50s calling me. It's from a group in waking life that basically has parties for anyone's birthday.

      Anyway, as I'm listening to her, though I forget what she said specifically, I'm tying up what seems to be a trash bag. I tell her to give me a few seconds to finish tying up the bag, and there were several people sitting near the couches and chairs as well.

      The dream shifts again to where the party finally ends. I go outside the garage, and the environment outside is completely mixed up. On my right, I see parts of College Station, Texas, more specifically, areas near the Clock Tower and Texas A&M.

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      I even see the railroad lane and some oncoming traffic as well, and yet I don't do a reality check for this. I think someone comes in to see if the party is still going, but I'm not sure what I said, but they left eventually. I think I was outside at the garage to get some kind of fairly large blue object, like an over-sized notebook of some sort, and probably went back inside the house.


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      06.06.2012
      Hypocrite (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I sitting on my bed, it's bright as day from what I see through the blinds and the overall natural lighting of the room I'm in. There are a few kids around, so I presumed I have to babysit them while the adults party it up....-.-

      I threw a paper ball at one kid, and quickly changed my facade to where I had no participation in this. He turns around to find out who it was, and he's not completely stupid fortunately.

      He's a small kid, probably 6-7 years of age I believe, and resembles one of the twin kids that I sometimes have to make sure behave when they come to this house in waking life. He's wondering where the paper balls are, and they are right next to my left leg. It seems I'm wearing long gym pants.

      Before the kid could check the left side, I slowly put my leg on top of the paper balls, and when he goes on the left side, he's wondering what the hell happened to the rest of the paper balls.



      Lol, what a bloody idiot. I continue pretending that I didn't do anything by asking him where they could possibly be. I even pulled out some sheets that I probably used to cover myself while sleeping to help him see if there were there.

      Nada, still under my legs, he isn't going to find those paper balls.

      Idiot.

      I guess he gives up eventually because there's a dream shift where I'm talking to another child. I have to bend down on my knees, and slant my back forward just to make eye contact with him.

      The kid did something that irritated me, probably something he said to the other kids. He's dark-skinned, resembles another kid who is a little bit more mature than the other twins, probably 9-13 years of age in waking life now.

      I tell him he's a hypocrite.

      His face is still, I don't think he knows what hypocrite or hypocrisy means. I almost thought he was going to tell on me for calling him one.....LOL...but really, he asks me,

      "What's that?"

      I gave him what I thought it was at the time with my diluted logic in this dream. I told him that a Hypocrite is a person who tries to proclaim ideals that should be met, and contradicts those intentions by not trying to follow them.

      I even give him an example, a horrible example that went a little out of context. I declared something about believing in God, The Bible, Angels, etc., and then contradicting those intentions and ideals by not believing in Angelic symbols.


      I'm paraphrasing here, but I know I did a horrible job with telling this kid what it means. Oh well, don't give a crap on what I instill in that kid's head, just wanted to enlighten him so he wouldn't be bothering me, or possibly go up to his parents and declare that I called him a hypocrite.

      Boy....that wouldn't be fun.....especially with how my father tries his best to let the adults enjoy and loosen themselves at parties...I might as well fabricate whatever came out of my ass at the time.

      Not saying I want to ruin the parties or anything, just that the children can be horrible sometimes with their behavior. Thank goodness for video games or just basic television, because that's the only thing that will shut them up.

      Man, I really do hate children huh? Guess I won't be considering marriage for a loooong time.


      Updated 06-06-2012 at 01:50 PM by 47756

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    2. Money in Mail Slot

      by , 06-05-2012 at 09:19 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      06.05.2012
      Money in Mail Slot (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I took a nap around 2-3PM and planned to wake up at 5 PM.


      I have the neighborhood mailbox (one section) in the house I'm currently at in waking life so I can open our slot that had a lot of $5 bills.

      While I'm taking out what seems to be an endless supply of $5 bills, and while I'm doing this, "Freckles" the English Version song from Rurouni Kenshin is playing.


      Lol.
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    3. Auditorium, I need a Condom, Naomi Russells, Zach, Rolling in Grass

      by , 06-05-2012 at 11:06 AM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      06.05.2012
      Auditorium (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID



      It's fairly dark in this auditorium, and I'm not sure what is going to be presented at the time. It seems everyone is focused at what's occurring behind them, and I turn around to see what it is, but I can't remember what it is.

      Whatever it is, the though of interest encroached my mind, and I think I get out some kind of electronic device, probably a camera, to take a photo of whatever it is.

      I'm presuming it's a statue of some sort, because there isn't a lot of movement going on. People start to leave, and I swear there was one group of DCs that I heard that made me think about something, but I forgot that as well.


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      06.05.2012
      Zach from Saved By the Bell (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I only remember Zach, me, and a small group of people walking together somewhere.
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      06.05.2012
      Rolling in Grass (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID



      I'm watching that guy that plays as the main character in "Everybody Hates Chris," and his mother wanted him to go find his sister I think.

      It's late at night, and I'm wondering why the mother would send her son to do something like that. Chris dashes through this fairly high grass area that goes all the way up a few inches past his ankles. He lays on his back to roll in the grass, and to avoid farmers moving around with their tractors.

      Then I think I take on the form of Chris now, but I felt like I was in my own dream body though. Very confusing.

      Then I get up and the dream shifts to where it's way brighter than it was before, and some guy comes up to me that looks like he would be a teacher in this dream setting.

      By this point, I think I'm back to spectator view and see Chris again talking to that same guy I met. He said something about him going somewhere to get in trouble, but tell the truth, or be called gay.


      Wait what? Okay...

      Updated 06-05-2012 at 11:09 AM by 47756

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    4. Blurred Photos

      by , 06-04-2012 at 06:44 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      06.04.2012
      Who is the Redheaded Lady? (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

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      I took a nap around 3:45 PM, and woke up around 5:00 PM, even though I set the alarm for 5:15 PM.

      There are a lot of pictures in front of me, and I'm most likely on a laptop, not sure if it's mine or someone else's.

      Most of these pictures, if not all of them were blurred when I tried to look and see who the female who looked like a Ginger with the red hair and all.

      I saw that she wore glasses, and some of these pictures were her taking photos with her friends, you know, closeups, etc.

      I try my best to look beyond the blurred images, and I can make out some fairly accurate outlines on her face. She looked like she was probably in her 20s-30s, that's for sure.

      Now who it actually was....not too sure on that, I don't want to assume, but I think it's someone's visage I've been dying to know....

      This could just be a day residue when I found out how my clan leader from Runescape looks like, since she's a redhead as well...and she's hot....HOT....and this was a nap, so the blurred photos could mean anything...


      Okay, enough of that Link.

      Updated 06-04-2012 at 06:50 PM by 47756

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    5. Pizza and Vash

      by , 06-04-2012 at 11:41 AM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      06.04.2012
      Pizza (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      What is with me and these horrible recall of dreams?!?!?

      I'm walking with my mother and father to a store that sells Pizza, and before I remembered this part, something previous to this, I know that I had to do a lot of weird stuff just to get here, but my mind isn't giving me any hints of that unfortunately.

      Anyway, the place has two options like any other regular fast food place: To-Go or Eating while in the restaurant. It made sense to eat while in there because there was a buffet I believe, or you could set how many pizzas you think you could eat, and then add on from there if it wasn't enough for you.

      By this time, I don't think I see my mother and father, just a few random people. One female wanted to eat 90 Bite Size pizzas, and immediately, she sat down at a table once her order was confirmed and did her business.

      I wanted something like that, and I'm trying to find where I have to go first to make and order. I go into a room, and where are people sitting down, and since I didn't know what to do at all, I just made the assumption that this is where we have to wait for orders and such.

      At the same time, I wonder if this area was for people who already made an order, since being a line would make more sense than sitting down. Anyway, I sit down and wait, and by this point, I can't remember much going on.

      But something tells me the next dream shift was associated with this. I'm in a different area, and I see my grades in college are portrayed in a fairly huge projector screen. The grades are formatted in an Excel Spreadsheet, and my father is

      right


      next



      to



      me.




      I glance quickly to see anything abnormal with my grades, because I could sense he was being a little slow reading the grades, and I saw one "F" on the screen.

      Are you kidding me......come on.....COME ON....

      Fortunately, my father didn't see this, and I managed to cover it up just in time. I think I even faked that I "accidentally" minimized the screen so I can say "Ooops" and try to think of something else to distract him from seeing my grades.

      Okay, I get what you're trying to say mind of mine.....and I really hate you for that.

      I forget what I do to let him see my grades, with the one "F" that was covered up of course.

      My mind is going to keep trolling me until I finally show my grades to my father. Sigh.....I better show them today or tomorrow at least.

      *Prepares to lay in the fetal position*

      *sucks thumb*

      NOOO





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      06.04.2012
      Vash (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I have horrible recall of this, not even sure if the guy I met was even close to Vash.



      There's three men, they all look like mercenaries, with their fancy weapons and overly exaggerated gear and armor. I think I'm following them, and eventually, they all stop to discuss about something.

      I think Vash starts freaking out about something, but I can't remember.
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    6. June 2 Dreams

      by , 06-03-2012 at 11:14 AM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      06.02.2012
      Helping Out (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I'm at a building, but some parts of it transferred me to a random house that I assumed was mine.

      Anyway, there were a group of young teenage boys walking and talking with each other. One of them was asking the other one why they didn't post their defense level to whatever site or group he was talking about.

      The building inside was one of those structures that you could hear the footsteps of people quite well slamming on the tile floor. There was adequate lighting, but not a lot, probably because it was still daytime when I looked outside.

      But even when I did, outside was a little darker because the clouds were covering the sun at the time.

      The guy said he'll do that, and the other guy asking him said there's only 2 spots left. Out of randomness, I wanted to help the guy, but I had things to do on my own.

      I'm going to assume they were talking about Runescape. Anyway, I tell the guy who has to post his defense level or whatever to follow me, and then we're transferred to my room in a random house. I have a T.V., and I can't really remember what game console I had in the room.

      From what I recall, there was a controller I gave the teenage boy to, and it looked like a XBOX 360 controller. I tell him to grab that, and then find a way to connect to the Internet, and do whatever it is he needed to do.

      For me, I believe I had to go to a school at around 11:30 AM-12, but going at 11:00 AM would be better to prepare for some things. After helping that kid out, I think it's close to 11:25 AM, so I started to worry a little bit if I'll be late to whatever it is I have to go to a school for.

      I can't remember what happens next, but the dream shifts to where I'm in the room again, with different people. There's one child in my room, and he's standing on those chairs that you see director's sitting on in movie production.



      I tell him in a slightly heavy and angry tone to get his feet off the seating area, and put them on the level slightly below it to rest them. He looked exactly like one of the children I have to babysit when one or two of their parents come.

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      06.02.2012
      Finding Someone (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      First, I was riding my bicycle with someone who looked like my Psychology teacher in the last High School I attended before. I believe we were looking to see if someone would come near the oncoming traffic. The environment looked almost the same as the area that's a little far from where my apartment is at in waking life.

      The guy I'm following decides to go on the other side of the road, and once traffic clears up a bit, I ride my bicycle to follow him riding his own too.

      I had a little trouble pedaling it, the gears where shifting a bit, and I tried ignoring it, but it kept doing that for a while.....

      There's another dream fragment where the same guy was wearing a shirt that said "Gay" or "Gays"????

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      06.02.2012
      You Can Sit Here!! (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I believe I'm in a lecture room in college, and I think I either tripped or something, because I landed on a random seat somewhere, and a blonde in a pick shirt I believe is right next to me on the left side.

      There's another girl on the right, but I don't pay attention to her, I apologize to the blonde girl in the pink shirt on how I didn't mean to sit between her.

      She said with a really enthusiastic voice,

      "That's okay!" and she really meant it. Her smile, her facial expressions, it was as if she was glad I was sitting next to her.

      I can still feel some of the positive energy from her. I don't know.....I could imagine hugging her and her showering me with wonderful energy...

      Sigh.
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      06.02.2012
      Star in Space (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID




      I remember walking with someone, and it was near Traditions at Northgate at College Station. It was a little dark outside, maybe in dream time, it was associating that with early morning in waking life or probably just the type of 6PM-8PM darkness here in Texas.

      I look at the sky and see some kind of orange-red star in space, it continues floating slowly, and then as it's fading away,

      I take my right hand,

      formed it into a gun gesture and said,

      "Bang."

      I said it with weird confidence, as if I felt alive, as if I........

      I don't know...
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      06.02.2012
      Any Life forms on other Planets? (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      This dream was weird lol.

      I was at a void, and I could select which any planet within this solar system I wanted to explore. I was excited but also afraid as well, since I felt that when I do choose one, the sensation of going to another planet, and seeing the mysteries my mind could come up with would probably be too much for me.

      It was set up where I could mentally scroll which planet I wanted to go to, and I wanted to check Uranus,

      Lol, I wonder what would be in Uranus....looool, anyway, mind out of the gutter Link!

      I asked someone in the void if there are lifeforms in other planets, and they showed this screen panel of examples of lifeforms from other planets including humans from Earth as Well.

      How the entities were portrayed was like seeing an Anime representations. Kind of like the Chibi-style anime, and the entities varied from looking like Humans to completely different forms.

      They were all cute though, but something that made it weirder was that a penis related to their own kind showed up, and a female of their kind was giving them a tugjob.

      Wait.

      What?

      It just didn't match having a Chibi-style portrayals giving tugjobs penises that would match their type.

      All of them had the same animation of giving the tugjobs as well.

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      06.02.2012
      Faye Valetine and wine (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID


      The environment I'm in is a cold one, at least it looks like it would feel cold because the whole setting was slightly dark, and the overall colors were different hues of blue.



      I'm walking with someone again, and it seems it's Faye Valentine. My recall of this is decent, but who I actually was with still confuses me, so I'll just go with Faye Valentine for now.


      I believe I'm holding wine bottles in my hand (that's something new, never drank alcohol in my life, or even in my dreams).

      I poured out some wine, and I'm not sure if I took a sip or anything, maybe I was pouring it out for Faye. I then decided I should mix the two bottles of wine together.

      Faye basically tells me,

      "No! Don't do that!" while smiling at me.

      I mix them anyway, and she just responds with a "whatever" look on her face.

      Teehee.

      Hmmm, wonder if I was setting up a roofie on her. LOL.

      Nah, I wouldn't do that, and I wouldn't know how to do that anyway.
    7. Father Calling Me, Monk

      by , 06-01-2012 at 05:50 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      06.01.2012
      Father Calling me (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I slept late so yeah, not really good on the recall that night.

      My father is basically calling me over the phone to ask me a question that annoys me, and I scream over him on the phone, then apologized for it, then continued screaming.


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      06.01.2012
      Monk (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I was helping Monk, from the show Monk, do something, can't remember.

      Lulz
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    8. High School Cafeteria, Using Two Penises on Ashley Graham, Shootout

      by , 05-30-2012 at 04:43 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      05.30.2012
      High School Cafeteria (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      Things start out with me being inside of a classroom. I'm pretty sure it was a Spanish class I was taking, and it was almost time to leave as well.

      I'm being passive by listening to the people talk and not taking part of anything. They mostly were talking with the teacher, and the teacher was declaring on what she will do in the class and such.

      I leave the classroom when everyone else leaves, and my vision is saturated and diluted. I can barely see anything, just faded out outlines of whoever it is in front of me. I had a feeling who it was even with the horrible vision.

      Then my vision starts to synch back, and it's John again that I knew from a High School tennis team. For some reason, I was talking to him like I was drunk, but I don't remember drinking in this dream, and I have never taken alcohol in waking life as well.

      So much for reality checking..

      I ignore John, and continue heading to the cafeteria, and the school itself was familiar, and it's obviously one of the ones I attended before. I think I find another person that looks familiar as well, and decided to sit next to them.

      Then more people came, and I see that two people that were going to sit next to each other, I waited until one person asked if I could switch seats with him. I said "Sure," because I assumed they were good friends.

      I don't know why, but I just did because I know that the waking life ones know each other pretty well, since they live in the same neighborhood.

      Then as more people come in, more people wanted to switch seats, not with me though, just with other people I think.

      I look around the cafeteria, just what's left and right of me, but not the back of me. There's one guy with a serious and dull face.
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      05.30.2012
      Using Two Penises on Ashley Graham? (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID





      I honestly don't know anymore.....but something felt like I did......anyway.

      This dream was kind of weird, it was going good for the first few moments, then I'm confused as hell later on. It feels like I'm playing Resident Evil 4, with the over the shoulder shooting.

      Except, I feel like I'm actually IN the game. What I mean is that the mechanics that define the game was incorporated into this random dream environment I was in that probably wasn't even close to the environments in the game.

      It felt like I was in a very nice mansion with red carpet all over. It had your classic brown doors with golden door knobs, fancy chandelier lights. I was on the top floor, and saw the bottom floor when I was about 4-7 feet away, so the pathways on the top floor were kind of closed in a little.

      This meant that since this is a shooting match with random dream characters, there would be a lot of close quarters combat, and weapons ideal for short range would be a smart thing to use.

      I move around, shooting a few things, hell, I can't remember what or who I'm shooting at.

      Then things get a little hectic, and I see Krauser from Resident Evil 4 as well. He's close to me, getting ready to attack. Then the body that I'm playing as, I see it in a third person view. I'm wearing a fancy black suit and pants, and I believe I was wearing shades along with a purple shirt underneath the suit.

      As for the face, I can't really recall it too well, it could've been me or just someone random. But yeah, the reason why I think it was me is because when I'm kicking Krauser like I'm freaking Van Damme, I can feel the sensations of lifting my legs back and forth.

      Then another dream shift and.......it's hard to remember what I did exactly.

      Edit: It's best I didn't post that little section there >.>


      If you can find out why I added two pens, well, you'll get yourself a tasty cookie.


      Spoiler for 18+ Material:


      Yeah..>.>

      I can't remember anything related to that, so I'll just assume there's a dream shift.

      I think I'm facing Krauser....AGAIN....and we're in room that's closed in as well, even less space than our last encounter.

      I'll tell you one thing, you do NOT want to be in a small room with that guy, that's giving yourself a hard time just to stay alive with the things he could do, especially if he used his Enhanced Arm Blade from the Plagas within him.

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      05.30.2012
      Shoot out (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      Seems to be another crazy dream where people are out to kill other teams.

      I only remember getting on top of some fairly large vehicle, the size of a van, and it was white too. I think I was taking cover the whole time, since it's war zone now to me.

      Updated 05-30-2012 at 06:54 PM by 47756

      Categories
      non-lucid
    9. Go Forth Link, Anal Sex and DP, College Randomness, Sneaking Mission Gone COMPLETELY WRONG...

      by , 05-27-2012 at 07:06 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      05.27.2012
      Go Forth Link!!! (WBTB)

      I decided I should sleep after I recalled the set of dreams from the previous entry...

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      As I'm drifting to sleep, after waking up to type some dreams that I recalled from last night, I decided that I should ahead and just sleep one more time, because I felt pretty tired after a while, even though it was around 9-10 AM at the time.

      I slept on my stomach, started counting, but not too seriously, just on and off counting.

      And LOL, this song "Go Forth," and old Christian song, it's kind of funny that it would be playing and the singer saying "GO FORTH," which was probably just my mind telling me to go already, hahahahaha.

      Here are the lyrics to the song, I can't find a Youtube video of it, must be a really really really old song.

      Spoiler for Lyrics to "Go Forth":


      But I finally used my damn brain for once to get lucid in this dream.

      I was laying on my stomach or on my back most of the time in this dream.

      I hear some music, some Christian music to be more specific. The song is "Go Forth" which was by William McDowell I think.

      It was kind of tricky at first, because when I heard the song playing, I thought it could be external sounds, but I know that no one could be playing Christian songs right now.

      Then I made the excuse that I'm probably listening to my Zune HD playing the song, then I told myself that I couldn't have had my Zune HD playing, and that I wouldn't be putting my earphones inside my ears while sleeping.

      I get up, open my dream eyes, I still think I'm in waking life though. I do the nose plug reality check. It doesn't work.

      LOL.

      YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING ME, IT DOESN'T WORK FOR ONCE?!?!? OH CRAP.

      I didn't give up though, I think it didn't work because I wasn't holding my nose tight enough, and I didn't feel that slight pain in my stomach when you try to breath in with your nose plugged it. I was sort of in a stationary position with holding my nose and trying to breathe.

      Instead of worrying too much about that, I shift to the next thing in my reality check arsenal, my hands.

      I counted them slowly, and I swore I counted six on my right hand, but to make sure that I wasn't distracted with my left hand, I put it out of my view, and count again.

      Seven fingers, I'm freaking dreaming. Instead of going "EVA EVA eVA EVA EVA SEX SEX SEX SEX" or some random shit like that, I take the time to calm down.

      I'm in my apartment, and my bedroom is still dark, I know I'm not in my apartment right now in waking life. I move quietly, because I still have a little fear of the dark in lucid dreams, but it's only because I'm not good at stablizing as yet.

      I walk slowly, having my back facing the open bathroom that is to the right of the hallway when you exit my bedroom. I extend my arms for some reason, but I just go with it, I'm freaking lucid, doesn't matter what I do with my body right now. I look left and right slowly, just to make sure nothing random will pop up and potentially screw up this lucid.

      I stop moving slowly, turned my body towards the exit, and rubbed my hands as I walk to the exit. The living room of the apartment is the only place that has light in it. I see the light brown table that's in the middle of the room like in waking life as well.

      I forgot what I did next, but I do remember some dream shifts.

      One I believe involved Lindsay Lohan, but I can't remember what exactly, because when I woke up from the lucid, I still had my eyes closed, so I was in a conflict of opening them up to recall the lucid fully, or just tell myself with my eyes closed that I would use the keywords, "Lindsay Lohan," and drift back to sleep.
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      05.27.2012
      Anal Sex and DP (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I.........just wow. LOL. The first part was kind of awkward for me to watch, but the second part with the female was erotic.

      Spoiler for 18+ Material, You have been warned, don't blame me if you see this!!!!!:
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      05.27.2012
      College Randomness (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I'll shorten this dream too. I'm walking down the walking lane when the walk signal turns on for pedestrians to move.

      I get to the end of the lane, and walk on the pretty wide sidewalk that had a lot of cover for shade, and to the right was the bar near University Drive called Hookah Station. I didn't really have to pay attention to the name of the bar in the dream, I just knew it resembled the bar in waking life.

      I'm walking down the sidewalk, just looking at what is in front of me, it seems I had a goal at the time in the dream. I see a chubby girl that looked like the one I had in a previous art class in High School before I took the art class with that lady I met in my last dream. (nicknamed Ms. J for private reasons)

      The chubby girl and me are walking in opposite directions, we get closer and closer, and take a quick glance at each other before looking at our own direction.

      I wanted to get to the left side of the area, so I looked left and right for traffic, saw that the right lane was clear, walked on it. Then I checked for any vehicles coming to the left lane, it's clear too.

      The moment I step on the left lane, BAM, a car almost comes close to me, but they managed to do some awkward drifting to where they are parking next to the Sushi Restaurant that resembles the one in waking life. At least that's what I assumed the place to be in the dream.

      I look at the driver of the red car that almost bumps into me, and then carried on to whatever it is I was doing. I turn my back, and I see another chubby girl on lane that I was on before pick up some kind of plastic circular jar of cheese. She grabs it, and has the edges of the top on the container between her teeth.

      I just assume she's going to eat it, and then turn back to where I was going.

      Then another dream shift where I was climbing a short ladder I believe, and found something on top of whatever it is I was looking at to find something. I gave whatever item it was to some dude and said,

      "Here you go Dominic."

      He thanks me, and goes on his way.

      I can't remember much after that.
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      05.27.2012
      Sneaking Mission Gone COMPLETELY WRONG (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID



      The vibe of this dream, it felt like it was going to be a Splinter Cell: Chaos Theory type of dream.

      I think I'm playing as Sam Fisher in third person mode, or maybe I was playing a video game in the dream, it's hard to tell, but I know I had some moments where I was moving by myself.

      The reason why I'm assuming that is because it feels like I'm going to start the Bathouse level (Hokkaido) in the game. I start out in the initial location just like the game. Over a small puddle of water.

      The setting is set at some kind of mini Asian temples that would be apparent when you advance up front more, just like in the game.

      But instead of running up to that area, I remembered that just like in the game, there would be a guard near the edge of a small cliff patrolling. I look up with and aim my gun to search for any guard on top, and my assumption is right, he's right there on the cliff.

      I take a steady aim, but I noticed I moved a little too fast over the puddle of water, which makes the guard on top of the cliff suspicious.

      Shit.

      I decided instead of trying to use the Sticky Shocker (a non-lethal weapon in the game that does like the name implies), I shoot the guard.

      Bad move.

      Things start turning into shit from here, I swear, I did NOTHING wrong to cause suspicion to the point where guards start getting ready to try and find me.

      And the worse part, it's guards with thermal vision goggles. So staying in the dark isn't going to really help me here. I advance forward, since moving quietly is not a priority anymore, they already know I'm here.

      I still try to be careful though by hiding behind solid covers that the thermal goggles can't see through, like rock for instance. The environment changes COMPLETELY, it's not like the Hokkaido mission at all anymore.

      I brace my back against the wall, or have Sam Fisher brace his back against the wall (still having trouble distinguishing whether or not I'm him or I'm controlling him by playing a video game in a dream).

      Peeking over to see which types of guards are inside the small area, I notice there's one thermal goggle wearing guard, and shoot him immediately, since he'll be the first one to find me out if I leave myself open like that.

      Then I just basically get myself into a situation where I'm like "Just fuck it! RUN!!!!"

      I dodge whatever gunfire is coming at me, and then turn back and found myself at a dead end. The guards are getting closer, they're not shooting me this time, they know they have me. They know they have the upperhand here.

      Closer...closer....closer...SHIT what the FUCK do I do NOW?!?!?

      I calm myself down, seeing as these guys won't shoot me, I look to my left, and see there's a fairly huge pool filled with water. I did what any person would do if they see a chance for escape.

      I dash to the left like there's no fucking tomorrow.
      (sorry for my language, but even when I'm typing this, I can still feel the rage and intensity of this dream)

      I dive into the pool of water, and find that there's a hole in the wall in front of me (imagine having my back facing the dead-end wall before I dived into the pool of water, that same wall extending over to the pool side is the one with the hole in it).

      Wow, instead of getting my ass interrogated, I managed to use whatever escape I could find!

      I can't remember much except that I managed to dive into the water easily and go through the large hole.

      Updated 05-28-2012 at 04:20 AM by 47756

      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid
    10. Cold Hearted Art Teacher, Dream on how I Lucid Dream

      by , 05-27-2012 at 03:54 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      05.27.2012


      I found the song that was playing on Episode 25 of Cowboy Bebop!!

      Cold Hearted Art Teacher
      (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      A dream about one of my Art teachers in High School, haven't had one of those in a while...

      Tried finding Kaomea last night, no luck, sorry Kaomea.

      It's late afternoon, or at least early morning, there are a few people out walking around, so it isn't exactly a ghost town or anything like that. The place resembles my University, just a little bit, and I could feel like there were a lot of trees as well.

      I wasn't focusing on the environment much, just some major components like the road and a few buildings. A shuttle bus that looks like the University bus is passing through, and some guy gets on the road, waits for it to pass, but the bus is still taking some time to go through.

      The idiot decides to walk back a little, and run, and he gets knocked out instantly when his body slams to the moving bus. He looked a lot like Kevin that I know in waking life. I quickly rush over to him, trying to wake him up and asking him if he's all right.

      I was prepared to call 911, but my recall of what I did next is horrible.

      Dream shift.

      Okay, I'm inside of a building, and I believe I'm in an Art Studio that seems to be owned by one of my Art teachers, let's call her Ms. J for short. Before I went to meet her, I go inside of the stuidio room, and find that I was working on a project.

      I look at the large sheet of paper in front of me, and it was as wide as the length of one of my arms. It seems that it's mostly graphite portraits of several people contained in the drawing, and there was still space for me to add a little more faces or full body figures.

      One thing that caught my attention was the girl I drew on the bottom right corner, she looked a lot like Erica in waking life. I speculate on who it really is, and I didn't even do a reality check.

      I look up to see Kevin, a different Kevin
      (let's call him Kev2 to make things less confusing, who was in my art class. I could tell this was the other Kev2 for sure because of the girl he was sitting next to looked like his girlfriend. She was also in an Art class that I was in while in High School as well.

      Hmm....

      Kev2 seems to be explaining to her some math problems, sounds like Calculus. There was a person up in front that looked like he was a teacher, but I don't think he was discussing anything related to Art.

      I couldn't remember what he said exactly, but Kev2 kind of made the teacher stop in the middle of his speech several times, and the teacher got annoyed and decided to shut up so the Kev2 can get the hint that he's supposed to quiet and listen.

      The professor continues once Kev2 stops talking, but after a few seconds, he's STILL talking to his girlfriend about the math problem or whatever. Even though he's whispering, it's way too loud, and I get annoyed by this because in my mind, him distracting the teacher from saying what they wanted to say made me impatient, and all of these abrupt pauses made it worse.

      The dream shifts, and I meet my Art teacher, Ms. J. I believe she's sitting with someone, and I told her about what happened to Kevin (not Kev2, the first one). I don't know why I mentioned him to her, because I'm pretty sure she wouldn't have known him in waking life.

      I declared about the accident he had, and she justs has that look that says, "Okay" in a dull and stoic expression. I think she was even annoyed by me saying it, and think she wants me to leave. I could just tell, seeing as she has some company in the room.

      Why is it that the cute art teachers have to be so....so.....so....so....never mind, she's probably still in a relationship with her boyfriend who is apparently a CIA agent in waking life.

      Talk about having an awesome art teacher in High School huh?
      _________________________
      05.27.2012
      Dream on how I Lucid Dream (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      This dream pisses me off so freaking much...

      My field of vision, it feels that my eyes are closed....okay....seems I'm trying to attempt a WILD after a WBTB. All right, and it feels like I'm trying to teach someone how I lucid dream, but I'm still not sure on that.

      Anyway, the field of vision was light green, a very bright green, had a lime color to it, but not much. I see little waves moving within this field of vision, and I pretty much only remember myself looking at that for a while with my eyes closed.

      Sometimes I wonder if that's what I saw when I tried to do a WBTB, but didn't get out of the bed...which made me drift to sleep quickly.

      Updated 05-27-2012 at 04:02 PM by 47756

      Categories
      non-lucid
    11. Mow the Lawn

      by , 05-25-2012 at 07:08 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      05.25.2012
      Mow the Lawn (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      My mother is nagging me on how I have to mow the lawn before my father comes. I tell her that I'll take care of it, and she shouldn't have to worry about it. Lol, why would my mother be there to tell me in the first place?

      Anyway, the time is around 2:02 PM or so in this dream, and I'm surprised on how fast time is passing, and I know my father might come early, I just had the feeling. So I decided to get started on mowing the lawn, and then he comes...

      FUCK.

      Well, he didn't look mad for seeing me not finish it as yet, and then it fucking RAINS.



      FUCK MAN FUCK.

      My father sits down near the garage on a white chair, and coming off of work, tired, it's obvious that he's going to be pissed.

      He tells me why I didn't do it earlier, and I just take his verbal abuse at me. I even agree with him on my own incompetence for not finishing something so simple to do.

      I wake up, and it's not even close to that time....LOL, more like 8:04 AM.

      Man, I don't know how I took that abuse from him! Guess I'm still a piss poor wimp even in my dreams.

      Think I better start mowing the lawn RIGHT now.
      Tags: father, house, lawn, mother
      Categories
      non-lucid
    12. Man in a Green Jacket, Princess

      by , 05-24-2012 at 04:32 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      05.24.2012
      Man in a Green Jacket (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      Everything is in first person mode, and I have machine gun in hand. The setting is very dark, and it seems I'm invading some kind of stone castle and fortress. I sneak in, and then I go check what's inside a small stone house that seemed to be an area where soldiers could get some ammo.

      I sense a guard, and I check the back window, and the guard starts getting suspicious, I turn around to make sure I won't get shot in the back, and then opened the door in front of me. The guard gets closer, and I tried to hide, but I was too slow to take cover.

      He notices me, and he looks exactly like the guards in Metal Gear Solid 3. I shoot him with a machine gun, and then immediately get out of the house, and I aim my gun at where the other guys might come from, and I'm right.

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      Just Exclude the "J" on his head, and that's how they looked, and the camouflage was a bit more yellow.

      There's at least 3-4 of them out to get me, and I'm already having the machine gun aimed at the head of the guard without even twitching a single part of my arms and wrists. I was dead accurate with aiming, but I still have put a little more bullets in the guards heads to even cause some kind of damage.

      And when I did shoot them, I'm not even sure if they died, this dream seemed to be those rare ones where my shots do not make a difference, and they will keep coming after.

      Then......the moment when I thought I was safe while trying to shoot and run, this man comes up closer to me and tries to shoot me.

      His hair, it's a mix of gray, and white as well, he looks like one of those people that could be a vampire of some sort, you know, the old guy who still looks handsome but deadly....the type of guy that you don't really want to provoke too much.


      He didn't have the jacket look swamp-ish like the one above me, it was a bit more of a regular dark green.

      He was wearing a red tie, black pants I believe, a large green jacket that extended near his ankles, and probably wore a white dress shirt with some kind of black vest on top of that. I couldn't see his eyes, he seemed to be one of those figures with the eyes that stay like this:

      " - - "
      (I would draw it out, but that's my best description right now )

      I continue shooting him, and I even see his life bar, but it isn't going down at all. After I ran out of machine gun ammo, I switch to a pistol/handgun, and started to barrage him with whatever bullets were left in side. This guy was also dead accurate with his shots, and I'm wondering why I'm not feeling any kind of damage....

      I'm still running while having my attention focused on this guy, and he's going really really REALLY fast to the point where I think he isn't even using his feet, he's just freaking levitating and zooming in on me fast.

      Then there's this "Mission Complete!" logo that comes up when I'm seeing things in third person view.

      Some stats show up, but I don't even pay attention to that, I'm wondering how I completed the mission if I'm running like my life depended on it?





      _________________________
      05.24.2012
      Princess (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID



      I see a blonde female in a glittering and silver dress, I can't remember most of her visage, but I'm presuming she was at least cute. I think she's putting on make-up and some earrings as well.

      That's all i remember.

      Well, there's one more dream I remember, but it just involved me going through random things and meeting with random people....not really a good description huh?

      Updated 11-02-2015 at 04:36 AM by 47756

      Categories
      memorable , non-lucid
    13. D in Biology 112, House Inspection, Linkzeidra, Kaomea, and Alyzarin Banned, Sitting Outside........

      by , 05-22-2012 at 07:05 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      05.22.2012
      D in Biology 112 and OctoberWind or Alyzarin? (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I don't even know what to say about this dream. I think it's a really pathetic dream, seeing as it's trying to be prophetic with which grade I'm going to get for my Biology 112 course.

      I'm inside a building, but it feels like a middle school building instead of a section in college, in fact, it looks likes like the Thornton Middle School I used to go.

      The flooring, the walls, and the gym that is basically one of the major sections in the school were all paired pretty accurately. It's kind of hard remembering what I did first, so I'll just trace my steps back and hope for the best.

      I believe I start getting ready to run to the gym, and I'm running pretty fast too
      (seems I was right about speed running being something I never really have to practice much in my dreams). Then there's this female in a blue jacket that is running along with me, and I realized that when I'm running, I'm using my toes to push myself forward.

      I decided to plant each foot to the ground instead of using my toes alone, and I went much faster, but the girl to the left of me went even faster than me. I tried to catch up to her, but she made me look so slow.

      She didn't even turn her face to talk to me or anything, especially since other dream characters weren't even running at all. I decided to just stop running, take a moment to stand still, and then just casually walk my way to the gym.

      Well aren't you smart to not do a reality check Link...*facepalm*

      It seems I'm going in the gym to do some kind of fitness test, but at the same time, it feels liike I'm trying to get my overall grade for the Biology course, very confusing. I get near a random guy sitting down who looks like a staff member who seems to be giving out information or something important to other people.

      I check my wallet for my college ID, and I see an ID, but it isn't the one for my University. I don't panic (oddly enough), and I had to go back to wherever
      (should've questioned where you were the last few minutes in your dream Link!) it is I started from.

      From here, my recall of where I went is totally blank, but there's a continuation of this dream with a dream shift.

      I believe I'm sitting in a different gym, it's a little darker, but it is very spacious and has just feels like I'm in a pretty clean environment. I'm sitting in a partial lotus position, and I see a few random females near me.

      Then I saw a girl that I thought I would never see in my dreams. She looked a lot like Shelby in waking life when I was a senior in High School. She's a blonde female
      (Go figure Link...), and even though she may not have the looks, she looked cute to me in waking life, but some guys would just think she has no appeal at all.

      Guess I'm weird like that, though I do admit that I looked at her body more in the dream, but just can't find the right description for it. She was wearing some shorts, and a shirt with long sleeves. The shirt itself was light green, with a mix of turquoise to it, I'm not really good with specific colors here....=(

      Then I have another dream shift where it feels like I missed something....that I forgot something important....then I had a "OH CRAP" moment. I'm outside, the sky is pretty neutral and gray, and I turn right to head to a buiilding, and for some odd reason, the insides of it represent a Biology lab.

      I go inside, close the door, and spend some time looking around. It had almost everything to fool myself into thinking it's the real deal in waking life. The blacktops with dark brown wood finish on the bottom, top shelves on the side, things like that.

      Then I realized I had to go back to get something....
      (it really took me a while to realize that I'm heading back with my ID this time, but even then, I'm not sure if I paid attention to double check to see if I do have it this time).

      I turn to my left, and I see someone in a blue jacket again.....Her hair, her face, she looked very happy, but she was looking down on the ground, and walking fairly slow. But I think that's because my mind was in such a rush. I could've sworn I saw OctoberWind just now.

      The girl fits her visage, cheekbone structure and everything, and she had a cute smile as well. I look at her for a while to see if she really is her, and I'm pretty sure that was her.

      But I didn't have time to do an ignore test to see if I accidently met her on the dreaming plane. Sometimes I wonder if it was Alyzarin as well, because I remember her wearing a blue hoodie as well in an non-lucid shared dream I had with her before.

      I was too focused in going back to the gym, and I think I have a dream shift to where I'm in the hallway getting closer to the gym. I have a feeling that it's too late for me to get whatever it is I'm looking for inside of the gym, because I see a group of guys in orange shirts and blue pants telling me that whatever it is, it's done.

      I didn't give up though, I ignored them, went to the right side and started to run quickly. Then I stumbled upon an older lady. She was a little shorter than me, she wore a black suit jacket with a white shirt underneath, and I was asking if I can get my grade for Biology.

      I asked her because I heard people talking about the grades they had, and tells me to follow her a bit. There's a small basket on top of a table with white cloth over it, and she takes out a folder with some paper in it (or it could've just been a set of papers she took out instead of a folder).

      Anyway, she shows me the grade I have for the lab section of the course, which is an "F"?

      Wait what? Isn't that supposed to....this doesn't even make sense.....but I didn't do a reality check..*sigh*

      Then she shows me my Lecture Grade for the course, which is a D A.....freaking D, you don't know how happy I felt when she handed me those papers for myself, and she said that this type of grade would give me a C.

      For a class that had a trolling professor who purposely wanted the class average to be a 70, passing the class with a D alone was enough for me.....

      I get out of the gym, walking a blindly in the hallway, still having the thought of passing this course saturated in my mind, and then a guy to the left of me said that I'll probably just get a D instead of a C.

      Well, okay buddy, way to try and destroy my moment of happiness. I don't really like the idea of a D or a C in a class, but it's Biology, so my standards are little bit different than they were in High School...

      That's all I remember.

      _________________________
      05.22.2012
      House Inspection (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I'm with my father, and we're inside of a random house, and the owners were not there at all. It seems they were evicted, and couldn't get all their belongings in time. My father goes inside one bedroom, and it's lit up as well, and the whole place looks like someone was having a rush getting their things together.

      I noticed I had a gun in my hand, in fact, I think it's the same gun in waking life, loooooool. Anyway, I had the magazine on my right hand I think, because with me being ambidextrous, my left hand seems to be a better trigger side instead of my right.

      Because if cocked the handgun back with my left, it's too weak and I struggle too much, so I have to use my right.

      I brace my back against the wall, and I honestly don't know why I'm all paranoid, since the house was empty. I almost put the magazine within the chamber for the gun, but I only put it half way, I had a hunch that I should just wait to see how things played out. Oh, and before I put it half way, I made sure it was inserted the right way....would be embarassing if I put it the other way and tried to shoot, get pissed because it didn't work, and then wonder why I failed, hahaha.

      I go inside the bedroom my father is looking around, and I see a bunch of stuff here that should've been taken into consideration on the evicted people's list of things to get. Like really, a mini HD TV on top of the shelf? *sigh*

      I forget what I did after that.

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      05.22.2012
      Linkzeidra, Kaomea, and Alyzarin Banned (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      No, I didn't spell my name wrong, because there was a person who had an account of Linkzeidra, or something like that, but not my name.

      The way this dream was set up, I had moments where I asked myself, "Wait a second....." but never did a reality check....LOL.

      First, Kaomea gets banned for some weird reason, I saw her last post being on the Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain thread....LOL. I think she posted like one or two words on a post, and then another Kaomea bans the previous Kaomea that posted?

      The new version of Kaomea's account had a dark avatar, like, it could've been a picture of a succubus or something, but it was a lady in profile view, and her skin was ranging from dark grey or light black.

      What what??!?!?!?!?!? And I STILL didn't do a reality check.

      This Linkzeidra guy, apparently it's my account, because I'm worried on why I'm banned. The account has over 9,600 likes, and it takes me a while to go into a "WTF" expression when I saw that many likes. I looked at Alyzarin, who was also banned, and I forget the number of likes she has.

      I started to speculate on how the hell did I get so many likes in a short span of time, but again, no reality checking for me, guess I was happy with the 9,600+ likes....hahahahahaha

      When I tried making a post, I get a message saying that my IP was banned, and I'm wondering why the hell am I still banned.

      I think I log on the KVirc client, but that doesn't work either. I also noticed that the KVirc client had a black background theme to it, another subtle change I didn't realize until now.

      After being patient, I go back and try to make a post again, and I'm finally able to. Apparently, Dreamviews is linked with Runescape? Because I was on the Runescape hompage, and it said the reason for the bans were because of a "Snook" test?

      Weird....anyway, that's all I remember.

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      05.22.2012
      Sitting Outside (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I'm outside of my apartment, (I'm not even there in waking life), and I'm sitting at some chair near the columns supporting the upper regions of the apartment complex.

      I think I'm waiting for someone, and I see my blonde neighbor go out with some chicks. She's wearing a faded blue hoodie, and she and the two other ladies are walking straight on the grass, and then turn to the left to go inside the vehicle.

      I shift my attention back by looking down to see the desk I'm sitting on.

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      05.22.2012
      Starbucks and C.C. (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I'm at Starbucks, and instead of going to the cash register, people can go near the employees making the coffee, etc., and ask them what they wanted.

      It was my turn, and I wanted to get a Vanilla Bean Frappuccino, but before I can make complete sentence, I start stuttering. The blonde female in front of me that's waiting for my order, she goes over to the next person, most likely because she's seeing I'm having trouble saying a few basic words.

      I finally tell her what I want, and she starts making it. How it's set up, she has to take 4 cups, add certain ingredients to each one, and then mix them all up in one cup.

      She asked me if I wanted more of any of the 4, and I started to stutter again, but I quickly got out of that and asked if I could get more sugar.
      She finishes making it for me, and then something weird happens.

      I get a flashing view, or maybe I'm seeing her right in front of me when I turn, but I see C.C. from Code Geass
      (but I didn't know her name until I googled it, hahaha). It was kind of awkward because when I turned around, I go into this weird view of looking at her from the bottom up.



      She had some ASS, and the moment I'm looking up slowly, I see green hair near her waist, and from that point on, I think I see her face, but then things start to fade too quickly.

      Okay.....>.>
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      05.22.2012
      Mii Avatar Couple Insanity (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      There's a Mii Couple standing on a ship, like the upper levels where the Sail is attached. The husband has to kill his wife who is near a ledge, I guess she was too crazy, and had to be killed.

      It takes the husband a while to kill his wife, but he slices the front of her head off, and he starts going crazy and I think he's crying while running away from where his wife died. I think there was a swat team or something like that.

      Too disturbing, but I did see blood for once.

      I believe there's a dream shift to where I'm Link from Legend of Zelda: Windwaker, and I'm going through some areas until I jump on a dark and evil section. The castle looked like one of those shady looking monsters where their eyes and mouth were the main features.....too lazy to remember that one.
    14. 5/20/12 No dream recall

      by , 05-20-2012 at 07:27 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      05.20.2012
      5/20/12 No Dream Recall (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I had to babysit some kids for a party, and it went on from 8PM-1AM..........then I spent some time writing a 4 page fantasy of what I would do with Melanieb.....that actually didn't take that long, maybe 15-20 minutes, including being distracted at 2-3 AM.

      Funny how long you can type a fantasy based on how you felt at the moment >.>

      Oh well, there's always tonight!

      Updated 05-20-2012 at 07:37 PM by 47756

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      non-lucid
    15. Onision Drawing Commission, Money, Walking in College

      by , 05-19-2012 at 04:45 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      05.19.2012
      Onision Drawing Commission (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID



      I'm inside of some workout area, the flooring consists of black tiling, and the walls are pretty dull and boring with a white and light gray setting. There also seems to be mirrors on the wall as well.

      I think I was resting on the floor or something, it just felt weird. I was watching some guy who looked like the Tyler I used to know in middle school that could run a mile in PE in around 4 minutes or so, except, he probably was way stronger and toned in this dream.

      He was racing some random guy inside the area we're in, and there's some black padding on top of the tiles I believe where they were running. My perspective was fixed at the right side of the gym area. There was a coach literally screaming at the top of this lungs when the Tyler and the other guy were racing each other.

      Tyler wins, and the coach tells the other guy to start doing some push-ups, probably as a punishment for losing. Then I see a colored drawing of two men in underwear, just seeing them in underwear, the lower regions....lol what?

      One had gray briefs and the other was white. I think this is the point I actually get up. Then I see Onision...the guy on YouTube, and he asks me if I have time to draw someone, and I think he meant it in a way that he'll pay me for doing one as well.

      This gets my attention, and I zoom right in front of the counter he's behind, and said that I'm basically desperate to get some cash.

      He shows me some reference photo of himself I think? But he wants someone else to be drawn. I asked him if he can give me a reference photo for the other guy he wants drawn instead of this random photo that kind of looks like him.

      Then some weird stuff happens, I'm focusing more on the other photo of some dude with dark pink hair, and I'm literally zooming in on the photo, and then I see Sheik appear out of the red mist that was forming.



      It's like I went to another dimension or something looking at the hair, it's hard to explain.

      I see most of Sheik's upper region, and then I finally get out from zoning out there for a moment. I tell Onision that I can make a drawing out of it if I cut out the guy's head and edit it to where it's on Onision's photo of himself.

      Then when I was going to tell him how I'll receive the payment to do the drawing, the dream fades.
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      05.19.2012
      Money Money Money MONEEEHHH MONEEEY! (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I'm waiting in line at what seems to be a bookstore, and I go up to the cash register, and as I'm taking out cash to buy whatever it is I'm buying, I get distracted when there's some other people coming north east from me. I think the person coming from the other side is using fake gift cards, something like that...

      I ignore him, and then I realize I have way more money than I thought I had.

      Sweet.
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      05.19.2012
      Walking In College (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      Not really an interesting dream, I just passed the intersection that looked almost like the one near University Drive at A&M in College Station.

      I'm wearing my light brown leather jacket (Looool in this hot weather?) along with light blue jeans, and it seems I'm just talking a walk while I'm heading down near the Sbisa dining building.

      I look to see if there's any traffic by turning my head left, and go to the other side.

      A lot of passive actions....sigh.
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      non-lucid
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