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I don't remember anything, but if I do, I'll make another entry and delete this one.

Don't really think it's important to dream right now, since I'm not finding anything worthwhile anymore (excluding the shared dreaming searches).

Looking for my dream guide now seems kind of worthless, especially if no one is going to show up as yet, which obviously means I'm not ready for one.

I know some people have a hard time finding their dream guides, but I'm getting tired when people use others' stories like that to convince you that it's going to be hard, kind of like how people keep proclaiming WILD is so hard....it is at times, but just they make it seem it's impossible if you can't balance certain aspects of it.

I woke up with some images in my head, but I wasn't really too concerned with remembering them since I thought it was 6:45 AM, but it ended up being 5:45 AM when the alarm triggered.

So I thought it wouldn't worth it to sleep for another hour, and just to stay awake instead.

I couldn't really focus too much on dreaming, just a lot of stress lately. I think I need to make a change for myself, especially what happened to the friends of other people.

I slept late. I was too busy finishing the Cladogram assignment I had for Biology, there was no way for me to recall dreams with only 2-3 hours of sleep.

At least now I don't have to worry about anything for tomorrow! So I can sleep early and hopefully synch up with Kaomea's sleep stages for a shared dreaming attempt.

As much as I want to remember something, Chemistry Exam starting 3:55PM today, so, I better start studying again just to make sure I don't go to the room and not remember anything for it.

Yeah, not really going to worry about recall, Chemistry Exam tomorrow.

I can't remember anything, I slept a little too late, but again, that didn't affect me when I had little sleep yesterday.

Oh well. Maybe the memories will start coming back, but I just can't remember crap because I didn't do a WBTB.

I know I woke up because I set an alarm online

http://moods.onlineclock.net/

and set the mood to white noise, which helps with sleeping to be honest, because my mind isn't tempted to have brief bursts of random thoughts.

02.23.2012

In the bathroom, reading Naruto, couple in Restaurant, Basketball (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: In Bathroom

I'm going into the bathroom to pee, and there are way too many random DCs in the bathroom and urinals as well. I finally found one after awkwardly avoiding a DC looking at my private parts and did my business.

Some person was doing something random that I'm not too sure of.

Dream 2: Reading Naruto Shippuden Manga Online

I think I'm reading a colored Naruto Shippuden Manga online, and some ad on the side said that going to these types of sites giving new stuff means they can store your information or something like that. (I still think my mind is associating with the fake DV server thing).

I see Tobi with his new mask and having his Eternal Mangekyou Sharigan and the Rinnegan, and Naruto in Kyuubi mode.




I also saw some pictures of one of the Rugrats characters named Chuckie, and the name "Dave" was beside the image as well.



Dream 3: Couple in Restaurant

I'm inside a restaurant, and I see some girl with some guy. He's showing off his body to her, and he's really muscular all over. He told her that he didn't let the girl before he came to her touch his crotch.



The girl then asks him what he sees in her all the time, and suddenly I'm taking the guy's perspective in 1st person view, and while he's saying "girls" several times, I see how sad and lonely the girl is.

Dream 4: Basketball

I think I'm in a basketball game and I see some person making insane 3 pointers (not really a fan of basketball, but he was doing really crazy tactics that would involve a lot of courage and risk).



Then I think I'm the person and I start making random 2 and 3 pointers, then I tried to shoot out of bounds behind the basket, but I fail.

I even tried to pass the ball to a teammate, but they failed in getting it as well, I think one of them even slapped the ball away from me passing it to them.

I couldn't remember my dreams. I might throughout the day, but if not, oh well.

I tried to find Kaomea again, no luck.

Forgot my dreams again...what the muffins is wrong with me?!!?



I KNOW I woke up around 3:45 AM, because I set 3 alarms...sigh..

Didn't remember anything.

I didn't have time to even jot down things because I wanted to get to the area for the lab at least 15 minutes early.

I feel like a hypocrite suggesting that others jot down things if they don't have time recalling more of their dreams.

No dream recall.

I even asked my mind to wake me up at around 3:45 AM instead of relying on the online alarm I use as a backup, but it wakes me up around 5 AM instead....then somehow, I dosed off and woke up around 6:45 AM but slept again and woke up around 8 AM.

I just had images in my head, but now I forgot them....damn it...

Well, I recalled bits of certain dreams, but I forgot the whole dream itself.

I really want to remember my dreams, it's just that when I wake up, I'm still struggling to STAY up....sleep is sooo good. I think I should try to do MILDS instead, even though the effectiveness will take some time

No dream recall, I woke up like 30-40 minutes before my Political Science course started. So I had to go from "underwear" to "dressed" in like 1 and a half minutes.

Forgot what the hell happened in my mind that night, even set two alarms to wake me up, but I guess I set them off unconsciously xD

21.01.2012

Eh......screw it. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID


No dream recall, well I just force myself to not remember any details haha.

I know I had some images of dreams I had in my head, but I just don't want to recall them. I want to see how it feels to just be the average joe who didn't know about lucid dreaming in the first place.

Besides, it's not as if I'm going to forget future dreams anyway if I can still remember prior dreams, even until my first one I typed here....

Maybe I'll take an afternoon nap later on. I need to get back to the FIELD method for lucidity, it was hard adjusting to my new schedule (somewhat), and I still have to find out a sleep schedule since there will be new things popping up that I have to fit into my time.

Sigh....

20.01.2012

1/20/12 No Dream Recall (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

No dream recall. I even woke up probably 30 minutes or so before the two alarms I set to wake myself up (I'm still having the fear again of waking up late to only have like 15 minutes to get to my class.

Today is a friday, so after the two classes I have in the morning, that pillow will be slept on for a nap after!

I know I could've recalled some dreams because I woke up naturally, but I decided not to for once.

I feel kind of sad for doing that, but at the same time, I just have to learn that if I can't do it, I can't do it. I might remember it later on, but eh.