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LSD dream

I fell into a sort lucid and I was watching a girl I knew with long brown hair standing in a green field. Everything looked like it was painted in pastel colors. My pespective was from behind ehr to the side a bit and from below just below shoulder length. I could see her profile and she was holding a piece of paper up to her fave. I felt it was a note to her from Asuka. She had a strange look on her face and had a tear rolling down her cheek. She looked startled as if she sense me and looked behind and down and looked at me. She looked sad her gaze woke me up from the dream.





Yeah.

Can't remember much. Don't know if it was one dream or several dreams. I was moving around to different Wal marts. There was a mini one in didsbury. I remember driving around with Some woman... I felt she was related to some girl I knew.

At one point we were in one of the places and We were driving around in these mini go carts. It was kind of funny.

I was standing near some guy when I became lucid and I saw Jessica from work. She was wearing her white coat that she wears when she's doing meat. I grabbed her sleeve and said, "Jessica It's a dream!". She was like "Huh what? a dream ? What? no it's not." she followed me for a few seconds and disappeared. I decided to try and fly. I began floating upwards and pawing around in the air when I can't remember what happened after.

Questions

I was in a semi hypnagogic state and was asking questions. I asked, "What did Asuka say in the letter to the girl in question. I saw a blank sheet of paper in front of my vision and saw the girl's name being written across the side of the paper. it faded so I asked something like "When will X happen?" Can't remember what I asked exactly but I saw a bunch of jumbled numbers then I couldn't make out.

J 1

I just remember being in some strange house with a lot of people. We were doing things like watching movies and chatting. I remember at one point someone was telling me something like, "You just took off to do whatever and now J is worried about you and slightly mad that you aren't in touch with her."

then i waited in a room for her or something and then she came in through the door and was talking to someone, she didn't seem to notice me at first and then I woke.

J 2

I dreamed I received a text from her. It was saying something like she was sorry we weren't able to (something implying love," but she was so busy and distracted with things... stuff that kept getting in her way.

Tanner's house

i just remember going over to a guy from work's house. It was a nice typical residential place. But then he wanted me to go to his secret lab or something. There was a picture or a frame of some sort on his wall that he moved and behind it was another room. I was thinking about how I was supposed to get through it when I woke up.

weird building.

okay, I was in a really strange building that was like a hotel. I was by a front desk and J from work was behind the desk. for some reason I wanted to leave so I walked out a door and she was like, "hey, wait!" and she was walking behind me. I tested gravity in a stairwell and flew upwards. J was looking at me and smiling and said, "OMG, how did you do that?" Suddenly she was upstairs with me and still following me. For some reason I didn't like that and was thinking that it wasn't really her. I kept looking back and she would change slightly every time. So I dismissed her as a DC. I ran down hallways and turned every so often and went into different rooms. The place was like a maze and kept changing every time. Then when I knew I had lost her. I thought I wanted to find the Real "j," (if that makes any sense... my dream logic is so weird at times, even when lucid). So I went into other random rooms and hallways with the feeling of trying to find her. I went through a few doors when....


FA, and I'm in sleep paralysis, half my body I can't feel and it feels like I am floating in a strange position. I try and focus on entering a stable dream. I focus for a bit and begin hearing demonic voices calling my name.Then I heard some creepy children humming. They were like humming in a really creepy way and harmonizing with one another. there was no melody. just like a single tone for a long time. I got a bit scared at this point and woke myself up.

Jumping

I was in some strange city at night time with a few people. I started jumping really high and grabbing onto the roofs of some houses... that is all I remember.

The house is gone.

I was back in that town but I was trying to find my house... or someone else's house. I went to the end of the street and found that it was gone. It was still night time. In the place of the house was a strange field and there were workers tilling the field. It was wheat. anyway I had to piss so I went deep into the field to take one. My vision got all blurry and pretty soon I was confused as to where I was.

The wrong bed

I had a strange FA on some bunk bed. I thought it was the wrong bed because a woman was there. Not realizing it was asuka I got off the bed and went down to the bottom bunk. I remember she had a really strange look to her. like she was wearing a creepy masquerade.

Basement of punks

I was in a strange basement hangout and there were all these homeless kids there. They were just doing drugs and stuff. I saw jared there and told him that I wanted these kids out. I wanted them gone. I forget what happened after.

Makeout.

I was in a room with Asuka and some other woman who was now wearing a masqeurade. But it became a part of her face... like it was her face. The wierd look made me think the other woman was Bjork or something. I remember being pulled into a tiny room cubby hole, and I started making out with both of them. It was like the sides of their heads had merged together and I was kissing two mouths at once. I put my hand on the side of the face of the other woman and noticed that her hair seemed really familiar. She seemed to quiver under my touch and kissed me a bit more aggressively before she vanished. I was still with asuka and kissing her but everything was going black.

Nuke fun

I was in some building and in some living room with a few people. I kept seeing flashes of light by the window. so I looked out the window and saw a few mushroom clouds. I was just staring at them. I remember a light shockwave hitting us. but it didn't seem that strong.

Walmart highschool.

Yeah sums it up. I was walking around Walmart and some girl wanted me to call a manager by pressing 3. But somehow escaped from doing that. Wound up going into some hallway and then downstairs. Somehow went outside... and There was a football field, and I saw a bunch of employees playing basketball. I remember the tall east indianlooking girl who works as a cashier was staring at me as I walked by... Then I ran into some annoying native dude... Don't remember what he said.

?

I was hanging out with some girl and her boyfriend. Apperently I liked her in the dream but was disapointed she had a bf.

HH stuff.

Just asking various questions again. i remember one answer was the number 15.

Drummer

I remember leaving some place with some girl. We met up with Ted... some really old jazz drummer I know. We drove to his place to pick up some music equipment or something. We got back into his car and went back to the place we came from. Me and the girl.

Super WTF pet

I was in my yard and some strange animal came up to me. a male I think. It was like a young puppy but also a pony or a horse. It laid on it's side while I scratched it's belly and then I noticed it had cow like milk nipples. I was a bit perplexed but kept scratching anyway.

following

I was in a strange forest area walking along a number of trails. I remember seeing come big guy and being afraid of him. but for some reason I followed him a round for a while and then i lost sight of him.

Movie

I was at some girl's house. It was dark in the living room and we were watching a movie. There were a lot of different guys there, and she was hanging off some of them. but she kept looking at me... almost a guilty look on her face. wanting me to respond.

Hypnagogic madness

I was just asking silly things. There's a girl i like and I asked. 'What does she think of me," and I saw a note from her. there was a phrase in another language that i couldn't make out, but it was neatly written. almost LOTR style. and the other was an English phrase which I couldn't make out.

next I asked. "Will she ask me out," and I saw the numbers 555.

Spirit

I was following someone and they said that there was an evil spirit i their room. sure enough I walked in and felt a creepy invisible presence. I went around the room for a bit trying to banish it... but the presence only gotstronger and I started gettingscared not remembering how i usually banish spirits from dreams, (Which is usually calling on Jesus.)

ride home.

I remember falling into a dream where I was in J's car from work. She was giving me a ride and I was in the backseat with Asuka. Asuka was just being quiet. Me and J were having a discussion and I was telling her to not worry about Asuka if she gets mad at her...

Sam.

i went to check on Sam because I haven't talked to her for a while. I just remember she was holding on to me really tightly.

I have vague memories of other dreams but can't articulate them.

Water

I was perched as a bird on top of some large pole sticking out of the water on a lake. I saw in the distance a water dragon sump out of the water and try to devour people. I saw a bunch of Centaurs running out of the water and onto land. Then I saw the water dragon swimming towards my pole. i was frightined that It was going to jump out at me but it just swam past me. phew...

Locked in Wal Mart.

I was out pushing carts, when suddenly a wind began to blow strongly. I saw a bunch of army helicopters landing in the parking lot. I go run to the door and the door greeter is urging me to get inside. I just remember them locking the doors because a big war was going on.

Bonnie

Had a dream that I was vacuuming stuff outside and wound up at bonnie's place at night time. I began vacuuming her dried leaves or something.

Walking

I was in Toronto with two women. One was a girl from wal mart. We were all discussing where we were going to next. I was checking to see what street we were on to see how close we were to a subway station. One of the girls asked me where I was going. I said I had to get to pickering. I was pondering calling my uncle and asking if I could stay at his house for the night. Suddenly I looked to see where the wal mart girl had gone and I saw her fade out from the dream. I was like 'WTF... where'd she go," Then I woke up soon after.

Walking

I was walking around outside and Saw some guy I know that works at mcdonald's. He was pushing a garbage bin around. We came to a fountain where he had to go up some steps and then turned around the other way. I remember racing him up all the way through to the other side. and we kept walking along some sort of path. eventually he left and I went into some strange place where a bunch of hammers were flying through the air singing and dancing. I remember being really confused about what I was watching.

who's stalking who?

I was walking at night time around some school or college campus. I was a really big place. I remember passing some brown haired girl who kept stealing glances at me, but would look away fast. I kept walking and entered one of the buildings. Then I passed her again in a hallway, she was looking at me perplexed. I went in and out of a lot of buildings and kept running into her, each time she looked a little more frightened of me. Each time I was a little more cautious not trying to make it seem like I was stalking her... but wherever i turned there she was.

Maze

I was walking around in a strange house with some people. we were navigating it but kept getting lost.

Confessions

I am looking at a webpage made by Sam. It has loads of her confessions. I am reading that she was playing 3 men including me before her marriage. From me she got interested in a style of porn (I have never ever discussed porn with her EVER.) and all sorts of other crazy stuff. As I was reading my heart kept crunching and jumping. But at the end. I just wanted to send her a message saying "I forgive you"

Hypnagogic stuff.

I remember being lucid somewhere but forget what happened... I do remember some HI later on. I was looking at a note written on wal mart like paper... it kept saying 222. later I was looking at a message from Asuka merged with sam. I saw the words "I love you."

Chains

I am standing on top of a hill with Yuko the inter-dimensional witch from the anime series XXXholic and Tsubasa Chronicle. We are observing people down the hill. All of them are hanging their heads down. My sight increases and I see energetic chains bond to them all and to one another. I see Sam walk past me... she gives me a blank expression as if I'm not there. She's also in chains and joins the other people below.

"OMG what's happening with them Yuko?"

"Your seeing the chains of bondage that people put themselves and each other under."

The crowd whispers to themselves things like, "I don't deserve happiness, My fate is linked to this."

"Is there anyway to break them free from their chains?" I ask.

"Not really. Once a person surrenders themselves to bondage the chains become almost too strong to break. Each Person has it within themselves to break themselves free. But each wish has it's price. As you've witnessed with Sam. Even in the face her most precious wishes coming true she refuses them because she is not willing to pay the price. Therefore she has chained herself with her own words and is also chained by her families wishes."

"Hasn't she already payed the price of her wish by her years of loneliness?"

"That is part of the price yes. But that's not enough for her wish to come true. For every wish that is granted, each person pays an equal price. The price she must pay for her own happiness with a man she truly loves like you, is losing the love and support of her entire family. While it's true she would be loved and accepted in your family, she would still lose her family."

I ask, "Is there anything that could be done for her?'

"All you can do is say your peace to her and leave her be. You've given her every tool that she needs to free herself from this prison, all she needs to do is ask for help and her wish will be granted, but for now this is what she has chosen. You keep talking to her based on something that is becoming a false hope. meanwhile You are not finding peace... you aren't giving her peace. And if your not careful you'll be bound in the same chains that she is in because slowly you are noticing that her negativity is getting to you. Now it's you who has trouble sleeping, now it's you who's in danger of giving up your wish."

i am still staring at the scene when I wake up.

Church

for some reason I was in a strange church room with a bunch of people my age. They were singing songs about something. I remembered a psychic once told me I would meet a woman at a church where they sang... i looked around the room searching for her... I didn't see her.

Flying

I'm in some strange building with a strange glass window ceiling with some people. someone is staring at me, and for some reason I fly up towards an open window on the ceiling. It turns out there was glass there after all so I smashed through it and started flying like superman towards some trees.

Santa Lucid

I'm walking around in a strange house when it occurs to me that I am dreaming. I turn a corner and see an old man. He's dressed normally but I say, "Shit. you're santa claus right"

He says, "Aw crap. ho ho ho you caught me." And transforms into his Red Suit. We walk out of the house.

"You better find me a gf soon santa. I'm tired of all this tragedy shit."

He says, "Well there's this 30 year old woman behind you!" I look behind me and it's a creepy old woman. I just wake up there.