dream fragment

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a freaky dream last night, I guess you could call it a nightmare. Also two fragments.

23.00: Sleep

03.30: Time to come clean
I receive a text message on my phone. It's my mom, telling me something I don't want to forget about later that week. 'Oh god... How will I ever be able to look her in the eyes again? I put the phone in my pocket and start walking. Strangely enough the deeds I've done doesn't disturb me half as much as the thought of finally coming clean, but it has to be done. 'How many is it now? Three... No wait four.' I walk out on a bridge going over a road. I look down at what I'm holding. It's a human head with most of the flesh gone. I throw it over the bridge and watch it roll down the dim lit street. A parked van stops it and a loud "bang" follows. 'Someone must have heard that, it's done. They will find my prints on that head and put me away for ever.'

I walk across the bridge and take a right just after some shacks. I head down to the end of the street where a river is flowing by. 'Who have I killed now? My sister Malin, her friend Diana, some evil guy who did something bad and one more. Perhaps I should grab a canoe and just run away?' I feel so bad about it all, what I'm about to face, that I can barely take it. I open a cage nearby and take off my pants. I decide to see if anyone's found the head yet. I walk around the corner and should be able to see the van from behind now, but it's not there. There's just a big cleaning truck sweeping the streets.

The dream skips. I'm talking to my dad in his house. He says something about my sister Malin. "Oh, so I didn't do anything then!" I exclaim, happier than ever. I ask him about Diana. "She's been dead for a while now, you know that" he tells me. 'Fuck. That means I really killed her.'

05.30: Fragments
*I'm down at a football field made out of gravel. There are tracks from a car all around. My coworker David shows up and tells me he's the one responsible for them. I look up at the building and another coworker is up on the roof. He lifts a girl up and puts her down again. All of a sudden my friend Henrik appears and tells me that the guy on the roof eats alot of candy because that's good for you when you're working out alot. I tell them I usually eat nuts instead. David asks me if he can borrow my car. The place he's going to is not even a hundred meters away but he can't be bothered to walk.

*I'm in a car with Monica. We're on a paved road in the middle of the woods which is slick as hell. We almost go off the road. "I don't feel like visiting my mom anymore. Not now when her husband's got MS, they won't even remember me being there then" she tells me.

05.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6 hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a couple of beers last night with the boys so I was up for some nice REM rebound. Took some 5-HTP and B-vitamins before bed to see what happened. Got some pretty nice REM rebound because when I woke up it felt like I had been sleeping for ages.

02.00: Sleep

06.11: Fragments
*My boss asks me if I think it's nice to be working again. I tell him that it feels great and then tell him a story about how being at home might be nice the first few days but then it gets boring.

*"You can wank to Oblivion if you like" someone tells me. The next thing I know I'm having sex with this girl, I can only see her ass but it's a damn fine piece of ass.

*I'm not sure why but it's supposed to be good for me. I'm sticking needles right into my eyes. It feels very weird and my vision gets a bit blurry.

12.30: Fragments
*I'm with Monica and we're looking for a good restaurant to have dinner at. We head into a chinese restaurant and look under the cloths they've put ontop of the food. They've got bread and some noodles and stuff. "Nah I don't want to eat here" she tells me. We head out the store, but not before I ruin some pineapple slices they've stacked neatly.

*My friend Felix and his girlfriend has broken up. "It's because of what happened that friday" Monica tells me. I think they're just being silly since what happened then was something minor.

12.30: So far up!
I'm standing on a field when three helicopters show up. They circle around me and cut the grass with their blades, show offs! They land the helicopters and a girl walks up to me. We're up on a mountain now overlooking the sea. We start talking and she hands me swimming goggles. I put them on aswell as some rubbery thing I'm supposed to have in my mouth to be able to breathe. I walk away for a while and talk to some person about how cute that girl is. "Doesn't matter though, got a girlfriend " I say and head back. I take a big breath before I jump off the cliff. I'm airborn for a few seconds which is alot longer than I anticipated. I hit the water hard and my whole body hurts. "OUCH!" I yell when I breach the surface. "That was way further than I thought." "It's eighteen meters" one guy tells me. "Holy shit that's like ten more than I've ever jumped before" I say.

12.30: Meeting up
I text a guy that I barely know about bringing some NES games aswell as a handcontroller. He tells me he'll be there soon. I head into a room with alot of other people. There's a girl there I've know all my life. Everyone around seems to be getting down, making out in the different beds. I don't do anything though. An enormous dog shows up but they tell me he's kind. I fall asleep on the bed and wake up several hours later. I check my phone and can see that the guy I was texting with has replied. He tells me he can't come to where I'm at because the busses aren't going there this late at night and he wants to grab something to eat then head home. It's only 7 PM though. I start texting him that he can crash at my place if he wants to.

When I've finished my text, which is on a piece of paper, I realise it looks like shit. I scrap it and head into a room to pack my bag, intending to give him a call instead. My coworker Björn shows up. "Sup dude!" he says and grabs his bag. I start packing my own bag with alot of pillows. We head out the room and enter a forest. A bunch of bicycles ride past us. All of a sudden just as I'm about to give Tommy a call, he shows up. "Oh, then I guess I don't have to give you a call" I say. He's found a big bullfrog he intends to eat. We arrive at a camping site where I've kept my tent. I start taking it down, breaking all the sticks as I do. "Is this how you do it?" I ask. "I don't know, you're the one who's almost fully paid" he tells me as he's skinning the frog.

12.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 11 hours

Supplements: 1 x B-Complex, 200 mg B6, 200 mg 5-HTP.

That's it! No lucids still. Woke up and attempted a DEILD but I must have lost consciousness. Don't even remember getting into SP even though I didn't move a finger once I woke up.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Decided to take some supplements and aimed to get lucid. I had a few fragments of being lucid but I can't really pinpoint any. Did have some crazy ass dreams.

23.30: Sleep

05.30: WBTB 10 minutes

08.30: Fragment
*I'm talking to my boss and he's really happy about something.

10.30: Uhm, okay?
I'm at my friend G's mom's house. Monica is there, and a man I don't know. We're a part of some weird cult or something, and the man tells Monica to light herself on fire. She takes a gas tank and pours gasoline all over herself. She takes out a lighter and sets herself on fire. She transforms into a pile of ash in a second. Strangely I don't feel much, might not have been my real girlfriend. I'm afraid I'm next. "Oh, looks like I'm next" the man says after reading a small note. He takes the gas tank and soaks himself. I hold the lighter. "Are you sure about this?" I ask him. "Yes, do it!" he says and I bring the lighter an inch from his thigh.

All of a sudden I can hear people on the lawn. I look out the open front door and there are several people with guns there. "Don't move!" they yell at me and I drop the lighter. I'm only wearing underwear and my bag. I slowly take the bag off. "Don't do anything stupid!" they yell at me. "I'm just gonna remove my bag" I tell them and spin around to make sure they know I've got nothing on me. I drop the bag and walk up to the guy in charge. He grabs my arm and leads me into the kitchen. Alexander Skarsgård is sitting at the kitchen table, he's the leader of a racist political party in Sweden. "Hey Matte, I heard we've got similar opinions on certain things" he says. I sit down and is just awed. "Dude, I just dreamt all this. The people with the guns and you sitting here at the table, isn't that just awesome?" I say. He looks really confused, like I'm nuts.

08.30: Pokémons and monkeys
I'm in the middle of a huge square. There's a tall fence going all around it except for one part which only has a low one. On the ground are different kinds of miniature Pokémons. I pick up a crab and it tries to pinch me so I drop it. I can see they've all got level tags on them. I find a particularly cool one I decide to try to get out of its burrow, but I can't get it to come out. All of a sudden a chimpanse shows up to my right. I scratch his belly. The monkey gets up and runs over to the low fence part of the square. 'Aren't those dangerous? And they should be able to get through that fence...' A few more monkeys show up. The people outside watching it all starts to freak out. The monkeys rips a part of the fence loose and hunts the children down. One grabs a child by the head and is just about to twist. But I decide it's too much and don't want the dream to continue. I start visualizing entering the dream again and manage to get a few glimpses of the scene, but not enough to form a solid dream.

10.30: Alpha male behaviour
I'm once again up at my friend G's mom's house. Kenny and Spenny from Kenny vs Spenny are with me. Kenny pisses Spenny off as usual. We're heading into the woods. On a mountain Spenny has had enough. "You're always such an idiot! I feel like punching you right here!" he yells at him. "Come on guys, stop fighting" I tell them happily. I notice that there's water on the mountain. 'Hmm, that's strange. There shouldn't be any water here.' I can see some seaweed growing around me. We head down the mountainside and arrive at a small cliff overlooking a beach. Up ahead I spot a couple of groups of furry animals.

"Oh shit bears!" I say and point. I back away, the bear is my mortal enemy in dreams. "Relax, they're not dangerous" Kenny says. One runs up to me. It has grey fur and it's hanging in clumps, like a mop. I turn my focus to the beach instead. There's a bunch of wildmen down there and a guy who was with us walks down the hill to them. A sign flashes before my eyes. It's a photo of a man with a ragged look and some info about him. I watch as the guy befriends them. I walk down there myself. I start grunting and take my shirt off. The alpha male, the one on the sign, gives me a bad look. He hands me a small knife. "Cut mouth and gum, two hundred more times" he tells me. Another info sign flashes and I can see that they've already cut themselves thousands of times. Something big will happen after two hundred more.

I cut my gum and between my teeth. It stings and starts to bleed. I cut the guy next to me the same way, then the guy next to him. I hesitate a bit when I'm going to cut the alpha male but he gives me a grin and I do it anyways. This goes on for a while. I let some blood dribble down on my cheek. My jaw is starting to ache from having to look like a neanderthal. A swan shows up and transforms itself into my mom. The ape men around me starts grunting, they dislike her being on their territory.

10.30: Hotel
I'm walking down a street when I decide to take a nap in a lobby. I wake up and head for the hotel me, Monica, Felix and his girlfriend lives in. I'm naked though and cover my self with one hand. A woman outside of the hotel stops dead in her tracks and stares at me. I get in the elevator and hit the button to the 7th floor. I get off and is relieved to see it's the right floor. I enter the apartment and Monica comes up to me. I hand her two bags filled with stuff I've bought her.

10.30: School
I'm in school and I'm waiting for my uncle outside of the restrooms. He comes out and we talk for a bit. I head downstairs to the lobby of the school and start whipping up some eggs with an electric blender. I remember I left my dream journal in my room, aswell as the rest of the ingredients. I start walking through the lobby at a very weird speed. It's like I'm on the moon. 'Cool! My brain must be super speeded up because of the galantamine!' I walk around for a while until I head up towards my room.

10.30: Boating
I'm going through some canals in a boat with Monica. We arrive in Stockholm. I'm trying to find some place but end up on the street instead. "You can't do that!" a woman tells me angrily. I shove the boat back into the water but end up on a street soon again. A weird man shows up and I try to chase him down but I fail.

10.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 11 hours

Supplements: 200 mg B6, 100 mg 5-HTP, 1 x Lucid Dreamer at WBTB + 100 mg L-Theanine for sleep.

That's it! Insane how dilated time gets when you take G+C. I'm sure the B6 and 5-HTP plays a part in it aswell. Too bad I didn't get lucid properly. Like I said I had a few moments of short lucidity or semi lucidity but nothing big.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Slept for a long time this morning and had plenty of dreams. Had a couple of beers the night before which must have resulted in me having some REM rebound. Got lucid but struggled to remain in the dream.

00.00: Sleep

12.30: Dreams and fragments
*I'm standing on a dock, fishing. The lure I'm using is copper and is great for pike. My dad shows up behind me as I cast. "Getting anything?" he asks me. "Not yet" I tell him. I can feel something tugging at the line and I start to reel it in. I spot a big silvery fish in the water. "Whoah!" I say and pull it up to the dock. I grab the fish and put it on the dock, it's a very big salmon. I decide to let him go. A I catch yet another salmon, this one even bigger but once again I let him go. All of a sudden I can feel a big jerk. I spot the fish surfacing and it's enormous. I get a big scared as I pull it up to the dock. It doesn't give much of a fight but it's still heavy.

"Can I just grab him in the gills?" I ask my dad. He nods and I do. It's the biggest cod I've ever seen. "This one's a keeper" my dad says and brings out a knife. I sit ontop of it as he stabs it in the head, killing it instantly. What a rush! I realise that fishing with a rod is not as effective as a net. I find some net lying around and jump into the water. I swim across the lake with a friend of mine, we're going to place the net across the lake.

*I'm in darkness, just beyond SP. I start imagining a scene and an alley appears infront of me. It's pretty narrow, with cobble stones under my feet. I start going down the alley, taking a few turns here and there. 'Having a gang fight here would be cool' I visualize a few shots going off. A sharp right turn is coming up. The wall gets smattered with bullets. I stop and head back the way I came, entering a door on the side. It leads into another alley with a few people in it. They're all black and wearing blue sport shirts. 'I guess I'm with the Crips.' They're shooting at some people further down the alley.

I decide to take them down. 'Fighting like Wolverine would be cool.' I run towards the group of people. They all shoot at me but I ignore the bullets and deflect some with my hands. With a closed fist I punch each and everyone once in the chest, piercing them with invisible claws. They all fall down but I don't stop. I keep on running through the alley, touching the walls. After a while I can hear my laboured breathing. 'I guess I'm fully in the dream now.' I enter a corridor which leads into a big hall of pillars.

Two guys are talking up ahead. I imagine having a gun tucked into my pants at my back. I grab it and pull it out. It's a glock. I shoot them both, one of them dying but the other one doesn't go down. All of a sudden he's telling me to follow him. I grab the dead guy's jacket. It's white as snow. "Come on! We gotta hurry!" he tells me. I pull the jacket off and put it on. We start running down the hall, it's pretty big with a circular shape. The unknown guy runs ahead of me and keeps disappearing behind pillars. 'Focus! Gotta remain in the dream.' I worry about the dream coming to an end. However it doesn't, atleast not for a minute or so. We continue down the hall and it keeps changing each time we arrive at the same place we were at in the beginning. It's like we're going back in time, pretty awesome.

*I'm playing the new COD game and my friend G is there. I take out a few guys with sniper. He starts whining about who's played the most. We check replays of all the maps recently played and draw the conclusion that he's been playing more. I play another game with a big shipwreck in the middle of the map. I get up on the ship and inspect it.

*I'm at a dinner with my cousins all around. I get into an argument with my sister about something ridiculous. She leaves the table for a while and my mom asks me why I always have to get into an argument with her. I explain that she's the one who starts them. I eat some toast and start talking to my aunt. Her son is about to get a spanking. "This is embarrassing" she says and covers her face. "Meh, don't worry about it" I tell her.

*My brother Morgan is wearing a Darth Vader costume. He's missing the helmet though and he asks me if we should get going soon. I guess we're going to a costume party or something.

12.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 12½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it! I haven't felt like taking any supplements lately, atleast not until I've had a proper lucid off them. I think that lucid was just that, and I think I'm gonna take some G+C tomorrow morning. Perhaps finally achieving my task of finding my dream weapon and smash things with it.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning!

23.00: Sleep

05.30: Fragment
*I'm on one side of a battle front and there's a commander on the other side. I spot him with my sniper and shoot him in the spine. He goes down, but everything has the feel of a game to it. He gets up and gives me the finger. People all around me laugh and I wave to him. Next thing I know I'm in a big warehouse with antiques and glass everywhere. I jump around and do backflips, landing on goblets carefully. The gravity is a bit off and it feels amazing. Forceez is there with me, we jump around for a while doing insane stunts. I grab a plate and balance on it with my feet in the air. "I take back what I said about me having bad muscle coordination, I'm awesome at this!" I say happily.

05.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! My recall was kinda lousy when I woke up, do have a few dreams I recall. Won't go into much detail as I have stuff to do. Let's get to it!

23.00: Sleep

10.30: Dreams and frags
*I'm in a rock band of some sorts. I play the guitar and it sounds pretty awesome. The lead singer wants me to try singing but I tell him I have no singing voice. I try it out anyways and we rock it out. It sounds a bit like disturbed, pretty cool feeling.

*I'm playing Battlefield 3 only I'm actually in the game. Standing by some buildings I kill off alot of people who doesn't seem to see me. A tank shows up and takes aim at me.

*I'm having sex with a girl I don't know. She's on top and not tight at all and it doesn't feel too nice. Suddenly I get lucid. I enter her as deep as I can and she moans. "That's it!" she says and I start pounding away.

*I'm in a car going up a big hill. My friend is in another car on a parallel road. We arrive at a big gate and the guard asks me which school I'm in. I shout at my friend, asking him which school we're in. He says the school and the guard opens the gate. I get out of the car and walk up to a big mansion. In the speakers, someone's bragging nonstop. I recognise the guy they're talking about as my brother's friend. "I had sex with four women last night" he says.

Later that evening he's going to have sex with all of them again. I watch through a window as he walks into his little house below with two of them. The other two are left waiting in the house I'm in. I walk up to them. "Hey, wanna have sex with me instead?" I ask one of them. She seems willing enough, but says no. "Later perhaps" she says. I smooth talk her for a while when the door suddenly slams open. I run into another room and try to hide, but the door to my room slams open aswell. My dad and my brother comes walking in, they put on a weird paper rocket suit on my brother.

10.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 11 hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a pretty long and weird dream last night. No lucidity though.

22.00: Sleep

05.30: Dad's pissed
I'm with my dad in his old car. We're on our way to work like usual when a car suddenly appears in the lane next to us, going against the traffic. "What the fuck is he doing?!" my dad yells. The car passes us with everyone honking. My dad decides to turn our car around and teach that guy a lesson. He makes a U-turn and goes after him. After a while the other car goes on an exit that takes him back to the proper road again. My dad doesn't feel like doing that, he waits for the right moment and then pulls the handbrake. The tires screech as we spin around and then go again. Atleast two other cars starts swaying and almost goes off the road.

"See what he does to the traffic?! He's going to get it" my dad says and goes after the car again. We take off on an exit and heads into a neighbourhood with some nice villas in it. "Prepare yourself" he tells me. "For what? I can't fight for shit with these wrists" I say. "Well, atleast look dangerous and be prepared to scare him then." The other car stops and the guy gets out and heads into a few ruins. We get out and follow him. We pass under three buildings that must be home to homeless people, clothes are everywhere and there's trash all around.

At a corner we catch the man. "You guys are pretty persistant" he says with a growl. He's around fifty with a jeans jacket on. I start punching him all over and he falls to the floor. All of a sudden my dad is gone, but my friend Eric is there instead. "He's got two types of cancer" he tells me. I can clearly see that he does. "Oh, he's in stage two cancer mode" I say as the man pee's his pants. I get some pee on my hand and decide to go wash it off. "I've followed you on twitter" he tells my friend Eric who's a pro gamer.

"I'm your biggest fan!" he says with a laugh. "Oh shit" Eric says. I wash the pee off in a sink when the bum does something disgusting, can't recall what it was. We both go: "Eeew!" and I puke a bit.

05.30: Fragment
*I'm up on a very big mountain, like Mt Everest or something. There's a big cabin up there with people trying to survive. I want to go down though, but my friend tells me I can't because I've got a snowboard. "You'll get stuck in the roots" he says. I get a picture in my head of a guy hanging on a cliff in his parachute. He must have gotten stuck there then froze to death.

05.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it! I'm going to note down each time I wake up from now. I'm pretty sure I wake up after almost all my dream cycles. Becoming conscious and then remembering it that is.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had lots of frags this morning when I woke up, one of them was kinda of a nightmare but something good actually came out ot fit. I realised what my dream weapon most likely is! It's the only weapon that works in dreams for me and the only one I use in all my non-lucids whenever zombies attack. A kitchen knife! Here's a big picture before the frags just to celebrate this joyous day.



22.30: Sleep

05.30: Fragments
*It's my sister's birthday and we're going to celebrate her. She doesn't show up though and we suspect the worst. She's been doing drugs again. 'I knew that asshole I've got on facebook worked in that business... No one works 70 hours a week just like that.' We go to her apartment and knock on the door. She opens up and starts apologizing. I start seeing small bags of drugs infront of me like a movie is playing.

*I'm at my grandparents little cabin out by the sea. I head for the floating dock and remember picking up alot of trash from the water a few days back. Out on the dock I spot a small pike in the water. I follow it back towards land when I see something bigger move in the water. It's an enormous pike head on a foot of body. The rest is inside of an even bigger pike, it looks like an enormous crocodile and it's upside down. 'Wow! Perhaps if I used a knife and attacked it I could catch it...' I run towards the house.

*I'm talking to a couple of construction workers about my salary. They're not doing the same thing I'm doing and they're atleast fourty. I tell them what my salary is and they're shocked that it's even more than theirs, and I'm not even fully paid. I kinda feel bad for them.

*I'm in the subway with another guy and we're going home. I can hear rock music playing. I recognise it as "Bullet for my Valentine" which I point out to the guy. I head through the booth and look at the big sign. My train is leaving pretty soon so I run up the stairs. A few ladies with baby carts are blocking the way but I get on my train in time.

*I'm with two other guys and we're going to kill some mafia boss or something. All of a sudden people start shooting and I hide behind cover. I spot the guy I'm supposed to get, but he pins me down behind a counter. I know he's supposed to be pretty slow. Suddenly he shows up next to me and I grab his wrist to stop him from shooting me. A knife appears in my hand and I stab him in the chest with it. "You're not the real one" an old lady behind me yells at the man I'm stabbing.

The real one is next to her in the kitchen. He's been shot a few times, but that doesn't stop him from trying to get me. I run up to him and stab him in the chest aswell. A green liquid starts spraying out of the wound. "You've hit the gall bladder" the woman says. The man is out of breath and for some reason I help her patch him up.

05.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID NIGHTLY ADVENTURE

Good morning! No lucid this weekend, did have a few pretty entertaining dreams. Didn't feel like writing anything down yesterday so I'll include them today. Also had a funny nightly adventure last night.

23.00: Sleep

00.00: Nightly Adventure
*I wake up and there's a small rat on the chair next to me. It jumps towards me and I punch it mid air. It falls down onto the floor as Monica walks over to the bed. "Watch him! He's on the floor" I say. "I think I killed him." Monica starts laughing and asks a few questions. After half a minute or so I realise that it's all a bit absurd and we both laugh.

11.00: Dreams from two nights
*I'm in another country once again. It's very hot and sunny out and a bunch of teens are down by the water. I go there and talk to them, we have a laugh and I challenge them to try to throw me into the water. They all end up in the water instead. I head back towards the hotel and meet Christan from work. "Hey man, how long have you been here?" I ask. "Almost a week, we're going home tomorrow" he tells me. "Aw crap! Who am I going to play with then?" I ask. I lie down on the warm tiles and just enjoy the warmth for a while.

*I'm with a couple of guys from work. We're walking down a street when a big barn appears. Roger and another guy heads up a ladder to the second floor. Me and another guy walks through it at the bottom floor. At the other side of the barn I can hear Roger from up above. He sounds afraid and is stuttering. Another guy keeps asking him questions. We exit the barn and look up at the second floor door. A guy appears. "We have Roger, and we're not giving him back unless you tell us what all this talk about puppies is all about!"

'Is he talking about my mom's dog's pups?' "Okay relax, don't do anything to him" I say. "We'll shove this metal rod up his ass if you don't give me answers!" he yells back and shows me an iron rod used in construction. I find one myself on the ground and so does everyone I'm with, we're about five people. The guy disappears for a while and I take the time to talk to my coworkers who starts suggesting we beat the shit out of him. I practice a few blows on a piece of plastic nearby.

The man appears again with a friend. "There are three puppies" I tell him. "Yeah that's correct" the man responds. He then says three dwarf names from "Snow White." "That's them!" I say. All of a sudden Roger appears again. "Had to take a shit" he says. "Oh okay, then I guess we'll get going" I say. The man starts saying he's sorry for the misunderstanding. "Yeah these things happen" I say and turn around.

All of a sudden people starts yelling. I turn around and watch as all my coworkers smack the living shit out of the two men. I join them and I can feel the fury growing inside of me as I deal blow after blow in the head. It's not long before they're dead and people start shoving them into black plastic bags. A truck shows up and I take the second guy in command aside. "How many have we killed so far?" I ask him. We're on a big survival mission of sorts. "I dunno, twenty, twenty five perhaps." He tells me with a shrug. "Yeah but this is the first time in a town, the police will find out" I tell him and walk away. The throw the guys into the truck.

*I'm with my two friends Felix and Eric. We're all with our girlfriends and we're taking turns having sex in sofas under some covers. It all feels like a weird play or something and no one is taking it seriously. They all disappear after a while and I'm left there alone. A few minutes later Monica shows up again and I ask her if she wants to finish. She doesn't and instead sits down by the computer. She starts looking at hentai and I'm shocked.

*I'm in northern Sweden on a weird hang glider made out of wooden sticks and some white cloth. My brother Martin is with me as is my sister Malin. We glide over the street and it feels amazing! There's something wrong with the lots on the side of the road though. A big tree trunk is spontaneously catching on fire and shooting a big pillar of fire up into the sky with a few second intervals.

The rest of the lot is black and shimmers with an oily aura of sorts. I figure it has to be some kind of plague that is slowly spreading. We get off the glider and it breaks. I try to fix it with my hands but it's too broken. I decide to give it a shot anyways and hold it together with my hands as I run and jump up on it. I glide for a few seconds before crashing down hard onto the street. I'm not seriously hurt though.

*I'm an observer in a prison. A twelve or so year old boy is in his cell and he's not very tough anymore. "I'm not a man" he says. "Don't give us that crap" one of the guards say and shut the door. All of a sudden I watch him run around a cocaine plantation. A guy working there tells him to get out. He enters a supermarket instead.

I'm now there myself with a few friends. We're going to make hamburgers and pick all kinds of stuff for them. When we arrive at the cashier Monica steals an old lady's wallet. I grab it behind her back and put it into her bag. Teamwork! I realise I've forgotten the bbq sauce. I run back into the store and find it.

11.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 11½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning!

21.45: Sleep

05.10: Fragments
*I'm with a bunch of guys from work. We're at a mountainside and I almost fall down. I hold on to the ledge to not slide down the slippery rock. I start seeing beer bottles all around and the guys start talking about which beer is the best.

*I'm with my friend Henrik and we're going to bathe some sauna. He takes a shower with his pants down by his ankles for some reason. "What are you doing? Take them off dude" I say and laugh. I take a shower myself and talk about heat or something.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I've decided to start trying a bit harder again, this includes writing down all dreams I have in my DJ. So here goes.

21.15: Sleep

05.30: Fragments
*My friend Jonas is acting crazy. He starts rambling about something I can't recall and gets into his dodge viper and speeds off. I go after him in my own car and we end up at some dark scrapyard place.

*I'm with my friend Felix and Monica. We're at a weird, outdoors pornclub or something. There are monitors on the walls with porn. We round a corner and a couple of sofas appear. A bunch of guys are in them and as soon as they see Monica they assume she's in on some gangbanging or something. "Okay let's go" I say. A guy walks up to Monica and tries to grab for her. I push him away. "We'll be back in an hour or so" I tell the guy smiling. "No we won't, we're not going back here" Felix says. "Shut up you retard" I whisper angrily. We walk out of there.

*I'm checking out the "Post pictures of yourself without discussion" thread. DarkMerlin has posted a picture of him holding a rifle and you can see what he sees in the scope aswell. Another guy has a picture exactly like it, a third one complains about not being able to take such a cool picture himself.

05.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 8 hours

Supplements: B-Vitamin Complex

That's it! Boring stuff, was hoping for a LD.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Felt like getting lucid last night and I did. Did a short WBTB 1½ hours before having to go up and it was enough for me to get lucid. Pretty sweet, did some flying but the dream wasn't long.

21.45: Sleep

03.30: Fragment
*I visit some kids who are living in the woods. I open up their tent and look at the dirty bunch. "What do you eat?" I ask them. They open up a trunk of a car and it's full of rotten food. "We take it from the restaurant's trash" one kid tells me. "You can't do that! You'll get sick" I say horrified. Flies are buzzing all around.

03.30: WBTB 5 minutes

05.00: About to be robbed by my uncle MILD
I'm walking away from a few people dressed like rich people. "Bye! See you another time" I say and head over a bridge. My pockets are full of cash, I must have been on a rich man's party. My uncle shows up but somehow I don't think he is. It's like this stranger is just wearing my uncle's body. We greet and he starts walking next to me. 'Oh shit, please don't try to rob me.' "So, you like that team?" I ask him and point at his shirt. It's got a team logo on it. "Yeah, but not in football" he says and tells me in another weird sport I can't remember.

"Hey, do you got 100 crowns on you I could get?" he asks me. He's behaving like he's drunk or something and looks around as if he's expecting someone, or making sure no one is around. "Yeah... Hold on" I say and bring out my wallet. I make sure he don't see all the big bills in there and take out a hundred crowns bill. "Here, take it" I say and hold it out. All of a sudden he runs off without taking it. 'Wtf?' I slowly jog after him through a lit park, it's getting pretty dark out. I watch as he stops before a second bridge, another guy shows up.

He says something to the guy and runs off across the bridge. The same direction where I've parked my car. The new guy starts chasing him and I run after them both. I catch up and ask him out loud. "Did you also park your car over there?!" No response. I can see he's wearing headphones. The strange man takes a right and the new guy follows. I start thinking critically. 'Isn't left faster?' I decide it is. After twenty meters or so I realise it is not faster after all.

All that critical thinking makes me go lucid as I turn around to go the other way. 'Why run when I can fly?' I start running to gather some speed. A small jump and I'm flying a meter or so above the street. I go down the street pretty fast. They're doing some road work up ahead and I have to fly to the right in between two buildings. I hold out my left hand and produce a small flame there. I try to make it bigger but I only manage to make it alot hotter. A second later only heat is left.

'Doing pyrokinesis and flying at the same time will probably destabilize the dream.' I land and start activating my senses. I count my fingers and reach five. All of a sudden everything feels weird. I start walking down the road towards the construction site but it feels like I'm drunk. I almost fall and have to steady myself against the wall. I touch everything around me to keep me grounded in the dream. After a minute or so I'm safe in the dream and at the construction site.

I lose lucidity as I spot my brother, the strange man from before has taken his shape now. I have to squeeze myself against the wall to not get over run by a truck that appears behind me.

05.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Will try some heavier pyrokinesis next time.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Took some new supplements for the first time last night and this morning. Worked like a charm, perhaps a bit too good. Mental overload. Anyways I got my lucid, I haven't had any tasks in particular in mind lately but I still had a good time. My second LD in which I had sex and didn't wake up.

23.45: Sleep

06.30: Are you 18? MILD
I'm watching a girl of twelve or so bike around on a busy street. She crosses the road and is amazingly not hit by any cars. A man with some kind of flying robot by his side is chasing her. I follow the girl into a hotel. I go into first person perspective and I'm the one who's being chased. I run towards the elevators and enter one of them. A man with a baby cart goes in after me and prevents the doors from closing. I push all the buttons and hope for the door to close. The man who's chasing me appears and tries to grab me over the cart but fails. He walks out of sight and I figure he's going up the stairs.

The doors close and I press the "3" button. Aswell as all the rest to confuse the man if he checks. I get out and look around. 'Gotta find a place to hide!' I only see apartment doors and realise I have no time to waste. I enter an apartment as quietly as possible and close the door. There are two closed doors infront of me, one to my right and one infront of me. I enter the one to my right and take a peek. I see two adults sleeping in a bed. "Who's there?" a woman asks. I close the door and run out of the apartment as fast as I can.

'Perhaps the next floor will be empty.' I run up the stairs and enter the first door to my left. It has the exact same layout. Once again I enter the room to my right and once again it's a bedroom. A little girl is sleeping on the bed. I figure she won't notice me if I get under the bed and lie there until the man chasing me cools off.

The dream skips. I wake up in a bed. 'Where the hell am I?' I can hear someone moving next to me. 'Oh fuck, I fell asleep next to the girl!' I start whispering to the girl, explaining what's going on.

"Also, I think I'm dreaming." I say. "I've been going in and out of lucidity all morning." "What's lucidity?" she asks me. "It's when you are lucid in a dream, you know you're dreaming." She giggles and moves closer to me. She doesn't look like a small girl, more like a teenager. "In that case" she says and gets ontop of me. "Wow, wait a second, how old are you?" I ask her shocked. "Old enough" she says with a smile. "Are you eighteen?" She shakes her head. "Are you eighteen?" I ask again. Once again a headshake.

'Hold on, that's Monica!' "Are you eighteen?" She nods and I'm good to go. I enter her and come in just a few seconds. I focus on things around me to keep me in the dream and it works. I've left a mess though and I grab some paper to clean myself up. "Are you coming with me downstairs?" I ask her. "Nah" she says. I finish cleaning myself up, but realise I didn't have to. I exit the apartment butt naked, whistling. I head down the stairs, feeling the smooth, wooden, curved handles going on both sides. "I COME FROM A LAND DOWN UNDER!" I sing loudly.

I count my fingers loudly. "One, two, three, four, five, all there!" I reach the lobby which is empty. I feel like breaking some stuff. "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!" I yell as loud as I can, focusing on breaking some windows. After a few seconds they all shatter. 'Cool!' I walk to the right into the dining hall. There's a big bar in there and I spot two waiters. A large bottle of coke is on the bar and I try to break it with my mind. It starts bubbling like crazy but I can't break it.

The barman appears. 'Perhaps I should kill him... No, that would suck.' He tells me something which I don't quite get. 'Uh oh, dream starts to fade.' I turn around and see a whole table full of breakfast. I grab some bread and shove it in my mouth. Next up is some hard cheese and after that some egg shells. I chew franticly as I regain some clarity to the dream. I grab a bun aswell and eat it all up. The dream remains stable a few seconds until it starts to fade again.

06.30: WBTB 15 minutes

09.30: Dreams and frags
*A girl seems to like me and follows me around. The dream skips and I'm at my old house where I grew up. I walk to the back and see atleast ten reindeer in the woods. They come up to me and my mom and starts licking my face. "Check if they have any diseases" I tell my mom who does so. A bunch of people show up and we all sit down in a circle. A kid with ADHD interrupts us and we yell at him. My youngest brother, Morgan, is sitting next to me. I can see he's got tattoo's all over his body.

*I'm cooking food for our group in two pans. There's onions, carrots and some red paste. "We need to buy more onions and stuff" I tell my brother. I leave the pans for a second to check the freezer. It's filled with blueberry pies. A vampire has a crush on me. "That damn vampire woman, I might have to fuck her to get rid of her" I tell my brother. I get back to the cooking and there's barely anything left. I mix them two and pour some taco spice mix into it all.

*My aunt Helen is getting married and she has trouble deciding what her last name should be. I give her some advice about mixing her current one with her husband's. She wants to use her dead brother's name. "Dead brother? He isn't dead?" I ask her confused. She tells me a story about how my uncle Tony died, when they were younger. Apparently he fell into the lake and hit his head on a rock.

*I'm with Martin and my cousin Linus. We're at some exhibition, there are dinosaur skeletons on shelves and I check them out. I know they're fake, but my brother thinks I think they are the real deal. He decides to mess with me and makes the shelf sway.

*I'm with a group of people and we're playing some kind of game. The goal is to go through a house that's like a maze. In one room with a bookshelf in it, I get separated from the rest as I head into the next one. It's got an oven in it and I realise you have to crawl through the oven to get to the next room. It's hot though. I try to cool it down with a sponge and cold water but it's not getting much colder. My cousin Therese shows up. "We have to restart" she tells me. "Damnit, okay then" I say. To restart it all, you have to die. I hold up a paper version of me. She cuts it with a big knife. I open my mouth and let her insert the knife there. I can feel it going in at the back of my throat but it doesn't hurt. It's extremely uncomfortable though. She shoves it in hard and it feels weird when it hits the bone. I slowly black out.

09.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 10 hours

Supplements: 200 mg B6, 100 mg 5-HTP. WBTB: 1 x Lucid Dreamer, 100 mg L-Theanine.

That's it! The L-Theanine didn't really work. I still had trouble going back to sleep. Oh well, the rest did what it should.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I don't like it when the weather gets worse and it gets darker outside. Had some stomach aches last night and couldn't fall asleep in hours. Woke up with alot of dreams on my mind, which is always fun. They were a bit fucked up as usual.

23.30: Sleep

05.10: Surviving in the woods
I'm with another guy in the woods. We're preparing our meal, it looks just like pasta but it's in dirty water. We take turns taking sips from the smoking hot water straight out of the metal sauce pan. We finish our meal and I get up. Monica appears. "Hey babe, let's go catch some fish" I tell her. I spot a small lake nearby and some fishing swiming around in it. They're rather big and colorful. "Hurry, get the rod out!" I tell her as I intend to catch a red one. Across the water I spot a few people walking.

I suddenly realise fishing in this place is illegal. They greet us as I try to untangle the fishing line. "Hey" I say. "We're not fishing, we're just uhm..." I say. 'I'm in deep shit now...' "Here, take this" a woman tells me and hands me a golden wobbler. It looks amazing. "Thanks!" I say and put it in my fishing bag. We follow the group of people to their camp. We enter a smoking hut, it's like an open sauna/smoke tent. We sit down and talk for a while with an old man.

05.10: Buying stuff
I'm in an electronics store with Monica, I'm sick of saving my money and feel like spending some. I walk up to a guy in the store's shirt. "Hey, show me the newest and most advanced "got to have" items you have" I tell him. "Oh, in that case, check out "Sennheiser", in a few months they're going to improve the quality of their stuff and they will be top notch for sure." "That's an amazing idea, I wonder why no one has done that before" I say. I need a new keyboard, mouse and headset. I ask him when they all will be out and he tells me in a few months, crap.

I decide to sit down in a chair and just watch the people in the store. A bunch of people working there are playing ping pong at a table and they seem to be having a blast. Monica and I feel like we belong in that group of people and they seem to like us. All of a sudden me and her start a small fight over something and I storm out. She catches up with me, I was only kidding and we go back to the people.

05.10: Dog CRAP!
I'm with my friend Henrik and we're at a fence. I'm standing on one side and his dog is sitting on the other by one of the fence poles. Henrik is also on the other side. I kick the fence pole and his very old dog, gets the shit scared out of him (yes, literally.) "Why did you do that?!" Henrik asks me. I shrug. "Gazzo, come here boy" he tells his dog. When he gets up I can see a big pile of crap. I inspect it closely for some reason and it's green and bubbling. I have no idea how, but I accidentaly get some on lower lip.

'Oh fffffffuuu...' I start gagging. Henrik also gets some on his face and he starts gagging aswell. We stand there for a while, almost puking. I spit and wipe the shit off some moss and can see a small white worm crawling on it. This makes me get even closer to vomiting. An old lady appears. "What are you boys doing?"

05.10: Fragment
*I'm at the computer and my friend Felix hands me a bunch of links directing me to different hotels. "We're going to either one of these and that's final" he tells me. They're all in China and at some kind of "feel good" spa shit. I really don't feel like going to those places.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 5 hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Another week that left me physically exhausted. Last weekend I didn't get lucid and since my encounter with that dark haired evil man I hadn't had any. I wanted to have a lucid naturally without any supplements before trying out my new 5-HTP and L-Theanine, and this morning I had one. Was a bit fuzzy and hard to stabilize but it was something alright. Also in all my dreams I was in another country, weird.

23.00: Sleep

08.00: Dream and frag
*I'm in Amsterdam with a few of my friends. We're at a coffee shop and I go up to the counter. I buy some weed in tiny bags, I also get some weird receipts which I throw away instantly. After hanging out at the cafe for a while, I hear something. "You need to register the weed, or you'll be in trouble" someone tells another guy. I realise that must have been what the receipt was for. 'Oh shit...' I get up and head upstairs to a table. I had left a few bags of weed there before.

"Hey, have you got my weed?" I ask the two people at the table. "Yeah, but a police officer just came by and was looking for you" the guy tells me and hands me three plastic bags. I take them and head downstairs again. I really need that receipt! I start typing out my story on a computer and turn it around for the girl behind the counter to read. She has no clue what it says. I look at the screen and it has changed. 'Wtf?' I tell her what's going on instead.

"Why didn't you save the receipts?" she asks me frustrated. Another Swedish guy shows up and I tell her all about how Swedes usually pretend to understand when infact they don't, only to not feel stupid or embarrassed. The Swedish guy tells her it's true.

*I'm in Italy or some similar country. I'm with a whole bunch of people and we're in a restaurant waiting for our food. It takes forever to get it. 'Better be worth the wait' When the food finally arrives, it's mashed potatoes with fish sticks... "Uhm, okay" I say and take a bite. The mashed potatoes taste very good. 'Last meal I'm having in this country is going to be so expensive.'

11.00: You stole my apple, I'm going to run you over! MILD
It's only three days left until I'm going home from this country. I feel like the week's passed by way too quickly. I enter a big container and starts cleaning it out. It looks just like the one from work and for some reason I feel like I will be awarded something great if I manage to get the floor completely clean. If the things in it is only on shelves. There's alot of plastic containers with oil in them. I find a paper advertising working on a whale oil ship. "It's great pay!" it says.

I find my black shirt hanging on the wall and take it down. 'Gotta get this back to the house.' I get out of the container and hear something to my left. It's a guy on a motorbike doing doughnuts in the snow. I walk down the road to the right and walk up to he first house that comes up. My family's living in there. I look down at my clothes before going in, I've got some expensive, stylish white pants on. I enter the house and leave the shirt in there. My sister's in the bathroom and I don't feel like staying so I leave again.

I head back towards the container which is now a house. I enter it and grab a small axe by the door. I listen if anyone's upstairs, I hear a small creak but nothing more. I figure it's empty and head out and lock the door again.

My brothers Martin and Morgan shows up when I realise I'm dreaming. "Hey" Martin says. I smile and put the axe away. 'What to do? God damnit, what were my tasks? Martin walks past me out on the lawn and stops by an apple tree. A single small apple is hanging from a branch. He grabs it and it grows in size for some reason. 'Oh right! Telekinesis.' I flick my hand and the apple zooms out of his hand and into mine. I break off a piece and chew it down while letting the rest of it circle around him, teasing him.

I realise the dream is not very vivid and starts stabilizing it. I touch a wooden stake next to me while singing. "Lalalala." I continue to touch things as Martin gets in a car. "You raise meeee uuuuuup!" I yell. "So I can staaaaaand on mountaaaaaains!" 'Singing to stabilize is great.' I try to walk forwards to check out his car, but after ten seconds or so I realise I haven't gone anywhere at all. It's just like I'm in a game that is lagging badly. I decide not to fight it and turn around instead.

Morgan is waiting for me with the dirtbike. I get on and take off. I grab him with telekinesis and make him speed along right next to me on the snow. We go down the street and I realise it's the same street our old house is on. "Let's switch places" I tell Morgan after a while. I keep the bike stable and jump off onto the snow, skating on it. Morgan takes my place and speeds up. I grab the back of the bike and look behind me. I can see a helmet in the distance.

"Martin's coming after us" I tell Morgan. A few seconds later a car appears, it's a F1 car. "Go up that hill to the right, no wait. Stop the bike" I tell Morgan and he does. I get off and stand still in the middle of the street.



He approaches me at an incredibly slow speed. He must be drunk or something because he drives past me and up onto the hill, getting stuck in the mud. I reach out with my hand and lift the car up into the air. I slam it into a house that's nearby. It sounds just like as if you were pounding on a hood. I slam it weakly into the house ten times or so, no damage is done to either the car or the house.

11.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 12 hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!