McDreamy

I got dropped off at another universitie's athletics facility in a car. The way there was confusing, and my sister and I had trouble figuring out where to go in. I get into the changerooms and I'm wearing a shirt thats different from their university tshirts. I'm getting some stares and am trying to get ready to go into the pool. Theres a number of showers with curtains. I get my scuba gear ready, and am following somebody along the side of the pool to the end. I get in the pool and swim through an underground tunnel with a group of people. The entrance is wide and tall, and is definetely a man made part of the pool. Before we go through the guy beside me kindof hits me in the mask because he thought that I had a crack in it. We swim forward and there are all kinds of vicious plants at the bottom that are trying to grab me with their plant hands. Theres lots of jelly fish too, and they are poisonous I think. The guy beside me tells me "don't let them grab you, they'll make you go insane!" I keep getting grabbed though. Some of the jellyfish have a face that looks just like a girl in my program.

I'm near the brooklyn bridge with my dad. Its overcast outside. My dad and I jump into the water, which is shallow here. To our left theres a long stretch of vertical rock which might be part of the bridge stretching from where we are to an island with trees on it. My dad is wondering if the dogs will go all the way to the other side to drink from their water bowls? I don't remember. There's this small patch of beach or dirt/rock maybe a few meters wide on the shore and my dad puts a waterbowl there. He asks something about whether or not the dogs will be too afraid to drink from it here. Theres an asian guy about 24 years old swimming by me. I ask him if the water is sanitary here, and he says that we probably shouldn't drink it, but it should be okay to swim in.

I am outside in my backyard or something similar in the winter looking for a large harp with my friend Jesse. We go along the side of the house and I spot it. The french teacher is going to get there first! Oh no, if she gets there first we'll fail! She's about to touch it but I dive for it and grab it. I'm about to play when I realize that this is a dream! I say so, and Jesse is like "Yah man its a dream!" I don't know what to play, but I start to pluck the strings. It sounds beautiful and I'm shocked that I am able to do this. Its a decending scale I'm playing, and I'm plucking two strings at a time going down the scale. Theres a pitch difference between each string in the couple, it sounds really nice like something from ancient greece or something. I start to screw up, and am worried that I'm going to screw up even more, so I do and it starts to sound horrible. I try and convince myself that I can do it but theres just too much self doubt and it doesn't improve. The professor tells me that it will sound much better in real life.

Woke up from a dream in the night where I was driving my old friend's dad's Camaro, but it could fold into a motorcycle. Don't really remember falling asleep and couldn't rem the dream at first so was sitting in my room not really sure if I was asleep or dreaming. Read for a bit, then said "I will lucid dream tonight or very soon" once then went to sleep.

I'm in a nice house in the dining room with a girl. She looks pretty punk, with some bright blue hair dye I think. I realize I am dreaming, and things start getting heated with her. I say "stablize!" to the dream, finally remembering to do this stuff. I rub my hands together, as well as rub my arms and legs. I lick a cabinet, and try to smell the room to ground me. It helps, and it was more stable than my other 2 second lucids but I was still thinking "Don't think about waking up..oh shit I'm thinking about it". We start floating up to the ceiling, and there are older men wearing monacles and top hats watching us. I get to the ceiling and start to go through. I either woke up or entered a non lucid.

Dreams
I dreamt I was in my room getting ready for bed. I lay down on my bed with the light still on and was thinking about if something scary is going to happen to me. "Its up to God" I said. Then I felt something touching or grabbing my shoulder/chest area which scared me and I woke up. It was like I was being poked too.

Had a better dream where I'm on an island town which reminded me of the maritimes. I'm standing in between some buildings with some grass and gardens in between them. I'm looking over a fence and watching everything fly towards me like Im in a car moving forward, but the land is moving instead. I turn around to see a beautiful brunette who is with me, and I ask her if she wants to climb to the top of the island or just let the "drive" take us to the top. We stand there and let it take us to the top. I put my arm around her and get some chocolate on her white casmere sweater. There are lots of pools of water close together that we can see. We can see for quite a distance and it is beautiful. On top of the island it is kindof flat with some soft hills, and a road that we start to follow. There is a chocolate factory to the left, and there are huge cylindrical drums in front of it. Probably chocolate inside.

Its my birthday, and Ryan and Robbie come to the door in costumes to do something. I go downstairs and completely forget about them. I am distracted by doing something else and then they leave. I feel pretty bad.

Chantal is at my house during a small party. She seems really into me and wants to be alone. I say that theres a phone downstairs she can use, and I'll show her where it is. We go downstairs, and we sit on the couch. The ceiling is very low, about a foot or two above our heads while sitting. We get to the floor, and lots of her clothes have come off. We start to make out, and I fall asleep. I wake up having sex with somebody in someones backyard during a large outdoor dinner party kindof thing. We still have most of our clothes on, so I quickly pull my pants up and it seems that nobody noticed anything. I am driving through this cul de sac/roundabout with houses in a circle, and I see chantal opening up a garage door and going into the house with another guy. We turn around and in front of another house is chantal again?? She is wearing a sign that says "I lost my cell phone, can you call me a cab?" or something along those lines.

I am in a car driving along a main road near my house that has trees on each side. I hit another car from behind and we both stop and get out of the cars. We are on the side of the road, and he looks like he is about 60 years old. As I walk over I grab a beer out of a six pack and drink it, because that was stressful and I wanted to relax. He mentions that I'm going to get in trouble now with the cops because of the beer. Oh shit. I say that we should ditch the beer and I run with it into the woods and throw it away. Next thing I know I'm at a bar or something. I buy a drink and have tons of coins to pay with, and I think that I accidently tipped way too much because they were really happy about it and told me to come back anytime. I'm leaving and I see shane in the parking lot and I walk with him. I am talking about how I should probably just confess to the police, because technically I didn't drink and drive, I was driving and then I drank after I hit the other guy.

I am in Cape cod and walking down the street in Provincetown. There is so much money on the street, I pick it up and keep seeing more. A guy picks up some money too and offers me some, but I already have a lot so I say that he should just give it to this other guy. I am in a hospital lobby, and my mom receives a phonecall from my grandfather in SouthAfrica. Something about my grandmother's surgery. Now it is Jesse in the lobby talking on the phone. It is a long distance call he is trying to make, so he argues with the staff and eventually gives them his debit card to charge while the staff person prints off a sheet of paper as the bill gets bigger.

I'm trying to figure out how to get the car on the curb of the suberb street in front of a trailor. I'm in my house trying to figure out how to get outside without waking my parents. Josh is telling me near a small hill down the street from my house, that he thinks ghosts have been contacting him. I'm creeped out. He says that he can see my dad through the window. I'm at a coop now and I have this image on my phone of what it looks like to leave this place. Some property of somebody I don't know. Jesse is with this girl and tells me on the phone that they are all coming to my place, so I run to get home. On the way out I see the place on my phone for real. Its the property of the girl that is coming to my house. Its an enclosed property with trees and bushes surrounding a long driveway, with a fence too. I'm creeped out again and try to get to my house first. I run past a park with swings. I take out my cell phone while I'm running across the park and everybody suddenly stops what theyre doing and starts walking towards me like zombies. I get home and its very dark. I get upstairs and the lights are all out here too. Josh is there near the stairs and I know that the girl is coming, so I jump in front of the stairs and take a picture with my phone's camera and look at the picture but she's not in it.

I become semi lucid while waiting for somebody to come into the basement. I jump forward and let myself hit the ground with my hands breaking my fall.

I am at school walking to somewhere. I am talking to one of my professors from a distance and we are talking about a bug underneath my dunce bone. There is a fountain and I go and swim in it. It is like half ice, so its hard to move anywhere but I am doing it for a reason to prove a point or something. I go into this tunnel or hall. I am walking through it on a false bad credit rating so I can get to some guy for an answer. The tunnel branches off to the side, and there are some people sitting there and one of them holds out a knife so that I can see it. I continue on and it becomes a temple. There is an asian man sitting down with a knife, so I leap over him. I passed the first challenge! Now there is an asian guy with a samarai sword and hes about to attack. I don't have much room but I just grab the dull sword and take it, which makes it obvious that this is a dream. I gently hit the confused asian dude. Now this black guy in an electric wheelchair charges out and gives a nerdly yell while he's coming at me. I'm still clear that I'm dreaming so I grab him and ask him how to lucid dream every night. I know I'm about to wake up so I urgently ask him again and shake him, but he's resisting and doesn't seem to want to talk.

I am standing in the mirror after Jesse's lame birthday party at the movies. At this party I left as soon as the movie started and went into the school field and was doing something with the garbage. I got back as soon as the movie ended. Anyway I am looking in the mirror and my teeth are massive. My upper right teeth are not attached to the roof of my mouth, and are just free floating. After a long time I start thinking that this is weird. I nose plug and try to breathe in and I can. I don't believe it, so I do it 2 or 3 more times and can still do it. I realize its a dream but its a pretty sluggish realization. I drift into a non lucid where my dad is gangsta now and riding a motorcylce right behind our car.

WBTB-30 mins ish this time, read a bit from a latin book to jog my mind, and meditated for 10 mins before setting my intention and vis. Took me a long time to fall asleep again. I had the intention of stabilizing the dream this time, but didn't work out.

I am walking outside in the courtyard of a party, and people are at tables eating dinner. This just doesn't happen to me in real life. I think that its a dream, and also think that anything I want to happen will happen. The cute blonde girl I've been wanting smiles at me and walks over. I lose lucidity here. She climbs up on a ledge/balcony and asks me for something I can give her? I don't follow her inside as she climbs into the house through the window or some door, but wait for her instead. The next thing I see is her hanging from the balcony from her neck in a noose. Why did she kill herself? Earlier in a very tall building where you could see the stairs go all the way up many of us were watching and waiting for her to come out of the washroom, because something seemed wrong. Something about her dead relative who created a pill who could bring ppl back to life. Lazarus? I was walking strangely earlier and she commented jokingly but with interest and I told her I'd explain later. She was Latino then, not white and blonde.

I am sitting back to back with her now, or someone like her watching a movie with lots of other ppl. There are two halves of the ppl facing eachother. I am happy that I'm making some connection with this girl. There is a brunette in front of me beside who I think is a boyfriend, who shyly slips her fingers in between mine. Its awkward and I'm not sure she's my normal type but I kindof like it.

I have a false awakening where my friends are at my house in my sisters room making all kinds of noise and breaking things. Conners shoe flies off and almost breaks a grandfather clock that isnt usually there. There is a black guy in my room that I don't know, and he is floating and has his hands on me. I'm afraid of him and think he's gonna hurt me. Either way I want these people out of my house but can't do it. He has a knife pointed at me, and I take it from him. He's saying things to me and I want to stab him, but know that it won't even do anything.
I 'wake up' and go into the computer room where my sister is. She is dressed as if she's about to go to a club but its daytime. She seems annoyed. I am on the floor sitting, and my mom is there too now. Something breaks and we try and get our dogs out of the room without them stepping on glass.

I meditated for 15 mins before bed, and then focused on my mantra and visualized myself lucid. I don't remember the exact order of the dreams, or which ones happened after wbtb's. I had about 3 times I woke up and went back to bed. The most I stayed up was 15mins, which might not be long enough to wake me up. Will try 20-25 and doing some math or something.

Dreams
I am with my friends on a street parade. I dont remember what the parade is about, but Ashton Kutcher is at the back of it trying to get some attention. He is making an idiot of himself. For some reason we keep chanting "John! John! John!", almost as if its saying we don't actually know who he is as an insult. I try to take pics with him but they don't work whenever I click it. He's behind a bank teller booth now, and beside him there is a real bank, and there is an old coin they show me. They don't want the bank owner person to have it.

I am at a party, and I really need to go to the washroom. There are a few of them, and I go into one. There is a toilet in a stall that I go into, but there is also a toilet outside of the stall that somebody comes into in a few minutes. I can't control my bladder and I start to pee, trying to find the toilet but its just too late. I aim it all into my shorts so that it doesn't go onto the ground. They are soaked in piss, and my friends call out to me that they are leaving, and I need to hurry up. I tell them to go without me, because I want to solve this situation without anyone knowing. This is the worst case situation of embarassement, and I am distressed by it. I have extra shorts that I put on, and carry the piss soaked ones. Can't really smell anything, so I hug one of my friends goodbye.

I am with my friend jesse on a cruise. There is a platform that we jump to, and there are some cute girls on it. There is a girl in the water that is calling to my friend.

Another party where we are crowded at this bar-kindof table. Someone rests their head on my shoulder to try and see the tv, so I move to the other table for room.

I am on a winding road the forest, with a mine behnd me. I am with my dog and we are trying to clear up the gunpowder off the road to prevent an explosion. We don't get it all, and the mine starts to blow up. We run down the road and take cover behind some trees or boulders on the ground.

I'm in the ocean, and there are all kinds of jelly fish. There is a couch that I am on, and I am hiding from them on it. Its a documentary now, with a narrator talking about the poisonous jelly fish. There is a scene showing a jelly fish attach its bell to the thing it was killing, and connect tons of sharp thorn things into it so it couldn't get away. It injected poison and killed it. There were too different outcomes from this part of the dream. First the couch went to the surface and It was against the wall in a room. I balanced on the arms of the couch to get off and not fall into the ocean again. I go and talk to some dude outside. The second scenario was I swam out of the ocean dodging jelly fish and ended up on some street. I get into a fight with a midget, and he is punching me hard in the stomach. I use some kicks and punches to get him back. He is in the circus, and I talk to the ringmaster who tells me to get out. I decide not to go to my car because they'll know its mine and break it.

After the fight, I see my friend who isn't wearing his military uniform. He's carrying a bag. I yell to him and he hears me and turns around. He turns away again and keeps walking. I think he's angry at me but I yell again "Please stop!!". He turns around and I catch up to him and we talk. He's also talking to this really attractive girl in tight black pants who is upset that he's not moving in. She says "we can build another compartment." Something about her parents wishes. We continue our conversation, and it is so emotional. Its probably the last time we'll see eachother now that the war is over. He shows me his nose that I broke from the fight we had when we first met and I remember it too. (vague memory of being on a lawn with him) We talked about how we both won the silver arrow (like silver medal) and he tells me that he learned alot about life with me. We hug and I start to cry, and then I leave wondering if we'll ever run into eachother again. I think "facebook doesn't exist yet which makes it difficult", and the scene changes to about 50-60 years later at a veterans convention. There is some overenergetic guy who runs up to the stage and says "my name is ____
", and everyone says it with him as if they've heard it a hundred times. I have the thought that I'm going to see my friend again after so long.

I had a lucid dream last night, just a short one where I became lucid and woke up. I didn't write it down thinking I'd remember it because it was lucid, then fell asleep and had more dreams and forgot it.

I did a bit of meditation before bed to help me fall asleep, and did my mantra of "The next time I am dreaming, I will remember that I am dreaming". Plus visualization. Reminder to self - try meditation every night before bed.

Dreams
I am sleeping outside on a driveway with an ipod. There is a woman that walks by. I go to the porch on the side of the house and someone tells me to come inside. I remember going into my sister's room at some point and she is on the floor sitting down and crying. I ask her why she is crying, and she says that she just needed a good cry.

There are a lot of people in this building complex. There seems to be some division between the people. I was told to go into this room, and plant some nuclear material into some pots. It was liquid nuclear material, so I ended up pouring it. There was some kindof tray as well, and it was overflowing with it, and it was like someone left the faucet running but with nuclear stuff. I get some on my hands. I leave and shut the door and am extremely stressed out beyond belief. There could be a nuclear explosion here any second! We're trying to trap the other people in here apparently, while we get out. Our door appears out of thin air, and their hatch to get out dissapears at the same time. Apparently Connor went through by himself already and is completely screwing everybody over. The door is invisible, but as it opens we can see to the other side of the door. There are people trying to stop us from getting through, but as we inch the door open by force we grab the crayons from their hands and get inside for a fight. We are fake fighting with a touch of anger to it. I do the motions of stabbing this guy in the face, but without a knife in it. He ends up using his legs to somehow lock me in a hold.

I start to feel myself breathing, and notice the air touching my lips as it goes out. I wake up and realize that I was feeling my actual breathing, and the air touching my lips.

--WBTB--
I am up for about 25 mins, going to the washroom and am writing out the dream and doing my mantra and visualization. I meditate for a little as well. I am sure that I will have a lucid, but I just can't get back to sleep for about another hour after this, even though I feel so tired. I gave up on trying to fall asleep so I stopped thinking about lucid dreaming and eventually fell asleep. Whenever I think of lucid dreaming, it keeps me awake for some reason.

Dreams
I am in an old fashioned train caboose and there are lots of women. There is a higher up part, and a lower part that you can get to by going down some short stairs. I am on the upper part. A girl asks me if I am going to take this side by myself, and she comes with me. We sit down at this table with some other people, and she is to my right. She gets completely naked and I check her out. I talk with this other cute girl right across from me.

I am waiting at the bus stop and I am supposed to meed someone or two people near here. Tuong tells me the bus will drop me off at Tim Hortons, and the bus has pulled up so I just get on. Most of the seats are taken, they are all side seats. Nothing facing the front, but all facing the middle. There is a girl next to the bus driver who is complaining about it for some reason. Something about this attractive girl who is sitting down.

I remember being in my house but there is no ceiling to the lower floors or something, and there are lots more stairs than usual going higher and higher. I am at the top where my room usually is.

The last couple of nights I have been trying something like "In the next hour, I will reality check." Trying to activate the goal seeking part of my brain. Then visualized preforming reality check. Still only hitting about half of my goals in the prospective memory exercise. Sometimes less. Not sure if this is for me.

Dreams
I am at a convienience store near where this old video store used to be. Someone in the line asks for milk with something, and the guy on cash says he's leaving soon so he doesn't want to go get it. He also says it will be like $1.50 more. He goes to get it, and I talk with the guy about the bad service. A big guy comes back too, and says to me "You're gonna buy that shit?" I am holding already made cold coffee in a jar. "yeah." Now it gets scary. There is a woman in the shop screaming. She is on the wall like a horror film, and she is about to see herself for the first time. Her face is darkened, there's something wrong with it. There's this demonic blackness on it. I see images of her as a child with the darkened face screaming. I see her trying to punch the image of herself in the mirror with the darkened face. I wake up with my eyes a bit watery because I was scared!

--WBTB--
Decided just to go with the mantra "I will lucid dream this morning or very soon", and visualized the girl screaming and realizing that it was dream. Decided to try WILD a bit as well, but after about 25 mins just wanted to fall asleep so I moved. Can only ever get to a point where I start to see flashes, but then get too excited and it goes away.

Dreams
I'm on the bus and there is a really attractive girl on it too, and she periodically bends over. This happens a lot, but her dad and family is right there so I don't want to check her out which is difficult not to do. She gets off the bus, and the next thing I remember is being at school looking for some attractive girls. I see some of my friends' sister's friends up this circular ramp. I am in a parking lot near my house now, with my dad. I am in the car, and I see this girl from my martial arts club, but she looks older and more attractive now. My dad and I are walking home but he is running now, and I ask him what is wrong. He says nothing, but he just feels the need to get home. He starts losing it or something. He says "In case you snap, I can tie you to this." I am creeped out, and get into a fighting pose. I try to throw a few strikes at him but nothing can land. He tells me if I try to fight him he'll hit back like a wrecking ball or something.

I am thinking that I wake up, but then go to my window. It is wooden with portholes, and I open them up. In my tree in the backyard is a basketball net box, and a huge sandbox filled with cranberries! I remember asking myself if I was ever going to wake up. "This is just too weird to be real." I thought.

Before bed, and during two WBTB's I focused my intention to remember that I was dreaming the next time I was, and visualized myself becoming lucid and preforming a task. No lucids from MILD yet, but still hitting only about 50% on average of my prospective memory excercises.

DREAMS
One of my friends climbed into bed with me and start to have sex with me. I asked her why she was doing this, and she said it was good for her infection. I was very angry and gave her the middle finger when I saw her lying on my living room floor. There are 2 people in my house that want to go to starbucks. Its completely dark with my parents sleeping in their room, and there is party music blaring loudly from speakers in the hall. I try to turn it down abit but can't. I am in this other building that looks like a bar, and there is this massive guy who must be 6'8 and a wrestler. We get into a fight, and I try to avoid his punches. He turns around and I kick him in the balls from behind, but he doesn't go down like a normal person, he just gets more angry. Now there are 3 of us fighting eachother in a free for all with no teams.

--WBTB--
More Dreams
I am in a hallway somewhere with a group of people, and something somewhat startling but not serious just happened. We are gathered nea the middle of the hall. Emma Watson from Harry Potter is here as a guest on a visit, and she touches my hand. I really want to see her again and my friends know this. We are outside the castle (dream becomes medieval) in a large courtyard like a parking lot. My friends say "Roll Camera" and start filming me as they tell me to speak to her. They want me to do it, because Emma seemed to take a liking to me, and we are trying to ask her something? There is a crowd of people under the balcony that Emma is on, and we start to walk over. I go upstairs and am in a hallway that turns left like an 'L'. At the end of the long part is Emma's room, and she is there with a few other people having oral sex. I'll leave out some of the more graphic details lol. Now she is ontop of Ron Weasley. I turn down the hall into another room with a bunch of girls that are going to be havin sex. I try to come in, but they tell me to leave. So I lock them in! I push against the door so they can't get out, and then give up. But now the door is damaged, with many holes in it. Somebody tells me that it was somebody else that broke it, and I should run.

I am at my friend Jesse's house although its still kindof the same scene. There is a ditch along the side of their property and one of his older relatives is telling us about the creation of that ditch. Some kind of life lesson hes trying to give to us. We are singing our (canadian) National Anthem, and Emma Watson is on the balcony. We stop to look at her, and she gestures us to finish singing our anthem. Its my last chance to see her again. There was something like a gym with stairs that lead to where she was previously, but now its more medieval. There is a passageway for Squires, for Stage Costumes and for Knights. They all lead to preparation rooms. I am no squire, but am not a knight so I go through the stage costume? one. There is a wooden room with a passageway leading off into the ground that the knights are supposed to take. I start going down, but there is a fully armoured knight coming, and I decide that I should just go through the costume passage. The knight was wearing lightly colored armor, but looked fake like he was a large toy or something. I'm stilling wearing a nice outfit anyway so decide to just go through the passage I'm supposed to.

Some guy I recently met comes and tells us that the contract we signed was really bad, and we basically signed our lives away. He reads blue prints and tells us to jump down into a seating area, so we do. I remember at times throughout the dream that there were guys much smoother than I am who could just start up a conversation with Emma Watson, and I was jealous. I just couldn't think of anything to say.

--WBTB--
Dream Fragments
I'm with Robbie and the dream has something to do with hunting. I am in a debate with simon on my team, and I am supposed to speak second. I have nothing to say, but simon managed to fill his time without actually saying anything important. There is a girl behind me wearing a dress that wants to dance.

So, I'm trying to MILD using Steven Laberge's method. Every day I am doing excercises to improve my prospective memory. When possible with scedule I try to wake up in the night first, then use a mantra of "the next time I'm dreaming I want to remember its a dream" or something like that. Really understanding the meaning though, not just an empty mantra. Then Visualizing myself becoming lucid using dreamsigns from the previous dream. I plan to record my progress on here. Tried doing it twice last night but fell asleep first at 3 am, and couldnt get back to sleep at 930.

DREAM
I am at my old elementary school and am walking outside the doors to the soccer field with the entire highschool rugby team. We're going to a tournament. Its winter, and the snow is very deep, and we are all wearing heavy warm clothing. My snowpants are orange and I have some sort of parka on. Its like were a military unit in arctic exercise. Its difficult to walk but I have my legs kindof spread out and Im moving without really doing anything. Suddenly its not winter anymore and there is grass that has been cut with patches left behind from not overlapping the lawn mower, and its about a meter high. Jesse from middleschool jumps out of the tall grass and tries to run away, but our coach runs him down and catches him. I am walking with him now at the front of the group, and more people from middle/highschool are behind us. We are talking about something that I can't remember, but I remember he pulls a gun on me. Its a toy gun, but I still disarm him and am about to flip him but decide not to because its obviously fake. He talks about bullying Jaime, and how he kicked him in the face. He kicks high in the air to demonstrate. We get to a school and we are on the side of it on some grass. There are other teams wearing soccer jerseys waiting there on the grass. We do a chant like the Hakka. Left leg forward and place it out on an angle. Same with right leg. Same with Left leg. Scoop up your guts from the ground and try to sell them for a decent price. Something about defeating your enemy? Or was it scoop up your guts and keep going? I wish I remembered for sure it was pretty messed up hahaha.

I am talking to James about how I haven't played rugby in two years. I say that I don't have my mouthguard and don't know what to do and he replies "I don't know man." Hes not likely to play rugby so its odd that he is here. I am very nervous to play and don't have my mouthguard but I line up anyway because a big part of me wants to do it, and I think it will be a great time if I don't lose any teeth or anything.

Wake up
At the same time at 930 I tried doing a WILD with the MILD but gave up because I often go for 45 mins without noticing any sleep paralysis or anything at all. I usually can't sleep after trying WILD so probably reduced my chances of MILD because you need to sleep for that! No lucids, but interesting dream at least.

Attention-In car with tuong and he's telling me about a story with a bus that flipped into other lane and I'm not paying attention. Asking questions to a class and improvizing. I remember watching a video of students having fun by going into face painting tents with their friends. He went inside and now they were all in barbarian-sport hooligan outfits.

Mr Mac comes and picks us up from timmies and other teacher comes too. We're in trouble for being here, but mr.Mac is cool and we get in his car. The other teacher is uncool and very strict tryign to get us into trouble I think.

Walking home and run into Rodney. He warns me of his sprinkler. I help him with construction on his lawn. Digging dirt up. Its not even but they dump the rest of the dirt anyway. All of my martial arts instructors are there, but here there aren't any ranks and we're all equal, even though they are safer because they are better at defending themselves. Shane there. He's insane and he's outside pretending to play an invisible banjo. Somebody (I think shane) comes into the kitchen and tells me I'm supposed to give 20 to appease him. I say thats rediculous, but I kinda wanna go outside tho.

At school outside, I don't have any shoes. I go up a wet hill surrounded by woods and a small stream to the entrance of a building. Some ppl are playing paintball or airsoft in the area and I want to get a pellet or paintball gun. I try and squeeze in door but some boxes in way. I look for scope to buy and get help. I knock over a bunch of them and the sales woman asks me if I'm going to pick those up. I ask her if this is a good brand and she gives me a shady answer. I Look at pellet guns. Seneca is here, and she points her gun towards me. I duck behind some boxes and she and her friends laugh a bit on their way out. Helper tells me of spider man gun, batman gun, dr evil, and some others. Theres story of the lighthouse and a picture of one. There's the story of the religious quote from bible. They are too scary she says, and won't tell me about them. I am swimming under water past the picture of the lighthouse and then come up for air. I feel this deep fear when she tells me about the religious quote on the wall, and the lighthouse. Where did water come from?