nightmare

Had a nightmare again. This time I was in an old house, victorian with old style lamps. Cold and creepy.
The lights went off and I was left alone, my daughter went out.
I could make out stairsdown in the half light but didnt want to go down as I knew there was a big ol monster down there.
So I sat and are cakes, even though they were making me feel sick, to take my mind off the fear.

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When i'm depressed I over eat. So that figures.

D1 - I am at a workplace and am handed a printout, showing three spellings of name listed on a long list of names. All mispellings are of my name. As a result I am not sure if it is a mistake or if I have a choice.
I look at the different possibilities for job relocation and where I would be working.
There are two possible places one really hard to get to. I am worried and believe it may be due to a mean boss.
Silky helps me look at different possibilities.
I then realise I will be doing two jobs with the same hours!


D2- I am in some kind of small japanese style room, all is white linen. There are shiny copper pans stacked in small space to reach up to ceiling.
I start to climb up precariously to exit in ceiling, where they're maybe food.


D3- In a strange medieval city, on the outskirts I am wandering lost and having no idea of the time or place, or even my name or origin.
Also it appears I am peniless and quite miserable. Night approaches and I reach an area near some docks.
i am approached by a group of men, clearly surrounding me. Soon enough i am captured and press ganged with others. I an tied up and await my fate gloomily. I am offered wine which i fear may be drugged so I ignore it and it splashes down me. The others take it and I realise it is to dampen the pain of what is to come.
so when I am offered a last time I accept. It is cold and I am already cold and tired in the half light. A cloth is then pressed back into my mouth. We are hauled away and I am sunk under water tied to boat. I am slowly numbed by the wine, cold and icy water.


D3- I am trying to get portion of white line? on a peice of paper. I use my powers as a vampire and start to shred the paper with my teeth instead.
Silky grabs the other end she is in werewolf form.
When we both get to the middle we eat at each other but it does not matter as both our wounds heal. It seems we are making out in a very animalistic way.

D1 - The person of my dreams is there again. Somebody else, who I know from work was starting to use the technique to get to the portal again to visit the other world but they lady said no. That no one but me was allowed to visit hahahahaa

D2 - Someone I know seems to be some kind of army ninja and is planning on killing three people who are standing in a line.
No one gets hurt but it seems its the beginning of a mission.

D3 - Continued from dream 2 We know we are being chased and must escape the island.
On an Island in a hot country, could be Greece idk, it is heavily wooded and fairly mountainous.
I need to get across a wide canyon. I can see the other side but the drop down from cliffs is way to high.
We are staying in an old manor house, white. We decide to make a break for it but don't know where the enemy is. Running down a steep road. which is cut into the mountain, we walk trying to take shelter from the mountain side, it is thickly forested higher up.
It has recently rained and the road is dark with water, still cloudy and overcast.
Shots are fired from out of nowhere, we are pinned down. But make a break for it again.
I close my eyes to use my powers to see what is ahead, at the bottom of the cliffs that we have to get too.
Sure enough, I see the cliffs and caves towering above and I am at the shoreline, with waves coming up to my ankles.
I see first one monster, green and round appear, then another. I was right there are many enemies around! Oo

I open my eyes, and wonder for a second what to do.
But only for a second as I feel something cool touching and slipping round to the front of my throat.

Spoiler for Tiny lucid:

Suddenly everything becomes super vibrant in the dream, I can feel the sensations super heightened,
Omg i'm dreaming, I need to get out of this dream, I think...
But then I am curious about my assaliant, I think they have a cool blade against my neck, ready to cut.
My every nerve ending is on edge, and I can feel the warm pulse in my neck.
I brace myself and try and arch back my neck to see my attacker.
My heart stops it is the woman from all my dreams, it was not a knife, but as feel and see it in my minds eye, it is her fingers on my neck. I arch back further to look at her more fully, her beautiful dark hair wet from the rain, her eyes so entrancing.
My heart quickens, and I reach further, she draws near, I can feel her breath and in this awkward position she covers my lips with my own straining ones and we kiss oh so breifly but
electricity shoots up my spine, turning my rigid, then a warm golden syrup energy envelopes me soaking down my body.
I am wrapped in her protecting energy.
I lose lucidity as we escape and the rest is kind of blurry. I wake up very quickly

I totally bliss out, and it is so warm and wonderful. Then I go back to sleep and wake up smiley and have a funny sync on waking.
The radio says my name, then cuts to another caller who says hello in a language she speaks. hahahahaa thank you universe I owe you one

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A big dream sign is kids from my class at school LMAO!!

D1 - I was writing a letter in an agreed code to the love of my life. I was communicating in the way we had agreed in a language only we understood. I was working away when somebody started nosing asking me what I was doing. Then there was someone else sending a letter, too her, a normal letter. I got annoyed that they were sending her things and started to question whether I was right or not.

D2 - Some dark dream about large enemies in a dark inky watery world. A struggle for survival, repeated over and over.

D3- At work I am feeling the emotions carried over from the previous two dreams, I am distraught, feeling too many emotions, saddness, anger and hopelessness all overcoming me. A boy is goading me and even though I know I will lose my job I chase after him, meaning to hurt him, I gets some steel prongs and catch up with him on a stairwell. We struggle and I hit him, bubbling over with anger. I hit him again aiming to kill him though at the same time not wanting too. He just looks at me strangely not retaliating.
A teacher is coming and I know they will put me in prison.
I know then that I am dreaming and change the prongs into broken peices of a plastic spade, harmless. They can harm no one any more.

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I realise the boy of course is me, when I was younger
who I blame for the mess I am in now
although he obviously intended no harm

The dark world is the world I have been living in I think.
just fighting for survival.
I walk out of that dream into a calm place on a seashore, I sit feeling the calm and peace wash over me.

I think I know the first dream too but it is a bit to personal and near the bone right now.

D1 - Walking around at night, with some other people. i had no money in the dream and was trying to cag food of people in a bar. And just wasting my time lounging about with some others in a bar.

D2 - On holiday, queuing at the airport. Eventually get on the plane, flight is ok. But on arriviing at destination airport the plane crashed straight into the control tower. It all happened in slow motion. The plane was stronger than the tower and mowed through it, and into the terminal building. I saw the faces of the people working in the tower and the glass and other debris flying through the air as the unstoppable plane plowed on through. Everyone and everything that was not nailed down in the plane was thrown about like confetti. People swirled in the air as they crashed backwards, all in slow motion. The plane started to crumple from the nose end backwards.
I had a feeling of pure fear and horror. And a terrible feeling of dred at my inevitable death.

D1 - At school class is doing cookery lesson, we are using home grown produce from our school garden. The main ingredient is cabbages.
I am feeling inadequate as ever whilst S is so confident that he is playing football happily with the kids at break time,
they are using the cabbages for footballs. Oo

D2 - I am in some kind of temple, all is dark except a central pool.
I'm naked with a woman I do not know her and cannot see her face, she has long black hair and her skin is almost iridescent (its shinny and silken anyway).
There is a rush of silvery white light, it streams upwards engulfing her. Then I am entwined with her, we are both bathed in a swirling vortex of white energy. Its all very hawt.

D3 - In the countryside on a muddy track, children are going on a hike up through the hills, some have abscondid to go swimming and are being berated. I wonder why they were swimming as it is freezing weather.
Me and some others who were looking on head back into a great manor house. All is dark, and I am alone. I feel someone is going to break in.
I have some kind of weird robotic gun/bow which I spend ages trying to put together.
Then I go into the main hall and try fiddling with a tiny key to lock the front doors. I peer out over the moonlight gardens, scared half to death. I fumble with the lock but it won't work.

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Dream 2 has a serious sync with other things and has me quite freaked out. Which is not like me :/
I have been listening to a series of novels, the latest is serpents kiss, which is about vampirism. The vampire in question is many hundreds of years old and lives life on an unemotional prod pro quo basis. She is intoxicated by the energies being released by her oncoming death.
Tarot today, death card fron rosetta tarot



It is the serpent, also kundalini, and card reading putrificartion process leading to new incarnation

I also had an experience that left me totally blissed out today, I could not move sitting in my car for a while,
this track was playing was Gorillaz - clinteastwood
Now the gorillaz video made me look at this, as it popped straight into mind Oo



Twin serpents, and lyrics of song
Spewing putrification again

Oh and this is the year of the monkey, in which I was btw born.

#justsayingrunforthehills

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D1 - At school, after lessons, there is some festival? on.Everyone is congregated into a smallish space. Lots of bustling,
two school children tell me that S is looking for me, and they want to help raise money for her. I follow them only to find out they are scamming me. I am very cross, and look for them but they're are way to many people and I can't see them anywhere. I decide to spend the afternoon looking through the building for them. Another teacher says he had similar problem.

D2 - I am lying on the ground talking into an old style black phone, with swirly cord. I am allowed to ask questions of someone.
Questions they would never normally ask about themselves. For every question I ask, I take one bullet from a gun. I ask stilted questions as its a bit difficult to focus when you've been shot. Each time I am getting holes torn into me. Soon enough I receive a fatal bullet. I do not care and am happy to sacrifice my life for the answers. I dramatically spray into a grey powder, loads of black dots on closer examination. Leaving powder in the air and black peices that are left of me.

D1 - Class are drawing something, all the drawings are slightly different but all are wrong, red, blue pen is being used.
Ed suggests he could help. I decide to redo lesson and take class back out on a trip to see the art they have been trying to replicate in the art gallery again. Whilst taking them I realise no way is there sufficient time to complete task, it is 2.30pm.
I meet D in corridor she is smiley and helpful, but just makes me feel inaquedate and totally stupid.

D2 - A load of old geezers are drinking in a bar, there is a large pitcher of whiskey which is being refilled. Some have hat and coats on. One looks like delboy out of only fools and horses. They are discussing someone, they don't rate. I have the feeling it is me. That I don't qualify as man enough for their liking.

D3 - Someone is jogging through semi-woodland on a muddy track. They are having a conversation as he runs along, about how his coach has been so great and a fantastic rolemodel. And as I stand by the path, near some training bars, I get the feeling that I am excluded, as i am not a good rolemodel, or father or anything.

D4 - We are at the last minute it seems again, trying to learn the lines for some performance. I try hopelessly to get the kids to remember their lines.
Rob ever helpful, seems to have put me in a barrel and i'm in dark water out at sea.
Next i'm on his boat in a small cabin, I can still sea the dark waters out the little rectangular windows.
He shows me his parasitic worm collection, they are gigantic and very horrible. I try with all my intention to pull away as the worm comes towards my face. I imagine them inside me, eating me.
He is upset about how his worms have not be breeding well, due to the dark wet weather and that the tanks have not been cleaned properly. Inside the wood in the cabin is slightly ornate, not unlike a coffin Oo.

When I awake I am not scared but later remember the extreme sensation and fear.

dreamt I was in some kind of labyrinth (with out bowie bless im) which was a baren landscape of white hills. There were lions wandering around. We escaped into a hallway of house sunken into one of the hills. The lion followed, mydaughter going into the kitchen and me onto the stairs. In the kitchen there were cricket bats we grabbed to use to defend ourselves
The lion was at the door between me and my daughter. So I tried to scream to warn her. But all that came was a high pitched whisper.
I felt my head would explode from exertion of trying to scream.

Funny I had been thinking I never get nightmares, so I implanted the intention to have one ^^