nito89

Im in a guitar shop, there are thousands of guitars hung up on the walls and hanging in shelf like containers.

I meet a woman there who sits me down and asks me to play her a certain rift (smoke on the water i think) and i have my guitar with me so i sit down and begin to play the rift. I'm playing the wrong notes but it sounds right, the woman shakes her head and tells me its wrong although i know it sounds perfect, she tells me to try again so i do. I end up playing it for her several times and each time she says its wrong.

She talks to her manager and gives me one more chance, i play it again but i accidently hit the Pick up selector and it make a weird sound, i explain it does that sometimes but they are having none of it. For some reason the manager leaves and i say excitedly "can i try a different guitar?" The woman looks around for her manager and when she is satisfied that she is not around, she tells me i can. I start to run around around the shop searching for a guitar to play, I'm trying to find a Gibson Les Paul but there doesn't seem to be one here, i settle for a Flying V, reach up and take it off the wall, it feels really heavy, a lot more heavy than i would expect.

I play the rift with this new guitar & she is still not happy with it, although i notice a definitive improvement. A old man walks into the shop, hes wearing a pink/red Hawaiian shirt on, with shorts and grey hair. He tells me not to worry about this thing, he said that he can tell i am good at guitar and that the woman doesn't really know what shes on about, i like him for that. He tells me he can also fix my guitar, i look down and a string is broken, "ok i say". Somehow he finds a £10 note on the floor, i tell him "I tell you what if you fix my guitar, I'll give you another tenner!" he laughs, "your on!" he says.

The man asks me to follow him so i do, he walks through a door in the shop that leads to some stairs so i follow him up those, there are so many flights and its getting tedious but eventually leads on to a corridor with a load of grotty looking doors on either side. I remember telling the man "im not sure i could live here" and he just smiles and tells me to wait.
He goes through one of the doors and its really dark, but i can see light at the end of the corridor, when we come out, we are in a beautiful courtyard, it has tone cobble floor and has a house on either side, both houses have steps leading up to the front doors.
The old man walks in front and sits on a step in front of the house on the left, the sun is pouring down into the courtyard and its really warm.

A bunch of kids run over right away shouting "grandpa" and the old man laughs and begins to play with them, i start joking around with the kids too and he smiles at me, i think he approves. The man seems to have a huge family, when comes in contact with the family he begins to start speaking Italian, so i switch too.
He introduces me to his family and we both go through a side-gate and enter his garden. Whilst there he explains to me that he is the don of this mafia, says he likes me, my character and could use a guy like me. I don't even hesitate and tell him yes id join him straight away.

The dream skips, I'm standing outside a house, its dark and im in the shadows, i have the side of my house to the left of me, and the wall of another house to the right. A guy in a hat, shirt, jacket and nice trousers and shoes is passing me a blue toy water gun, he is telling me we are going to play a joke on one of the senior mafia members. The man tells me to stay here, the Don's daughter is being moved from one location to this, he says we're pretty sure there isn't going to be a hit but just to guard anyway and get ready for the prank. I wait in the shadows so i am not seen , i see a car pull up and get ready. I recognise the guy im suppose to be scaring with the gun, so i back away a few steps until i am in total darkness, he rounds the corner and i put the gun to his face and say something about time to die, he looks shocked and really scared, i pull the trigger and squirt him in the face a couple of times. Everybody begins to crack up laughing, the Don slaps me on the back "welcome to the family, kid" The man i just scared starts laughing and then introduces himself "you nearly gave me a heart attack" he tells me.

The dream skips, I'm standing in the Don's garden again, its day time and pretty sunny. The garden resembles my grandma's garden. The Don and some others are talking about tactics, i hear them say the japanese yakuza are causing trouble, im shocked. I dont wanna get involved with those guys. The dons wife trips and falls, i think shes broken her ankle, i rush over, pick her up and put her arm around my shoulder so i can support her, another guy does the same thing. We take her inside and she collapses on the sofa in pain. I look out the window at the car and say "ill take her".... The Don walks up to me with a very stern look "take this with you" he says and hands me a real gun.


*dream 2*

I am on a street, in broad daylight, it is a street that is near my house atm and has a large downward hill. I am with Arch & Raspberry and we are all in wheelchairs, none of us seem to be disabled though, it looks like we are just in them for fun. We are going on the pavement and on the road dodging cars and seeing how long we can pull wheelies for. We are all laughing and chatting away. Raspberry suddenly looks upset "i gotta go, my dad doesn't want me back too late..." She disappears and i tell arch "lets go for that joint man" he agrees and we head off.

I get home and see joe. "hey man, this is Sean" joe says hello and we go to sit in the living room. I find my grinder and start to skin up, "where is josh?" i say to joe
"hes in his room again" he tells me and gives me a look as if to say "yeah again..."
I turn to Arch and say "have you met josh before?"
"yeah i think so" he says and describes him.

I spark up the spliff and we start passing it around, we're all high and watching tv but then i wake up.

I am in a sort of dorm room, i am trying to sleep. I think i fell unconscious during SP because i can feel my body sliding to the right, its weird.

I jolt awake to find Joe & Darvz next to me in bed, im so confused by this that i forget to RC. I get really annoyed, very quickly. "WTF are you two doing!?" They seem really calm, like they have done nothing wrong "chill out man" they tell me. I keep telling them over and over "this is my bed, fuck off!!"
We start to argue and i find out that they literally just had sex next to my unconscious body, im disgusted. "was that why i was moving to the right? Was that you guys moving me over?" They laugh, "yeah!"

im fuming, i storm around the room shouting and raving about just leaving it out of my bed cause its out of order etc etc. Everyone else in the dorm thinks im crazy for thinking its wrong and try to back up darvz and joe, but im having none of it.
It seems to be our last day of living there & we are about to move out. Im still so angry with joe cause he should know better, i end up hitting him when he starts giving me cocky replies.

Everyone has left and its just me in the dorm by myself. There are more people upstairs above us, i can hear them so i go up. I cant remember what happened up there but i come back down to the dorm and try to escape, also the cops are on their way. I leave the dorm & go outside and across the road, there is a hotel, I look up at the sign and it reads "the winston Hotel" in big yellow neon. The hotel itself is a huge complex and i wander through the doors. It all seems very 1950's with the decor and everyone is in black tie + suits etc. I come through the reception to a sort of restaurant area. I see some of my family and sit down at their table, they seem to be expecting me. There was my mum, dad, uncle and my cousin daniel.

I have a bit of a rant to them about the situation earlier with joe & darvz and how wrong they were. Dad starts telling me thats what he was planning on doing with some random chick cause my bed is "comfy"
"you cant have sex in MY fucking bed! Use your own!!" i shout, im really angry again. He just disagrees with me and walks off to meet his girl.

My cousin Daniel seems to be the only one that understands & helps me stall my dad. We are standing in the restaurant, there are tables all around us with people eating at them, i stop my dad by walking infront of him, turning and putting my hand on his chest, preventing him from walking forwards. Me and my cousin begin to bullshit him to stop him from going where he is going. We succeed and he returns to the table.

I see some stairs and i wander where they go, so i thank daniel and walk up them to take a look around.
A waiter greets me at the top of the stairs, he notices im looking at some wooden double doors, they are slightly ajar and i'm trying to see whats beyond them. "Past the doors is a room where rich elderly gentlemen gamble away their money" I ask if its ok for me to go through, he nods.
I climb up the last few steps and walk towards the doors, open them and wander through. I walk past a few tables, there are loads of older men playing poker and roulette etc. I walk around a corner and to my right i see an old school friend hannah, she is wearing a green/blue dress & looks really nice. Shes dyed her hair red (always a bonus with me) "OMG hannah!" i shout, she turns, shouts my name back and rushes over.

She tells me she found some random cash on an empty table earlier and we should go see it is still there, when we get there she says we could gamble away the money, im all for it since i never gamble and ive had a weird night. She suddenly decides to tell me its her birthday, i feel a lil awkward that i didnt know. I wish her happy birthday.
She leads me to a room full of people and explains that this is her family and they're going to give her, her birthday money. She walks through a door and there is a huge table with loads of people around it, they all have envelopes which i assume is a card with money inside. I stay outside the room as i figure its more of a family thing and wait till she returns. She comes back really happy and tells me that she has £4,000 "£4k !? WTF thats insane!!!" i tell her.
She just laughs and then walks off.

I decide to go downstairs again and as soon as i get to the place i was stalling my dad earlier, i bump into a friend, ricky. "YES ricky, what you sayin?" i say, he looks up and laughs "Safe ben, whats gwanin?" i laugh this time then walk up to him. I remember about the money and whisper in his ear "theres some random cash lying around upstairs and bare poker tables" he looks at me "im in" he says.

We go upstairs but the money is gone, i apologise to ricky & he says its cool. We start to walk around, we see two guys playing chess & sit down with them, offering them advise. i tell one of them to move their knight to a certain place and its checkmate! The other guy argues until he realises hes lost. We all laugh and me and ricky move on.

We see about 4 old guys playing blackjack and ask if we can sit down with them, they all nod so we sit down.
I notice two black guys just sitting further away and not really talking to anybody, they look bored. One is older & clearly hotel staff, the other is just a kid. I say hello to them & they seemed shocked. the older man asks what he can do for me & i tell him "well id like to see you both smiling so are you gonna sit down and play blackjack with us or what?" Again they seem shocked, they're looking at me like they think im crazy. "come on, sit down, have some fun.... For me?" They look at each other and the older one chuckles, "thanks" he says. They move over and sit down. I ask the kid if he wants to play, he just keeps saying "oh no i couldn't" But the older guy says "no do it, id like to see you play".
The kid joins in on the game and we are enjoying some friendly banter. The older guy tells me that people in this hotel are pretty racist still and hes basically a slave. I am disgusted. "is there nothing i can do?" i ask him. he just looks at me solemnly and says "no".
"then i think ill be coming to this place a lot more to see you guys, sounds like you could both use a drink, they're on me" i wink at the kid and they both laugh.

The older guy gets called over by a really miserable looking woman, when he leaves the table the dream follows him in 3rd person. He begins to clean some stone steps, he is crouched at the top with a wooden bucket and soapy water, with a sponge cleaning away and minding his own business. The woman walks over and says he should of been doing this instead of playing around with me all night and starts to beat him, he cowers while she punches him a couple of times then gets up. He hits her once and knocks her to the floor. She gets out a knife and lunges at him, he grabs her wrist and throws her down the stairs. When i see this happen, i can't help but feel really satisfied.

Then i wake up

I go on holiday with my family, it seems to be very snowy in certain places, in others its completely fine. We start walking around, i have no shoes on and am using the floor to slide around.
We are walking through what looks like beeston. I see a few old school friends and call out to them and say something like "alright nob'eds!!" they wave me off and look around nervously, they seem to be hiding from somebody, they have their hoods up and are looking scared. Jacob is in the middle and tells me "kelvin is here too!"
"where?" i ask. He shrugs. I walk back to my family & we start looking around in some shops. we enter a shop and find my cousin daniel and my uncle. My uncle is not happy about something and my dad finds out it's because my cousin natalia has hurt her leg somehow and has to go home. I dont see the point in getting angry about anything, we leave the shop and go outside to sit on a bench.

I see kelvin walking towards us in the distance and watch as he walks towards the group of friends i talked to earlier... he is behind them and walks straight towards them very threateningly. I turn to my family "i think one of those guys is gonna get beaten up by kelvin!!" i say excitedly. They just stare at me so i turn around to watch the fight.
As kelvin nears the group he grabs jacob and just starts punching him relentlessly, jacob goes down and kelvin hits him a few more times while hes on the floor. Then walks off.

Jacob walks over to us and i say "what was that all about?" he tells me that he owes kelvin lots of money and had a late repayment on a credit card that kelvin got done for. He also says kelvin got sick of him smoking his weed and not paying. I try not to laugh at him.
Jacob asks me how bad his nose looks... I just tell him that its a bit pink and swollen but nothing bad. He smiles and walks off.

Me and my family carry on walking, i begin to slide around again. We come to a pool with loads of slides, there is someone in a uniform there who tells us that this slide is limited access only. I am gutted, my dad turns to me and tells me that we are all inclusive and that includes this pool. Daniel instantly jumps into it. I follow, i jump onto part of a slide and instead of going down, the water takes me upwards, i chill there for a while wondering where to go...
Then wake up.

Im at a leisure centre, its the one i used to live by, me and my cousin are in the reception area, i guess we have just been swimming. We leave and something huge is going on, there are crowds of people streaming out of the leisure centre.

We get away from them and my Auntie is suppose to pick me up, somehow she drives away with my cousin in a separate car and tells me to stay here, its starts to get dark and i wait there for some time.
After a while i think "screw this" i get in my Auntie's car and begin to drive.
As im driving down the dual carridge way i get a call that says they will be there in a few minutes to pick me up and to please look after the car.
I think "oh shit" turn the car around and head back. They meet me there i say something like "your car is really hard to drive" to my auntie.

Fragment 2
There is me, josh, joe, frenchy, paul, pete, keirnan and kara. We are all in the same house, i think its mine. There are multiple rooms upstairs and we are all really tired, we are sleeping. Me and Joe are awake and joe tells me to go see if Kara is asleep. I walk down the corridor to the room she is in and check on her, she is sound asleep so i leave and go back to the room i was in to begin with.

Fragment 3
I am with Josh, Joe and Alex. I am showing Alex how to play WoW properly and am taking on a rogue + a warrior with a mage, he is really impressed, Josh and Joe just laugh and say thats "standard".
We are sitting in a room with 2 sofa's and a table in the middle... The computer screen seems to be wall-hung in the centre where we can all see.

Fragment 4
Walking across a field, i am with someone, i think its a girl, possibly Kara. We pass a running track and further across the field there are a bunch of hooded youths being loud etc. Kara looks scared and i tell her its nothing to worry about.
We walk closer and they start to head to the same place as us... Once they reach the gates they stop, we are wary as we dont know whats going on. It seems to be a mini riot and as we get even closer someone sticks on some metal music... I instantly laugh as they begin to have a really pussy version of a mosh pit. I look and kara and say " i just gotta show these lads how its done"... I run in and start going mental, before i know it i have cleared the entire mosh pit and me and kara can walk safely through. The youths tell me im hardcore, i just laugh.

Fragment 5
I am playing WoW again, on my own this time in my bedroom. I am playing with someone else but i cant remember who it is, possibly Nick.
We are in an instance i have never seen in WoW but we manage to 2 man it... Its pretty easy and im sure we are only level 20 or so. I have to keep telling Nick Which NPC's to attack etc as he's a bit of a noob.

Fragment 6
Im am with josh and Joe, we are playing Xbox... Keirnan, frenchy and paul turn up and josh turns to me and asks if i brought any of my 4 controllers... I say" no, because you never asked me to, i didnt know anyone was coming" he gets really upset for some reason.

I WBTB, after some random visualisations i lost consciousness but ended up on a street, i did a nose plug RC and i can breathe! i look down at my hands, they seem normal so i try to push my fingers through my left hand, it works, they go through. "right, i am dreaming" i think to myself. I start to stabilise the dream and look around, i am in a room with my bed, except it is not MY room. I rub my hands together and decide to stabilise again in a different way, i suck the paint off one of the walls... Its now grey and it tastes weird.
I go downstairs and out onto the street, its twilight and i remember my task of getting a dc to do something for you, i see a girl in a blue top and a skirt, i float across the road towards her and say "excuse me, i just wanna speak to you", she ignores me so i repeat the question again. She turns to face me, sees that im floating and runs away. I try holding my hand out towards her "girl in blue top STOP RUNNING" it doesnt work and she rounds a corner.

I head round the corner to see where she went but i've lost her. Instead i see a guy with long hair and a black beanie on. He has a sleeve tattoo and i notice it. I walk over to him "Wow awesome tattoo man!" i say, he smiles at me and thanks me. I figure this is going well seeing as i've never intentionality had a conversation with a DC before. I tell him that i am dreaming right now, at first he is shocked then tells me, "I'm dreaming too!" he then says "lets do whatever we want!"
I tell him I am here because i have some tasks to do, he asks me what they are and i tell him about my task of falling from a height that would normally kill you. I ask him if he has anything he would like to do. He says yes but we can do that after. We walk towards a large building made of dark red bricks, i think this looks ok and turn to ask the guy "a fall would kill you from there, right?" he nods "yeah i reckon.."

Suddenly i get a little scared that i will forget this part of the dream, so i try and wake myself up so i can journal... I close my eyes and feel myself waking up.

I wake up in a bed and grab my DJ and start to journal about the dream, when im done, i roll over and sleep again.

I instantly appear in a supermarket very populated with DC's, nose plug RC it works I try pushing my fingers through my hand and that works too, then i try pushing them through a wall next to me, it works, but only slightly.
i want to find this guy again, he was kinda cool, then remember my task of telling a DC to do something, i have a look around to which DC's look like they'd help me out, there are so many. I see an old school friend called Nick, walking towards me... I walk over to him "hey man, not seen you in TIME! I need a favour, i know I'm dreaming and i am looking for someone, i need to find him, can you help me out?" Nick smiles "sure" he asks me to stand inside one of the squares on the tiled floor, i do. He makes a weird gesture with his hands and then stops, the floor around me begins to glow where i am stood. "not what?" i ask. He turns to me and says "just walk into any room, through any door & you will find him"
"coooooooooooool!" i think to myself. I thank Nick & he walks away, i go into the first room i see, its a shop that i was standing outside. i start to look around. At first i cannot see him, so i walk in and still nothing, yet when i turn around he is there behind me, sweeping the floor. I think he works here. "FOUND YOU!" i say, he looks surprised and replies "yo! You totally disappeared on me before" i apologise and explain about me not wanting to forget so journalling quickly. We both head into the nearest room, there is a small window at the end. We both walk towards it, i open it and look down, its about 6 floors up, this should do, i turn to my tattooed friend and say "that would kill me, right?" he walks over and looks out "....Yeah man that would DEFINITELY kill you... Be careful yeah?" i laugh and nervously RC again just to make sure, yup dreaming. I realise that the space im looking out to now is the place i met this guy... Cool, i spawned myself inside the building. With both arms either side of the window i fling myself out and shout "wooooooooo!!!" just as im about to land i wake up in bed.

I roll over and grab my DJ, the entry from before is surprisingly neat for me and the writing is tiny, it almost looks like I didn't write it. i shrug it off and carry on journalling. Once I'm done, Hobbs walks into the room "DUDE! do you even know what you did last night!?" I panic and shake my head... he laughs at me "mate you need to apologise to wardy and her friend".... "but i was dreaming" i say, he laughs again and explains that I'd slept-walked around the house and scared my friend sarah and her friend, who i have never seen before. As we are talking they come to my room too and tell me it was really weird, i keep asking what i did but they don't tell me. All of a sudden my old work friend Livia is there "what are YOU doing here!?" i say, she smiles and hugs me... Sarah asks for a hug and i tell her no, cause i wanna know what i did first. They all leave the room, i look back at my DJ entry and at how weird the writing is... My vision blurs and i wake up in my bed for real this time.

Dammit!! =P

I am at my old house on Burford road with joe and josh. Joe has made us chicken & bacon gratin and mixed up some alcohol. We are saving some of the food for someone, though i dont know who it will be. We eat the food and have a few drinks, i ask joe if he would like some more, he says yes, i decide i would like more too, so i go back to the kitched to heat more up.
I also pour some more drinks. There is a knock on the foor & my ex, soph come in with her parents, steve & julia. steve keeps offering me more alcohol and im getting really drunk. Somebody says something about julia and i reply "see? thats why i have always loved this woman!" we all laugh and soph mumbles something about me fancying her.

There is another knock on the door and Chubbs, si and callum turn up, which annoys me for some reason. We go out to some shopping centre and are walking around drinking, during this time soph tells me she wants me back, i get annoyed with her and tell her that i dont love her any more, for some reason i fell the need to apologise to her parents and explain it to them, they tell me they don't care, they know what shes like and i didnt do anything bad, we just ended. I feel better about it.

We decide we should go home, on the way out of the supermarket i see a load of old friends and start to greet them. Hayley tells me she loves me as she comes for a hug, but i notice she isn't looking at me, as i think about this she corrects herself "i mean i love YOU" I assume she is looking at si.

When we get home Darvz and Kate are with us. I cant stop throwing up, but im not heaving, its like watery vomit is just pumping from my mouth, darvz is laughing at me in a shrug, there is literally nothing i can do to stop it. Kind of reminds me of that scene from Team America.

Im in a very colourful city of ruins... It reminds me of WoW a little bit as there are loads of DC's running around with swords or casting magic and there are enemies... Great flying dragon-like creatures which some Dc's are taking down... Others are just lounging around like myself.

I am with a group of people including Lora the rest i cannot remember.
Raspberry floats down before me and says something like "nito, hey!" I am shocked and tell her that "matte is the only other person ive met from DV" and am saying its weird to meet her... All of a sudden i click, I could be dreaming! I nose plug RC..... I can breathe! I try to fly a little and pull it off... I fly towards a dragon and punch it it the face, it goes flying... I laugh and float to the floor. I wake up

I go back to sleep and enter a dream scene but i am with the same people. I recognise it as my Italian grandparents house. Raspberry is there again, she smiles at me and tells me something like, "you havent noticed have you?" i try to think about what she means and am just starring at her blankly... She laughs again.... i wake again.

i have another fragment, i am driving in my car, i look to my left and a friend from school is there, she is called Telisha. We are at some traffic lights which seem to have been on red for quite a while. In the car in front i see two guys with their hoods up, they're staring at us both.
We don't know what to do so sit there. After a few seconds i get pissed off and laugh at them... They seem confused so to make it clear i stick up my middle fingers. This pisses them off, they donut their car around and head straight for us... I dont know what to do so i floor it, go over the lights to escape... Straight away i see a police car and they turn on the siren and follow us... I pull over and try to explain, i open the door to get out and talk to them. They tell me to put my hands up and close the door... I try saying "seriously... Look at me, wtf am i going to do to you!?" they just keep being awkward and telling me to do weird things. I explain the only reason I ran the light was cause there was some guys after us. The police ignore me and look at Telisha and talk about her being a recording artist... They seem impressed. i just stay quiet as i realise she is my ticket outta here. The police say the guys have gone now and they'll let me off. As soon as they go the guys appear, theres 3 of them. The driver is shorter than the rest and asian, the other guys are white and a bit taller. they run after us... Two go for Telisha and one for me, as soon as he gets near my i punch him as hard as i can and he flies back about 10-15 feet. He doesn't move again so i turn around. I see the two guys running after her so i follow. I start running at incredible speed... Suddenly i am on a field, i dont notice at this point as i am trying to save her. i focus on one of the guys straggling behind the asian guy... He seems fast. I catch up the the second person quite easily. I jump through the air, although the guy is running away from me, my speed carries me through and im starting to land when i am right above him as im landing i grab his head. I fling my legs into the air to stop me from landing on them and i slam his head into the ground. I get up and start sprinting, again at incredible speed towards the last guy.

I take a look behind me and the guy i slammed into the floor is up again, i decide to ignore him and focus on the last one... As im running i see josh & joe running towards me... i point with my thumb over my shoulder to signal for them to take down the guy behind me... They both nod and sprint past me so i assume they take care of him.
The last guy sees me and stops chasing Telisha and begins to run away from me... I take pleasure in the fact he knows whats coming and sneer at the back of his head.

I manage to corner him but instead of going straight at him i jump really high over him, and stick myself to a wall above him, on all fours. I wait until he realises, he does after a few seconds and looks up slowly, as soon as he sees me i launch myself at him like a human missile... I pound him into the ground.
I get up and look around, i cant remember how i got to this field so i nose plug RC..... I breathe again! awesome... I realise then once im lucid ive never actually studied my hands... So i move them to right in front of my face... My right hand is fine but my left is missing an index finger... "cool" i think to myself.
I begin to Rub the wall next to me, it feels really coarse and i was shocked by this. I figure thats enough for stabilisation and i start to fly. As usual when i get to a certain height i begin to slow down til i am swimming through the air slowly... I float back down and wake up.

3rd fragment:
Begins with a FA. I get up from bed and walk downstairs, i can hear my family outside so i go outside. I think its my mum, dad and uncle... For some reason i do a nose plug RC again.... It works again.... I cant believe ive been lucid this many times!! I instantly remember my last dream, "ok right..." i think to myself "lets settle this flying thing once and for all." i kick off from the ground and begin flying towards a large round bush, looks quite like a huge afro... I tilt upwards to avoid it just in time, i start to slow down as i gain height again, im not having this happen again... I remember reading about focusing on a single point and imagining getting pulled towards your destination. I do so with a point i pick in the sky. I start to speed up again and i start to smile... I look down and see that im higher than i have ever flown before in a dream. I look back towards the sky, arms outstretched.

Unfortunately i am completely oblivious that this dream is ending and suddenly im staring at my ceiling. At first i still think i have my arms outstretched but they are crossed over on my chest. Sort of like a mummy.

I have a room at my mate westy's house... Well hes more of an acquaintance but in the dream, hes my mate. Im sitting on a sofa with a sofa to my left which is facing the tv screen, westy and a couple of other people are sitting on that sofa. Me and joe are on this one. we light up a spliff and put on the xbox... It turns on and shows a clip that westy has edited... I watch a few and find them really entertaining... They all start the same, westy wakes up from a dream, describes his dream and solves a problem, then he edits it just to make it funny towards the end and even adds effects etc.

I pass out in the dream and wake up again later, everyone is looking at me, i tell them that "the video made me trip out HARD man!!!" everyone laughs.

I watch a couple more of these videos and tell westy that they are really cool, its amazing how he goes to sleep, dreams and solves a problem when he wakes up. He smiles and tells me he thinks so too, and that it is a useful skill to have. I agree and tell myself i want to make a video dream journal as well.
Westy skins up a beast of a zoot and we all smoke another joint and watch another video. Kate & darvz come through a door shouting "yooooooooo!!!!!" and sit next to me... They skin up straight away and i notice its my turn to so i begin to roll a fathead.

A woman i do not recognise enters the room, she is much older than the rest of us and is quite plump. She calls me by my name and says something along the lines of "Hiya Ben, Just lookin for my skins, love." she comes over to me as if she is searching for something and i snap out of my trance, "sorry, what are we looking for?" i ask.
"my rizzla, duck. Have you seen it?"
"no" i say and then she finds it, right next to me... Picks it up and walks back over to the other side of the room from me.

Westy says its time to play a game, its a really cool game like a mix between halo and command & conquer. I play around with the sniper class and decide that i like it as im getting quite a few headshots. We play a few round on this weird purple-ish level with loads of grav-lifts, i keep going up the grav-lifts then using a jet pack to keep in the air and sniping people, i get tons of headshots with this method.

I am suddenly on a gaming rig set up in the middle of the room and joe is just behind me on another rig... And we are playing PC not xbox any more. Me and joe are joining the same server, for some reason it doesnt let joe join but i am already playing.. I am trying to snipe but the enemies are too far away and look like little red blobs... Im hitting them but not killing them, if i kill them it seems to be pure luck.

We decide to watch another of westy's dream vids on youtube and i decide to make my own video dream journal. Suddenly everyone is leaving, and we are at my parents house, i walk keirnan and frenchy out of the front door, up the drive and i sit on the wall next to our driveway... Keirnan tells me that people want to go to town, he asks me to come, i say i cant afford it and he seems a bit upset. He tells me that he doesnt think the girls will want to go town but he wants to start drinking ASAP. He tells me "maybe the girls will buy me a few drinks, quick lets get them to a bar"

I wake up.

I am what appears to be some sort of prison colony.... I am with josh. We are talking and i run into matte.... He gets angry and starts to chase me... It seems like hes 9ft tall and hes bombing it straight towards me. I laugh at him and dodge all of his attack, im too fast for him and this is only making him more angry... He keeps shouting at me to stop running and thinks like "come here!!!" and swiping at me. I am jumping onto really high platforms and rocks etc to avoid him and it seems he cant do the same.... I keep goading him and goading him whilst im running away.

For some reason we all have to line up, matte stops chasing me and starts talking so some other giant (lol). As we are queueing i see a guy with pink hair above me on some ledge of a cliff.... He gives me that "omg we have the same hair" look... I laugh and raise both my middle fingers at him. As we are lining up im getting cocky and taking the piss out of everyone around me, and i get into a few fights but i seem to be a lot stronger than everyone else. Matte keeps telling people "hes not worth it, hes a sneaky little bastard"

We get taken to a shop and me & josh start exploring. I walk up to a door and it opens star trek style... Behind it is a weird cyborg type... Thing. It has no legs, more like tank tracks... But the upper body is human... Integrated with metal. Its face is mostly skin but a few metal parts but it has a slightly opened jaw and a vacant surprised expression. This thing suddenly lurches towards me, i back away and realise i have a gun and suddenly im looking down a scope shooting it in the face while backing away. It stops moving... I move to the door again and another one appears... I run away and jump onto the tables nearby turning to start shooting again, but its not as effective. Josh kills the machine with one shot and says "Ben, this way."... I follow him and we walk through a different door it has two shops that we take out... There are many other ships flying about so me and josh begin to shoot them down.

I am at what looks like my friends keirnans house, except it is a little smaller. We have a black Labrador called Bowser or something similar. In this house lives me, Keirnan, Josh and Kate.

For some reason kate knows a friends from school called Kirsty and josh is quite close to her as well. We are sat around in the living room talking about maybe going out to town later, i decide not to go cause i cant afford it, everyone tries to convince me. Eventually they go out, while they are out i get bored and decide to suprise them. I head into town and walk past a few bars, its night time and im walking down a long street full of bars... I walk into a few to see if my friends are in them. i walk past one and get a feeling that my friends may be in it... I look up at the sign, i cant see what it says the its a long name and the sign is yellow with an orange outline.

I decide to ignore my feeling and walk past this bar, i go into the next one... i see there is nobody i know here so walk out. I kick myself for ignoring my instincts and walk to the previous bar. As i walk in i can see there are seating areas to the left and the bar is on the right... I take no more than 3 steps in and spot my friends immediately. keirnan sees me first, stands up and starts cheering, the others turn around and stand up to start cheering too. I smile throw my arms out to my sides and nod... I then walk over and join them.

Its the next day and we are all hungover , we are sat outside the back with a joint and we are talking. Josh tells kate something that kirsty text him. I am feeling the urge to kiss kate but i ignore it. I walk off for some time alone and my neighbour pulls up in his car with his wife, he walks over to me and begins to chat to me, about normal things at first... Then the conversation gets weirder and i start to not want to talk anymore. His wife is stood behind him making sexual hand-gestures at me and i find this very off-putting. The man starts asking very personal questions so i tell him i have to go and i walk back to my friends.

I tell my friends that he is up to something and that we shouldnt trust him... Something about him is really... Odd.

I go inside again and a dog runs through the open front door... Its not bowser its a japanese akita and its really friendly... Its jumping up at me and puts its paws on my shoulders... I say "awww just wants a hug" i hug it and pet it... Kate laughs at me and calls me a big kid. i smile and tell her shes just jealous the dog didnt hug her. We both laugh.
There is a knock at the door and our neighbour peers through. Hes looking for his dog and doesnt seem happy that its here. i tell him "sorry, i dont know how he got in... I didnt know the door was open" i get the dog and it runs to the guy.

I go back to the living room and sit next to bowser and stroke him i make a joke about the other dog being hot, he winks at me and i laugh "haha bowser, i knew it!!" i say to bowser that ill find a way to get him laid and that ill be his wingman... He licks his lips and nods... I laugh.

Im at home, im playing some crazy game with Josh. I know i am playing the game but i am playing as the character in the game and so is josh. i have some weird wristband on... Similar looking to the one Leela wears from Futureama. We are running around. jumping really far and blasting things with this wristband.

Im not at sams house, for some reason somebodies face gets covered in bees, they are terrified and shouting for someone to stop it now. We all laugh, someone rolls up and we begin to smoke. We are watching TV, kate is to my left sitting next to me, sam is on the other sofa to my right and kirsty is with her.
Kate turns to me and asks me what colour she should dye her hair next, purple or blue... I tell her "Erm, blue is good... How about both?" she smiles at me and says "yeaaaaah!" I think to myself.... "please dont dye it purple thats what i want to do" lol so im trying to convince her to dye it blue.

Joe is here, he hasn't got green, he opens up sams grinder while shes in the toilet and scrapes out some of her THC... I see him and say "dude, stealing weed is one thing, but a persons THC is sacred!!!!" he laughs and continues... i say "seriously man that isn't cool!!".
He skins up and smokes the THC joint quickly before sam gets back. I feel bad for not saying anything but they've just broken up so i dont want to cause more tension.

Bailey wants to pick up some weed and gets on his phone, he gets up and tells us he'll be back soon.
Kate goes to her room and comes back with some dyes... for some reason she Decides to Spread some out on her legs (she is wearing short shorts) to see how it will look. she decides to mix them together, as she mixes them they turn to brown which is what id expect but after a couple more rotations each colour seems to change to a different one... "thats really weird" i tell her... "isn't it?" she replies and looks right at me.

Suddenly an overweight oriental man bursts through the door... I jump up about to attack him and everyones yells out to stop me... I look around at everyone and give them that "seriously!?" look. Somebody just says "its just a jogger" and he walks through the room, out the kitchen door into their garden and stand there. He is moaning that he is sweating alot and is trying to cool off.
I sit back down and am a bit nervous about this guy.

Im driving around in my car, i head into a car park and get out of the car, its really sunny and really hot. I see an old school-mate who seems upset, i go to comfort her, she tells me how her baby died and i feel so sad. I ask her if shed like to go for a drive to cheer her up, she says yes.
We get into the car and drive around for a while and she makes a move on me, suddenly we are having sex in the car.

i drop her back off and drive around a bit more, through a city scape. Lots of streets. I find another car park so i stop off there. There is a vending machine with lots of people queueing for it. I head towards it and there are two girls in front of me chatting, i almost walk into the back of one of them, i laugh and she turns around. I explain the situation and she smiles. We carry on to the vending machine. Its finally my turn and i buy winegums and vimto chews.... I get into the car and wake up

Im at school with some friends, we are making super hero outfits... Mine is kind of like a bomb suit, you know the ones that bomb specialists wear but with a huge fishbowl on the top, maybe i was going for a kind of mysterio look!

Anyways we make the costumes and walk around with them. Next thing i know i am at my old job, sitting at my desk, my work friend james is sat opposite me and my old manager comes up for a chat, we have a small conversation and james calls him a twat, then the manager has a go at me. I suddenly realise that i am not being paid to be there, i say "hang on, im not even getting paid for this! Im outta here" i leave....

... im back with my fellow super-hero wannabies we are discussing a possible bombing, we have some sort of nemesis but we dont know his identity or what he is capable of.
I go back to my old work-place and there is a bomb in the elevator, me and james manage to defuse it before it explodes and are hero's.

It turns out this bit was just like a flash-forward, suddenly im back walking around with my friends in our costumes discussing whats gonna happen. I say "ive dreamed this before i know whats going to happen" and run to my work-place to defuse the bomb.


Second dream fragment.

Im late for choir practise, im jumping over buildings to get there, i jump onto a sort of balcony and my ex, soph, is there. I tell her i dont want her anymore, i want another girl, its rosanna. I take her into my arms and carry Rosanna away whilst jumping over more buildings.

I am at school, in P.E lesson in the school gym, it has a very high ceiling and has a wooden floor, with different coloured lines to signal courts for different sports... It also has a load of equipment lined up along each of the four walls.

The P.E teacher was an older man called Mr Robb.
It is the end of the lesson and mr robb gathers us all together and explains that P.E was not what he wanted to teach, he wanted to teach mexican wrestling, but because it is dangerous the school won't let him. He tells us that he has had enough and will be holding classes for it but it will have to be held in secret.

I don't know whether to go or not but i really want to. I speak to some guys who say they are up for it and they head off to the secret lesson. I waslk across to the other side of school and on my way i am just looking around, i see a classroom window above the cafeteria... Suddenly someone in a mexican wrestling mask appears to get slammed into the window, i recognise this as lex. We continue onto our lesson but i can't stop thinking about trying out for this class, i find Lex and ask him if they are good he tells me "its mental! and i aint going to go again!" He tells me not to try it. This only makes me want to try it more.

I find Robb and tell him i wanna take his classes. I then go to find Joe to tell him im gonna go, i know he will want to as well. We enter the gym and Robb arrives and tells us that it is all high flying manoeuvres so we have to be in t op shape and able to lift our own bodyweight easily. he walks away from the group and i see he is walking towards two trampolines, one red, one blue and i get excited. Instead he pulls down on a cord and 4 ropes are pulled across the room by a mechanism on the ceiling. He asks for volunteers and a random DC steps forward, Robb tells him to climb the rope as high and as fast as he can, the DC doesnt get very far, another DC tries too but does the same. Robb is getting angry and says "for god sake! Is there nobody that can climb up!?" I step forward "Ah ben" he says "get up there lad!" i walk toward the rope and climb it easily... Robb cheers, as i reach the top i look down and jump off, everyone gasps as it is quite high up but i land & roll. I get up and wink at Robb, he laughs and says "looks like we found our star pupil" i rejoin the class. We carry on training doing an obsticle course. After some time i tell Robb "im going for a quick lap around the school if thats ok?" - He nods at me and i exit the gym, turn left down some steps and onto the tennis courts... I leave the tennis courts from the left exit and start jogging and i reach a grass bank... As i am jogging i see a pile of rubbish, desks and old chairs etc... I leap with all my strength and jump much further than i thought possible, i see that i am heading straight towards the old desks... Not wanting to get hurt i twist 180 degrees in the air and curl up, when i land i land in-between the two desks. I smile to myself and carry on running.

I head towards the field where the small bank is... It dips down quite steeply and there is a road passing between the end of the grass and a car park on the other side. On my right there is a large bush, as i reach the bush and the top of the hill i jump again, again i jump much further than i expect and from where i jumped its a lot higher of the ground from last time. As im in the air i notice a large group of girls to the right of where i will land... I land, commando roll, once on my feet i look up and smile at them, then continue with my run.
I enter the gym and robb starts me on training, i am running around the gym and doing different exercises as i go. The students in the class are split up to the four corners of the room doing different workouts in each corner, i am pushing them out of my way as i go.

Next i am standing on a raised platform, hobbs is below me standing on the floor, i jump & flip in mid air, landing on his shoulders/chest in a crouching or sitting position, he goes down hard.
Suddenly a teacher comes bursting into the room and marches straight towards Robb, he starts shouting and we all know we have been caught.

I am with Joe, giving him a lift, he says he needs to pick up a lawnmower.
It is clear to me that i am in my nottingham dreamscape, which i have mentioned before.

We drive around and i dont know the roads at all, im getting confused and really frustrated, often taking wrong turnings. I pull over the next to a sort of par/ field. Its behind loads of posts with a pole connecting them, its black. The field is like a slow and steady downhill bank.
There are lots of people on the grass, i look around and its night time, there are a few trees about and the road leads down to streets with loads of houses.

As im pulling up i say "I just wish i knew where we are." Joe assures me that it is fine and tells me to wait for him. He heads off down a path to the left of the grass.
I get out the car climb over the small posts and onto the grass, i then lay down on the top (and highest part of) the bank with my belly on the floor and head in hands.
After a few minutes i see a group of 3 lads walking up the path to my left, the one in the middle looks at me, so i nod at him slowly and he nods back, then carries on walking.

I look down the bank at some of the people, there is one guy playing acoustic guitar, he has dark short hair, across one eye, similar to myself, but shorter. I notice he isn't very good at playing guitar. Suddenly i start to slide slowly down the hill towards a group of people. I have no control here and find this very bizarre, I start thinking to myself " i wonder if i am dreaming" but i have no time to dwell because all of a sudden i am in the middle of a group of people and they are all staring at me. I quickly introduce myself and they smile at me.

The guy on guitar begins to play "stay together for the kids" quite poorly and i am wondering if i could ask him if i could have a go. he stops playing, looks up and notices that me and the new group of DC's i am with are watching and listening to him, he asks "who am i?" i smile and raise my hands above my head, "Blink 182" i say, at the same time as the guy next to me.

I slide down a little further and the group starts to watch me again, i say "i can't stop sliding down the hill, im sorry." the group smile and i get up.
I decide its time to leave. I make my way up the hill and off the grass. I notice there is a huge queue of people waiting to get on the grass. A tall black guy makes a comment about me as i walk past him. I cant remember what he says but it annoys me. I stop and turn to him and make a comment about his afro being crap and i remember saying "ive seen white guys with better afros than that, put some effort into it, son"

Everyone is now laughing at the guy, he swings for me but misses, i lunge at him straight away but people are dragging me backwards, i swing again and manage a pathetic hit on his arm, i think to myself ah man that was poor but as i look at him he is holding his arm and seems to be in pain. i smile to myself.

I head back to my car and the door is wide open, i panic and and check inside the car to see if anything was stolen. There are mud splashes everywhere, its so dirty, i look into the back and there is a black lawn-mower on the back seat covered in mud but i cant see joe anywhere.
I get in the car and notice that it is different from my own, the CD-player isnt the same, so i open the glove compartment and see what i usually keep in there isn't there (just old letters etc) i get in the car and say "this isn't my car, this head-unit is wrong, there are no letters. This is NOT my car."
i try the ignition and it works with the key im carrying, i know this isnt my car and start wondering about dreams again but notice there is alot of people stood up now staring at me so i close the door and drive off.

I dont know where i am and keep making wrong turnings again - i get woken up by my alarm.

Fragment 2

I am in a shop and realise that some old school friends work there, i am sat on the stairs to the shop, about half way up, leaning on a railing with two of my friends from school crouched next to me. One of them is Scott, but i cant remember who the other one is.
We talk for a while and Scott says "don't ya think gemma is pretty fit?" He points over to a girl and i recognise her as a friend from school. i look at her for a moment and then say "no, besides scott, your gay!" I giggle and scott smiles, he asks me "how did you know?" - "Scott, i knew you were gat before you did, but the fact you've always been the campest person i ever knew kinda gave it away!"
We both start laughing.

He points again "theres Lauren" i look up and see a girl sat/leaning on the railing just down from me, she has dark hair and is very attractive, i recognise her straight away as lauren from school.
I tell scott and the other that i have to go now. I get up and buy some things and leave the shop. When i leave i have a bike with me and have to hold this up along with all the shopping. I get frustrated with it after about 2 mins of walking and kick the bike quite hard. It ghost rides for a few metres and then falls to the right and hits the ground. 3 people are standing a few feet away from where the bike lands, they are all wearing black suites. There is 2 elderly men and 1 young woman, she is small and blonde with her hair tied back in a pony-tail. I walk up to my bike, pick it up and put 2 bags on the left handle bar and one on the right, i carry on walking. The suites are staring at some small plaque on the wall to the left of me.

As i'm walking past one of the elderly man says " Here boy, what do you think of this?" i read the plaque and it said "suicide scorers" I gave the man a questioning look and he says to me "its our team, what do you think?"
"well.... It's a little bit Emo isn't it?" i reply, the two men look shocked but the woman laughs and agrees with me. The men say i dont know what im talking about and walk away, i laugh. The woman smiles at me and says "you think thats bad, you should try working with them." we laugh together and i pat her affectionately on he arm "good luck" i tell her.
She smiles at me, says "thank you" and starts to stroke my face/cheek.

I wake up.