Cities in the Astral

I am hoping for some interaction from my unconcious mind and am trying for a vivid non-lucid with good recall. This had nice subconcious tones but lacked vividness. It also was not very realistic. It involved three flashes all having to do with teaching LDs.
The first is my dad saying they had hired someone to teach everyone in his office to LD. I was hurt that he had not asked me. Did he not think I was a good teacher.
The second was me typing on DV telling someone I would not be able to help with something. The member told me they did not even know who I was or why they would trust me to help.
The final flash was me chatting in IRC to Gab and a voice in my head accussing me of bragging and wanting to seem special. It accused me of feeding my ego.

There is clearly some kind of theme here that is subconcious and analysable.