Smudgefish

Again just some fragments:

1) In some sort of car showroom. A car is being raffled a huge queue of people has built up. I need to get in a car to go somewhere and have to wait in the queue. Then I'm in a car being driven with some friends and we are told that we are going to a youth club, we don't want to go there so get out of the car.

2) In a lounge. I'm putting an old vinyl record on and have hooked it up to record it on CD. The record player is very odd with a green sculpture on top of it with snakes.

3) In some sort of canteen I get some food and go to sit down but there is nowhere to sit. I spot a place and ask if I can sit there, the person next to it looks a bit irritated but says yes I pull the chair out and there are some flowers under it which I have to move. Then I'm in a kitchen, someone is in a wheelchair and I try not to ignore them. His wheelchair is very high tech, and he has a strange cap on which has a zip up bag in the back, he puts a coat into it and zips the bag up.

Poor recall (early work day)

1) Watching some new flying machine through a window. It seemed to be failing to gain height. I was telling someone that if I was flying it I would just land and give up but it looked like the pilot was determined and would kill himself. Then the machine crashed and there was a huge explosion.

2) In my grandmothers house. I was cleaning and saying that she was hardly ever there any more - I think I meant that she was always in hospital.

I forgot to take my dream journal to bed last night so forgot most of my dreams before being able to write them down.

1) Sitting in a car in a street, waiting for something. Then walked through a door it was some sort of exhibit of a miltary nature, there was a large picture on the wall, there was someone miltary watching. I stood back to loom at the picture, he was not happy and shouted that I had to do it again properly. I tried again making sure that I marched in, did an about turn and saluted the picture. He still wasn't happy and insisted that I improved my drill. He had me bend my legs and checked the angle then left me squatting there.

2) In Hampstead with an old friend we were looking for a pub for a drink. We walked into a pub, and ordered 2 apple juices. My friend ordered a pancake but he was told they had just run out of batter, the people next to us were just getting theirs. A man walked back in with a small amount of batter in a jug and poured it onto a surface to cook, I looked really closely and it wasn't cooking, he turned in some of the edges but it just went into a mess, I stood even closer and watched.
Then we were in a cave under the pub, I was reading something, someone said look it's the Beatles and there they were walking towards us. Suddenly it became a scene from Help (the Bealtes film) but they were battling some sort of green monsters. Then I was outseide and it was dark and I was worried that we hadn't paid for our drinks, so I went back to the pub but it was shut.

3) I was in an operating theatre. The surgeon was explaining to me how to correct a hypospadias and laughing about it. I was scrubbing up to help and pushed a button to get soap instead a jet of water sprayed out across the operating theatre, I apologised becasue I was sure I had pressed the right button. A nurse said it was OK.

4) In a building next to one of the twin towers. Climbing up the stairs, they were very narrow, I was thinking how would hundred of people get back down these if there was an emergency. I got to the top and could see a twin tower rising above us. The building was swaying in the wind, although there wasn't much wind. It was moving hundreds of metres at a time backwards and forwards which I was told was normal.

A real mish-mash of dreams last night.

1) Walking down a wide open road which I had to cross. Quite a vivid dream, I was looking back up the road waiting for a chance to cross, I waited for a motorbike to come past, then crossed to the midle of the road before a large lorry came past. I was on the other side and I think I was with my daughter. We entered an office and talked about looking something up on a very old computer system but decided against because we were trespassing and left, I closed the door behind me (good detail). Carried on walking and past a restaurant, it was the Paul Daniels restaurant (?!), looked at the menu only two things were on it both pasta. At the counter we could see that the food was sitting in a chiller and it was being put in the microwave to be served. We said it was a bit odd but looked nice and we might come back for lunch.

2) Walking along peeling an orange with my family. There was some sort of ride ahead with lots of water, not really a fun ride it seemed to have some purpose. I watched some people on it.

3) In a house with Derick Trotter. He has to go and visit another daughter of his, his wife seemed quite happy about it. Not sure how I fitted into the family. Then someone came to visit him, I beckened him across throught the window, Del told me to let him in. The doorway was more of just a window with a latch on it he climbed in through it.

4) I think I was flying and became semi-lucid but had absolutely no idea what to do and tried to fly towards something - very low level lucidity. I woke up into another dream:

5) In a bed in a bed showroom, pulled the covers up. The bed was very comfortable and I fell asleep in it again.

6) Fragment. I was going somewhere leaving a large playing field. I heard a scream over on the other side and rushed across to help. Nothing was really happening. A boy was making a lot of noise but he semed fine and I ignored him.

7) Taking the children to school. A muddled dream. I looked at the queue for one school but then realised it was too early, and my other daughter is going to a new school so wouldn't be there. Then I was driving. there was a very small gap to get through with cars parked on either side. Someone was blocking it up totally and other people were shouting at the car.

1) Riding a bike along a road. I had to hurry because there was a big bike race just about to start along the same route. The bike turned into a motorbike. Can't remember much more.

2) I was doing some work for someone, I felt like I was a school work expereince student. Someone was havign an arguament and showing a large very old fashioned computer disk to someone else and saying that I had to be given a full disk of space in order to use Microsoft Word.

3) A room full of older school children. A teacher walked in and a very complex song was being sung with him in the middle as if he was something very important.

1) Riding a motorbike, the offside mirror wasn't quite right , I kept trying to set it correctly but just couldn't do it. I parked up and walked along the road expecting to see my driveway but I couldn't find it. I walked up and down the road noting other houses and thinking exactly where my house should be but it just wasn't there!
I was talking to a friend and said that I had been messing with timelines (watching too many time travel films recently) and I was frightened that my house was no longer there. I decided to go for a walk into town for some reason. As I walked I got caught up in a demonstration by staff from the hospital.

2) I was with a friend in an old building at night. She asked if I ever saw anything unusual overnight, then it was a bit like 'Night in a Museum' and we saw someone from the American Civil Revolution standing at the next door and spoke to him.

3) I was having my Level 2 Reiki home study marked. I was told that I had done it all wrong and mis-understood what I was supposed to do. I read throught the marking sheet and I got no points for anything except giving up smoking (I don't smoke), and zero was written in the front of the report. I was very upset.

Such good recall the last few nights. This morning could remember almost nothing.

1) looking at some patient notes and I noticed that someone had been abroad recently. That's it...

Lots of flying, not quite lucid but almost!

1) I can remember wanting to test a layout of some sort of building. My dad helped me put an old bathtub into place and switch on the water.

2) With my wife she was fussing about ona beach, but we were indoors. There was a marker on the sand I had to build the sand up but the tide was coming in, I had to do it because she was fusing about doing something else. Then it went dark I knew my torch was lying on the ground somewhere so searched for it in the dark, someone shone a light for me and I found it and said thank you. It was a headtorch, I had to put a helmet on then and fitted it over the headtorch.
The there were other people about looking for helmets, there was a pile of smaller helmets in the corner, he asked it he could take one of them, some children behind shouted that they were for the children! It was something to do with the fire service, a female officer cam into the room and got very angry with 2 boys/men at the end of the line and lectured them about their behaviour.
Then we went outside to an outwrd bound exercise. Everyone was wandering around with metal detectors. I walked off with my wife, we went over to some cliffs by the sea. Was practicing flying off the edge of the cliff. I hovered, then got more confident and flew down and into the sea, then flew around.
I was by the side of a wall showing off how well I could fly, there were objects sitting on shelves. I had to fly quite high but couldn't find the top. Then I found a window and went through.
I was flying high over countryside I could see all the trees and fields in the distance in good colour and detail. I almost knew I was dreaming but not quite, and thought this is good I can feel the wind against me, but thought that it wasn't that good because I couldn't go as fast a I wanted - I knew it wasn't reality but didn't quite click that I was dreaming.
Then I was in a house flying up and down stairs.

Not such good recall this morning. Probably because I jumped up ready for work and almost forgot to remember dreams.

Stood in the street. Looking into a window of my house. My youngest daughter was sat talking to a lawyer, I knew it was about pizzas - something about her ordering a pizza that she knew she was too small to eat. I phoned the delivery company and asked them not to deliver the next pizza becasue she was already in trouble, they seemed ok about it.
Then I saw a taxi drive past the lawyer was sat in it with all his family. I knew it was all getting a bit serious.

Can't remember much else from last night!

Lot of fragments remembered, not sure if they really fit together:

Driving very fast, had to pull into a carpark, hit a corner far to fast the car went around the corner against the barrier with a big drop to the side, it was quite frightening. Got to a ticket barrier but it was just a concrete block, got out of the car and saw that the tickets were being sold at the top of the next incline so went up there.
Then I was climbing up some stairs and realised that I was back at the hospital I trained at but it had been moved to a new building and an old lady was doing tours of the new building. I spoke to her and she explained that the hospital had been moved. I asked whether certain things were still on the same floors.
I was outside the hospital, someone asked me out for a drink, I explained that I now lived a long way away and had to get home and it would take 3 hours so I had to leave.
Then I was taking a patient home. I sat in the driving seat and tried to set the SatNav. It had unusual controls and I kept entering the wrong address.

I walked into a pub. Two old friends from school were sat at a table having a drink they seemed pleased but surpised to see me. I had to decide if I wanted a drink but decided against as I had to get back to school and didn't want any alcohol before that. I remember folding up a plastic bag and putting it on the bar, not sure why.
Then there was a whole group of people, I think it was my family, sat on the table near by. They had just finished a meal. My meal was sitting there halfeaten, I picked up a few bits and ate them by hand.

My father had died I had to drain some fluid from around his shoulder. I made a few incisions then started sewing them back up, I noticed his leg moving, then it happened again and I heard him breathing and was thinking that I would have to explain to him why he was waking up in a mortuary. I mentionned it to my wife. Then all the dead bodies in the mortuary started waking up.
I was being followed by lots of zombies. I jumped down onto a roof to escape. Someone handed me a gun, then I came across a zombie walking towards me. I tried using the gun, it didn't fire. I then put it directly to the zombies head, but again it didn't fire. the zombie seemed more like a real person and actually quite nice and I realised that he was in pain and wanted me to shoot him.

Haven't written for a long time. Remembered so much from lst night had to write:

1) I think I had been at a friend's house. Then I was in a steep field walking back up to where I had parked the car. Behind me I saw another old friend in a land rover trying to catch me up, he seemed to be having difficulty. Then he was on top of the land rover it had become very narrow more like a motorbike, he couldn't catch me up, then it crashed and he was thrown off it I asked if he was OK. I knew there were fireworks starting soon and I had to get there to join my family. I headed back down the field and spoke to someone who said that people were giving lifts just outside the field. I convinced her to let me have a lift with her family. Then I was in a car with her family, a man was drivign. I decided I wanted to get out and walk, but he kept driving and eventually pulled in, now it was even further to walk. I walked u pto a roundabout and there was a road goijg in the right direction. I found it was a dead end with a house at the end, but I could see a cut through via someones garden - I was polite and asked the owner, who has just come out of her house, if I could walk through, she said no the correct path was by the side of the house. I spotted the path it was very steep, started walking, it got very steep and became a triangular wicker pole I had to climb up. I had my hands full with a monile phone and had to put it away. There was another man behind me so I let him go past. At he top there was a very narrow window which I just managed to squeeze through - then I was in someon'e house a small child looked at me, his mother who was very nice asked me where I was going and showed me the way out.

2) I was at my very first employer's factory with my youngest daughter. Not sure why. Then we were in a computer lab, I was pouring water into the plug socket for some reason. Then I was sitting with one of our cats, my wife wasn't happy and told me to keep hold of it, but I let it go and had to go and get it. Then there was a large very unwell rat wandering around me, I remembered seeing it before and I was the only person that would give it any attention, it was walking around me. It was horribly diseased with open sores all over it. I wanted to stroke it to make it feel better but didn't want to touch it. It was trying to get close to me I pushed it away with the tip of a pen. Then I was with my wife again looking at a magazine to buy something. We were stood in woodland, she said something about me having to do something becasue a tiger might just walk past and she wouldn't be safe, I didn't really understand.

I'm a student in a canteen. Someone asked me if I had spent the night with someone else and I said 'No I'm well behaved'. Then we were walking to the first lesson (I think it was geography), I was carrying 2 books, and I realised I had the wrong ones. We walked into a building and I had to throw something away, the teacher was watching and looked a bit annoyed that I was veering off but was ok once he saw I was just going to the bin.
The classroom was at the top of a very tall steel framed structure, the staircase was spiral. The top was open to the air. We had to queue at the top, it was frighteningly high. We held the door open for the teacher, he had to step over a coat that someone had left. I ended up holding the door as everyone went in even though I had been first in the queue. 2 girls decided they were going over the edge they didn't feel well and weren't going to the class. It was really high, I could see mountains in the distance, I thought they were mad and helped lower them over the edge.

Vivid dreams last night. Didn't write them down so a lot of fragments:

Cycling around a city being chased, mud under wheels. Then flying, went over a river, woried about my wallet falling out of my pocket. Came to a huge warehouse type building and had to fly up the outside of it - became more of a cross between flying and climbing. reached the top but was fighting myself not to become afraid of the height, it was VERY tall. Then I was inside the building. I felt like I worked there, and I was in an office. Something about having to save our internet connection becasue someone a long way off was trying to sabotage it. Then I was winding wire through a gadget - I zoomed in and could see a knot I was trying very close in.

Plenty of other dreams but didn't write them down so forgotten now!

I entered a building looking for a toilet. Almost went into the ladies toilet, looked next door but that was also a ladies. Started walking down a corridor, said hello to a black cat, walked down a corridor and there were lots of children's paintings on the walls and I relaised it was a primary school and thought that my children's school was much nicer.

I got to a door with a guard on it, he said I looked like I needed to go past an opened it up for me, I saw a children's gynmastics class to my right as a passed and realised that was why there was a guard on the door. A man with a child in a pushchair walked past me and I remembered my children when they were that young.

I went through another door. There was a rehearsal going on in the end of the room. I walked quietly to the other end and met someone from university and we talked, she was complaining about someone who was being dificult in the rehearsal and told me the play was called 'Bread', it was a musical. I tried to carry on walking but I had reached a dead end.