A Load Of Bullshit - But Need To Start Journalling Again...
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, 09-14-2014 at 03:12 PM (665 Views)
At least I read and printed out a MILD script from Dreamer - but I didn't do something, yet.
Na well - printing is a first step. And journalling this...
I went to a job with two friends from back in school - it was somehow shady and involved cigarette-smuggle and a guy, who ran a jeans-shop back at the time we were at school organizing it all.
They got cards, which could be used to pay in shops for their work - and we went to a clothes shop.
I forgot, that I had put on stuff and was wearing it, when we left - nobody noticed - so I stole an outfit, sort of, didn't go back in. It was in Munich and I wanted to show them the new flat, I was moving in soon, but lost them and lost the way.
Landed in some beer-place, met a guy there I know, old acquaintance, almost forgot to pay again when I left.
Then through the streets and erring about - finally I found the backyard towards which a window was going from that flat.
There was a backgarden with nastily sick plants, huge rhubarb for example, but rotting away. Been thinking, one should cut it all down, also the sickly trees, so there would be more sun coming to the window.
Then I was in the flat somehow and with a middle-aged not so attractive woman and a young nice guy, my flatmates to be.
They told me there would be a new sort of internet coming up, and they planned to pull off a porn-project by that means.
At the same time, one could look into another flat with broad non curtained windows, and there was another such project going on. Weird toys and guys in black leather masks - all very unattractive and not exactly appetising.
I thought - what the heck, they're only going to be flatmates - but when they let me know, they expected me to take part - I thanked them friendlily and got the heck out of there and to search for a new place again.
Hoping for better dreams and lucidity sooon!
Ah - and in a prior dream it happened again that somebody from a dream the night before showed up, clearly the same guy, but I only met him in the elevator and was hoping he wasn't angry with me still.
He was - but didn't say something - only gave me a mean look.
Thing is - I remembered almost all that prior dream in that dream - I had the full context and it seemed like genuine memory. That's a funny thing, I find - dreams bleeding over into dreams in the following night, but stuff which has no equivalent irl.