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4th of WILD experience

Not much sucess again besides vivid dreams, but i also applied SSILD.
Why can´t i practice only one thing at the same time ?? Because i don´t wanna lose one single opportunity to have a lucid dream

No lucid success (unless i count persistence) but very atypical day too

On my second attempt with WILD i succeeded again, this time in a OBE fashion in which i felt my body becoming more and more numb and i just had to imagine some movement until it felt real. I think i am going too fast here, and i probably should allow the dreamscape to form first. Instead i force my mind to put me in a bedroom, with this approach.

The dream was not interrresting, and it was short again, probably as a result of overlap of input between waking and dream bodies, that's why i think i am going too fast

Anyway, i keep excited about my WILD mindset, and it's progress. So let's see if can keep my good run. And i really hope this time i will master natural DEILD (wo alarm) drop by drop.

This morning i found myself deilding from a semilucid by visualizing myself in a rotating chair. I managed to deild 3 times and always by rotating my body until i felt i could use a dream body and get out of bed with it.

I managed to play pulling my hand trough objects, sometimes feeling a mild pain. Didnt succeed with old school fireballs or kamehamehas.

12/3/2014 - 4 fragments: 2+2=4
13/2/2014 - 2 fragments: 4+1=5
14/2/2014 - 1 fragment: 5,5 pts
15/2/2014 - 3 fragments: 7 pts
16/2/2014 - 0 fragments: 7 pts
17/2/2014 - 1 fragment: 7,5 pts
18/2/2014 - 1 fragment, 1 lucid ( WILD ) + stabilize ( singing ): 7,5 0,5+5+3+2= 18 pts
I managed to WILD after 5 hours of sleep using my body relaxation as an anchor and as soon as body hypnagogia it was easy to get out of bed, jump out of the windom, and then i walked a bit, but a strange pain in my nose, made me think that someone could be wrong in real life, and i woke up on purpose.
19/2/2014 - 4 fragments: 20pts
20/2/2014 - 2 fragments: 21pts
21/2/2014 - 2 fragments: 22pts
22/2/2014 - 3 fragments: 23,5pts
23/2/2014 - 2 fragments: 24,5pts
24/2/2014 - 0 fragments: 24,5pts
25/2/2014 - 1 fragments: 25pts
26/2/2014 - 2 fragments: 26 pts

Cultivating lucidity directly

[..]Normally we are as caught
up in and carried away by our mental activities in the daytime
as we are in the nocturnal mental activity we call dreaming.
Rarely do we step back and simply observe our minds in action,
becoming cognizant of the nature of the reality we are experiencing
in the present moment. It makes sense, then, that if you
can become lucid in your daytime experience, this will greatly
facilitate lucidity when you're dreaming. Settling the mind in
its natural state can also be effective for reentering dreams
when you awaken at night.[...]

Allan Wallace, Dreaming Yourself Awake

Bed time: 2:10h am / Wake up: 12h

induction: MILD, alarm DEILD, body scan, WBTB

My first awakening yelded a vivid dream, which i used to MILD, but i will jump straight to my lucid.

Well, my lucidity was steadily increasing along the dream. First, i find myself in some college, in the reprographic department, trying to get some notes, but then when i approached them, i lost my interest.

Then, i find myself leaving the college and some high school friend, which i haven´t seen for 7 years, and he asks me what am i doing here. Oh, i just tell him a lie, i told him i went to see my girlfriend. But the truth is that i didn´t know what i was doing there. i stay with him, and soon more high school friends join us, and i understand why. there will be a fight show. ok makes sense. but the problem is that there is an old friend of mine that get jealous ( because of his girlfriend ). he tries to force me out, but i tell him i never had anything with her, just flirt. he kept on forcing me. i told him it was my right, and he would have to face the consequences. the truth is that he starts chasing me and i began flying, but could not find an open window or a big one for my dream body. that´s when i turn lucid and, not because i wanted to escape, i break a window and finally open space ! but lost lucidity in seconds.

Crazy long dream chaining this morning ( with alarm DEILD ), around 10 reentries.

They happened after around 9 hours of sleep, and were all very short, but i could always manage to fall asleep and DEILD again. Btw, i was on my back, which i think helps with awareness, somehow, and my autosnooze alarm was ringing every 15 min, reminding me to DEILD.

A bit odd i get this thought so late

So, its very common for me to have flying non lucid dreams..

So i thought maybe its easier to become lucid if i adopt a new reality check: see if i can fly.

so this is a RC with some MILD in it..hope this gets me flying with real control

this morning my mom came to my room telling me she had a LD!! she didn´t try any technique, but a i usually talk about my LDs and how my hands look weird. now, after seing his deceased grandmother, she looked at her hands and had 8 and 7 fingers. she said the dream lasted for 10 minutes ( really ? ) and talked with that DC. the DC told my mother that my grandmother ( also decesased ) was in heaven ( this gave my mother a feeling of peace, somehow ). my mother didn´t seem as excited as i would expect for a first LD, i don´t know why.
she said it was a vivid dream but it´s strange how naturally she talked about it.

tonight i appeared in my brother's dream talking about LD . he decided to RC ( fingers through palm ) and became lucid. he tried to fly ( never did it in regular dreams ) and it faded quickly

i'm so happy for him, he's only 13. now he had a glimpse of it so i don't need to keep on telling him how fun it is unless he can't get lucid again

last night i found a DC in a nonlucid telling me how to get lucid. i didnt pay him much attention , i should have. i just remember one: he told me that DC dont usually have a very good eye contact. when he said that he was looking at me very directly, very assertively !! i feel like it was a joke, i wish i was lucid to show him who is the boss !!

this morning after 9h i had a lucid dream in which i spinned and after that the dream faded and i felt like entering a different dream, but halfway i felt like an engine shutting off ( sounds and vibrations decreasing ) and a white light filled the scene. i felt like i was dead and out of fear i opened my eyes. my room was still dark.

i dont know how i should explain it, but i think it reflects a big eye-opener i had last days, as most people can relate this to some spiritual understanding

after 9 hours of sleep i woke up from a false awakening and decided to continue sleeping. i quickly found my body being moved like WILD. it was not scary at all, i let it be and i found myself in a road persecution. i had an accident and soon was involved in a fight. i decided to knife some DC and my dream faded. it felt like a game, and had no control. it was not very vivid, so i wonder if it was a true WILD or another mental phenomenon. anywy, i was lucid all the time.

Hi, today i slept 3 hours more than i should. i suspect this have a role here, my brain may have awakened a bit, just like wtbt or cat tecnhique may work.

well, i had 2 failed LD's --> i realized i was dreaming but the dream quickly faded, my DEILD attempt failed too. first i was flying with a board, second i watched my hands after feeling unusual sadness.

in my last failed LD, after i woke up i attempted to move my dream body which i could but it would return like a spring, so i strained too much and actually moved my body

after like 11 hours of sleep ( very unusual for me ) i find myself playing pool and lucid. i dont know how i got here and got lucid, my feeling is that it was a vivid visualization or a weak lucid. i was playing pool and somehow the table quality was not quite that good, and balls were somewhat smaller. well, i headed for the door, and i found another table as i wanted. i was amazed, impressed with the vividness of it, and my control.

i was so confident that i attempted a teleportation to moon ( without knowing the tecnhique ): i closed my dream eyes and i visualized moon surface but i couldnt get out of blackness, so i woke up 4 good