whitedreams

night mareish dream i was stuck in some farm country and wasnt sure if it was movie or not but i somehow knew i had already lived it once. I was stranded in a house and dad had been chased there by some nasty ghosts or fucking lil murder guy and at night he came out and finally i jus was like im out. It was living in the house knowing there were killers in the forest. it was the strangest experience.

anyway later i was in like a lockdown facility and there were monsters everywhere and particuallry there were ladys alls dressed not dressed actualy made out of towels trying to scare people walking around it was so strange. Towel girls neon colors making weird movment through the town

it was strange then i cleaned up and had to help ghosts, I was in like a factory kinda seting ware house prolly better describes it, then somehow i was back in my room and my dad woke me up in the middle of the night and yelled "ONE" loudly like he was about to be killed

i was firstly at a family event at my grandma's house. my grandpa and rest of my family was trying to tell me the right route to take to avoid the quik sand. i didnt listen to their direftions or at least tried but oouldnt exete it and began sinking. my ydad tried to save me but then he starrted sinking to. evbneually we both luky got suked out.

then i was wakling by a baseball team some kid got hit right in the fore head from the ball and i laqughed. the coach later threw a ball to me

then i ended up with a movie where wes myself and cade were stranded in the water of the oean. they wree sinking and rowning so i helpd them survive by giving nthem some ofm y raft. we made it on shore and were bak in time like in th 2950s some how we had a skateboard and were grinding and all the statues.secuirt gots pissed and then we killed some kid.
]]later i met an irishman who gave me 10 dollars a nd a kis

we drove then walked together all the way down to millbrae and evetually made it to the bus stop...then it was the wrong bus so we got off at the next one nd i realized damn the city is prolly to far for grandma to walk
so we went in side st dunstan were hella people were just chlling in socially geting there ahses i told dianne i didnt want any ashes and she got al pissed



earlier in the dream i was in some hotel room with devin dave nd dcolin we were chilling talking shit about how many times i jerked the yurgen

lcaling wall with blue spiderrs hanging with mell and her friend s near rock showss wnating to get out and danced then e9verything in between

it w as the 4th of july. i was with izayah and we went to some parties. the cops showed up orginally and i somehow talked my way out of getting arrested.

later we went back to party and cops said they were coming on megaphone.we got the hell outa there, and down the streetwe saw mark and hella people.i was suprised to see him i said hello

later i was in a carwith him and he asked me to be his sponsor, i was like uhh yeaa... then we went into my house and matt j was alreaday thee. imember mark and the other person were a lott taller than him and i went a talked to bailey as they got accuainted.

then

i drempt i was watching the best butt saddest movie in the world

i was in the pits with thes huge giant rihnosoraus hippo patomaus thigngs and they were all playfull. trying to nibb at me i would grab on to them and hold their nose and stuff. they couldturn into birds and stuff it was pretty cool,

then somehow i gotno a river boat and i remmeber seeing the same profound image of like rochele pointing saying "you need to get out"

and thy showed a white hat like 20 times and we camem to this small bridge crossing and one guy was like iii made it i made it!!! and then the bridge knocked his head off

i drempt i was playing some mario video game on the tv screen in th e bsackroom. i anted it off te internet to steal and play and some how i got it. my sis got home on some lil plane and wanted to play and wnaqted me to skip career day

then i woke up

my mom and i were at the residence of sam oliver. a great storm was brewing and the rain made it quite difficult to enter the house.

"Sam's father is 71 years old" my mom said. "Now he is retired and serves as a spiritual director to Sam's mom. I Could never do that with your dad"

water rushed us and flooded to make us float. while swimming i put some sort of christmas ornament a top the peak of their house only it wouldnt stay on was the problem.

whwen i finally entered the house collin and a bunch my friends were playing some game and told me it was already 6 on 6. akward

i left went home. i think i imagined watching porn at home or something weird

then i had the n64 oout but with x box controllers and they some how invivted me to a game but ignored their request at first and then tried to rally my dad to go back over to the house but it didnt work out

lastly on a completly different note

there was one part of this dream where i was at a camp with tons of beautiful girls i didnt know. or objective was to write down the name of a girl we would like to go on a date with. i was really jus to nervous to make that exchange afraid of rejection so i wrote no names down for fear a girl already had adate.

later i saw 2 girls with 2 friends of mine chad thodos was one

we were at some hotel, "take off that swim suit so i can see that cute lil butt" she said.

i laughed to myself. i felt warm inside. i think we went swimming together

later she was paintingt or somthing, i got all nervous for some reason

i told her to come to me. frustrated she came over, and i stood up and tried to kiss her, it was a really weird french kiss my mouth like went way over hers.

i pulled away quickly. she was upset

the dream ended

woke up went back to sleep

dreampt about...

i drempt hayley and i had some how seen eachoter in person. we immediatley begn talking and i straight up told her how much i loved her and missed her.

we went to some bar and inside she said she drank at this bar that time she relapsed and i was mad cause she didt tell me.we sat down on a couch next to a black guy and his wife.

i introduced myself as jean vean jeal and she called herself fauntine


somehow i got involved with 4 bank robbers who were italian job like figures

we succesfully stole millions and returned to the head robbers mansino

]i looked in my bag and saw tons of cocaine and money rolled up in bands

i began snorting tons of lines on the cofee table. another rober asked if i wanted to share some weed and he pulled out the dankest bud id ever seen. it was red with green flames on it.

i then realized holy shit, i just fucked up all my sobriety.

i began snorting more lines and saw my old sponsor who i told "I robbed a bank and just relapsed"

he was not so bewildered as i thought and seemed to expect this behaviror from an alchohalic.

i was made i fucked up my 3 yerars and kept snorting cvoke and freaking out

then i slammed my fist into a mirrorin the house and brok a prized possesion from the house owner

he stoodf up in rage and yeleld at me. he was tall muscular strong and tan. also very reserved but he meant business.

he walked ovfer and saw the mirror shattered on the ground the hand carved italia wood broken

he told me it was from rome and cost him 140 i quickly ran to my wallet and said here please take my money;

then he said i dont want your money, keep it.

i ssaid il give it to you please


he said if you want to give it to me thats fine but i dont watit

i snorted more coke and one of the guys said if your taking adderal snorting all that coke might be unhealthy. Hayley showed up suddenly and said, When you wake up go look at my dream journal

my mom burst through my bedroom door and said we are going to church in ten minutes

oooo yes the great vacation of the year...pillsburry mwahhahaha what a shit show itwas in my dream. kind of funny actually.

we some how just magically appeared at the lake and there was definetly some despute about sleeping arrangments. big boy patrick was there from the rugby team and a bunch of other random peeps and there simply wasnot enough room in the tents so we were sleping in shifts.

yet i managedto get my own tent . but then right asi was about to fall alseep some one drives up in my grandmas old motor home. they ask me to help so i do andwe take it down to the beach. next thing you know the motor home is rollling away and isee itsinking into the lake. we try and get it out and some lady who set up her own little camp is all pissed off yelling At DD. freeeze fram for a minute im back in my house and DD comes in and explains to me whyy that womanis a bitch, i console her and tell her fuck em

back to the motor home some dudes came to help us with a trailer but we already got that big bitch outa there. somehow we beach it. idk what a cluster fuck, than shit gets weird for me, i jump in the lake and see all these caverna

i swim deeper into the caverns and found myself in a dark watery cave. i see these little shadows of zebras start running by me, i try to catch one but cant. then theres this blonde girl who keeps running away. i cantcatch her i want to talk toher but cant

finally i decide il catch a zebra and climb onto a cavern ledge above the water and wait, then i pounce out like a lion and zooom woosh zoosh hte dream speeds up and im in some little room realizing im in a dream. some ball goes into my hand i catch it and throw it against a wall realizing im dreaming

the mirror doesnt shatter despite my thinking this is a dream it should shatter. than i get all poetic. i look at them mirror see myself and punch my 1stat it making a small crack. i repeatedly punch it and a small crowd gathers and starts cheering me on as i punch te mirror.

This is off random but i also remember being in like a water polo tournament with my sisters friend roxanne. i could not beat her but i swear that bitch was cheating

also i was waching the nutcracker OOO yess hayley she was in there to!!! sitting next to me i had my arm around her and remember thinking that i saw my friend omar, i meant to say hi to him but didnt see him and got lostin the world of the nutcracker

there were also a horde of bees in which i attempted to swat away
SIDE NOTE

its like my dreams and reality are so similar. i have moments of conciousness throughout the day. whenever they may be. and then when thoughts arise i got lost in these visons like in my dream and then i am taken away to some foreign place

couple different dreams going on 1stly i was in a large catholic auditorium with my parents and all sorts of fellows from serra with their parents. i got pissed and started running my mouth bout somthing than left the room in front of everyone. matt j came up to me and said somthing

the most memorable part of my dream is hsayley and i were making out and ii grabedd her nice lil tits with my hands and then touchhed her pussy a bit. i told her to rub her clit than put her fingers in my mouth she said no and then killed the mood.

then she explained that she had some sort of infection down there, she said a fly had buzzed inside her vagina and infected it. then shedissapareard

i didnt believe her i fellt like she had jsut gotten and STD and just didnt wantt to say she had fucked some nasty guy.

also in my dream i was i some old western town where nothing really hpapened.

i dont quite member my dream at the moment i feel a little tired and am trying to picture it but cant

i drempt that i was in school with kyle. the clasroom was strange not like any one i had been in. i sat down and jackie immediatley handed me her number. then somene handed me a walkie talkie and mell was apparently in trouble or somthing of the sort. i thought i might be but i thought and realized wel it prolly iis nothing and evne considered it could be a dream

i was begging goyette to believe me. i really wasnt cheating i tried to explain i was a straight a student in the honors club and i desperatly wanted him to see me a certain way. he wasn't having it.

i dont know how but my friends and i managed to kill a girl and cut off her head. i was carrying it in the dark up a hill with them and they were saing we gotta like burry it and i dissagreed, i thought nah mnan we gotta just put it in the ocean.

so we go down to the beach and sudenly its day time and hella people are there so im waiding in the water with this head and all these people and we have no rock to guarantee that it will sink or any rope to tie it to the head.

i try and stick the head in my board shorts and walk back from the beAH [B[U]T NOW people are just looking at me suspiciously.