Crappy Recall
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, 04-15-2012 at 05:59 PM (383 Views)
I went to sleep at around 1AM and woke at 8:30 to the birds screeching for food. I fed them before I went to sleep, but they must have been exceptionally hungry
Because of that, I forgot most of my dreams.
Some tidbits I recall are:
Something strange going on with the sky. There were multiple shooting stars but everyone was freaking out about them.
In another dream, a couple had a baby (a foster kid) but changed their minds and put him in a box to send him back. I got really upset, telling them they couldn't that to a child. I asked the woman how she would feel if the man gave her a "certificate of divorce" simply because of was bored of her [the wording is religiously significant to me]. They both started crying and realized what they were doing was cruel.
In another dream, I was at some sort of function. I was extremely upset about something (?). I was silently crying but outwardly agitated. My p-doc was there and he quietly told me to come see him when everything was done because he could tell how upset I was. When he left, I was conflicted. Part of me was dying from embarrassment but another part was glad he saw how I "really" feel when in such situations.
The thing is- when I'm highly stressed IRL, EMOTIONALLY I behave as I was acting in the dream. I'm a master of "masks" however so I rarely SHOW what I'm really feeling.
My p-doc will get a kick of that dream, but he'd want to know more, but I've forgotten it
In another dream, there was a baby. Someone set the baby near the edge of a bed to sleep and I worried about her rolling off the bed... but she was too young to roll. Then Cocoa got up on the bed and I worried about her pushing the baby off or smothering her by accident.
But then the dream changed and I couldn't find the baby. I could hear her crying and I looked everywhere but still couldn't find her. I even looked under the trailer. At some other point in the dream, a woman fell between the skirting of the trailer and the home, so I took special care to look in that area. But she was nowhere to be found and I was stressing out and crying.
I went inside and I was suddenly happy because there she was. But no... that was my 7 year old niece who was upset that I didn't recognize her. I played it off and told her she had just grown so much since I last saw her. I don't recall how the dream ended.
In yet another dream, I was traveling. Don't recall the specifics but I had lost my luggage, couldn't find the plane etc etc (as is usually the case in such dreams). At one point, I was in a strip club with another person (?). I had been there before (?) and spoke highly of the spa area. I told the person if they had the stomach for it, we could watch the girls in the room with the stage. The person passed and we left.
But as we were leaving, I noticed everyone working at the club was grandmother-oldA lot of the DC's acknowledged me as if I was a regular but I've never dreamed of that particular bar before.
The person and I continued traveling by car, but I don't recall where we were going.
That's it.