Just Another Dream Journal

I finally had some good dreams.
I went to sleep a little after midnight and I woke, permanently, at 8AM. I'm still taking allergy meds which have been knocking me out.

One dream was based off a 2009 movie, Antichrist, which I watched before falling asleep. Only my hubby was acting as my therapist and he was evil. I don't recall much about that dream because it was the first one that I had and I woke several times through the night.

Another dream was inspired, in small part, by Fantasy Kingdoms. I had a pet griffon that I was riding around my grandmothers property. Below us were several other animals- horses and foals. One foal took off, got into another pen (animals I don't recall) and then into the woods. I was annoyed and told it to have a nice life or come back when it was through because I wasn't going to chase it down.
From my birds eye view, I then started counting the foals. There were 7 at first then I saw others which brought the number to 12.
Then my daughters were on the griffons back with me. My boys were (?) also in the air and I asked one of them to take a picture of us but the camera wouldn't work and I became annoyed again (inspired by my 16 yo wanting to use my broken camera yesterday).

There was something strange about the horse pen and the one joining it... ??? I recall a revolving door. It was in my hubby's house lol. I was putting stuff away but the door was stuck. He was annoyed at me because it sounded like he wanted me to put stuff away on the forth floor (which he doesn't have). When I finally understood him, I said "Oh, you mean the Entertainment Room" but he was annoyed by that notion because it was now just used for storage.
I got down on my hands and knees to work out whatever was jamming the door. In each section of the revolving door was an animal. The one that caught my attention most was a red fox (from Antichrist).
I'm starting to think these are details from dream one lol

Because the next thing I recall about the animal pen was my cat Jasper eating something on the wall that divided the pens. I thought it was a critter and I became sad. Then I realized it was just some sort of jellified goo.
Then I was on my grams back porch. I found some chains- one of which had a stirrup at the bottom. The other stirrup had broken off and the two sections joined then branched off to two other chains which made up the reins. I wondered how I could use them on my griffon.
There were a bunch of emotions and thoughts in this dream. My grams and uncles were all still alive, but grams was annoyed with me (though I don't recall actually interacting with her OR my uncles). I thought about my uncles horses and how they were put to sleep because my uncle couldn't care for them anymore (one uncle and the horses still live IRL).

I recall a bunch of dream snippets. I don't know how they fit into the whole or if they were dreams of their own.
In one, I was going to school. I missed a lucid opportunity because I thought "I'm actually going to pass because I know where my classes are this time". In other dreams about school, I always fail because I become hopelessly lost. There were scenes from the actual classroom setting, but it's all become a blurr.

In another dream, I was thin but pregnant. I thought I would kill myself if it turned out I wasn't pregnant or if I lost the baby. I could feel it moving inside me, which has always been a feeling I cherish.
My hubby needed a kidney and I was going to give him one, but it had to be done by a certain date and I realized I could do nothing until after I had the baby. Then I found out hubby was divorcing me. He and I talked for awhile and he was distant and cool.

In another dream, I was at a car garage (?). Hubby wanted me to get his vehicle- or something out of it- and he told me where a hide-a-key was. The car was unlocked though.

Another snippet was of me putting a cigarette down in his garage. When I returned, I was looking for the griffon lol then realized I was confusing life and dreams

It's storming here. We may lose power, which is why I've saved and added to this post so many times.
Going to get off of here for now...