Quote Originally Posted by Carrot View Post
Do you know why I am skeptical of the idea? Because the people who had mentioned it here hadn't reached it yet. If you did, I believe the words you typed would convey so much power that others will be convinced of it instantly.
I read a lot of books a couple of decades ago by authors operating from high levels of consciousness yet I wasn't convinced. It was only when my mind began to mature and I returned to those books that I began to understand what they were talking about. I am not saying that you are immature by the way but just pointing out that the written word cannot always convincingly convey the level of consciousness of another person.

Quote Originally Posted by Carrot View Post
I've never doubt the possibility of pure bliss. The moment I fought my depression away myself, I know it is possible. But you had mentioned you don't have the discipline to achieve this state of bliss. No offence but I feel the stages you're at now makes me feel like you're stuck in between being a human and being a spiritual being. So you're not exactly a human and not exactly a spiritual being. You lacked the aspects to count yourself as either one. If you are really keen on achieving eternal bliss, go for it. You mentioned you studied saints and holy men/women. I believe they have given up a lot to achieve the state of bliss.
I used to practice the 12 pathways for upto 8 hours a day simply sitting in a chair and working on whatever negative emotion would come to the surface at any given moment. I gained a great deal of experience doing this. Applying them whilst engaging in everyday activities is ahrd work and slows down the transformation process. I discovered that it is a very slow and also at times a painful process mentally. these days I much prefer the Sedona Method and EFT as they are much faster at bringing about change. I have also found as I have gotten older that my spirituality often takes the back burner as my sense of mortality drives me to chasing my desires in life. But then hey I'm in no rush really, I have plenty of incarnations in front of me to change