WHY AM I STRUGGLING?
I've been into this a couple of months. I've 'struggled' too. Actually I think a mood of frustration and struggling is the worst thing you can bring to LDing. I know because it hasn't helped me. I'm trying to relax and enjoy the learning process now...

Don Juan said:

Get as heavy as you want when we talk about dreaming," he said. "Explanations always call
for deep thought. But when you actually dream, be as light as a feather. Dreaming has to be
performed with integrity and seriousness, but in the midst of laughter and with the confidence of
someone who doesn't have a worry in the world. Only under these conditions can our dreams
actually be turned into dreaming."