If you have no interest in considering our suggestions, Ariak, and apparently never did, then why did you ask the question? To impress, maybe, as BruteForce suggests? Well I for one am not, and I'm a bit annoyed that you wasted our time. And for what it's worth, the experiences you describe were not lucid ones; should you ever choose to follow those links and try to learn a bit about the subject, you will come to know that yourself, and maybe be closer to solving your problem. Or, if BruteForce is correct, you'll realize how transparent your story really was. Either way, you'll be better off for the effort you're not interested in making.

As Darkmatters said, good luck solving your problem on your own, then.