Thread: photonist's workbook

CanisLudicus, thank you!

i was not completely lucid but somewhat lucid while making the analogy as i reflect on it, it feels like my childhood or highschool stoned-like yet impressive and interesting(to myself, like not-so-boring analogies compared to my current-mind) analogies are back. As if i fired the dusty old neurons back and it really felt amazing, so fresh so young and so stupid, no need to even unlearn the boring mindstate i am in! I believe lucid dreaming challenge, and lucid dreaming itself will kindle the sparks i feel! Maybe it will expand my consciousness, or give the oppurtunity to let me do it and doing it by challenge and succeeding will also be another life-changing/enhancing effect i see.

About computer graphics, yes i have some experience on cgi, mostly rendering, scripting, but i am studying computer science to have a better scientific approach to it hopefully.

And after reading some DV articles, i analysed a nightmare of mine, where something bad happens or just becaues of my emotions and i try to scream, yet only thing comes out of my mouth sounds like a gas comes out of a pipe. And it all somehow illuminated. I used to be so passive, introvert lately i am doing quite extrovert stuff, "challenging myself" and being more active. The nightmare was my subconscious trying to warn me in a way!

Thank you again for help and motivation, i am really much more motivated now

Originally Posted by photonist

CanisLudicus, thank you!

i was not completely lucid but somewhat lucid while making the analogy as i reflect on it, it feels like my childhood or highschool stoned-like yet impressive and interesting(to myself, like not-so-boring analogies compared to my current-mind) analogies are back. As if i fired the dusty old neurons back and it really felt amazing, so fresh so young and so stupid, no need to even unlearn the boring mindstate i am in! I believe lucid dreaming challenge, and lucid dreaming itself will kindle the sparks i feel! Maybe it will expand my consciousness, or give the oppurtunity to let me do it and doing it by challenge and succeeding will also be another life-changing/enhancing effect i see.

Right on, I love these thoughts. Dreaming (in particular lucid dreaming) lets you connect with a wilder, more fearless part of yourself. Nothing like it.

Originally Posted by photonist

About computer graphics, yes i have some experience on cgi, mostly rendering, scripting, but i am studying computer science to have a better scientific approach to it hopefully.

I'd thought so! You'll enjoy scrutinizing the visuals that your "internal renderer" produces.