Thread: Smudgefish's Workbook

I'm quite determined to get the hang of astral projection, I'm reading several books on it, and watching some Youtube tutorials - particularly about developing full waking awareness, I'm really trying to do that at the moment.

I'm finding my afternoon WILD attempts much more productive than night time attempts. I can't get comfortable when I WILD at night and my mind seems to find all sorts of excuses to bottle out just as I start to get close - it all happens very fast at night, last night it was easy to get into dreams reamining fully aware, but just as it started to get real I felt frightened or uncomfortable and each time felt myself pulling out, and the itching drives me mad! I feel myself thinking how uncomfortable I am and focusing on that. Each time I pull out I can't move immediately so I know I'm really close, it's so frustrating. I don't know why but I seem to have a mental block on going any further at night.
Afternoon WILDing is slower but I don't have any fear.

And my dream recall is awful! It started out good a few weeks ago now I forget everything within seconds of waking long before I can write it down.

I feel like I'm close but just can't let myself go.