Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

I feel for you. I went to sleep around 5:30A.M. this morning and woke up around 9A.M.

I still managed to have my dreams but my recall is sketchier than I would like. I remember bits from the dreams but if they were more involved than the fragments I have I don't recall.

And Jeremy Irons? Who the fuck ever dreams of Jeremy Irons???

Originally Posted by Erii

Gahhh I want to know if anyone else is like this...
I always feel like I have to organize my thoughts, I have so many ideas and what not that everything is just jumbled up in my brain and i don't know what to do with all of it.
But i don't know how to organize these thoughts so i feel overwhelmed and like i'm forgetting something....this all leads me to be a list maker >_> but that's with more superficial things, i often feel very restless even if nothing is going on and i just have to make lists to ease that. Do anyone of you feel the same? O_o

Yes. Whenever I find out enough new information about something I usually end up making a personal website page so that I can organize all of it and have it in a form I can more easily memorize and access and figure out how I want to use it because if I don't I'll just forget so many random ideas I'll have. Or even if I'm just trying to do something simple like keeping track of my new Pokémon team's stats. X3 I also usually post long chemical rants to myself in the chill conversation thread to make sure that I remember everything about them I need to know for later when I'm making those lists and charts lol.

It seems like everyone is having recall trouble. I had an extremely long, exciting dream and can't remember any of it at all, and I slept at a reasonable hour. It's been extremely hard to get into a consistent sleep cycle for me for a long time though.

I was having dinner and I heard a loud thud on the glass door leading into the backyard. My mom hears it too and comes to look, it was a bird. It was lying on the floor of the backyard twitching and rolling over in pain and suffering. Then it fell from the step and landed on the ground and rolled over under the BBQ. My mom went outside to see what it was doing and it flew out like crazy and crash landed in the grass upside down and then fell on its side. Then there it lay for about 30 minutes. We all thought it was dead, but it wasn't. It was still blinking and moving slightly, probably in immense pain. So I checked on it every 10-15 minutes to see if it was moving. Every time I checked, it was the same, it lay there in the grass unmoving. So I checked on it a minute ago and it was gone!

We will never know what happened to it, but I am happy its okay though. Or maybe it got dragged away by a cat? Animals dont show up often in my Backyard though...

That poor bird. I hope it left on its own....

No, my mom just called me couple of seconds ago to say its still there.... It just moved in an area where it camouflaged slightly.

It's probably hurt too much to ever fly right again. It doesn't take much to jar those tiny brains and nerves, and even people would get hurt pretty bad flying into a solid object at 30mph.


At this point a cat coming along might be merciful.

Oficially 16!! Hell yeah!

Originally Posted by dakotahnok

Oficially 16!! Hell yeah!

Wrong Thread O_o

and Happy Birthday

First time experiencing vibrations when trying to enter SP a few nights ago and it scared the hell outta me. Now I'm kinda scared to try it again 'cause I'm scared I'll get "stuck" in darkness. Which sucks because I know it can't happen but I'm still scared-_-'

Originally Posted by Solarflare

Wrong Thread O_o

and Happy Birthday

I just post whatever here. Its like osting a status on dv.

I spent $10 on a ticket to go to a social that I'm not even going to anymore! Instead, Imma sit here and drink.

Originally Posted by OldSparta

I spent $10 on a ticket to go to a social that I'm not even going to anymore! Instead, Imma sit here and drink.

Maybe I'll join you and sign back on in a bit. X3 If I can find a good wine....

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

Maybe I'll join you and sign back on in a bit. X3 If I can find a good wine....

*mails some wine to alyzarin*
What do you mean 3 to 5 days?!? I need this there yesterday!

EDIT: No idea why I did that.

Originally Posted by dakotahnok

I just post whatever here. Its like osting a status on dv.

When I did that, it turned into chaos.

Originally Posted by OldSparta

*mails some wine to alyzarin*
What do you mean 3 to 5 days?!? I need this there yesterday!

EDIT: No idea why I did that.

That's okay, I'll still be happy when I get it in 3 to 5 days.

Mmm, cabernet....

drink, drink, drink, drink, drink


Also, I sorta regret not going out now. I'm lonely because I'm shut in and I'm shut in cause I'm lonely. Fuck you drunk logic!

Originally Posted by melanieb

And Jeremy Irons? Who the fuck ever dreams of Jeremy Irons???

Dude!! He has the sexy voice.

He's like Alan Rickman, Jr. In fact he played Alan Rickman's younger brother in Die Hard.

It's all about the schmecksy voice.

Originally Posted by melanieb

I feel for you. I went to sleep around 5:30A.M. this morning and woke up around 9A.M.

I still managed to have my dreams but my recall is sketchier than I would like. I remember bits from the dreams but if they were more involved than the fragments I have I don't recall.

And Jeremy Irons? Who the fuck ever dreams of Jeremy Irons???

Originally Posted by OpheliaBlue

Dude!! He has the sexy voice.

He's like Alan Rickman, Jr. In fact he played Alan Rickman's younger brother in Die Hard.

It's all about the schmecksy voice.

You two are funny.

I like Jeremy Irons, I think he has some decent performances, and his voice is interesting, though Alan Rickman is far better.


I liked Jeremy Irons in The Mission.

Still...can any of you say you've ever dreamed of Jeremy Irons?

Shirtless?

I really should just start an offical blog, but I don't even like my personal journal. Anyone else do this? I like keeping a journal, but after I write so much in it I start to feel my inconsistency. That word has been repeating through my mind lately, about how inconsistent I am in everything. My handwriting never looks the same, it depends on my mood and I have the crappiest female handwriting I've ever seen. >.<

Anyway. Today started out pretty crappy. Literally, my son decided to play in the cat's litterbox while I dozed off on the couch, I'm a dummy. Ugh. So disgusting. Finally moved the damn thing behind the baby gate. It won't be long before he figures out how to crawl over it, or unlatch it. He already forced it out of it's place the other day and I found him scampering off to the bedrooms where the unknown lurks in piles of CLEAN clothes because I hate folding laundry. lol that's my worst habit, NOT folding laundry. I have no trouble cleaning it, but fuck putting it away where it will only be dragged out again.

Finished a final today, two more to go, well one, really. The other is a project that I just need to touch up and submit. I'm having the most trouble trying to enroll in one more class for next semester. Almost finished with school. I'm going for my psych degree, any suggestions for basic elective? I was thinking comparative religions, might be interesting. I'm already in Intro to Philosophy, Development Psych, and Princ. of Sociology. These classes might run together. I was thinking religion might just top it off, I don't know. Might need to go talk to my advisor, but I hate them. They're so generic and fake. They'll sign you up for anything to get you out of their way so they can suck down their diet coke and make small chat with the young college girls helping around the office. >.<

I've said too much.

Originally Posted by khh

Never had ginger tea work for me. How do you make it?

I used to just cut up ginger root in to squares, after cutting the skin off, then put it in boiling water in a cup with a cover over it to keep all the good stuff in.
Leave for like 10-20 minutes. Drink.
Now I just cut the skin off and put it in one of those garlic press things and squeeze the juices in to hot water. I usually use about 2-3 pieces, since you can't fit much in there.
Saves chopping it all up.

Originally Posted by littlezoe

I've had an experience like that once... it was enough for me to make me not to drink anymore.

I don't know what's so good about it...

Same. I rarely drink. Just not worth the hassle. Any more than 2.5 drinks and I feel off the next day.

Originally Posted by Carrot

I'm not upset or anything but I've been in a panic mode since yesterday while waiting for my interview results. This is the first time I hate two days of weekend.

Ugh. I hate waiting.

And OCD seems to be rising a little again.

Just chill, what's the worst that can happen? They can't even fire you since you're not hired yet

Originally Posted by anderj101

You have a very good point there. ...since the rubber fuel lines and carburetor diaphragm were all melted into a Gummy Bear consistency, this may just be the problem. I will burn all 20 gallons of the gasoline I have in the barrel, then seek out a station which has pure gasoline. Additionally, I will have to clean out the tank and carb on my generator - hopefully it's not all fucked up too. ...just to note, it was Exxon fuel and there is nothing mentioned about ethanol on the pump.

...fucking environmentalists. ...all they do is fuck everything up. I should burn a tire in the barrel out of spite. ...maybe two. ...or just off their heads!

Dude why not just put the fuel in your car? Why burn it?
And it's not environmentalist pushing the ethanol, it's corn companies. It won't around much longer anyway coz it actually
uses more energy to produce ethanol from corn than you actually get from the ethanol produced from the corn.

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

Yes. Whenever I find out enough new information about something I usually end up making a personal website page so that I can organize all of it and have it in a form I can more easily memorize and access and figure out how I want to use it because if I don't I'll just forget so many random ideas I'll have. Or even if I'm just trying to do something simple like keeping track of my new Pokémon team's stats. X3 I also usually post long chemical rants to myself in the chill conversation thread to make sure that I remember everything about them I need to know for later when I'm making those lists and charts lol.

I sometimes write my interesting/important thoughts down on paper, then find it a few months or years later and I'm just like....
.... What the fuck was I thinking? This literally makes no sense. At . All.


Rant is I just had an LD this morning. First since January or something. It was in the middle of a nightmare. Fucking freaked out and woke myself up.
I knew I was dreaming but was still scared. Oh wait.... yes that's it. It was a dream inside a dream. In the first dream my brother had poured bleach on me. I didn't wanna get up coz I was tired.... wut.... then I fell asleep in the dream and got up out of bed and went to my mum, I asked who was in the back room, she said "No one". I said "Yes there is, look...." and walked there, I turned on the light and she was sitting there looking at me. I panicked a bit.
Realised I am probably dreaming, walked out the side of the house, saw another one of her and quickly became fully lucid. But then I realised I was still asleep in bed with bleach on me and forced myself awake.
I went straight from the 2nd layer to being fully awake but was still in SP, tried to get back in. I heard some noises outside and assumed it was someone there coz I was still hyped up from the dream I guess. haha. Fuck.

Originally Posted by mikeac

It seems like everyone is having recall trouble. I had an extremely long, exciting dream and can't remember any of it at all, and I slept at a reasonable hour. It's been extremely hard to get into a consistent sleep cycle for me for a long time though.

I can't recall much for a few days too. Maybe it's the time of the year for everyone?

But I'm okay with it because real life is a little exciting for me so I didn't mind even if I can't recall my dreams. My mum is back from her US trip and she brought presents for me!

Originally Posted by dakotahnok

I just post whatever here. Its like osting a status on dv.

Actually if you post it in the happy thread, the regular members will see it too.

Originally Posted by OldSparta

drink, drink, drink, drink, drink


Also, I sorta regret not going out now. I'm lonely because I'm shut in and I'm shut in cause I'm lonely. Fuck you drunk logic!

Lols. The fucked up logic you were in. o.o

Originally Posted by Suena

I really should just start an offical blog, but I don't even like my personal journal. Anyone else do this? I like keeping a journal, but after I write so much in it I start to feel my inconsistency. That word has been repeating through my mind lately, about how inconsistent I am in everything. My handwriting never looks the same, it depends on my mood and I have the crappiest female handwriting I've ever seen. >.<

I have a blog and I update it any time I feel like it, but not often, unless I'm in the mood to post everyday. But now I'm getting a little phobia of the contents I'm posting. It seems my blog is generating views and I don't know who's reading it.

I don't hide my blog posts though. There's nothing to hide about me, but getting your life read by some mysterious strangers. And probably even people you dislike. *Double *

Originally Posted by tommo

Just chill, what's the worst that can happen? They can't even fire you since you're not hired yet

Job hunt again?

Meh. Now I know finding a job is tough. And I would say this is the best job I've come across and went for an interview for so far. I can see my future in it! *Shines in blissfulness with the thought*

Rant: No wait, right hand joint, why are you hurting? *Shakes shakes*

Originally Posted by OpheliaBlue

Dude!! He has the sexy voice.

He's like Alan Rickman, Jr. In fact he played Alan Rickman's younger brother in Die Hard.

It's all about the schmecksy voice.

hmm, I can only assume you'd like the voice of the character David Robert Jones from Fringe (Jared Harris) then... that's if I remember Jeremy Iron's voice correctly.



Also plays Professor James Moriarty in Sherlock Holmes.