Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

I want to play some videogames but my mind starts to shut down...UGH! Also I'm invited to my Gf's house for a few days but my parents offered me a nice BBQ....Decisions like this should be made illegal and punishable by death !!!

Originally Posted by ZeraCook

Yeah I got to watch the whole procedure, and it was no small hole they actually cut her open with a pretty big Slice down the middle, and I think the Vet was Under qualified, he kept fumbling around, and when I was waiting for my dog to wake up from the drugs, I saw him drop someone else's dog on its head while it was still under. But I don't really blame hime, I should have followed my intuition and not brought my dog in to begin with.

:S Yeah, maybe really new or something. My uncle did the tiniest holes, big enough for one finger. Maybe you should ask them if he's qualified or anything, why he doesn't have someone supervising. He could cause some serious damage.

My rant -
Oh man.... Nursery still hasn't called me back. I don't know whether I should call them or not. I can't even remember if I've already said this now lol, but anyway I'll say it again. It's been about 3 weeks since she said she would call me back after Anzac Day. Should I just call her and say I'm just making sure she hasn't forgotten about me? Or should I just wait?

Originally Posted by tommo

:S Yeah, maybe really new or something. My uncle did the tiniest holes, big enough for one finger. Maybe you should ask them if he's qualified or anything, why he doesn't have someone supervising. He could cause some serious damage.

My rant -
Oh man.... Nursery still hasn't called me back. I don't know whether I should call them or not. I can't even remember if I've already said this now lol, but anyway I'll say it again. It's been about 3 weeks since she said she would call me back after Anzac Day. Should I just call her and say I'm just making sure she hasn't forgotten about me? Or should I just wait?

The hole they put in my dog was about 3-4" long.


Today I've been feeling so...it's really hard to describe. I...hmm I just feel like part of my brain is not working right. I feel mentally ill sometimes. Perhaps I am. My mom is convinced I'm dyslexic even though I've never been tested for anything. It's just my hole self... my shaky hands, my indecisiveness, my weak conversational skills, and my tenancy to say things that I shouldn't without thinking. I kind of feel like I'm one small step away from the looney bin. I kind of remind myself of someone who's mind has been destroyed from too much LSD, but I've never done any drugs.

Originally Posted by anderj101

3. ...that stupid fuck in the SUV 4 cars ahead who drives 15 MPH under the speed limit and slows to 30 under the limit when cresting every hill.

I'm not trying to post to be funny. But I was seriously going about 15 miles under the speed limit today. It was on accident because I read the speedometer wrong. (seriously how is that possible) oh and I was driving an SUV

About the time I decided I was gonna move out, my car decided to... brake down. Piece of crap. I think my brake cable is lose or fucked, I dunno, my brakes are for sure shot, routers are warped. I need a clean up on it, and I'm scared to bring it to a GM dealer cause I has mice in it once before :/

On a separate note, I think we scared MelaineB out of the IRC room

Originally Posted by DaveTheJoker

The hole they put in my dog was about 3-4" long.


Today I've been feeling so...it's really hard to describe. I...hmm I just feel like part of my brain is not working right. I feel mentally ill sometimes. Perhaps I am. My mom is convinced I'm dyslexic even though I've never been tested for anything. It's just my hole self... my shaky hands, my indecisiveness, my weak conversational skills, and my tenancy to say things that I shouldn't without thinking. I kind of feel like I'm one small step away from the looney bin. I kind of remind myself of someone who's mind has been destroyed from too much LSD, but I've never done any drugs.

I know this feeling all too well. I've done weed but that's about it, bit of xanax. But yeah I feel like I'm heading that way too.
Especially so recently. I've been thinking that maybe I haven't been using my brain properly for so long that I am losing synaptic connections.
Like I haven't done any maths or science really for a long time.... years. I feel like whatever that part of my brain is, is just dying from lack of use.
I try to do something mildly mentally stimulating and I just go blank. It's really annoying and worrying.

Not sure if I'll end up fully crazy, I think I can keep myself from that. Just have to keep a strong mind.

Originally Posted by dakotahnok

I'm not trying to post to be funny. But I was seriously going about 15 miles under the speed limit today. It was on accident because I read the speedometer wrong. (seriously how is that possible) oh and I was driving an SUV

It's called a speed limit for a reason, nothing wrong with going under, as long as it's not a snails pace and as long as people behind can pass you.

Scared? HA!

Never.

Just wrapping up for the night.


I drive an SUV also, though I'm usually 5-10MPH over

I got hit in the nads today. Twice. I think my nuts are connected to my brain, I got an immediate migraine both times.

I have a stalker who won't leave me alone. She pestered me for my number for the longest time, and I finally gave her one, though it was my brother's number, whose phone is out of service. Why won't she get the fucking message?

Is she the one who whacked you in the nuts?

Thankfully not. Her skin is like elephant ass. It wouldn't be pleasant to even brush by her in the halls.

Originally Posted by mikeac

I have a stalker who won't leave me alone. She pestered me for my number for the longest time, and I finally gave her one, though it was my brother's number, whose phone is out of service. Why won't she get the fucking message?

send her this 19.)Cruise Control - AFI - YouTube

I tried to visualize that.

Stressful couple of days. Friend of mine clearly screwing up his life (relationships, school etc) and blaming it all on me :O

On top of that I just sat a monster of a chemistry exam...

Is being irritated by my own fringe considered a rant?

It's annoying most girls wouldn't look good with short hair. I will shave bald if I'm a guy.

Unannounced network changes, leaving a customer stranded... Server becoming crashed... Unable to access my data on other servers... Stupid Windows domain security policies... More idiots on the road... It not being 5:00PM on Friday yet...

...I've only just finished my second cup of coffee and I'm ready for a stiff drink...

Originally Posted by Pensive Patrick

but when she drove me somewhere the other day she was TEXTING while driving

I had someone do this to me once and I asked him to pull over immediately to let me out of the car. When he bucked a bit, I demanded that he pull over or I would forcefully stop the vehicle from the passenger seat. I got out and called a responsible friend to pick me up alongside the road.

Originally Posted by Carrot

Is being irritated by my own fringe considered a rant?

It's annoying most girls wouldn't look good with short hair. I will shave bald if I'm a guy.

We're all having our own Fringe problems, it seems. Myself for a TV show, you for your hair. (As a guy, I find it incredibly convenient that I can get my hair cut down to an inch and still look practically the same as when it grows out. I'm very sorry that you cannot... but maybe you could try a short cut? Won't know until you try!)

Originally Posted by ThePreserver

We're all having our own Fringe problems, it seems. Myself for a TV show, you for your hair. (As a guy, I find it incredibly convenient that I can get my hair cut down to an inch and still look practically the same as when it grows out. I'm very sorry that you cannot... but maybe you could try a short cut? Won't know until you try!)

I've cut my hair short like a guy couple of times. My guy friend just told me straight that I don't look good with it. I know but... At least it's cooling. And I can pass off as a guy when my hair is short too.

Originally Posted by Carrot

I've cut my hair short like a guy couple of times. My guy friend just told me straight that I don't look good with it. I know but... At least it's cooling. And I can pass off as a guy when my hair is short too.

I am sure you look just fine! I have never seen you, but if you are good on the inside, that is what counts Carrot.

Originally Posted by anderj101

I had someone do this to me once and I asked him to pull over immediately to let me out of the car. When he bucked a bit, I demanded that he pull over or I would forcefully stop the vehicle from the passenger seat. I got out and called a responsible friend to pick me up alongside the road.

Wow, that's pretty safety-conscious and was a good move. Not many people would have had the nerve to do that.

Originally Posted by Carrot

I've cut my hair short like a guy couple of times. My guy friend just told me straight that I don't look good with it. I know but... At least it's cooling. And I can pass off as a guy when my hair is short too.

I can't imagine how free and cooling it must be to have short hair. You could always grow it long and wear it in a ponytail or bun when it gets too hot.

Originally Posted by Dianeva

I can't imagine how free and cooling it must be to have short hair. You could always grow it long and wear it in a ponytail or bun when it gets too hot.

This. And head massages feel so much better.

My brother is an addict (prescription pills) and alcohol. He is jobless, but trying to find a job. However, his instability and lack of confidence is holding him back.

He calls family members on a consistent basis in an altered state of mind. He has made my mother's life a living Hell.

He has enormous student loan debt, (some of which my mom co-signed for) -- and he isn't paying them. Thus, she is obligated. 1/5 of her monthly wages goes towards supporting him.

I am currently seeking solutions (I know deferment is an option for non-private loans, but not sure on private) to help my mother out and get him a grace period.

However, I am considering legal action against him for a variety of manners.

I have sought advice on how to deal with addicts. He is an addict in COMPLETE DENIAL -- the hardest to deal with.

I understand setting up barriers, but they are not ones he respects -- for myself or anyone.

I hate giving up on people, but I think I just have to give up. I feel there is nothing I can do.

Damn, how old is he?

He is 29. My brother is incredibly bright. He was one of the best policy debaters ever from our state and I thought would have become an amazing lawyer. However, he grew up in a small town (~10,000 people) and when he went to University, awoke a sleeping giant by going somewhere fifty times as big. He was eaten alive by that city and still resides there. As long as he is in that environment, he will never get better.

He also racked up near $90,000 in debt that he was FORGIVEN by filing for bankruptcy several years go. The sad thing is, they still let him have credit cards and the system enabled him. It is pathetic. Everyone makes excuses for him. I have never and will never.

He needs to grow up. I did not sleep a wink last night because he kept calling my mom and myself incessantly, being a turdball.

I am back at home (and living with my mom) because of what my family is going through and supporting her as her mother is passing. Now that I have a good position (start in a few weeks for a summer contract job) with the US Government, I am going to help her financially (because she took leave from work to be with my grandma) and pay some rent and other bills for her -- but knowing that my money and help in that regard is essentially going to my brothers loans (when I am already paying off my school!) really irks me.

I know I will be able to get his federal loans deferred since he is unemployed and the current situation, but the private ones (which are the worst) are tricky. The fact that he is not man enough to own up to that shit by now makes me livid.

And he had the audacity to call me a loser because I am living back home. (Addicts project their jealousy and feelings of failure to others) News flash to him, I have been out on my own since I was 18. Earned a double major, worked every year of school and have had three awesome jobs since graduation. I only came back to help my family.

He is a moron.

Oh, and we supplied him with funds to obtain a bus ticket to where my grandma is to see her before she passes -- yet he has made no effort to get one. It takes five minutes to book it online. I even provided him the link and best line (and most affordable) to get here. I have been trying to help. He just does not get it.