Dthoughts

went to sleep for an hour or so. maybe less. I lied in bed satisfied until i lost consciousness. had a very hard time waking up from this one. did not feel rested at all. only increasingly tired.
can not remember the dreams until about the end where i woke myself up from very negative thought-patterns. insecure self-hatred. insecurity towards other people. a song played during this all: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vHP4VbhtGJ4
as soon as i realized and felt bad for the negativity. and gotten more lucid before waking up , tis song played;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2BZp2dxpwF8

it said : "I want to be.. Part of ur worldd... "