I tend to look down on the ground a lot when there's a lot of people around, and I feel kind of awkward if people look at me as well. Part of it is because I'm worried there might be something hanging on my nose.
So whenever I go out to places, I am always conscious of my nose, and constantly use my index finger to pretend as if I have a cold or something to wipe the area above my upper lip to check. It's so annoying, but I just can't help worrying about it.
I remember I went to a store to get some meat, and when we went to the cashier, I looked at her, she looked at me, and literally has her eyes and mouth wide opened. I wondered what the heck was wrong with her, and I checked inside the car to find out I had a dried piece of snot hanging from my nose..... -__________-
Whenever I listen to something positive, lovey-dovey, cheesy, it feels good at first, but then I start getting negative again and start insulting myself for being feminine about it.
I'm too caught in the idea of being self-aware. :/
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