Thank goodness, you stopped me from writing a very insulting post towards you by providing me with crucial information about you in post#75, thank you for that.
Originally Posted by Sageous
Forgive me, but I carefully read your last post several times and, aside from some excellent dream imagery and a very well crafted accounting of it all, I just wasn't seeing anything along the lines of an awakening.
It was all very interesting, but do you truly feel that you are a different person now, that you have somehow transcended the being you were before you started that nap, or perhaps that you've discovered the "True You" that's been hiding somewhere deep in your psyche? If so, then why? What in the dream made you feel that way?
Also, but less important:
What in the dream is still with you in waking life? For instance, do you still hear a million voices, and understand all their languages? Do you still see the many forms of energy ranging through your waking-life surroundings?... if not, have you considered that you may have just been dreaming about all that stuff, and not directly experiencing it?"
I feel very different from then, my worldview has completely changed. But where in my post / posts I mentioned something about 'transcending'. Under awakening, I mean my spirit, not my body.
Originally Posted by Sageous
"Enlightenment -- the final "next step" of an awakening -- literally means (to me, anyway) casting the light of your awareness upon the shadows that normally confine it (including the shadows of your own ego and expectations), so why would you even have had an encounter with that evil being, much less be concerned about it being free? Shouldn't the light of your awareness have made such a shadow-borne being meaningless?"
Do you think everything in the universe is just lovely-Dovly, only light and no darkness, you are just too naive. My awareness has nothing to do with this "shadow-borne being". The "Soul Eater" I encounter is very old entity for him time is nothing. He does not feel pity, you can not bargain with him. It is made of a pure form of darkness and rage. That's what I felt when I met him. Of course I understood that because I had unlocked all the forms of Clairvoyance in this form. He was sealed in eternal prison from god knows who, of course he can slip away from it for short amount of time. But I have clue on this, the letters on the door I had encounter them before:
" before me appeared big black gate. It was made from strange metal and had weird drawings and Hieroglyphs all over it"
and
" As I approached, I noticed that they were wearing black mantle with a hood on their heads, like some pilgrims. There were strange signs like hieroglyphs on them. I was just going to talk to them when I noticed that there was only darkness instead of a face."
they were all the same. One thing I certainly knew that if I had him released, he would surely unleash the hell on earth.
Originally Posted by Sageous
"Finally, your last notes had me puzzled: in note 1, you said, "My spirit body was an after image of my physical body," but shouldn't that be the other way around? Did I lose something in translation?"
Originally Posted by Sageous
"This might sound odd, and I know I'm an outlier on this, but to me floating around outside your body seems to indicate an attachment to your physical form, an acknowledgement of its importance, and not an escape from it (sort of the opposite of an "I am not the body" epiphany, I think)"
Where I say that I floated around my body? I have legs and everything, that is why I said that. In fact I was free to go wherever I wanted.
Originally Posted by Sageous
"in note 2 you said, "The Crystal room was my personal interdimensional space. It was in a multi-dimensional bubble between all spaces / realities," what made you decide that was the case, and that this room wasn't just another dream image?"
Originally Posted by Sageous
"And, should you ask, I did experiment with OBE's a long time ago, and, though I had many experiences similar to the one RealityShifter described, I never found them very helpful in my search for the next level... in fact I kind of found them a little boring and fairly useless, since, try as I might, I could never prove to myself that I was physically out of my body and not just dreaming it (and that ought to be easy to prove, right?)."
Because I have reasonable proof of this, remember the 'window'(it was more like remote viewing) in the room. When I woke up, I asked my parents if it had happened exactly as I saw it, and they answered me positively, but they asked me where I knew from..(It was really easy)
Originally Posted by Sageous
"So sure, it could be a good first step, provided RealityShifter focuses on it as one, keeps an open mind about the possibility that it might have all been "just" a dream -- albeit a very cool dream filled with awesome imagery that could imply great potential--- then he might be able to use the imagery to move himself toward his awakening next time (that's why I asked him all those annoying questions, BTW). If he can consider the possibility that this experience was not an end in itself, it might be filled with potential for awakening."
It was not the last, but rather the first step to my awakening. Then they went on once every month, but I stopped them personally because I was scared. I was scared not only by 'the thing' but from myself too. The power I unlocked if i end up and couldn't control it, It can cause the End of This World. Here is a short example of this: "I teleport myself to Washington DC, the White House and use my Clairvoyance on the president and took the nuclear codes. I will launch all the missiles towards Europe, Russia and China. They gonna launch their and 'POOF!' end of the world. It is gonna take me what 30 minutes maybe 40 at best and I am just gonna enjoy the fireworks." The truth is that I hate this world so much that I want to destroy it with my own hands. Humans just kill for pleasure not only animals and the nature but also themselves. If I simply destroy them after them, life will have a clean start. But on the other hand, there is some beauty in this world, humans have a hidden side that is beautiful, but they still do not know it completely. That's why I'll help them find her. At last I found my mission: to protect life in its entirety. I am finally ready to fully awaken!
When I do that, I will come to visit you.(be prepared for me with some milk, the gods love milk.)
Note:
Originally Posted by Sageous
"Also, to me, all dreams are effectively OBE's, since you are perceptually never in your physical body during a dream (and if you think you are, well, then you're not lucid!). On top of all that, I tend to also be in the camp that assumes that most (if not all) OBE's are "just" dreams, and the imagery of seeing your body is merely dream imagery based on expectation."
You read too many book with unknown origin. There is a great misunderstanding between different authors on this. Some of them think that all OBE are in fact lucid dreams, others that all LDs are OBE, but there are others that put a fine line between them. (I am one of them) I had in past years alot of amazing lucid dreams that can make you drop your jaw on the floor, But I am considering them just Lucid Dreams. Of course I had some unknown experiences as well that where neither LD nor OBE. In fact I am conducting all sort of experiments with 'the consciousness' and Lucid Dreaming. But about that maybe we will see each other in lucid dreaming section.
p.s. "[Apologies in advance for talking about you like this, RealityShifter; I swear that no passive-aggression was meant!"
At least you were honest with your feelings.
p.s.(2)And last but not final. Slash112, DawnEye11, LighrkVader thank you for your active participation in this thread.
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