Filipino Journey I have just arrived in the Philippines with a few friends As we get checked in there is a guy who gives us all of our paperwork/visas They are printed on transparent acetate cards that are oversized which fit into my loose pants pocket only barely without falling out We are in an area similar to a large cafeteria almost, partly looks like an abandoned k-mart with bare walls and busted fluorescent lights There seems to be food waste all over the floor with some kind of brownish orange sticky sauce smeared all over the place like someone was mopping with oriental sauce The floor is very sticky and I'm trying not to walk on it as I explore where we are I'm just kind of amazed that I'm in a new place My friends are moving very fast and not really taking things in, they are also boisterous and I worry we may be drawing too much attention to ourselves We adventure around the inside here, I notice children scattered playing in the corners, and people generally waiting around like a train station of sorts, though I am surprised at how dingy and worn down everything is We go through a doorway to another room and I notice a giant block of butter maybe 3 feet high on the other side, I take up a chunk and eat it My friends all laugh, I notice there are businessmen and other random people coming in and out of this concourse One guy in a suit coming through the doorway sees me eat it and laughs too but it's all jovial and lighthearted When we finally leave the area we are in a very busy marketplace-type bazaar roadway that seems like a back alley connected to other streets It is very busy with people coming in both directions, vendors shouting and even the odd motorbike whizzing past, it seems very populated I tell my friends we should probably find someplace safe because I know not everywhere around here is safe to be as a tourist We are dodging in and out of alleyways eventually meeting a friendly looking american He leads us to his permaculture farm which seems very interesting I notice there are other americans living there in a commune-type setting G is with me now, it seems my friends have gone in a different direction As we're walking through this permaculture farm I notice that it's nestled around/built into a wooden framed house, going through the different rooms I realize that we accidentally just walked into their home I see the main guy who owns the place in his bedroom He is a farmer and also a chef, he is very friendly and incredibly kind, a relaxed soul We apologize that we're in the bedroom and he walks us back out giving us a little tour of the permaculture farm along the way and the little community center where everyone is hanging out I notice there are a lot of very earthian healthy looking people but they all seem like-minded and hospitable It is picturesque and comfortable here He's describing a dish they're putting together, it's very similar to falafel He asks if we know how to form them with a wood dowel concave mold he is holding and if we would mind helping them prepare a large batch for the community We agree, I'm very happy to learn about a new dish in a new place, I am amazed to be in a new country and that there are so many like-minded souls here I notice that I’m wearing these very shiny brown leather shoes and the floors are very smooth terracotta tile I slide over the tiles very easily as if there is a layer of oil on the floor To the point where I don't even have to walk or lift my feet to move around It sort of feels like I'm ice skating and I tell them how weird it feels to be able to move around They watch me and chuckle as I kind of slide around the room without really moving my feet much We walk outside together and I ask him if there are many permaculture farms around here He says no, I respond that I'm really surprised I thought that there will be more permaculture farms like this in the Philippines He says there's a couple but it's not very popular with the locals As we're walking I notice practically across the street from the farm there are many other similar types of people wearing tan leather-bound medieval armor and some of them are riding horses There's some kind of grand activity going on that seems like a medieval game of sorts I'm just amazed at everyone’s coordination and the varying outfits They're very excited to be involved in the activity, and everyone besides me seems to know what's going on I talked to a random girl with black hair as I am walking into the group I now have leather armor on my shoulders I'm watching the horses ride and do stunts as they're also manipulating different weapons and staffs in a LARP fashion, it reminds me of a renaissance festival G is with me now so we walk in the other direction away from the permaculture farm and notice that we're very close to the beach now The ocean is to my left I am in a video call on my phone with the main chef guy from the farm Describing what I'm seeing, the beach is very close to the road so I walk over Excited because I've never been in this ocean before, I stand with just half of my feet in the water I see the waves gently crashing, the sand is incredibly white, almost pearlescent Though the shore is only two or three feet deep along the side of the road which is very close to the water The water is turbulent, not really wavy but I can see peaks The water is also darker than I expected, it looks different than other seas or oceans I've been in I'm very excitedly explaining on the phone what I'm seeing and I'm so happy to be in a new place with G As I'm looking around more I see almost what look like high-end villa sort of enclosures They all seem like streamlined verandas of organic shapes terraced multiple levels high and built into the hillside all facing the ocean There are random pieces of furniture scattered about and little curtains hanging around doorways I'm wondering if maybe these are timeshares or if people live here I don't see any place for beds or anything so I'm really confused as to the layout We're just kind of adventuring around different passageways I seem to go inward too deep and through a curtain there's an older woman wearing flowing clothes who is obviously staying here, she comes out to meet us but doesn't say anything Apologize turning around we walk back out towards the sea I am walking down the road by myself now I seem to be wearing some traditional garb that fits loosely, like multiple layers with the outer layer covered in decorations and a vibrant blue color As I'm walking I notice a group of people almost like a religious gathering in the street They are walking towards me slowly like a meditative walk As I get closer I see it's mostly younger children with maybe a half dozen adults in the center They are all wearing matching garb of blues and reds, which also match my outfit They're playing chimes and flutes while walking in a very specific way almost like a dance So I step to the side to let them pass but one of the men in the group sees the way I'm acting and shouts “Continue walking!” Saying over and over again “Just walk straight ahead with your hands at your side, just walk straight ahead with your hands down, just walk straight ahead don't stop!” I gather I have done something culturally improper and he is correcting me So I continue to walk forward just looking straight ahead and walking through them as they pass through around me I see now they all have ornate decorations all over their shoulders and down the front They all have hats on which almost look oriental, flared up on the sides with a round top with colors that match the rest of their outfits The feeling as they pass me is almost mystical as I purposely attempt to not look directly at any of them I am in my parents' house now and I understand this is before we left for the Philippines Getting ready to go pack up and I’m told someone is at the front door for me It's not the person I'm expecting as I glance down the stairwell from the second floor looking out the front door I only see a pair of very tan very long legs Coming down the stairs closer I notice it's a woman in a red dress with blonde shoulder-length hair and bright blue eyes I recognize her immediately as Tricia Helfer from battlestar Stepping out to meet her I remember when winning the trip to the Philippines I randomly messaged her inviting her to come on the trip with us, even though I knew it would be a long shot, there was no way they would respond but here they were on my front door to go on this trip with us, she seemed excited too Complimented her on how good she was in battlestar and told her that I loved everything she brought to the character and how impressive it was that was her first acting gig Also that I understood why she hasn't wanted to try to revisit the role or just try much more in Hollywood since then because it was so popular, she tells me about how she wrote a film called Invertigo but it never got made The dream fades as we’re laughing and just generally chit-chatting on the front porch Fragment I am in a music store that seems to be having some special release party It’s locked to the general public and we’re all vibing inside There are maybe a dozen people and I only recognize a couple Christina Ricci is sitting in the corner with some friends The dream fades with the general murmur of layered small talk and chill music playing
So last night was the single craziest night of dreaming I've experienced in my entire life. True Story. But first, some background Took 2 sleep aid gummies containing about 25mg of Melatonin immediately before bed. Which was around 1148. My plan was to core sleep and attempt WILDing when I usually naturally wake up in 4-6 hours. Using an OBE timer a friend of mine sent to me in mp3. I repeated three words to myself as I was falling asleep, EPIC LUCID ADVENTURE. As I have't been fully lucid in a few weeks I was ready for some fun. I dropped off sometime between 12-1230 as I have clock chimes on my phone to keep me aware of objective time. Recently I've been sleeping with earplugs which assist me greatly process of falling asleep. I awoke at 455, for some reason took out my earplugs, went to the bathroom, got some water, and decided to set the OBE timer on my phone and laid back down. I was excited as this was one of the first times I've ever used a timer to help induce a WILD. I must have been too excited cause every mental excise I went through to calm my awareness completely failed, just as I would start to fade the timer would go off and the beeps would snap me back to complete awareness. I laid on my back for an hour straight without loosing consciousness once. I was so freakin pissed. The beeps annoyed me since I couldn't fall asleep in between chimes. When six hit I was overly frustrated and decided to get up and vaporize some hash. Only a small amount, as I have heard before that THC can inhibit REM, fuck it, might as well and see what happens. I was finished and head in pillow by 630. My mind was swirling with thoughts, intentions, feelings, and the hope of dreams. The following is my best attempt to properly order the events which took place I woke up in my room, I knew immediately that I was dreaming, did a nosepinch and confirmed I was in fact non-physical. I looked around and it was kind of dark but everything was still clearly visible. I shouted 'Clarity!' and things got slightly clearer but not hyper-clear, so I figured it was probably just a regular dream and not a wild. I have wanted to converse with my DG for a real long time as he/she is a re-occurring character in my non-lucid dreams. 'Show me my dream guide!' nothing happened. My room looked exactly the same and my lack of control lost me my lucidity and I decided to go back to bed. This is when things kind of took off. After falling asleep in my dream, all I could see was a green panel that wasn't quite rectangular but looked like a screen, with foreign/alien symbols divided into 3 lines horizontally. The screen felt to me like a loading screen for a video game, I anchored the belief that I was awake when I saw the screen and I was just waiting for my lucid dream to load. When the loading was complete I nosepinched and lucidly entered the dream. 1st I was in a run down school with no one in it. Looks like it has been abandoned for quite some time. I move things with my mind and run my hands along the wall as I walked down the hall to immerse myself in my senses all while repeating 'I'm dreaming..I'm dreaming.. What do I want to do in my dream?' 'OH YEAH, summon my dream guide!' 'I DEMAND TO SEE MY DREAM GUIDE!!!' I shouted in the empty hallway, no one appeared but for some reason I now knew that someone was in the back of the kitchen in the cafeteria to my left. As I was walking through the cafeteria I heard a woman/girl humming that sounded soft and warm. Entering into the kitchen there was little light coming through dusty windows , but I saw her immediately. Her figure is unmistakable, she was faced away from me but slightly to the side, she looked at me over her shoulder and smiled. I walked up to her smiling asking if it was her, she nodded. I took one finger and ran it from behind her knee, up the side of her hip, up her back and slid off her shoulder. Taking in every detail. She was wearing tight faded jean bellbottoms and a light blue tank top that barely covered her midriff. Her hair was long and wavy, with highlights of light blue strung towards her tips, I then realized she looked almost exactly like one of my friends ex-girlfriends when she was 18. Her nose was pointed and her skin pale, I was drawn in and lost my lucidity, so excited I took her hand in mine and started on some monologue about myself, my friends, and my father, somehow tying the non-sense into the fact that she was there. She just smiled and humorously nodded as an adult humors an excited child. I realized her demeanor mid-monologue and it shunted me "awake" Back to the green screen there were scrolling symbols still I couldn't understand, I just knew I was waiting for the next dream. When I reached up to nosepinch I sat up backwards out of bed. I was back in my room. SHIT, did I wake up? Nosepinch, nope, still dreaming, Oh kay. I FOUND HER. But shes not here now, I'm still in my room and everything looks like it did before.. Weird, I must be in a dream in a dream. Whoa, alright, I need to get back to her. So I looked at the door to my garage and said with intent 'When I walk through THIS door, I will be in the cafeteria!' I barged through the door, and surprise, it was the garage. DAMNIT. I repeated 'I'm dreaming, anytime I felt myself fade, to keep the clarity of the dream. I walked to the car garage door and phased through it, I was outside my house in the driveway. I looked around, the sky had the same orangey color it was when I first WILD'd a few months back. Weird, there was no one around and my lack of interest faded the dream and I "awoke" Staring at the green screen I re-iterated the feeling of being awake, only this time every few seconds the screen would slide to the left and show me a brief picture or setting then back to the symbols which were constantly being updated. I watched it for a few seconds and when there was a large red Semi-truck in the frame, looking like it was on a highway, I nosepinched, and the picture grew all around me and became the dream. 2nd I was standing in front of the very same semi on a highway of non-moving traffic. There was a gun fight going on all around me, and I was already lucid. Sweet, time to cap some foos. I swung my arm out of my field of vision and felt the pistol in my hand, I whipped it back and started shooting dream characters immediately and mercilessly. Realizing I didn't want to be needlessly violent in a completely open ended lucid dream I stopped firing and they all just looked at me. I dropped the gun and made a fake gun with my pointer and thumb, I 'pew pew'd a car several meters away from me and it exploded into a fiery mess. Sweet. Pew pew hands. Forgetting my original agreement I decided explosions were much better than bullets. Everyone ran away from me as I walked down the road 'pew pew'ing everything I could. Towards the end of my Armageddon chaos I'm fairly sure I 9/11'd an 11-story apartment tower that looked familiar. I smiled and "woke" Back to the green screen I still felt awake, knowing all I had to do was wait for my dream to load and I could be lucid again. This time it was just symbols still in their three horizontal rows. My nose felt like it was running and I sat up. (I've woken up with nosebleeds many-a-time IWL and felt this was the case) Raising off my pillow everything seemed dark. I could feel the warmth running out of my nose as I tried to sniff it back in. Fuck it, I'd rather dream than clean this shit up, so I put my face back into the pillow and the green screen appeared once again. This time only one screen of symbols, and the rest were pictures. I was made allowed to choose my destination. Random images of places familiar and not slid in and out of the multi-green off-rectangular screen, when an image of a homey Brit. castle appeared, it seemed to be of an old college, like Cambridge mixed with Hogwarts, I know. I know. It seemed appealing and I was drawn to it, so I nosepinched. 3rd Like before the night grew around me and I was standing in on the side of a street, under a lamp, looking at the very same building. 'SHOW ME MY DREAM GUIDE!' I hollered into the brisk night. I saw her, she looked like Selene from Underworld this time, only with longer and brighter hair. She was a short distance from me so I couldn't see many details of her. I waved to her and smiled, she smiled back and shouted 'Follow me! Quickly! We must hurry!' She immediately jumped into the hair and started flying the opposite direction of me. Shit! I better follow, I started floating with my traditional style flying(which I felt as though I needed to exert energy for flight) and it was slow and clumsy. I saw her speeding away over rooftops when I decided I needed to get a move on. Knowing I was dreaming the whole time I thought logically that it didn't make sense to have to 'try' to fly. I should just will myself forward, like I do in my running/jumping LDs. With this thought I rocketed forward, nearly catching up to her. We were probably a couple dozen feet from tree-tops, street lamps and the old style buildings in the campus we were now leaving. She was moving faster. I noticed the more I looked around, at the ground and sky I started to loose lucidity. 'I'm dreaming, I'm actually dreaming, I need to follow her'. She started getting away from me as my flight slowed. I shouted 'HEY! SLOW DOWN! You're gonna wake me up!' Realizing I could keep up with all the details I tried 'dimming' my resolution so I could stay lucid. I must have taken it too far because everything became game-like and computer animated. She landed in the middle of some trees and as I approached her I was focusing too hard on her and I gained a 3rd person view of her as if she was my WOW character. I 360'd the scene and she just looked up at me with one eyebrow raised kind of giving me one of those 'really?' smirks while lowering her head. I couldn't re-form and "woke" Only this time I woke up in my bed, wet faced down in my pillow. I was still sniffing, my nose was still bleeding. I tried to hold it to but I could just feel the blood running, I nosepinched to see if I was actually awake and it failed, still dreaming. My mother was in the room with me this time, I asked her if there was blood all over my face because I couldn't see it. She said yes and tried to hold something to my face. I declined and told her it was ok, I was just dreaming and I knew how to fix it. Back to bed, in the pillow I go. Green screen, and one of the first images was of me flying over one of the buildings where I just was. SWEET! RESPAWN! Nosepinch, and I was in the air. 4th I was flying over the same buildings as before, same sensation as I reminded myself I was dreaming. I noticed she wasn't around any longer. I was more interested in exploring my environment than needlessly following some chick. I saw an apartment building that one of my friends lived in and I figured I would pay him a visit. I flew over and landed on his balcony. I saw 4 of them sitting on the floor all playing some sport video game on the television. My friend (who I don't know IWL, but I recognized him in the dream) saw me through their glass patio door. I placed my hands on the glass, said 'I'm dreaming' and forced my way through without breaking the glass. It felt like plastic wrap going through my body. 'Sup man' 'Nothin much man, just hangin out with my friends, they're all sleeping and I can't wake them up so I'm just gonna chill here and play with them.' 'That's cool, I think I'm gonna explore some more' 'Alright man, I'll probably see you around' I walked to their front door and sort of headslammed into it, well more like through it. I felt my body pass through the wooden door and steel frame kind of haphazardly. I was a lil dazed on the other side but still lucid. Looking down the hallway I saw her again, she signaled me to come with her down the hall when we emerged onto this huge stone balcony on the side of a mountain, there was a carving that went up many stories to my right that I couldn't identify. The balcony continued out and around the mountain, where there was another high entrance/exit with stone carved overhangs like an ancient cathedral. There was a shrouded man in white standing between two large, wide shoulder men, and one jester looking humanoid figure that was in a fitting full body couch cushion fabric with weird symbols embedded from toe to head. It came up right below his nose and the hood came over clamshelling his head shadowing his eyes and facial features. He started toward us. She shouted 'SHIT, we need to get out of here, NOW' 'Neeeh, this is MY dream, I'm gonna fight this guy!' 'NO! You don't understand!' and she bailed, disappearing from the scene. I approached the hooded jester looking individual but he leaped towards me at incredible speed. One massive blow and my body was knocked limp on the ground. I was pushed back out of it as I peered down at my body I gathered I was non-physical (outside my dream body) again. The figure was looking at my body, when it slowly looked up, directly at me and said 'We're going to find all of you, you're not going to change anything' This is the best I can recollect from everything that occurred. There were several other fragments and brief experiences that I don't much remember. Christmas decorations, more telekinesis, and an autistic girl named Mary. When I finally rejoined the physical plane at 8am sharp. I felt as thought I had well over a dozen dreams. Though the 'Dreaming within dreams' probably convoluted my recall a bit.Trying to focus on the bulk experiences I cemented as many details as possible before I got out of bed. Really need to get that bedside notepad, recall would probably be heck of a lot better.
Updated 07-15-2012 at 02:59 AM by 51110
Visions scattered assorted group I was with a few friends, one familiar the other two not. I knew we were working together to determine exactly when the others would arrive We were part of the few set to the task of proving they were coming Time passed and our excitement grew until one day the mood had changed Even though we all had discovered the arrival and we knew the time was close, no one seemed as excited as me for the news My best friend who I shared most of my liking with was put off No one would acknowledge this most wonderful thing had occurred Something is not right The feeling is off, familiar yet set apart She who was with me sensed that I was no longer deceived I knew then my companions were not mine alone They weren't coming, they were already here Discovering we were close to the truth they came prerequisite She informed me our truth was yet to grow And I needed to see what was here She pulled out some device and called forth for transport All looking up I saw the black dot appear in the sky Growing larger with more definition it was coming to us flat and faster than free fall My heart raced with the potential of approaching experience Not slowing I had no time to react before the disc plopped hard against the earths crust, like a coin hitting the surface flat Leaving our equipment we crossed the road towards this metallic craft which was empty and ready for our load Getting in it felt as if each seat was fitted for one, just enough for all of us There were lap seat belts which seemed more aesthetic than functional Before I could comprehend where I was, I was there Inside of some great room Metallic and streamline with overtones of blue and grey Everything seemed with purpose and beings scattered about the place in what appeared to be booths coupled threes and fours It was made known to me they looked exactly how they wanted us to see them My companions were no more and I felt rejoined I was to meet the leader Every other creature had the appearance of one of 4 humans As if they all shared from only 4 templates If I stared too long at any one the image would blur and they became someone else, still one of the four Their leader was tall and distinct A familiar and welcoming appearance he was covered in a metallic blueish bodysuit It continued up one side of his neck connecting to one slightly over-sized eye Hiss appearance was human, with certain forgivings The eye was veined with a neon blue The other was normal and warm as he grinned Black soft curly hair that stood on end was littered with white and bright blue highlights His name was Zerg and he asked me to walk with him Feeling as though I was walking across a cafeteria We approached a two seated booth He said I must have questions, and he would do his best to assist my position As he slid into his seat I could barely contain my excitement for the coming revelations Lowering myself onto my side I witnessed his lips moving beginning some great prologue, there was no sound And I awoke.