The Internal and Subconscious World of DropTherapy

I was at lunch talking to W. I was showing her a video while everyone else was recking the place and while there was a consistent 4/4 drum beat consisting mostly of rides in the background. I guy from at least a yard away commented on it and then it cut to me being at W's house. The place was a mess and the floor was covered in clothes. I remember the floor was a navy blue color. Her room looked like a small compartment in an abandoned sanitarium, with the corners rotting and trash everywhere. There was also the closet to the left. The walls were yellowed with age or perhaps because of the lighting. She then asked me to assist with a large roll of scotch tape she was taping to her head. it looked like she was trying to replicate cornstalks with her brown and green hair. As soon as I grabbed the tape from her, it cut to real life, with a narrator keying in what was happening in the dream. Overlaying my vision was a wikipedia page of some kind, and I was in sleep paralysis on my side looking at my desk. All the while, I was tensed up and sweating with fear. The narrator said that, "What Mark saw that night he would never recover from." I then woke up, got dressed, and then ACTUALLY woke up.

I was in my Art class with a large encyclopedia, which I am assuming was at least 800 pages in size. I wasn't sure if any of the information was accurate, so I decided to go on the website of the encyclopedia. HORRIBLE MISTAKE. Upon being on the site, the whole screen went black and text showed up that said "this site is good" and a rapidly color changing ball bounced around the screen. There were also white lines that had a similarly colorful trail, as well as the whole screen changing hues. I couldn't close the site, not because of endless dialog boxes like in real life, but just because it didn't work. After that, the visuals cut to a music box, or at least a box with a spinning handle like an early 20th century music box. It was on a desk with countless other stuff like maps, bottles, and jewelry. The music box had a problem with the handle and stopped with the front of the handle facing the front of the box, but kind of down. What the thing was playing sounded like the transition periods between variations of excerpt C in The Chosen Priest and Apostle of Infinite Space by Bull of Heaven. It stopped very briefly for as long as the handle stopped, and then it would heave forward. The stopping periods were separated by about 2.5 seconds of music. After this happened, I ignored it and went to a simulation of Ed, Edd, N' Eddy in an Egyptian pyramid. I was controlling eddy. It felt kind of like VRChat. We passed through a corridor and found a tomb. I went back to the website and went to a friend at my school, who we'll call A. He checked it out, and it managed to disguise itself as a sound testing application. He said there was nothing to worry about, and when I went back to it, it continued the madness. After this happened, I gave up and saw Ed. I managed to convince Ed that he was some kind of evil vampire thing, and I said in eddy's voice as we left the classroom, "do you have anything to do?" and he replied with a maniacal Ed like laugh. I am honestly surprised the dream didn't end in an Iris-in and a transition to waking up.

I had a dream last night where J's grandpa was speaking perfect English. In real life, he has watched so many movies in English that he understands the language pretty well, but he only speaks some broken English. We were at school by homeroom when I asked him, "so I heard you can understand pretty good English?" and he replied with yes. We then went to a grocery store and talked over there. I remember writing a song that he was singing, and for a sixty something year old, this guy could sing HIGH, like a little over B5! Anyways, that's all I remember.

I was at school by my art room when I saw M. I noticed that I had a strange urge to hug her. I said something to her and then I gave her the most awkward hug in existence. She lookad at me funny, and then fourth period started.

Fragment 2: I was leaving fourth period talking to her about how short she is.

I remember being in my second period class, where we had to play our favorite song. I remember my history teacher played a native american song of some kind, and some other people played different things. I forgot exactly what I played, but it had country and jazz influences, and the music video involved a cartoon chicken. I then went on a YouTube channel that talked about the history of rock and metal albums. I went on a video talking about a random Metallica album. The narrator was talking about what being in the band was like. He was talking about how James Hetfield is your best friend, and how Kirk Hammet teaches you how to connect that tube to the one over there, but that's just how you eat. Taking on the road eating to new lows. I also saw a video of another thrash metal band with the years 1986 - 3616 on the thumbnail.

I had this fragment after a failed WILD and MILD attempt. I was eating dinner with my family and a few friends, although it felt like breakfast. I was getting some salad, but then my grandma burst into a fit of rage and started to yell at me for no reason whatsoever. A friend of mine from school, who we'll call S, was microwaving this GIANT leg of meat. I couldn't tell you what it was even if I tried. I went over and asked if I could have some. He said yes and cut off a piece for me. the slice I had was a little smaller than my monitor, so about 8 inches. the middle of the piece that was given to me had this stiff layer of cartilage and the texture reminded me a little of breaded shrimp. I can't remember what it tasted like, but it was probably something like chicken mixed with fish. All I remember is that it tasted good. I also had Van Halen on the mind for some reason, probably because it was one of S's favorite bands.

The Dream started out in bed. I saw my uncle doing something strange and for some reason I was barely able to make sound. I remember screaming as loud as I could and all that came out was a pathetic whimpering sound. He asked me to "come over here". I hesitated, but eventually I decided to do so. I struggled to get out of bed, but I ended up doing it and walking towards him. he was holding a katana or similar sword of some kind, and as soon as I came close to him, he attempted to behead me with his sword. He then vanished. I remember that the hallway didn't exist and instead there was a dead end that had the door to a closet of some kind and the TV room right next to it. After that happened, I went into the bathroom to do something, but I then noticed my cat, smudge. "i'm just gonna circle you now" she said as she ran circles around me impossibly fast. I forgot what I was doing in the bathroom, but then I noticed my other similar looking blind cat doing the same thing as smudge. I eventually left and saw a couple, both appearing to be in their late teens and both appearing to be albino. I then left and on my way to the kitchen encountered someone I had never seen before. I asked if he was czech and he said yes. His accent was unlike anything I had heard though. I saw my aunt down in the kitchen and we started to talk about said Slav before I left to do something else. When I came across the man in the living room, I asked him his name. He said his name was Krgyz Krazkovicz. I then went upstairs and saw the same couple in the TV room. It was becoming morning, so I went to this VERY site and wrote the dream down. It was as if I flawlessly transitioned out of the dream. A bunch of other crazy stuff happened involving random cartoony things, but I forgot what it was about. I also remember a third person view of me scaling the edge of a cliff in the fashion of a 3D platformer.

Fragment 1: I was doing something in Minecraft
Fragment 2: I was playing an alternate version of SCP: Containment Breach when I found a strange time machine like contraption. I was able to peek into a past time with it. I was trying to type 1933, but I accidentally typed 03 and was given GIF of a tree with some breakbeat music. When I did type 1933, it gave me this lake with the number 1933 in the lake. I then typed 1, which lead me to the creator's announcement that he was trying to make this a meme.

This dream starts out at some kind of convention. There was some kind of nomination thing that I didn't get nominated in. Angry about that, I leave to go to my house. The only problem: I was lost. As the sun set, I walked across a road that led to some kind of desert. Eventually, it got so dark that I had to turn on my phone and get the flashlight to work. When I turned on my phone, the screen was so dark that I could barely see anything, so I had to GUESS where the brightness slider was. Eventually, I turned up the brightness and turned on the flashlight. The flashlight was so dim that it barely helped, but then I passed the Mexican border and made it to an alternate version of my school. It looked a lot more like Egypt than Mexico, and to the left of the entrance to the cafeteria, there was the great wall of China. I tried to call C's mom to get her to pick me up, but she couldn't for some reason. Eventually, I received some Christmas presents. Everyone was huddled around me as I opened my first present, including my Armenian friend. The first present was literally just a ball of cookie dough. My friend ate a piece of it and then gave it back. i'd say about 90% of what I got was candy, except for one present which was meant for my grandma. It was a poem about how she was unemployed and how she should hand her job down to the rest of the family. It was written in modern English, old English, and possibly old Norse. At my school, we have this news program that talks about stuff in the school, and the episode of that program in this dream was about old English. The intro showed the AE ligature, as well as Thorn. I then woke up.

NUMBER OF TIMES I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO CONTROL ELECTRONIC ITEMS IN DREAMS: 2.

I was at a grocery store with my dad or some similar figure. I'm not sure what we were looking for, we were just there. My dad was telling one of the employees something ridiculous. When he said it, the employee's face slowly turned to anger. He then ran out of the store as soon as possible. I went to get something at my house when I noticed there was always one person riding a scooter in the distance. I also noticed the hair in my eyes. I then gained lucidity and said something about my bangs having a use outside of blocking my vision. The person on the scooter then came up to me and asked me to make a penguin who screams like a piano appear out of nowhere. I tried to do it. I don't know if I did, but he was congratulating me as if I did. I then woke up to write about my dream, but the W key didn't work.

What happens when you have a dream when you don't get much sleep? Trust me, it isn't enjoyable.
So last night, I was asleep about an hour after I went to bed when my dog Milo licked me on the face and tried to get on my bed. After that, he left. The only problem with this is that I could NOT go to sleep afterwards. I eventually did go to sleep. Briefly. Anyway, ther dream was very abstract. I was on my bed when my friend K got on my computer. I told him not to do it but he didn't listen. He only replied with "I will push your face onto the bed" and then he did just that with his hand. He relaxed his hand and I decided to close my eyes for some reason. He then began to push so hard that I felt like my head was gonna snap open. I woke up, and then went on my phone to write about the dream. I noticed that there was a song on my phone that wasn't originally there that I decided was my dream. All of a sudden, I couldn't see in front of my and my head was permanently locked looking at the wall to the left of me. I moved a bit, and then I became semi concious. Eventually, I fell back into the dream. This cylce of dreaming and then waking up happened a few times before I decided to move from that spot. I think the reason these dreams were so abstract was because of my slightly decreased sanity in that situation.

This dream is interesting. The first part involved me finding a green and yellow parrot entering my house. I tould my aunt about the dilemma and she said it was cool. I didn't exactly say that, because I spent MINUTES after that to try to remember the word for parrot. The next part involved me going to school. I was in the multi purpose room with my entire class for some reason and I was CONFUSED, not because of the fact that my ENTIRE CLASSROOM INCLUDING DESKS was in the MP room, but because I had just gotten back from thanksgiving break and it had been a while. After that, I was playing a game about penguins while listening to The Chosen Priest and Apostle of Infinite Space by bull of heaven (I am currently listening to te WHOLE THING and as of writing this I am 225 hours in). There was this secret part in the game that I couldn't get to, even with a walk through. The interesting part of this dream is that I was able to ACCURATELY CONTROL the computer in my dream! let's start a counter! NUMBER OF TIMES I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO CONTROL ELECTRONIC DEVICES IN DREAMS: 1. Anyways, about three quarters through the dream, the song changed from a drone to this jazzyish piano piece. Later, I was watching someone play a quiz game about movies that involved a demon. I tried to pause it, but every time I did that, the window minimized to view FL studio. I also saw that the song went from 1442 hours to like 5 minutes. The dream ended in a single piano note.

In this dream, C's former girlfriend, who we'll call F, was spending the night at my house for some reason. We got ready to go to school the next day and then we were off with a few other friends. Only one of the other people actually exists in real life. It was 6:20 and we still weren't at school. The dream then cut to where I was at my house with everyone. I saw a purple glowing triangle pyramid thing in the sky and then looked up a song. Among the files was a song called Donald Trump by the band Braindrill. I then played a midi file of one of their songs, explaining how the program can't tell the difference between individual channels, and then I woke up.

In this first dream, I was reading an article about the world's most talented dog, who, above many other things, created it's own website. It's website had a violet to magenta gradient going up. One article was about worldwide mishaps, including a hospital for lions AND humans. Needless to say, the lions ate everyone. I also found a few pictures of the owner.

WOOHOO!!! Another LD! Okay, this one's strange because of the lack of a reality check. The whole dream was lucid.
I was in PE. FOR SEVERAL HOURS. It was NIGHT TIME and we were still doing PE. For this reason, cops came to investigate and i'm assuming stopped the period. We then went into the locker rooms, where there were a few GIRLS hanging around, and I looked at a clock, remembering the clock reality check. I was lucid before this i'm pretty sure, but I did it anyway because it was cool looking. I looked away and looked back several times before it turned glowing yellow. I then decided to seduce one of the nearby girls with a song (probably a 13 year old's version of a sex drive going wild during the lucid dreaming progress). It worked, but it was the wrong girl. The next day, I left the locker room and saw K and a clone of himself. The clone jumped off the edge of the hall way. (in my dream the horizontal hallway was raised several feet above the ground and K's clone jumped into the plants below.) I then continued to explore the school, going where K was going, and I saw a random 8 year old stare at me with blind eyes. I then went by the blacktop and overheard some other kids talking about how the school now accepted 5th graders. I then left. There was someone by the front entrance to help me leave, and for some reason, the entire front entrance was cramped and had these watch towers peppered all over the place. I accepted the man's help and we eventually found ourselves in a huge field being chased by something. We then found a structure you would normally find in a park. The person saw this, and started a youtube channel with a baby and called it ugly baby. To watch a video of theirs, I had to crush the baby's head in. The format of their videos was a sort of factual top ten list video. I then woke up. 5TH LUCID EVER WOOOOOOO!!!